one way indulgence abo

When going out in a panic, Luo Chengcheng stepped on a lump, it was yesterday's straw butterfly, it was still lying there pitifully, very dazzling.

Seeing the "children's play" full of past memories changed beyond recognition, Luo Chengcheng's heart ached.

Three seconds later, Luo Chengcheng turned back and knocked Gu Yan down on the bed with one punch, and Gu Yan firmly caught the second punch.

"Gu Yan, you are a fucking bastard!"

"Well, I'm an asshole."

Seeing Gu Yan's generous confession, Luo Chengcheng's nose soured, and a tear fell on Gu Yan's face.

The emotions that have endured for so many days still turned into tears and fell out of control.

The matter has come to this point, he doesn't want to redeem anything, he is just not reconciled, the person he treats with all his heart and soul, why should he take away his sincerity in a big way, but in the end he throws it on the ground indifferently, and even steps on it.

Tears fell on Gu Yan's face uninterruptedly, Gu Yan let go of Luo Chengcheng's fist, and said softly like a child: "Chengcheng, be obedient, don't cry."

Gu Yan actually wanted to say, "Even if I'm an asshole, don't you still like me?" But he changed his mind in the end.He reached out to wipe away the tears on Luo Chengcheng's face, but was slapped away by Luo Chengcheng.

"I should have listened to your advice and stayed away from you. Gu Yan, do you know how regretful I am now?" Luo Chengcheng asked almost gnashing his teeth.

Gu Yan was taken aback: "What do you regret?"

"I regret being close to you when I was young, regret meeting you again, regret..." Luo Chengcheng choked up, "I regret liking you so much..."

As if being caught in the heart by something, cracks finally appeared on the expression on Gu Yan's face, and it was only now that he suddenly realized that the matter seemed to have been out of his control.

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In fact, Gu Yan and Luo Chengcheng are not standard bamboo horses. Although they made an appointment at the beginning to go to the same high school, to study abroad together, and said that they would go to the Dome Waterfall at the southern end of the earth to watch the stars when they grow up...but this is innocent. The friendship between bamboo and horses just started beautifully, but did not develop for a long time, and it ended hastily without even a full stop.

At the age of 13, Gu Yan left without saying goodbye, completely leaving Luo Chengcheng's life.

The friendship that was finally "licked" disappeared. Luo Chengcheng still remembered how he went home with a red nose. He even had a fever and fell ill for several days, and it took a long time to recover.

However, their fate did not end here. A year ago, at the funeral of Mr. Fang Yuelong, the two met again.

Coincidentally, Luo Chengcheng wasn't supposed to go to the funeral, but it happened that his two fathers went to country D to visit their grandparents, and they couldn't make it back for a while. For the sake of etiquette, Luo Chengcheng had to go first on their behalf. Condolences.

Luo Chengcheng is not very familiar with the Fang family, but has only heard that the Fang family used to be a big company, but later it plummeted because Fang Jue, the son of the Fang family, participated in the planning and investment of "poisonous health care products".

The funeral was organized by Mr. Fang's Omega daughter, Fang Mian. The ostentation was still very large, and there were many dignitaries who came to the funeral.

In the middle of the mourning hall hangs a black and white portrait of Elder Fang. It was the first time Luo Chengcheng saw him, he was a serious old man with a straight face.

A middle-aged woman with a haggard face is trying her best to receive guests. She is Fang Mian, the eldest daughter of Mr. Fang, and Gu Yan is right behind her, wearing a neat black suit, looking at the people passing by with a blank face. .

As if feeling something, Gu Yan's gaze met Luo Chengcheng's gaze a second after Luo Chengcheng saw him.

Ten years later, Gu Yan's eyes are still as good-looking as ever, vast as smoke and deep as a pool, but in the last gleam of warmth at the end of autumn, what is rippling is not autumn water, but ice cubes.

Whether it's the three-dimensional and exquisite facial features or the unsmiling expression, Luo Chengcheng is very familiar with it. Even if he grows up and becomes mature, he still can't escape the memory that Luo Chengcheng has engraved for him thousands of times in his heart. mold.

