one way indulgence abo

"April 2, 6xx4 sunny

I'm in a bad mood today, even the good weather doesn't help, because I know a sad thing about Gu Yan. Daddy specifically asked me what I think about this, and I told Daddy that I would be very sorry. It is a pity that I met Gu Yan four years ago, not ten years ago or even earlier. It would be better if I was born before Gu Yan. five years older than him.Gu Yan is so cool, he must be embarrassed to accept the care of his peers, but if I were an older brother, I could justifiably take care of him in the name of an older brother.But there are no assumptions in reality, I can only seize the remaining time to make up for regrets, accompany Gu Yan, and let him know that there is actually a person who cares about him very much.

It's ten o'clock in the evening, and there are still ten hours before the class time. I need to go to sleep quickly so that I can see Gu Yan soon. "

A few lines of words were neatly coded on the yellowed paper, written with a blue pen, and some places were smudged, as if left in a short period of contemplation.The boy's little mind pierced through the narrow screen, gently brushed his heart like a breeze along the torrent of time and space, and exploded again.

Luo Chengcheng's handwriting is really similar to Gu Yan's, but not as sharp as Gu Yan's. No matter how many times Luo Chengcheng has copied Gu Yan's handwriting, she still maintains a trace of her own round style.

"What's wrong?" Fang Mian returned from the door.

"Xiao Yan?"

The sound of Fang Mian's high-heeled shoes on the floor woke Gu Yan up, he turned off the screen before Fang Mian looked over, and put the phone in his pocket with an overly indifferent expression.

"Let's go."

Gu Yan took two steps forward and fell directly to the ground.

He forgot that he was not carrying a cane.

…………

"Hi, Young Master Luo!"

In the private room on the fourth floor of the Sile Club, ten handsome Alphas with different styles lined up, bending over to say hello to Luo Chengcheng in unison.

Luo Chengcheng: "..."

"Chengcheng, look at these Alphas, is there any one that suits your appetite? Let me tell you, any one is better looking than Gu Yan's, and all of them are gentle and will cause trouble. And they have different pheromone tastes, you Whichever flavor you like, just choose."

Lu Ran sat on the sofa with Erlang's legs crossed, and asked Luo Chengcheng triumphantly. Seeing that Luo Chengcheng's face was still calm, he gestured to a companion Alpha: "Quick, give Luo Shao a glass of wine."

The Alpha immediately poured a glass of wine and brought it to Luo Chengcheng respectfully: "Young Master Luo, please."

Luo Chengcheng blocked the wine glass in front of him: "Lu Ran, is this the way you said to relieve boredom?"

He was so ill that he went to the doctor in a hurry, and he actually listened to Lu Ran's nonsense and came here with Lu Ran.

"Yeah, it works. The people here are very good at playing. Just try it and you'll know. Otherwise, why would I come here every now and then?" Lu Ran realized that he had slipped his mouth just after he finished speaking. His expression instantly became unnatural.

"Every now and then? Before or now?" Sure enough, Luo Chengcheng caught Lu Ran's loophole.

Before Lu Ran could struggle, Luo Chengcheng turned to the Alphas who were drinking with him: "Does he come here often recently?"

Some of the Alphas didn't react and nodded directly.

Luo Chengcheng was so angry that she stood up from the sofa: "Lu Ran! Have you ever thought about Min Chen like this? You promised me to treat him well!"

"I'm very good to him." Lu Ran looked innocent, "I'll buy him everything he wants, he's wearing a high-end dress that costs hundreds of thousands, drives a car worth a few million dollars, and lives in A life that he never dared to dream of for half his life."

Luo Chengcheng couldn't believe it, the bastard words came from Lu Ran, he gritted his teeth and said, "What's the difference between you and raising a little lover?"

Lu Ran raised his eyebrows, noncommittal.

Luo Chengcheng knew that Lu Ran was very playful, and he had been like this since he was a child, but he never thought that Lu Ran would be so irresponsible, and the person who was let down was still his good friend.

"Don't forget that you and Min Chen have obtained a certificate, and you are legally married."

"Marriage certificates are more civil affairs bureau chapters than waste paper, don't you just leave as soon as you say it?"

Seeing Luo Chengcheng's face suddenly turned pale, Lu Ran knew that he had slipped his words again. He didn't know what happened today. He couldn't speak in his head, and he might have been pissed off by Min Chen's indifferent face.

"Sorry, Orange..."

"Lu Ran, I'm different from you, but you're fucking the same as Gu Yan!"

