Empress, please respect yourself

Lan Jinyu was taken aback.

She didn't expect Xie Changan to say such words suddenly.

She naturally knew about Xie Changan's leaving.

I just didn't expect her to say it suddenly.

Well, actually, to her, no matter when Xie Changan brought it up, it was considered "sudden".

Because that was something she had deliberately forgotten.

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However, she also knows that what should come will always come, not that she can just pretend it doesn't exist if she wants to forget it.

Trying to force a smile, Lan Jinyu decided to accept the ending calmly: "Okay."

Now it was Xie Changan's turn to be taken aback.

She originally thought that Lan Jinyu would say something or even do something, but she didn't expect such a reaction.

Some grievances.

The corners of the mouth drooped unconsciously.

It's not that Lan Jinyu didn't notice the other person's expression, but he couldn't say anything.

She is completely insensitive to other women's emotions, but Xie Changan is an exception.As long as Xie Changan has any emotions, she will definitely be able to see it immediately.

This meeting can also interpret Xie Changan's meaning.

But, what can she do?

Could she stop Xie Changan from letting her go?

If Xie Chang'an was captured by the enemy, even if it was a forest of swords and a thousand troops, she would not be afraid to rescue her back.

But now, it is Xie Changan who is leaving.

Seeing Lan Jinyu's expression of not intending to stay at all, Xie Chang'an felt even more wronged.

She pursed her lips, didn't speak any more, just stomped her feet, turned and left.

Seeing her gradually receding back, Lan Jinyu was also very helpless.

To be exact, she had never experienced helplessness in her life until she met Xie Changan.

It can be said that her life has always been "humans block murders, demons block demons", and she has never been afraid or lost.

But for Xie Changan...she really didn't dare to force her at all.I don't want to force it either.

Because she didn't want to embarrass Xie Changan in the slightest.

It is clear that Xie Changan is not happy now either.

It's not that Lan Jinyu doesn't understand Xie Changan's feelings for her.But she also understands Xie Changan's guilt and affection for Shen Aoxue.

She knew: If she wanted to force Xie Changan to stay, she might be able to stay.But then what?For the rest of his life, I'm afraid Xie Chang'an will always live in guilt.

Lan Jinyu didn't want her like that.

However, looking at the figure going away, Lan Jinyu felt that her heart was also gone, as if... empty.

And, a little scared.

As a victorious general, she was never afraid.

But now, she was a little scared.

She had a premonition: If she lost this person, she would completely lose the possibility of happiness in this life.The rest of my life will be desolate.

This feeling scared her.

On the other side, Xie Changan knocked on Liying's door.

It took Liying a long time to open the door.

Look a little awkward.

However, Xie Chang'an's heart was full of awkwardness with Lan Jinyu at the moment, so he didn't notice that.

Instead, he fulfilled his promise like resignation: "Let's go."

Li Ying was stunned for a moment, unable to react.

Seeing that she didn't understand, Xie Chang'an continued to explain: "Don't worry, I will definitely do what I promised you. Now that the country has settled down, I can already get out..."

She stretched out her hand, and there was no heartbeat or love in her eyes, but affection and sincerity: "Let's go."

Li Ying was startled.

The green and white jade-like hand was stretched out in front of him, within reach.

That was the dream come true that I had been looking forward to for so many years.

Li Ying took a deep breath and looked at Xie Chang'an seriously, as if trying to study every micro expression on her face.

And, the true thoughts buried deep under that micro expression.

watched for a long time.

For a long time.

Finally, her lips trembled, and she said, "I don't want to."

Xie Changan was taken aback: "What did you say?"

Li Ying always hoped that he would leave with her sooner.

Xie Changan thought he had heard wrongly.

However, Li Ying seemed to muster up the courage to repeat the words: "I said, I don't want to go with you."

Many emotions seem to be floods that have found an ant's nest at this moment, and they suddenly burst: "Let's not deceive ourselves anymore. You don't like me a long time ago, don't you? The relationship between us has long passed. And now in your heart, The real one is Lan Jinyu."

"..."

Xie Changan was speechless for a long time.

Those words are the truth of everything.

It's just that she didn't expect Li Ying to really say it.

"I... yes, I'm sorry."

Xie Changan's eyes were moist.

She really felt that she was not human, and she was ashamed of Shen Aoxue all her life!

Xie Changan took a deep breath, letting his heart slow down so that he could breathe freely.

Seeing Xie Changan like this, Li Ying felt a heart-wrenching pain.

She really wanted to go up and hold Xie Changan in her arms, coaxing her to stop crying.

However, she knew she couldn't.

At this moment, the last thing Xie Changan needs is her embrace.

Because her embrace and love have long been bound by Xie Changan.

Ha ha.

Li Ying also took a deep breath to recover, and continued: "Actually, you don't have to do this, because you really didn't feel sorry for me. We met once, and we are sincere to each other, so no one is sorry to the other. No matter what happens in the end , at least we are purposeless and sincere contacts. After that, the fate is beyond our control. I can't control it, and you can't control it either. "

She was also telling the truth.

After so many years of wandering, she has seen too many people's hearts and human nature, so she naturally understands that others do things for a purpose.Even if it was his own sister, Mu Changli, there was a reason for saving him.

On the contrary, for so many years, only Xie Changan was sincere to him, and only wanted to be good to himself.

Thinking of the way she stood in front of him that day and wanted to die for him, Li Ying's mouth unconsciously curved into a smile.

She hasn't smiled like this for a long, long time.

But at this moment, this long-lost smile is still happy.

Yes, happiness.

She has not felt happy for a long time.But now, that feeling is long gone.

But, this happiness is not because of love, but because of love.

Even though Xie Changan no longer has "love" for him, he still has "affection".

And this "love" is so deep that he can risk his life.

At that moment, Li Ying was really moved.

And, at that moment, something in my heart was changing.

Years of unwillingness suddenly disappeared at that moment.

A lot of things that I couldn't figure out before, suddenly become clear at this moment.

"I'm telling the truth." Li Ying looked at Xie Chang'an, his eyes were no longer hot, but warm, "I am satisfied to meet you in this life. In the next days, you can do what you want to do , love the person you want to love."

She spoke so sincerely, Xie Changan could feel it too.

Xie Changan knew what she said was true.