one way indulgence abo

The rain outside was still washing the night wantonly, but the noisy sound was isolated from the car.

Gu Yan parked the car next to a nearby drink shop and opened the door.

Luo Chengcheng, who shrank aside, saw that Gu Yan was about to get out of the car, and grabbed Gu Yan's clothes with great force.Gu Yan turned around helplessly, facing Luo Chengcheng's nervous face.

Luo Chengcheng's originally fair face was covered with black and gray stains, especially around the eyes, probably from rubbing her eyes, which is funny and pitiful.

Gu Yan took out a tissue and wiped Luo Chengcheng's dirty face carefully.

During this time, Luo Chengcheng kept staring at Gu Yan, until Gu Yan threw away the tissue, then he grabbed Gu Yan's clothes and said, "Gu Yan, where are you going?"

Gu Yan touched Luo Chengcheng's cold cheeks, and said softly: "It's still more than half an hour away from here to your house, just wait for me, I'll buy you something hot to drink first, or you'll catch a cold again .”

"No, it's not cold..." When Luo Chengcheng said this, her lips were still trembling uncontrollably, but her tone seemed to follow Gu Yan wherever he went.

"Good, be obedient."

…………

A few minutes later, Gu Yan returned to the car and put a cup of steaming cocoa on Luo Chengcheng's hands. Luo Chengcheng's hands that were so cold that they were almost numb finally ushered in a sliver of heat, but the temperature was only superficial. Nothing warms my heart.

"I remember you love to drink milk, but the milk is sold out, so I bought cocoa."

Gu Yan lifted the lid for Luo Chengcheng: "Drink slowly, be careful not to burn it."

"Thank you."

When the taste buds came into contact with cocoa, the rich bitterness slammed into Luo Chengcheng's unsuspecting heart. He swallowed a mouthful, and what followed was endless anger and sadness, as well as the unwillingness to lose face .

Luo Chengcheng lowered her head, her nose turned sour, and the surging emotions in her heart finally turned into tears, which fell into the cup drop by drop.

Gu Yan was startled: "What's the matter, Chengcheng?"

"Bitter...is bitter."

Gu Yan took a sip from the cup in Luo Chengcheng's hand, frowned and said, "I thought this cocoa was sweet, I'll buy another cup and ask them to add more sugar."

Luo Chengcheng sniffed: "No need Gu Yan."

"Then I'll take you home quickly. The temperature outside has dropped below zero. It may snow tonight. Remember to keep warm when you go back."

Gu Yan ordered and started the car.

"Gu Yan, I don't want to go home."

"Not going home? Then where are you going?"

"Can I stay at your place for a night?"

Seeing Gu Yan's surprised expression, Luo Chengcheng also knew that his request was abrupt, and he pursed his lips: "It's okay, just forget about the inconvenience, please take me to the hotel."

Seeing Luo Chengcheng's red eyes suddenly dimmed, Gu Yan said: "Fool, with your current state, how can I rest assured that you will stay in the hotel alone?"

The current Luo Chengcheng is not in the right state, and his mind is highly sensitive, as if it would break if touched.

Gu Yan sighed: "I'm the only one in my house. There are many vacant rooms. You can live in any room you want."

"Really...Will it bother you?" Luo Chengcheng felt that she was really hypocritical, and she had already agreed to it, but she still wanted to ask the bottom line here.

"I said, if it's you, it's nothing to bother you."

After confirming again and again, Luo Chengcheng finally breathed a sigh of relief.

What happened tonight is probably the most embarrassing thing for him in the past 22 years. After that, there will definitely be overwhelming questions from relatives and friends.

And now he just wants to run to a place where no one knows and hide. He has no energy to explain what happened to his family and friends, and he doesn't have the energy to recall those disgusting things again.

Fortunately, Gu Yan is willing to take him in.

Gu Yan would never refuse him.

Luo Chengcheng picked up the cocoa, and when she ate it again, the bitterness was gone, only the fragrance and warmth remained, as if Gu Yan cast some magic on her hand.

"Chengcheng, don't you find this bitter?"

"Drink it and it won't be bitter."

The car continued to drive in the rainy night, Luo Chengcheng looked at the route on the navigator, and asked in confusion: "Gu Yan, how did I remember that your home is not in this direction?"

He was sure that when he lost Gu Yan and was robbed by gangsters at the garbage dump, Gu Yan definitely did not go in this direction.

"It was indeed a long detour that day. I just returned to China, and I am not very familiar with the roads in H City."