The person you miss every day should be recognized at the first sight.

"Gu Yan?!"

This is a mourning hall, so you can't speak loudly, but Luo Chengcheng still couldn't hold back, and shouted Gu Yan's name through a bunch of "busy people", he couldn't believe his eyes, his voice was shaking with excitement.

However, Gu Yan didn't respond, he didn't even change his expression, he just looked away calmly.For Luo Chengcheng's excitement, he only left the stranger's glance just now.

Luo Chengcheng wanted to go to find Gu Yan, but was blocked by more and more people, and many people who didn't know the current affairs rushed forward to show courteousness to "Prince Luo".

Luo Chengcheng was burning with anxiety, but she couldn't avoid it, so she had to respond politely one by one.

It is not accidental that Gu Yan appeared here. It turns out that Gu Yan's surname is not Gu. He is Fang Lao's grandson, Fang Jue's son, and his biological mother is unknown.

Back then, Fang Jue's affairs made a big fuss, and the entire Fang family was implicated. Only Fang Jue's sister, Fang Mian, married into the Gu family, and was able to protect herself wisely, so Mr. Fang asked his newborn grandson to follow Fang Mian. Mian and her husband Gu Qiao have never had children.

Elder Fang asked Gu Yan to take his uncle's surname in order to protect Gu Yan from being underestimated by others, but Gu Yan's life experience was unknowingly spread when Fang Lao was seriously ill, and almost everyone knew about it at the funeral.

"Gu Yan, wait for me."

To get away from a bunch of flattery, Luo Chengcheng chased Gu Yan out from the back door of the mourning hall, and walked through the long tree-lined avenue.

Hearing Luo Chengcheng's voice, instead of stopping, Gu Yan quickened his pace.

"Gu Yan!"

After finally catching up with Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng panted heavily and wanted to grab Gu Yan's shoulder, but Gu Yan dodged sideways.

Luo Chengcheng staggered forward: "Gu...Gu Yan, don't, run away..."

"Don't follow me." Gu Yan said coldly, with a hint of warning in his tone.

Luo Chengcheng finally took a breath: "Why, we have been for a long time..."

"Because I don't want to see you, understand?"

As if being struck by lightning, Luo Chengcheng froze in place, her lips opened and closed, unable to utter a word.

Gu Yan didn't give Luo Chengcheng time to accept it, so she turned around and walked away. After walking a long way, she heard the sound of the soles of shoes rubbing against the ground behind her, rustling.

Luo Chengcheng followed up unwillingly.

But this time, instead of running to Gu Yan's side, he followed behind silently.

As an Alpha, Gu Yan has tall legs, long legs, and extraordinary physical strength. He could have easily thrown Luo Chengcheng away, but he didn't. He put his hands in the pockets of his trousers and effortlessly controlled the distance between them, allowing Luo Chengcheng Chengcheng can see him, but won't catch up with him.

After twists and turns, Luo Chengcheng was brought to a desolate garbage dump.

In the blink of an eye, Luo Chengcheng stood on the open space and looked around, there was no sign of Gu Yan around.

At the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, the sun has completely set after six o'clock, and the gray night rises in the sky, which is a bit scary.The temperature dropped sharply at night, under the only street light in the distance, a group of young men with yellow hair and smoking gathered at some point, looking at him with ill intentions.

They have already followed here, and Luo Chengcheng is a little unwilling to leave just like that, let alone accept Gu Yan's unreasonable sentence "I don't want to see you".He lingered for a while, but still mustered up the courage to step forward.

"Excuse me, did you meet a tall and handsome man just now? He is an Alpha."

"A tall and handsome man?" A yellow-haired man took a puff of a cigarette, sprayed the smoke on Luo Chengcheng's face, and bared a mouthful of smoky yellow teeth, "Look at me, am I handsome?"

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As he wished, he didn't hear Luo Chengcheng's footsteps again, and Gu Yan, who had walked around half a circle, finally walked home.

