one way indulgence abo

Country D is a rainy country, even if the weather is sunny occasionally, the sun is soft.Contrary to the cloudy and rainy weather in the capital of country D, the city of H in May has already entered the summer season. When I first left the airport, the sun was dazzling, and Luo Chengcheng had difficulty adapting to it for a while, but Luo Yiye, not only was not affected, but was very excited up.

Luo Yiye's performance reassured Luo Chengcheng a lot. He was also afraid that Luo Yiye would not adapt when he returned to his motherland, but it turned out that he was too worried.

"Father, it's Uncle Lu!" Luo Yiye's sharp eyes saw Lu Ran who had been waiting for a long time.

Luo Chengcheng waved his hand and walked towards Lu Ran.

"Chengcheng, welcome back home."

Lu Ran opened his arms and hugged Luo Chengcheng, then lifted Luo Yiye over his head and put it on his neck.

Luo Yiye giggled, and sweetly called "Hello, Uncle Lu".

"Chengcheng, am I the only one here to pick you up?" Lu Ran looked around and asked casually.

"Well, I didn't tell many people."

"It shouldn't be..."

"My dad and the others are waiting for me at home."

"I'm not talking about Uncle Luo and the others."

Luo Chengcheng squinted at Lu Ran. As Lu Ran's friend since childhood, even if Lu Ran made an unconscious movement, Luo Chengcheng knew what he was thinking, and because of knowing, Luo Chengcheng purposely answered the wrong question .

What did Lu Ran think of: "Chengcheng, did you deliberately not let Xiaochen come?"

"Min Chen is on a business trip, how come?"

Looking at Lu Ran's slightly disappointed expression, Luo Chengcheng sighed: "Lu Ran, don't always feel that I'm in your way. Although he and I are friends, his thoughts are free. I won't, and I won't. You can’t control him, just like you and I are also friends, if I asked you to stop pestering Min Chen immediately, you wouldn’t do it, would you?”

"Min Chen has been Lu Ran's Omega for the rest of his life. Unless I die, I will never give him up to others."

Luo Chengcheng was too lazy to talk to this straight-A cancer. In some respects, Lu Ran was even more unreasonable than Gu Yan.

In the past few years, the relationship between Lu Ran and Min Chen has been broken. It is said that Lu Ran also used money to lure Min Chen's two boyfriends away. Never dared to advise any of them as a friend.Besides, how can he get involved with other people's feelings when he can't even handle his own feelings well?

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Back to the home where she had been away for a long time, Cheng Duoduo was the first one to rush out to greet Luo Chengcheng.

"Brother!!! I miss you so much!" Cheng Duoduo, who was half a head taller than Luo Chengcheng, rushed forward and hung on Luo Chengcheng's body.

Since Cheng Duoduo went to high school and went to a private boarding school, he was busy with his studies, so he rarely visited Luo Chengcheng.In three years, Cheng Duoduo has changed a lot, exuding the strength of Alpha in every gesture, but when facing her brother, she is still the little girl who loves to act like a baby.

"Little Scallion, look how scared you are to Xiaoye?" Cheng Che walked up with a smile.

Only then did Cheng Duoduo remember that there was another "Xiao Tuanzi". At this time, "Xiao Tuanzi" was hiding behind his father, with big eyes open, nervously eating his hands.

"Xiao Ye is not afraid, I am my aunt, I even fed you milk once."

"Hello, auntie." Luo Yiye asked, but he still held Luo Chengcheng's pants and dared not let go.

Luo Chengcheng patted Luo Yiye's back, and said softly: "Go, let grandpa and aunt hug you."

After listening to his father's words, Luo Yiye bravely let go of Luo Chengcheng, and carefully threw himself into Cheng Duoduo's embrace.

After Cheng Duoduo took Luo Yiye to play, Luo Chengcheng hugged Cheng Che.

"Dad, where's Daddy?"

"He has an impromptu meeting, come back at night, you go take a shower and rest now, Xiaoye and your sister will take care of you."

"it is good."

