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The moment the four eyes met, a silent emotion grew instantly, but before it had time to spread into Luo Chengcheng's heart, he was ruthlessly strangled by him.

He looked away like a passerby.

The waiter saw that the other protagonist in the wedding photo was also coming, and immediately returned the phone to him.

"Sir, this is your phone."

Gu Yan took the phone and walked towards Luo Chengcheng. No one knew how much effort he took to control his speed and make his steps look normal.

Gu Yan's arrival attracted the attention of some customers, just like his previous visit. After all, such a handsome man is usually not common.

Feeling Gu Yan's approach, Luo Chengcheng still looked at the book without moving, just like the most ordinary diners in this restaurant.

Luo Chengcheng is reading a famous foreign novel called "Linging in Fire".

"It's a tragedy."

"Ah."

"I remember you never watch tragedy, you said you don't like the feeling of beauty and value being broken."

Indeed, Luo Chengcheng has always rejected tragedies since he was a child. Not only that, he even hoped that the surroundings would be sunny, so he tried to warm Gu Yan and make the gloomy Gu Yan happy.

"Beauty can be fabricated, but value exists objectively, so beauty is not necessarily valuable, and the other way around makes sense. I only value the latter now." Luo Chengcheng's tone was very steady, as if seeing Gu Yan did not agree. It didn't arouse any strange emotion in him.

Gu Yan stood next to Luo Chengcheng for a while, and then said: "Long time no see, how have you been these few years?"

"I'm fine, where's Mr. Gu?"

Luo Chengcheng smiled at Gu Yan, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, just like facing those fanatical followers in the school.

"I'm not good."

"That's such a pity."

"You know why I'm having a bad day."

Luo Chengcheng wondered: "How do I know about you?"

Luo Chengcheng didn't look like she was lying, but it was better to say that she didn't care than that she didn't know.

Gu Yan put one hand on the table, and it was this moment of approach that made him clearly feel that Luo Chengcheng's mark was gone, because he could no longer resonate deeply with Luo Chengcheng's body no matter what.

This recognition made Gu Yan's heart throbbing for a while, followed by a resurgent possessive desire.

"Luo Chengcheng, you lost it." Gu Yan stroked the gland at the back of Luo Chengcheng's neck, her fingertips trembling.

Luo Chengcheng immediately waved Gu Yan's hand away, frowned and said, "Mr. Gu, it's a bit rude of you to do this."

The blocked hand was hanging in the air, Gu Yan said in a deep voice, "You still lost it..."

Luo Chengcheng said coldly: "It's better to throw away useless things as garbage."

"Gu Yan, as long as it is given by you, I will not lose any of it!"

Luo Chengcheng's original vows and love words are still in my ears, every word is full of unceasing tenderness, which easily makes Gu Yan fall into the illusion - no matter what, Luo Chengcheng will not leave.

In fact, he should have expected all of this a long time ago. When he knew that he had wrongly blamed Luo Chengcheng, he had foreseen it.

But foresight doesn't mean acceptance, just like he knew that Luo Chengcheng hated him, but he didn't accept that Luo Chengcheng would just disappear from his life forever.

He will never allow such a thing to happen again!

"What do you mean is rubbish?" Gu Yan punched Luo Chengcheng's table, causing the coffee to splash out.

After not seeing each other for three years, Gu Yan has learned to humiliate himself.Luo Chengcheng didn't answer Gu Yan's words. He really didn't need to be so quick with Gu Yan here. He casually shifted his eyes to the book, treating Gu Yan as air, but this time he didn't read a word. go in.

The two were talking in Mandarin, and the waiters looked at each other, not knowing what they were talking about, only that the atmosphere didn't look good.

At this time, Luo Chengcheng's cell phone vibrated, and it was the nanny who sent a message saying that they were almost here.Only then did he remember that Luo Yiye was on his way...

Luo Chengcheng stood up abruptly, but was blocked by Gu Yan.

"Step aside."

"Sorry Chengcheng, I was too excited just now, I haven't seen you for a long time."

In fact, Gu Yan didn't think about how to appear in front of Luo Chengcheng at first, and it was an accident that his mobile phone was left in the restaurant, but when Gu Yan came back to pick it up, he happened to see Luo Chengcheng enter the restaurant, so he didn't go in directly , but quietly waited for the waiter to take his mobile phone to ask Luo Chengcheng.He wanted to use this to test Luo Chengcheng's reaction, but Luo Chengcheng's expression was nothing but indifference, as if he was looking at a photo of a stranger.

But even so, he will never lose Luo Chengcheng again.

"Is that why you don't want to see me?" Gu Yan had a wry smile on his lips, "As soon as I come, you have to leave."