He took Luo Chengcheng to the garbage dump just to let Luo Chengcheng quit and stop trying to get close to him.Luo Chengcheng was afraid of the dark, and there was only one street light in the garbage dump. With Luo Chengcheng's courage, which was smaller than sesame seeds since she was a child, she probably ran back into the nanny's car in fright.

Chasing Luo Chengcheng's anxious gaze away from his mind, Gu Yan let out a light breath, there was a little shadow of white mist in the cold night.

There are no stars tonight, and the bright moon hanging above his head sprinkles the clear light into his eyes, and everything he sees has no temperature.

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However, Gu Yan was wrong. The next morning, Luo Chengcheng successfully found his contact information and contacted him.

"Gu Yan, I would like to invite you to the coffee shop. We haven't seen each other for ten years. After all, we are...an old classmate."

Luo Chengcheng always speaks straight to the point, but he didn't dare to say "old friend" because Gu Yan's attitude yesterday made him hesitate.He was very nervous, and he didn't even think about what to do if Gu Yan refused.

"Okay." To Luo Chengcheng's surprise, Gu Yan agreed very easily.

Under the joy of a successful invitation, Luo Chengcheng didn't notice the playfulness in Gu Yan's tone.

They made an appointment at a coffee shop, Luo Chengcheng sat there two hours early, and Gu Yan arrived on time.

Gu Yan, who took off his dull black suit, changed into light-colored casual clothes. From a distance, Gu Yan, who came from the parking lot across the road, looked like a super male model.

"Gu Yan, here it is!" Luo Chengcheng rushed into the door and waved Gu Yan.

"I've seen you outside." Gu Yan took off his coat and put it aside, and sat opposite Luo Chengcheng.

"really?"

"Well, if someone looks at me, of course I feel it."

Luo Chengcheng's face became hot, and Gu Yan saw the way he was staring at Gu Yan in a daze just now.

"What does this gentleman need?"

Fortunately, the waiter came over and relieved Luo Chengcheng in time.

"An espresso."

Luo Chengcheng was surprised: "Do you drink espresso?"

"Ah."

"Espresso is bitter, I remember you used to have a sweet tooth."

"People's tastes are not static."

"Ah, then I ordered baked brulee for you just now..."

The desserts in this cafe are sweeter than other cafes, Luo Chengcheng specially chose this one, unexpectedly Gu Yan has already changed his taste.

"It's ok."

"Actually... I thought you wouldn't come."

"Sorry," Gu Yan apologized, "Yesterday was my grandfather's funeral, so I may not be in a good mood."

It turned out that Gu Yan was like that because of the death of his relatives, Luo Chengcheng was completely relieved, even though he hadn't seen him for ten years, he was still the same as when he was a child, he couldn't help caring about Gu Yan's emotions and attitudes.

"Don't be too sad about grandpa."

Gu Yan lowered his head and stirred the coffee, but Luo Chengcheng didn't see his expression clearly.

When she looked up again, Gu Yan changed the subject: "What's wrong with your face?"

There were several scratches on Luo Chengcheng's fair face, although they had been medicated, they were still very obvious.

"I was robbed yesterday..."

Having said this, Luo Chengcheng herself felt a little embarrassed.

"Don't take the road yesterday when you go home, especially the garbage dump. It's very unsafe. Fortunately, you didn't run into them yesterday."

Remembering that he was almost stripped by gangsters, Luo Chengcheng was afraid for a while, but he was more worried about Gu Yan.

Gu Yan stopped stirring the coffee: "You were robbed at the garbage dump?"

"Yeah." Luo Chengcheng nodded honestly, "You suddenly disappeared yesterday. I asked them if they had seen you, and then they robbed their wallet and mobile phone... You mustn't laugh at me."

Luo Chengcheng felt that this matter was embarrassing in her heart, but she told Gu Yan without hesitation. In his opinion, Gu Yan has never been an outsider, even though they haven't seen each other for many years.