"By the way, Chengcheng, the Conservatory of Music in H City has been contacted. They will send you a letter of appointment on the working day next week. They are looking forward to your joining."

When Luo Chengcheng came back this time, he decided to inherit Cheng Che's mantle and teach at the nationally famous H City Conservatory. He has no interest in doing business, so he doesn't plan to join Luo's enterprise. His family also supports his choice very much. In Duoduo's words, "Just go after your dreams, and I will inherit the family business for you." After all, Cheng Duoduo is indeed very talented in this area.

"Thank you dad."

"Thank me for what?" Cheng Che smiled, "My son is so outstanding."

Cheng Che's tone couldn't hide his relief. He didn't know whether it was because of living alone for three years or becoming a father. He felt that Luo Chengcheng in front of him seemed to have really grown up a lot, and almost all the youthful innocence had faded away.

The air was filled with the smell of early summer, amidst Cheng Che's gentle smile and Luo Yiye and Cheng Duoduo's playfulness, Luo Chengcheng's heart also became warm.

After not returning for three years, this is still his familiar home.

Stepping on the stairs to go upstairs, every step under his feet is so solid, so peaceful, as if he has never left.

This big house where he has lived for more than 20 years is like a warm nest. Whenever he comes back, he will be recognized and accepted.

Once, he actually had the idea of ​​running away forever, just for someone, and he was like a reckless and stupid coward at that time.

Went to the bathroom to take a shower, to relieve the fatigue of the journey, Luo Chengcheng went back to the room to pack the suitcase.

The floor-to-ceiling windows were not closed, and a gust of wind blew in, shaking a small object on the bedside table, and Luo Chengcheng paused for a while in arranging clothes.

It was a straw butterfly. Due to improper preservation, the wings showed signs of rot and blackening, but this did not affect the original workmanship in the slightest. It was so exquisite that it was not made by an Alpha...

At night, Luo Chengcheng was woken up by Luo Yiye's crisp laughter, Luo Yao was carrying Luo Yiye back and forth upstairs and downstairs to "fly the plane".

Seeing Luo Chengcheng, Luo Yiye called out "Dad", but instead of immediately clinging to him and acting like a baby like before, he continued to play with Luo Yao.

Although Luo Yao is over half a hundred years old, he is in good health. He loves fitness and has a physique that is not inferior to that of a young man. If Luo Chengcheng had accompanied Luo Yiye to toss like this, he would be exhausted within half an hour.

In fact, at first, when Luo Yao found out that Luo Chengcheng was secretly pregnant and had a child through the phone call, he flew into a rage on the spot, and rushed to country D with Cheng Che overnight.Luo Chengcheng has never seen Luo Yao get so angry, Luo Yao even used the word "rebellious" to describe him.

He thought that Luo Yao would dislike Luo Yiye, but he didn't expect that it was the opposite, Luo Yao and Cheng Che loved Luo Yiye more than the other.Luo Yiye is also very close to his two grandfathers, and always looks forward to his grandfather coming to visit him when he is abroad.

"Xiaoye is exactly the same as you when you were a child. She likes to ride on your Daddy's neck the most." Seeing that Luo Chengcheng was still standing at the foot of the stairs looking at the grandpa and grandson, Cheng Che said with a smile, "Come and eat."

"This kid is more energetic than you when you were young. He is the most like me. He is indeed my grandson of Luo Yao." Luo Yao carried the excited Luo Yiye and walked to the dinner table.

Luo Yiye, who usually never leaves his dolls, had already forgotten his big bag of dolls to the horizon when he was with Luo Yao.

"He has never been so skinny abroad."

"If the skin is better, then it looks like an Alpha."

Luo Yao's words reminded Luo Chengcheng of the doctor's advice. The doctor advised Luo Yiye to get in touch with elders of the same sex more, so as to help change his sensitive and timid personality.

It seems that returning home in time is the right choice.

Surrounding Luo Yiye with a tablecloth, Luo Chengcheng took a seat, and the family chef prepared all the dishes. The family of five finally had their first serious reunion dinner in three years.