"Whether I leave or not has nothing to do with you, don't take yourself too seriously."

Luo Chengcheng did leave because of Gu Yan, but it wasn't what Gu Yan thought, he just didn't want Luo Yiye to see Gu Yan.

"Mr. Gu, please step aside."

Luo Chengcheng repeated it. Seeing that Gu Yan was not moving, Luo Chengcheng simply leaned on the back of the sofa and rolled out, and then dialed the nanny's phone.

Seeing that Luo Chengcheng was really going to leave, Gu Yan grabbed Luo Chengcheng's arm, but was thrown away vigorously by Luo Chengcheng. Gu Yan couldn't stand still for a while, and fell directly to the ground.

"Sir, are you alright?!" Two waiters hurried up to help Gu Yan.

"Orange!"

Luo Chengcheng had gone far away, Gu Yan waved them away, leaned on the stool and tried to stand up, but his legs hurt badly, and the continuous rain in the capital of country D made his old injuries not heal after the recurrence.

The diners around were talking a lot. Due to the language barrier, they really didn't understand why this handsome and rich man made himself so embarrassed, and even an Omega came over to try to help.

Gu Yan stood up, didn't care about arranging her clothes, and went directly to the door, but was stopped by the waiter at the door.

"Sorry, your husband hasn't settled the bill yet."

Hearing the words "your husband", Gu Yan's eagerness gradually calmed down, and he realized that he had lost his composure in public.

He shouldn't be so hasty, but when he thinks that Luo Chengcheng is no longer his Omega, the possessive desire in his heart will come out to cause trouble.

Gu Yan straightened his clothes and regained his composure before he came: "Give me his bill, and I will pay for it."

When he got the bill, Gu Yan found that there was not only an adult meal, but also a baby meal.

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At the intersection, the nanny waited there with Luo Yiye. The nanny handed the child to Luo Chengcheng and went back.

Luo Chengcheng hugged Luo Yiye in her arms, made sure that Gu Yan did not catch up, and then quickly walked away from this place.

It wasn't until entering another block that Luo Chengcheng slowed down.The tense heartstrings relaxed, and Luo Chengcheng recalled that there seemed to be something wrong with Gu Yan's legs, which was discovered when he pushed Gu Yan just now, otherwise Gu Yan, an Alpha, could not be so weak.

Thinking of Gu Yan falling and hurting his leg to save him three years ago, Luo Chengcheng felt some inexplicable strange emotions in his heart.

"Father, I don't play anymore, I want to go home." Luo Yiye hugged Luo Chengcheng's neck and put his head on his shoulder.

Luo Chengcheng came back to her senses, and asked softly: "Why? Didn't Xiaoye always want to play with Dad?"

"Dad is crying, Dad is not happy."

Luo Chengcheng was startled, and quickly supported Luo Yiye with one hand, and wiped her face with the other hand, but she didn't touch any tears.

He made a false alarm, and his tone was a bit unpleasant: "Father is an adult, why would he cry? A child who lied to his father is not a good child!"

"Xiaoye is so good!" Luo Yiye was a little angry at being criticized by his father.

Realizing that her emotional fluctuations had affected her child, Luo Chengcheng quickly apologized: "I'm sorry Xiaoye, Dad was wrong."

Luo Yiye pouted, as if she didn't want to talk to Luo Chengcheng.

In the end, Luo Chengcheng took Luo Yiye to the amusement park.

Luo Yiye is a child at heart. Although he had an unpleasant fight with his father, he forgot about it in a blink of an eye, and held Luo Chengcheng's big hand to have fun along the way.

After playing all day and returning home, Luo Yiye lay on the bed and fell asleep without even getting through a story of "Jewel Princess".

At night, listening to Luo Yiye's even breathing, Luo Chengcheng suffered from insomnia again for the first time.

Regarding what happened today, he really couldn't believe it. What surprised him was not that he met Gu Yan again, but that even today, when Gu Yan touched his gland, he still had a very strong feeling... …

The nape of the neck and a certain part of the body had been aching since the afternoon. He knew it was caused by psychological factors, but he couldn't control it.

He will never forget the pain of being stripped of his soul when he removed the mark, and all the anesthetics in the world will not work.

In the few days when the mark was just removed, he suffered from insomnia all night long. Whether it was reading, class or walking, he was prone to distraction, and he couldn't even take care of the newborn Luo Yiye... At that time, he almost became his shadow .

And he endured such pain, Gu Yan actually used such a flimsy word as "throwing" to describe it, but even if it was lost, he wanted to lose it completely.

But it took him two or three years to heal everything, but Gu Yan's appearance told him firmly that the calm was just an illusion.

It should hurt, it will hurt.