After Luo Chengcheng yelled at Lu Ran, she left the private room without looking back, leaving only eleven Alphas looking at each other.

Lu Ran couldn't believe his ears, he seemed to hear Luo Chengcheng swearing.

After leaving Si Le, Luo Chengcheng couldn't hold back his anger for a while, and after pacing back and forth, he kicked several times at the public trash can on the side of the road, and was stared at by the security guard with strange eyes for a long time.

Luo Chengcheng couldn't tell whether he was angry with Lu Ran's attitude towards Min Chen, or Lu Ran's example of the matter between him and Gu Yan... But he was angry, but he knew it very well in his heart, and he didn't blame Lu Ran for meeting Min Chen. In this way, in the eyes of outsiders, aren't he and Gu Yan the standard textbook for flash marriage and divorce?It's like playing house.

But he is different from Lu Ran, and even more different from Gu Yan.For that marriage certificate, he never took it as a joke, and once regarded the marriage certificate as a treasure, thinking that it was the luck he had cultivated in several lifetimes.

He who had just received his marriage certificate half a year ago never thought that one day he would voluntarily give up this marriage certificate, and even regret having it.

Luo Chengcheng made a phone call to Min Chen. After more than a year of marriage between Min Chen and Lu Ran, he was so devoted to Gu Yan that he forgot to care about his friend.However, Min Chen's phone was turned off.

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After returning home, Luo Chengcheng first went to the bathroom to take a bath, and when she came out of the bathtub, she was still exhausted, which had been going on for many days.

Mental burdens are often much more difficult to eliminate than physical burdens.

Luo Chengcheng went back to the room and turned on the computer, and there was an unclosed webpage on it—removing the mark, the author's personal experience.

Luo Chengcheng has read this article no less than ten times. The author has exhausted his pen and ink to describe the pain that needs to be endured when removing the mark. The pain is attached to the soul, and any anesthetic will not work.

Luo Chengcheng rubbed her face and leaned on the table.

During this time, no one in the Luo family mentioned the matter of removing the mark, but he knew that they were just taking care of his recent emotions, and they would ask him about his wishes after a while.

No matter how horrific it is on the Internet, the mark must be removed.He didn't want any imprint of Gu Yan on his body, and he didn't want to have a slavish switch all the time - as long as Gu Yan wanted to, he would turn into a dog licking again.

He didn't want to give Gu Yan even a chance to play with him.

However, the divorce agreement has been in Gu Yan's hands for two days, and Gu Yan has not contacted lawyer Zhang to get it.

Luo Chengcheng didn't know that the agreement had already been transported to the garbage dump...

At this time, Luo Chengcheng's cell phone rang. He thought it was Lu Ran or Min Chen calling, but he didn't expect it to be a series of unsaved numbers, but even without adding any notes, he could recite this series of numbers back and forth.Last winter, during the few days when Gu Yan disappeared, he guarded this string of numbers every day like years.

Thinking of those days when she was deliberately neglected by Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng was furious, hung up the phone directly, thought for a while, and pulled Gu Yan into the blacklist again.

After a while, Lawyer Zhang also called.

"Mr. Luo, Mr. Gu contacted me just now, and he proposed a condition."

"what?"

"He said he would only sign if you went to see him at his residence in person."

"..."

"If you disagree, you don't have to go. I will help you solve it through legal means, but it will be a little more troublesome."

In the end, Luo Chengcheng decided to go to Gu Yan's house in person. Anyway, the matter has come to this, and it is better to settle it as soon as possible.

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The double-storey apartment ten kilometers away was pitch black, with only a little red Mars and the light of a mobile phone screen.

Gu Yan leaned on the window sill and dialed Luo Chengcheng's number for the ninth time, but the prompt on the other side was still "The user you dialed has turned off the phone". He knew that he was blocked by Luo Chengcheng after the first call. Blocked, but still played several times in a row.

It turns out that this is the feeling that the other party has not answered the phone.

He had already forgotten how many phone calls and text messages he ignored Luo Chengcheng that time, and he couldn't stand it after just calling nine times.

Gu Yan finally stopped making calls.He dug out the photo of the diary again, and read it word by word, as if only by confirming again and again in this way, could he feel a little relieved. Luo Chengcheng really loved him deeply, and it has been like this since ten years ago .

The smoke gradually blurred the screen, Gu Yan extinguished the cigarette in his hand, leaned on crutches and threw all the cigarettes, lighters and ashtrays upstairs and downstairs into the trash can.

Tomorrow, Luo Chengcheng will come.