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In the capital of country D, in front of Luo Chengcheng's apartment, Gu Yan stood there with a face like water.

After these few breakups, he finally calmed down, and he found that he was still too impatient.

However, it is simply a fantasy for him to pretend that nothing happened after seeing Luo Chengcheng.For more than three years, no one except himself could experience his despair and pain.

He originally thought that there would be nothing more terrifying than the ten years of being forcibly imprisoned in country D, but he was wrong. What is more terrifying than being eaten away by shadow and hatred is the silence of the heart.In the days when he was frantically looking for Luo Chengcheng, he could barely feel his heart beating, except when he was thinking about Luo Chengcheng.But with a slight movement of the heart, it will be painful again. Even if he paralyzes himself with day and night work, he is just surviving, because once he stops, the pain will be overwhelming, and his extraordinary willpower will be defeated.

Missing is like a knife, the more it is carved, the deeper it gets, and once we meet, it is difficult to control ourselves.

His attachment to Luo Chengcheng has not changed from the beginning to the end, on the contrary, it has intensified with the passage of time. However, Luo Chengcheng has changed, completely.The current Luo Chengcheng can share the little tenderness he has left with his son, classmates, children, and even an unattractive suitor, but when facing him, he can't tell the slightest bit.

But Luo Chengcheng has loved him for at least ten years. He doesn't believe that such a long-term love will disappear in just over three years. do not let it go.

So today, he came to talk to Luo Chengcheng. He also planned to tell the misunderstandings. He was fully prepared, but he never expected that what was waiting for him would be An empty house.

In the evening, the lights in the apartment were not turned on, and the plants by the door and windows were also cleaned up. It was like a scene of people leaving the building. Luo Chengcheng's mobile phone number in country D was also canceled.

"Sir, what's the matter?" A passing resident approached cautiously and asked.

The neighborhood has not been very peaceful in the past few days, and there was a small-scale terrorist attack some time ago, but Gu Yan is well-dressed and handsome. Apart from the unpleasant expression on his face, he doesn't look like a bad person at all.

"Where did the people who live here go?"

The passer-by breathed a sigh of relief: "It turns out that you came to find Luo. He took his child and suitcase and took a taxi away this morning, saying he was going to move."

"Move? Where did you move?"

Passers-by were taken aback by Gu Yan's suddenly raised voice: "No, I don't know, anyway, he said he won't be coming back, and before he left, he distributed all the potted plants to the residents around us."

This scene seemed familiar, so familiar that it caused Gu Yan to temporarily lose his ability to think. The pain of the past three years surged across time and space. He propped up on the wall and almost lost his footing.

"Sir, are you all right?"

Gu Yan waved his hand, indicating that the other party can leave.

Luo Chengcheng actually disappeared again without a sound, and it was after he finally found it again.

He remembered what Luo Chengcheng said, "Please don't follow me anymore", but he didn't do so, so Luo Chengcheng ran away from him again... Gu Yan felt a dull pain in his chest.

"Luo Chengcheng..."

His voice was trembling, like a chained animal, pacing in front of the door, and then called someone in his country.

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Cigarette butts and beer cans were scattered everywhere on the balcony of the hotel suite. Gu Yan sat against the wall, with a dull pain in his bent left leg.

His clothes were messy, his face was slumped, his expensive tie and coat were crumpled and thrown aside, he didn't even notice that the wine dripped down his chin to his bare chest when he raised his head.

Suddenly, a new email was received on the phone: Mr. Gu, the whereabouts of Mr. Luo Chengcheng have been found, and he has returned to China.Attached is a photo of Luo Chengcheng appearing at the door of Luo's house.

Gu Yan turned off the screen, threw the phone aside, and drank the remaining half can of beer in one gulp in the night wind. The cold liquid slid down the esophagus into the stomach, but nothing could compare to the coolness in the heart.

"Luo Chengcheng, you really scared me."

Gu Yan squeezed the soda can in his hand tightly, and the veins in his slender and powerful hands bulged.His eyes were red, he put his hands on his forehead and laughed softly, there was a rare glimmer of water in the corner of his eyes.