one way indulgence abo

Luo Chengcheng did not return to Luo's house, but returned to her suburban house.

The heavy rain lasted until midnight. The sound of the rain hit my ears, and my heartbeat was wet little by little. Every movement of the heart that seemed to be bound by the damp was heavy and sore.

When she couldn't take it anymore, Luo Chengcheng finally turned over and sat up, panting like a rescued person from drowning.

It's 02:30 in the morning and he's sleepless, not at all like someone who hasn't slept much in two nights.He threw a blanket over himself and went to the kitchen to boil a small pot of milk, trying to calm his nerves.

Pure milk has no sweet taste. He took a bag of white sugar and poured it in, and poured half of the bag in without paying attention...

At this moment, he suddenly remembered something, turned around and left the kitchen, and turned on the display screen in the living room.

Gu Yan hasn't left yet...

Gu Yan chased him half an hour after he arrived home.

It was still raining outside, Gu Yan was sitting under the eaves in his single clothes, half of his body was already soaked.

Luo Chengcheng looked at Gu Yan on the screen for a long time, and suddenly met Gu Yan's burning eyes, he was startled, and immediately turned off the screen.

His heart was throbbing in his chest, he stood in front of the extinguished screen for a while, at a loss, his whole body seemed to be exhausted, his forehead was pressed against the wall...

The chill filled the whole body with the icy rain, Gu Yan couldn't help but look at the camera at the door for countless times, and then looked away in disappointment.

He is like a homeless person, but he was born without the concept of "home". Even the first time he felt the warmth of a family was brought to him by Luo Chengcheng.

In fact, it's more than that, all the beautiful things that he can perceive and fail to perceive in his life are almost all given by Luo Chengcheng, but it's a pity that he is too late.

Thinking back, the time Luo Chengcheng invited him to listen to the music before, it was Luo Chengcheng standing in this position, while he was sitting in the car around the corner, watching Luo Chengcheng looking forward to it in the cold wind, indifferent.

That time it was obviously Luo Chengcheng who was shivering from the cold, but she cared about him instead, being careful, lest he get a little cold, but this time he was really cold, but Luo Chengcheng didn't feel any distress.

When he was trying to get revenge on Luo Chengcheng, he believed in karma, but at this moment, he also believed in karma.

People who are most afraid of losing control have actually lost control of themselves long ago.It's really uncomfortable to be played by fate. If he had listened to Luo Chengcheng's words, or the Luo family and the Fang family didn't have those grievances, or...he was not born in this world.

In a drowsy state, Gu Yan remembered a sentence that Fang Lao once said: "If I knew it, I should have strangled you in the delivery room."

If this is the case, then he and Luo Chengcheng will never meet again...

Gu Yan didn't dare to think about it anymore, because it was really hard for him to imagine and accept such a hypothesis, assuming that he never owned Luo Chengcheng from the beginning to the end.

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When Luo Chengcheng thought of the milk in the kitchen, the small pot of milk was almost boiled dry, leaving only a thin layer on top.

Luo Chengcheng hurriedly turned off the fire and poured the milk in the pot into the cup.The unbearable sweetness got into her throat, Luo Chengcheng frowned and put the cup on the desk.

It's too sweet, meaningless sweetness, so sweet that he doesn't want to eat sweet things again in his life.

In fact, under Cheng Che's supervision, Luo Chengcheng didn't have the habit of eating sweets until he met Gu Yan, and he did this just to get close to Gu Yan, so that the cool Alpha could pay him a little attention.

How could he know at that time that the person he tried so hard to please turned him into a big joke without mercy.

Luo Chengcheng stared at the cup of condensed milk in a daze for a while, then suddenly frantically brushed everything on the desk to the ground.

Early the next morning, the rain stopped, and Luo Chengcheng went out with a black garbage bag in her hand. When passing by Gu Yan, she didn't even leave him a glimmer of vision.

Luo Chengcheng came to an open place, found a dry place, and dumped the contents of the garbage bag on the ground.

It is a pile of paper-folded lucky stars, each with a little sentimental feeling.They were all well kept in one glass jar after another, and now all put together, it looks magnificent.

If someone who doesn't know sees it, I'm afraid they will sigh: Who the hell is so sentimental?

Looking at the stars that she had folded with her own hands over the years, Luo Chengcheng couldn't help laughing, she was so pretentious, but in the end she just moved herself.

At this time, footsteps from far to near came from behind, stepping deep in the rain, stepping shallowly, one could tell it was Gu Yan's.

"Orange, what are you doing?"

Luo Chengcheng ignored Gu Yan and directly pressed the lighter.

"Don't do this!" Gu Yan grabbed Luo Chengcheng's wrist.

"Let go." Luo Chengcheng struggled a bit, but did not break free.

"Chengcheng, don't burn them." Gu Yan acted forcefully, but his eyes almost begged.

It seems that Gu Yan already knew what was in it.Luo Chengcheng was not surprised that Gu Yan knew the secret of Lucky Star, what else did Gu Yan not know?When he was ignorant, Gu Yan had already grasped all his weaknesses and turned him into a vulnerable person.

"Do you want me to keep them and always remind me how stupid I am?" Luo Chengcheng looked indifferent, "Gu Yan, you are really bad."

Gu Yan was silent for a while before saying in a hoarse voice: "Why are you willing to..."

"It's just a pile of waste paper, why not give up?"

Seeing that Gu Yan did not let go of him, Luo Chengcheng simply let go of his hand, and the lighter fell into the lucky star, instantly igniting a cluster of flames.

A breeze blew, and the flames grew stronger.

For a while, neither of them moved, but Gu Yan's grip on Luo Chengcheng's wrist slowly relaxed as the fire expanded.

Those colorful pasts finally turned into black ashes with the flames of time, and when the wind blows, they fall into pieces, just like Luo Chengcheng's love for Gu Yan over the years.

Probably because he was too close to the flame, Luo Chengcheng's eyes were sore, he blinked, and almost shed tears, but fortunately, the flame was burnt out.

Before leaving, Luo Chengcheng called someone to clean up.

The continuous wind blows away the ashes, revealing a "fish that slipped through the net". Gu Yan immediately bent down to pick it up. This is the only star that is still in shape, but the corners are a little blackened.

When taking apart the stars, Gu Yan's hands trembled a little.

"Tomorrow's wedding, thanks to Gu Yan, I have become the happiest person in the world"

Gu Yan could even imagine Luo Chengcheng's expression when she wrote this sentence, it must be sweet and yearning, just like every minute and every second when she was with him back then, in short, it is definitely not as cold and rigid as it is now.

He was in a daze for a moment, what did he do to lose a sweet heart that only belonged to him.

Gu Yan folded his palms together and pressed his fist against his aching chest, not daring to take another look.