"Yes, I almost forgot, you are a road idiot in H City." Luo Chengcheng nodded, not having any doubts about Gu Yan's explanation at all.

This is obviously not a perfect explanation that can withstand scrutiny, but Luo Chengcheng firmly believes it.Luo Chengcheng's trust in Gu Yan was not even expected by Gu Yan himself, whether it was the route home this time, or the "being late" last time...

Luo Chengcheng drank the cocoa, put down the cup, and got into Huiyan's coat again.

Gu Yan's clothes smelled of Gu Yan, a faint fragrance, clean and warm, which Luo Chengcheng loved to smell since she was a child.

Luo Chengcheng gently pressed the tip of her nose against the collar of her coat, and even the air around her became gentler, and the coldness brought by the rain on her body gradually melted into peace of mind.

All living beings are suffering, but Gu Yan is sweet.

Thinking like this, Luo Chengcheng shrinks into a small world where only herself and Gu Yan are left.

He looked at Gu Yan's handsome side face through the gap in Gu Yan's coat, and the heart that was riddled with holes by Sun Gao also miraculously healed a lot, at least it was no longer like it was just now, just thinking about it , would cause him to collapse.

While waiting for the traffic light at the crossroads, Gu Yan glanced at Luo Chengcheng, wanting to confirm if he really didn't intend to go home, but found that he was already asleep.

Sleeping after crying is really Luo Chengcheng's unchanging style since childhood.

Gu Yan didn't ask him any more, but directly drove the car in the direction of his home.

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When Luo Chengcheng opened his eyes in a daze, Gu Yan's chin was close in front of him, and he was startled because he was being hugged by Gu Yan.

Seeing that Luo Chengcheng was awake, Gu Yan lowered his head and said, "I got home, I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't wake you up."

When Gu Yan spoke, his lips were very close to Luo Chengcheng, and Luo Chengcheng's face was almost instantly reddened to the ears. Fortunately, the light outside was not good, and there was still a distance from the garage to the room, which was enough for Luo Chengcheng to cover up.

The two walked to the front of the house one after the other. Gu Yan opened the door, and a gust of warm air rushed in. Gu Yan's house is semi-remote controlled. Half an hour ago, Gu Yan set the indoor temperature in the car. .

"Come in, Chengcheng, the water in the bathtub should be ready, go take a bath now, to drive away the cold, your clothes are all wet, put on mine first."

"Ah."

Luo Chengcheng listened to Gu Yan, and went to take a hot bath first. When he returned to the main living room, Gu Yan was cutting something on the counter with his back to him, and the small pot next to him was bubbling and bubbling. .

"Gu Yan?"

Hearing Luo Chengcheng's voice, Gu Yan turned around and said, "I'm making brown sugar ginger tea for you, you can watch TV for a while."

"You still do these?"

"When I was abroad, I was self-sufficient for three meals a day."

The kitchen is open, Gu Yan looked back and saw Luo Chengcheng standing in the middle of the living room. Omegas, regardless of gender, are generally slender. Luo Chengcheng wore his clothes, and the trousers and sleeves were a lot longer. No matter how you look at it, it looks like a teenager stealing an adult's clothes.

"Hey, what are you laughing at?"

"Did I laugh?" Gu Yan turned his back to Luo Chengcheng, with a hint of a smile on his lips that he couldn't take back in time.

"You obviously laughed." Luo Chengcheng is best at capturing Gu Yan's subtle expressions, which is a unique skill that she has practiced since she was a child.

Gu Yan coughed: "Then I won't laugh."

Luo Chengcheng bent down and rolled up the trouser legs that fell down: "Who told you that you are tall, big, and well-developed limbs."

"Well, it's all my fault." There was a hint of a smile in Gu Yan's tone.

Looking at Gu Yan's tall back, Luo Chengcheng was "sulking" for a while, and suddenly said: "Gu Yan, don't you ask me what happened?"

"If you want to tell me, you will naturally tell me." Gu Yan threw ginger slices into the pot, "But according to what I know about you before, you usually can't hold back."

Luo Chengcheng curled her lips, noncommittal to Gu Yan's words.

Gu Yan tied an apron over the black turtleneck sweater. From a distance, the plush on the clothes emitted soft light under the lamp, making him extremely warm.

I don't know what it's like to hug it like that.

Luo Chengcheng looked at Gu Yan's back and thought in a daze, until she came back to her senses, she was startled by her own thoughts, and quickly looked away.

