White Moonlight Survival

A month later, a package was sent across the ocean from the other side of the earth. The moment Su Yuanhang received the package, his eyes widened uncontrollably when he saw the sender's name.

That name made his hand with the pen to sign for the receipt tremble a little. The courier gave him a strange look, and after making sure that he hadn't suffered from some kind of illness, he picked up the signed receipt with a shaken signature and left.

The moment Su Yuanhang took the package, he couldn't help holding the package tightly in his arms. He held the package as if it was his whole world.

He never thought that he could still receive the courier from Brother Chen. Since Brother Chen's funeral, there were very few things that belonged to Brother Chen that he could touch.

The Bai family listed him as a refusal to come and go. He never stepped into the house that had the most memories of him and brother Chen.

His only consolation now is the little things he has accumulated during his time with Brother Chen. He never expected that he could get in touch with things related to Brother Chen again.

Su Yuanhang returned to the room with the package in his arms, took a long deep breath, and managed to calm down.He put the package on his bed, carefully, expectantly and apprehensively, as if it was some rare treasure, he gently opened the package...

The contents inside were quickly revealed. Inside were a few vacation photos of the island background, a few straw hats that seemed to be handicrafts from somewhere, and a letter.

Su Yuanhang greedily looked at Brother Chen's bright smiling face in the photo, and gently touched it with his fingers. As for the woman next to Brother Chen, he completely ignored it, because this photo was the background of Bai Yichen and his fiancée vacationing on the island together Su Yuanhang took it for granted that it was sent to him during the time when Brother Zeng Chen and his fiancee were on vacation, but the cross-border mail was delayed, and it was only delivered to him now.

With such thoughts, Su Yuanhang had seen enough photos before picking up the letter. When he opened the letter, he saw the familiar handwriting, and immediately felt the urge to cry. He blinked hard and blinked away. The mist in his eyes made him hold his breath and look at the letter, the last words Brother Chen left him, but his vision froze after seeing the first line of the letter clearly...

【Happy birthday, Xiaohang, sorry for not rushing back to celebrate your birthday...】

Su Yuanhang was holding the letter paper, his fingers to the top of his hair were stiff, his eyes looked at the handwriting on the letter paper, he was full of disbelief, happy birthday... didn't you come back to celebrate his birthday?

Although Su Yuanhang spent this period of time in a daze and didn't care when his birthday was, he also clearly remembered that his birthday was in April, and brother Chen passed away on March [-]nd, so he knew better I really know that brother Chen and his family have already known the deadline of his life from the doctor, so no matter what, it is impossible for brother Chen to catch up with his birthday.

Su Yuanhang's hand holding the letter suddenly became a little trembling, but he still forced himself to read it.

【...I know you must be angry that I didn't go back to celebrate your birthday, but Yingying really wants to go to that island and has already mentioned it many times.

Here, have you seen the straw hat I sent back? I picked it for you in Soft Island. It's very special...

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Well, that's all for now, I still have to stay with Yingying, and I may not be back in the near future.Since I came out, I found that there are so many interesting places in the world. I want to go for a walk. If you can’t reach me by phone, don’t worry. I may be close to nature with you Yingying sister in a place where there is no signal. Woolen cloth.But don't worry, I won't forget you. I will send it back to you when I meet something delicious and fun in the future. How about it, brother Chen is interesting enough. 】

Su Yuanhang looked at the vivid words in this letter word by word, looked at the letter that Brother Chen had created as if he was still alive, and finally fixed his eyes on the signature at the end of the letter——April 4th, I wish Xiaohang a happy Chen forever elder brother.

He fixedly looked at the date written clearly and powerfully, as if there was no hesitation at all, and the flamboyant handwriting, and suddenly couldn't restrain himself from sobbing, tears rolled down his cheeks in big drops, but still He tried his best to lift the letter paper in his hand a little far away, for fear of being stained and damaged by his own tears.

On April 4th, how could Brother Chen survive until April 6th!The deadline predicted by the hospital for Brother Chen was at the beginning of March. If not, how could he not be held accountable by the Bai family for bringing back Brother Chen's body.

Brother Chen, he clearly knew that he would not live to that time...

But at this moment, he received a letter from Brother Yu Chen, and the vivid illusion that the perfect Brother Chen was still alive woven in the letter...