Listening to Luo Chengcheng's narration of the tragic experience, the expression on Gu Yan's face remained unchanged, but the red and swollen scratches in front of her eyes became more and more obvious on Luo Chengcheng's jade-colored cheeks.

"I've asked someone to deal with it. You must not let them continue to harm people on your way home."

The beautiful piano music was flowing slowly, and Luo Chengcheng took a sip of coffee angrily.

"Be careful when you go home later." Luo Chengcheng didn't know at this time that the road yesterday was not the way Gu Yan went home at all.

"They didn't dare to make my mind up."

"I'm afraid they'll play dirty with you, I think there are a lot of them." At least four people who robbed him yesterday.

Gu Yan stirred the coffee and didn't speak any more.

"By the way, Gu Yan, where did you go?" This is the question Luo Chengcheng wants to ask most today.

The fact that Gu Yan left at the beginning caused him to worry about it for many years, and it was hard to calm down his heart.He must get an exact answer from Gu Yan.

"I'm out of the country."

"Going abroad? Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

No wonder he later secretly used his father's authority to investigate Gu Yan, but he didn't find anything about Gu Yan in the entire H city.

Gu Yan didn't speak, even he himself didn't know that he was going abroad until the day he went abroad, how could he tell Luo Chengcheng in advance?

"Or you should also give me a call. Are you reluctant to pay for international calls? Then Email is always fine... You don't even know how worried I am about you."

Luo Chengcheng rested his chin, looking very disappointed, he confided his feelings aggrieved, like a poor guy who has been let down.

Gu Yan looked at Luo Chengcheng's face, trying to find something from it, but unfortunately, he didn't find any trace of forgery.

That's right, a truly hypocritical person will not let others see his hypocrisy.

"Gu Yan, I really miss you."

Luo Chengcheng didn't lie, he did miss Gu Yan all the time, he even had a drawer full of glass jars filled with lucky stars, since he folded the first one ten years ago, every star was filled with the miss of Gu Yan And complaining, in his glass jar, Gu Yan is the little cool brother, the big villain, the superhero, and the annoying ghost that can't be driven away in his mind until it becomes difficult for him to calm down.

And today, he can finally write in the lucky star: Thank God, my good friend Gu Yan, he has been safe.

"Have you thought about me, Gu Yan?"

Luo Chengcheng likes to hit the straight ball when he talks, and likes to hit the ball with one hit. This has not changed in ten years.It is undeniable that at a certain moment when Gu Yan heard this sentence, his heart was indeed as excited as before, but it was so fleeting, and there was no room for throbbing in his chest.

Luo Chengcheng wanted to say something else, but suddenly heard a loud "bang", Gu Yan immediately got up and stood in front of Luo Chengcheng, moving so fast that he knocked over the coffee on the table.

The next second, thick smoke billowed out from the back kitchen.

The originally elegant diners screamed and fled, turning into a mess. Gu Yan quickly grabbed Luo Chengcheng's hand, and protected the frightened Luo Chengcheng to leave the cafe before the smoke came...

Not far away is the sound of fire trucks whistling, accompanied by the sound of high-pressure water guns.

In a safe place on the side of the road, Gu Yan still holds Luo Chengcheng's hand tightly in the palm of his hand. Gu Yan's hand is big, with slender phalanges, well-defined knuckles, dry and warm, as perfect as his appearance.

He moved the fingers held by Gu Yan cautiously, and Gu Yan let go naturally.

Luo Chengcheng's heart was pounding, and he didn't know if it was because of being frightened or something else.

"Today is really unlucky, I'm sorry Gu Yan."

Luo Chengcheng looked at the coffee stains on Gu Yan's cuffs with a depressed expression, and tried her best to restrain her trembling lips due to the sudden accident.

"It's okay." Gu Yan put on his coat.

At this time, Luo Chengcheng's cell phone vibrated.

"Wait, I'll take a call."

"I was outside... told you...an old classmate...Alpha...well, got it...bye."

After a few words, Luo Chengcheng hung up the phone.

"Your father called you home for dinner?"

Luo Chengcheng shook her head: "It's my boyfriend."