This is Luo Chengcheng's first visit to Gu Yan's residence. Luo Chengcheng didn't watch TV, but looked around the two-story house like a tour. There are not many things in the house, and it is very tidy, very similar to Gu Yan himself. style.

Suddenly, Luo Chengcheng saw an ashtray on the small coffee table not far away. He walked over and found that there was still cigarette ash in it, and two packs of cigarettes were thrown in the interlayer of the coffee table, one of which was only half left.

Luo Chengcheng held the cigarette case and said in shock: "Gu Yan, why do you have cigarettes and ashtrays here? Are you actually smoking?"

Gu Yan happened to come over with a cup of boiled ginger tea, he glanced at the ashtray on the table, and thought to himself that something was wrong.

Out of ten thousand planned things, there is always one unexpected thing. For example, Luo Chengcheng offered to spend the night at his house.

Just now, while Luo Chengcheng was taking a bath, he checked all around the house, and put away all the things that should be collected, but he forgot to put away the ashtray on the coffee table in the living room.

At this time, the stolen goods were captured together, and being caught smoking by Luo Chengcheng was a troublesome matter.

Gu Yan was a little irritable in his heart, but on the surface he asked seriously: "If I smoke, will you hate me because of it?"

"will not."

Gu Yan put ginger soup on the table: "Then I do smoke."

"you……"

Luo Chengcheng frowned, walked up to Gu Yan in two steps, and asked, "Have you forgotten "Twenty Points on the Hazards of Smoking"?"

"remember."

Looking at Luo Chengcheng's angry look, Gu Yan said: "Article [-] of "Twenty Rules on the Hazards of Smoking": There are three dangerous substances in tobacco smoke, tar, nicotine and carbon monoxide. Tar is made of..."

Gu Yan recited it very fluently, but Luo Chengcheng's expression was still not very good, Gu Yan wondered: "Did I recite it wrong?"

"No."

"Do I still need to carry on?"

"no need."

"Then drink the ginger tea quickly, or you'll have to boil it again when it's cold." Gu Yan's tone seemed to be coaxing an awkward child.

Gu Yan did not lie, he did remember the "Twenty Rules on the Hazards of Smoking" verbatim, but he no longer abides by it as seriously as before.

Only then did Luo Chengcheng realize belatedly that they had grown up, and as an ordinary friend, he was not qualified to take care of Gu Yan's hobbies and private life.

In fact, if you really want to talk about qualifications, even before, he didn't have any.

Thinking of this, Luo Chengcheng was a little depressed. He put down the cigarette case, sat on the sofa, took a sip of the hot ginger tea from the teacup, and suddenly a thin layer of sweat broke out on his back.

"If you stay overnight with me, don't you really need to tell your family?"

"I'm not a child." Luo Chengcheng said while drinking ginger tea.

Gu Yan took advantage of the opportunity to sit next to Luo Chengcheng, next to Luo Chengcheng.

Alpha's body temperature was higher than that of Omega, and when he leaned against Gu Yan's body suddenly, Luo Chengcheng felt a little awkward, so he moved a little to the side secretly, and when he saw that Gu Yan didn't notice anything, he moved back secretly.

"But I remember that both of your fathers loved you very much."

"That was in the past. Now our family only dotes on my younger sister, Cheng Duoduo, and has no time to care about me. It's just Xiao Onion. You should remember her. She was still in kindergarten when you went abroad."

"Well, I have the impression that she is in high school now, right?"

"On the third day of this year, my dad has long wanted to send her abroad to go to middle school, and I, Daddy, are not at ease, fearing that she will spoil her studies abroad."

"You Daddy really have a good intention."

At this time, Luo Chengcheng didn't know the deep meaning of Gu Yan's words, he agreed: "My Daddy likes to worry about things, it used to be me, now it's my sister, or my dad is more open."

The two sat on the sofa and chatted for a while, Luo Chengcheng yawned several times in a row, which almost infected Gu Yan.

"Sleepy?"

"A bit."

"Go to sleep. Your room has been packed. I live in the first room on the first floor. I live upstairs. If you have anything to do, you can knock or call."

"it is good."

After Luo Chengcheng settled down, Gu Yan went to take a bath. After taking a shower, he habitually went to the bedroom with his upper body naked and wiped his hair. Finally, he saw Luo Chengcheng at the door of his bedroom.

Gu Yan stopped wiping her hair: "Chengcheng? What's the matter?"

Luo Chengcheng obviously didn't expect Gu Yan to appear in such a way, he stood by the door and looked at Gu Yan, blushing and said: "Gu Yan, I really can't hold back, I want to tell you."