All of a sudden, all kinds of things that were wrong in the past appeared in front of his eyes. Why did elder brother Chen fall ill after he brought back his body? I don't know anything...Su Yuanhang's mind unexpectedly came up with Song Junchi's strange smile a month ago, and what he said to him-you will know soon.

Is it so? Is this the arrangement that Song Junchi mentioned...

From the beginning to the end, brother Chen... never wanted him to know the truth about his death...

It turns out that Brother Chen wanted to hide from him from the very beginning...

There are too many puzzles in Su Yuanhang's heart, and now, no one related to Brother Chen will answer his calls. There is only one place where he can find the answer...Su Yuanhang took out his mobile phone and dialed I got Song Junchi's call.

The phone was connected quickly, and after a few rings, it was picked up. Song Junchi on the other end had a premonition about why the call would come. He was a little more certain, and he couldn't help laughing, "It seems that you have received it."

Su Yuanhang's hand holding the mobile phone turned white, but the words that were so low in the dust, he said without any hesitation, "Please, tell me...why..."

Song Junchi listened to the pleadings of the former rival in love, but he didn't try to keep it to himself, because he couldn't wait to let him know all the truth.

Why, this person who was really cared by Yichen can be so ignorant, why, he can enjoy all the thoughts of Yichen before his death.Song Junchi was full of malice, and uttered everything he knew word by word without any reservations. He wanted to let him know what Yichen wanted to do for him!

The truth Song Junchi told, like a blunt knife, pierced Su Yuanhang's already bloody heart again, his eyes were empty, and the hand holding the mobile phone was so stiff that he almost lost consciousness.

It turns out that Brother Chen really didn't want him to know the truth from the very beginning...

It turns out that Brother Chen and Lian's engagement with his fiancée was fake...

It turns out that Brother Chen, everything he did was for him...

It turns out that Brother Chen once begged his parents not to hold his own funeral...

Su Yuanhang breathed hard, but still felt the air was terribly thin. If he wanted to go with Brother Chen at the moment he found out that Brother Chen had passed away, then now he finds that he is not qualified at all.

Such a good brother Chen, the brother Chen who loves him so much, and the brother Chen who at the last moment of his life was full of thoughts not to make him sad, and even wanted to hide the truth of his death, in the last two days of his life, he did everything. What did you do to him...

At this moment, Su Yuanhang wanted to tear himself into pieces.

Su Yuanhang was panting with difficulty, his body convulsed because of the severe pain. During this period of time, his body, which he had neglected to take care of because his mind was not in control, seemed to be stretched to the limit at this moment. There is a fishy sweetness in the room...

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Ten years later

On the cemetery with the best geomantic omen in city A, a tall young man stood there quietly. The young man was tall and handsome, with handsome features and a faint nobility in it. Just standing there was a beautiful scenery, let People can't bear to be disturbed.

In front of the towering tombstone, the young man quietly looked at the photo on the tombstone for a long time before leaning over and gently putting down the bouquet in his arms, "Brother, I'm here to see you."

The voice of the young man calling that brother was very soft, as if he was speaking to his dearest person.

The boy who put down the bouquet sat down in front of the tombstone, half leaning in front of the tombstone, as if he was leaning on the arms of a trustworthy brother, and just said, "Brother, I'm going to school, and I may not come to see you so often in the future." is you."

"Do you know which school I'm going to? Guess, there will be a prize for guessing."

"...Brother is so stupid, I knew you couldn't guess correctly, it's A University, brother, the university you went to, isn't it surprising?"

"Brother, you must have never thought that I would go to the same school as you, right? I heard that you are still among the outstanding alumni of University A, and I will join in in the future, and be with you."

"Brother, I'm leaving... Will you miss me?"

"...I will. After all, brother, I miss you so much." Speaking of this, the young man suddenly paused, raised his head, and then forced back the tears in his reddened eyes.

Afterwards, the boy no longer had the lively appearance before, but quietly snuggled up beside the stele, looking at the photo on the stele with a face somewhat similar to his, but with a softer smile.

That was his brother, older brother than him.

His older brother, Bai Yichen.

He remembers things very early, and from the time he could remember, he knew that he had an elder brother who loved him, and he also liked his elder brother the most, more than he liked his parents and everyone else.

What he likes most is being held in his arms by his elder brother, listening to his elder brother reading fairy tales to him in a pleasant voice, and gently patting his back with his palm to lull him to sleep.

He likes his elder brother, the elder brother who plays with him, coaxes him, and fulfills all his wishes.

But as he grew up, he found that his elder brother had changed. The elder brother no longer coaxed him and played with him every day, but handed him over to various homework teachers for him to study Things he didn't like at all.

What made him even more angry was that he saw his brother less and less.

It seemed that overnight, the best brother in the world who loved and spoiled him disappeared.

When his elder brother celebrated his birthday, he spent many days quietly making a birthday present by hand with what he had learned. I fell asleep, and my brother didn't come back.

After that day, he was completely angry. In the end, he didn't send out the gift, but hid it by himself. Whenever he missed his brother, he looked at the birthday gift that he didn't send out and said to himself, bad brother, he Not uncommon.

Since then, he seems to have discovered a new way to deal with his brother. His brother is strict with him, so he deliberately causes trouble and does not learn.In fact, he knows that he just wants to attract his brother's attention. He is very smart, and the things taught by the teacher are not difficult at all, so he can easily remember them. He has learned everything, will you praise him?

He had been waiting for that opportunity all along, and on that day, he finally got it.When my brother heard that he didn't do his homework again, he came to arrest him, and when he stared at him doing his homework, he found that he knew how to do it. His eyes showed surprise, and he stroked his hair and praised him.He was very excited that night, and he tossed and turned on the bed without falling asleep for a long time. He couldn't help thinking that when his brother was at home tomorrow, the teacher would come, and would his brother stare at him in class.

At that time, he never thought that his brother would leave him.

He is still fantasizing that if his brother keeps studying with him like this, he will become a good kid who studies hard. After all, his parents say that his brother is the smartest, and he is his brother, so naturally he can't be too bad.

But after that, his desire to let his brother study with him every day was not fulfilled. Not only did his brother not come back often, but he came back even less, and his parents suddenly became very unhappy for some reason, even if they were in front of him. Trying his best to hide it, he also bumped into his mother a few times and seemed to cry.

He didn't know what happened, but he still felt a little uneasy...

Then, as if a bad premonition had been confirmed, his mother told him that his brother had already left...

What does it mean to go away? At that time, he still couldn't fully understand. He just thought that his brother had gone to some far away place again, but isn't this a normal thing? Why did my mother cry so sad...

It wasn't until he attended his elder brother's funeral, seeing his elder brother lying in the ice coffin, and his brother's framed photos, that he suddenly understood the meaning of leaving...

Since that day, he has no brother...

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After his brother passed away, his world seemed to have changed overnight. His parents who had always indulged him became stricter with him than his brother. He had many more teachers and had to learn many things.

It was only at that time that he knew exactly what his elder brother had undertaken. The reason why he was able to play carefree in the past and was almost pampered by his parents was because of his elder brother, because his elder brother had grown up. He is enough to shoulder the family, so no matter how he wants to play, how to mess around, no one will restrict him.But now, his elder brother is gone, so he must grow up to be the next person to shoulder the responsibility of the family.

There are really a lot of new homework, and he is very tired. He is overwhelmed by the dense tasks. It was only at this time that he discovered that many of the things that his brothers forced him to learn in the past gave him great help. After learning those things, he might not be able to cope with so much homework suddenly.

As soon as he thought of his elder brother, the scenes of his elder brother urging him to study on various occasions appeared in front of his eyes, and the appearance of his elder brother having a headache because of his disobedience, his eyes gradually became moist, and since then, he has never complained again It's tiring, because no matter how hard it is to learn these things, it never hurts him not to see his brother again.

He is so strict with himself that he wants to be an excellent person like his brother, and he will also take on what his brother wants to protect.It's just the only thing he regrets in his heart. Why didn't he give that birthday present to his brother back then?

Later, as he got older, he knew many things that he didn't know before. He knew that his brother died of a terminal illness, but he didn't know that there was an inside story in the middle, and the inside story involved a familiar name-Su Yuanhang.

Su Yuanhang and Song Junchi, he has known these two people since he was very young. They are his brother's best friends, but he has never liked them.Because my brother spent less time with him, but he was always squeezed in by these two people.

He hates these two!Even if these two people always smile at each other in front of him, and often give him various toys and gifts, he doesn't like them.Among the two, he especially hated Su Yuanhang. He couldn't say why, but it might be because the other party called his brother, Brother Chen, which always gave him the illusion that his brother was snatched away.

He retorted countless times in his heart that his elder brother was not his elder brother Chen, his elder brother was just his own elder brother, but he was really too young, and his thoughts at that time were obviously not taken seriously.

Although he hated that Su Yuanhang, he never thought that his brother's death was actually related to him. Although his brother died of a terminal illness, when he learned from his mother that he could see his brother for the last time , he hated that Su Yuanhang like never before.

In the voice of his mother gnashing his teeth, he agreed without hesitation that he would never let that Su Yuanhang touch anything related to his brother.

Although after knowing the truth, he hated that Su Yuanhang very much, but he still inevitably paid attention to him, so he knew that after his brother died, that Su Yuanhang had a bad life.

It may be that his brother's death hit him hard. He lived like a walking dead, and he didn't care about his company. Due to negligence in management, he went bankrupt soon. He lived in poverty, but he never sold himself. I usually don't go out, just stay at home, and most often stand by the window where I can see the intersection, as if waiting for something.

He once had someone stay there for a month out of curiosity, and then took a picture of Su Yuanhang stumbling out the door, and tearing up when he received a courier.

He was curious about what courier could make Su Yuanhang like this, and then he secretly checked the courier, and after finding out the result, he fell silent, because the sender was actually his brother.

Following this line, he found more. He found these couriers, which had been going on for ten years. He also knew that his brother had wanted to hide the fact that he was going to die from Su Yuanhang.

From that moment on, he knew that his brother was different from Su Yuanhang.

But so what.

Even if that person used to have a different status in his brother's heart, even if he was in great pain because of his brother's death, and could not wish to die because of waiting for his brother's courier, he would not give up his brother.

My brother is dead, why would he do this.

So even on the anniversary of my brother's death every year, the thin figure who seemed to have only a handful of bones left would wander outside the cemetery and look at him eagerly, but he never stopped.

He would keep his promise to his mother—never let him worship his brother.

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postscript

I don't know how many years later, in the former high-end apartment, a skinny figure stood at the window in a daze, looking down without moving.

It can be seen that his clothes are a bit old, and they are even more empty like a skeleton.

The skinny figure was like a sculpture, always maintaining that movement and looking at the intersection below, only when the figure in the courier costume passed by, there would be a slight fluctuation.But he waited and waited, the courier came and went, and the door of his apartment was never knocked.

When it was getting dark and the courier didn't show up anymore, the figure turned around stiffly and squatted on the ground.

One year, three months and ten days...

It's been so long, and he hasn't received a courier from Brother Chen...

Has he been forgotten by Brother Chen?

A huge panic filled the bottom of his heart. At this moment, out of the corner of his eye, he saw the broken glass that had been left under the window. As if he was tempted, he slowly walked forward and bent over to pick it up. .

Since Brother Chen has forgotten him, can he go to Brother Chen?

This thought made his originally lifeless eyes suddenly emit a dazzling brilliance.

The fragments on the fingertips were cut off without hesitation, and Yin Hong spread out along the way, but he didn't feel much pain, only one kind, the joy and relief of finally being able to find Brother Chen.

He wanted to tell Brother Chen that he missed him so much.

He also wanted to tell brother Chen that he was wrong, and... I'm sorry.

But he was very scared. Brother Chen was underground, so he didn't want to see him either...

Chaotic thoughts filled his mind, and with the loss of body temperature, his eyes gradually blurred, but at this moment, a mechanical voice suddenly sounded in his mind: "Do you want to be successful? Have you ever regretted your past? Bind our protagonist to the role-playing system, complete tasks to earn points, and reach the pinnacle of life."

Su Yuanhang's consciousness has been blurred, but he still captured the most touching words in it. He murmured: "Regret at the beginning... Regret... Is it useful..."

"Ding, of course it's useful, join our role-playing system as a host, complete tasks to get points, you can use points to change anything you regret."

Su Yuanhang blinked his eyes a little slowly, thinking that at the last moment of his life, he had hallucinations, but it was also a beautiful hallucination.

He exhausted his last strength, and slowly said: "If... If I can see Brother Chen again, I will join you."

"Ding, the contract is completed, the protagonist is bound by the playing system to host Su Yuanhang, and is about to enter the mission world."

The author has something to say: Xiuwen can also be so slow, I am desperate for myself...