Empress, please respect yourself
Chapter 47
Never thought that one day old lovers and new lovers will gather together.
Xie Changan really didn't know what to do.
She is a person who cherishes feelings, because she has never met many sincere people in her life.
If Shen Aoxue had appeared earlier, nothing would happen to Lan Jinyu.
Just because she risked her life back then, it was worth Xie Changan's cherishing life.
If Shen Aoxue never appeared again, then the encounter with Lan Jinyu would also be the only legend for the rest of Xie Changan's life.
However, now Shen Aoxue has been missing for several years and has returned, and she appeared not too early or too late after she fell in love with Lan Jinyu.
Xie Changan dared to swear to his own heart: as long as Shen Aoxue appeared a little earlier, even if it was a few months earlier, he would not hesitate to take him into his arms and exchange everything for the chance to be with her again.
But now, I already have Lan Jinyu.
An old love, a new love.
One has kindness, the other has love.
Shen Aoxue and Lan Jinyu, who should I choose?It is destined to be a question that Xie Changan cannot decide.
For problems that cannot be decided, Xie Chang'an's solution has always been very simple, that is, leave it alone for the time being!
She had already made this (temporary) decision in her heart, so she was no longer nervous, but calmed down and talked about old times with Shen Aoxue.
"Xue'er, how did you get here all these years?"
She held Li Ying's hand and helped her to rest on the bed.
Lan Jinyu wisely walked away.
And the shop waiter who was traveling with him was still standing there blankly.
Xie Chang'an and Li Ying were silent, looking at him.
Lan Jinyu pushed the door open again, raised her hand and lifted the waiter out of the store.
"..."
Xie Changan and Li Ying cleared their throats at the same time.
This is the beginning to describe the years of parting.
How Xie Changan has lived these years, Li Ying is very clear.
Therefore, the two mainly talked about the years of Liying.
In the room, the two sat talking to each other.
Outside the house, Lan Jinyu practiced his sword in a "shua, shua, shua".
The rustle of sword energy, like the night rain in Bashan, actually added a freehand atmosphere to the conversation atmosphere in the room.
However, for some reason, Xie Chang'an couldn't make up his mind.
Originally, after reuniting after a long absence, she should hold the other person's hand and listen carefully to her confession at this time, and seriously experience her ups and downs in these years.However, for some reason, she was a little restless.
He clearly knew what to do at this moment, but he couldn't help but worry about the person practicing sword outside the house.
The long sword pierced through the air, and the gusts of wind that it brought seemed to ring in her heart, every time, knocking on her heart, causing pain.
She should have felt sorry for Shen Aoxue who had worked so hard for many years, but for some reason, she felt even more fond of Lan Jinyu who was practicing sword in the courtyard.
Not angry, not angry, not entangled, is her unique sobriety.
And whether there is some kind of special thought hidden in this heartache, only she knows——
She felt sorry for the loss of Lan Jinyu, and for Lan Jinyu's non-competition.
Li Ying had a panoramic view of Xie Changan's eyes that glanced out of the window from time to time, but he didn't express anything, pretending not to notice, and just continued talking about his own affairs.
She didn't hide anything, all these years are legendary.
Gradually, Xie Changan listened more and more attentively, and the distressed look in his eyes became more and more obvious.
This heartache belongs to Li Ying alone.
In the yard, Lan Qing and Yan Xi had also come out, seeing the satisfaction in their eyebrows and eyes, I think they were very satisfied last night.
Yes, after experiencing this life and death, their relationship has been further improved.
Especially when they learned that everyone has become the emperor's enemy, they are about to face wandering around, or even be wanted, they have no scruples, thinking about the day to day, they simply pierce the layer of paper separating them.
As a result, the relationship between the two is changing day by day, and also day by day.
cough.
Last night was not the first time.
Since the two have a harmonious relationship, they naturally hope to see that other people are also in pairs, not to mention that their master is still a couple.
So, seeing Lan Jinyu practicing sword alone in the courtyard, both of them couldn't help but stepped forward to inquire.
Naturally, Lan Jinyu didn't say anything, but concentrated on practicing the sword in awe.
The two wanted to ask Xie Changan again.
Before entering the house, I heard Li Ying complaining from inside the house.
The two of them understood immediately.
Originally, they knew about Li Ying's existence, but they didn't expect her to come back suddenly.
Now that they're back, it's considered a reunion of old love, and it's not their turn to say anything.
However, both of them hoped that Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu would be together.
But it's not easy to say anything, so I can only silently prepare some soup to replenish my body, and obediently serve it to Li Ying.
——For a poor like-minded person, they still have basic sympathy.In particular, Yan Xi watched Xie Changan and Shen Aoxue fall in love all the way. Yan Xi watched the past events of the two of them, and even participated in delivering a secret letter or something.
Moreover, just because she saw Xie Changan and Shen Aoxue coming over, watched Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu's daily life together, and then contacted herself and Lan Qing, Yan Xi knew better than anyone: the loser in this battle of love must be Shen Aoxue.
Because, Xie Changan has never loved Shen Aoxue.
Yan Xi didn't understand it before, but now she understands it.
Especially with the comparison between Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu's getting along.
Obviously, Xie Changan was with Shen Aoxue back then, and never really loved at all.
It's just that after Shen Aoxue died for her, she had a feeling in her heart, and it was unforgettable for many years, and she even wanted to sublimate that relationship into her bones.
And when she met Lan Jinyu later, it was the spring when she really met love.
That is the instinct of love, it has nothing to do with any emotion, it is just a pure heartbeat, and it can make people see hope and beauty.
This is a game that Shen Aoxue must lose.
Therefore, Yan Xi still has sympathy for Shen Aoxue.
Although, in private, he also hoped that Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu would be together, because Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu were much happier together.
——Different from Lan Qing, Lan Qing is only loyal to Lan Jinyu, so that she is not friendly to Li Ying who suddenly appeared; while Yan Xi also hopes that Xie Changan chooses Lan Jinyu, but she also sympathizes with Li Ying, because Knowing that in this love, the loser must be Li Ying.
Of course, sometimes life is not all about love, so even though Xie Changan's true love is Lan Jinyu, she still brings Li Ying with her.
The reason is simple: Li Ying is injured and has nowhere to go.
Lan Jinyu also supported this point.
Yan Xi and Chen Yao also felt it was reasonable.
He only thought about his master's Lan Qing, so he was embarrassed to object.
In front of the truly weak, everyone must take the initiative or passively give in a little bit.
What's more, everyone is a person in love, and they really feel sorry for what Shen Aoxue has done for Xie Changan.
Even, in order to avoid Liying's heart, Xie Changan deliberately kept a distance from Lan Jinyu, so as not to provoke Liying.
Naturally, Lan Jinyu also fully cooperated.She fully respects Xie Chang'an, and hopes that Li Ying can cooperate emotionally and recover from the injury as soon as possible.
In this way, Xie Changan and Li Ying became more like a couple along the way.
This made Yan Xi a little confused.She was afraid that her master would make a wrong choice and lose the possibility of happiness, so she couldn't help admonishing Xie Chang'an in private: "Empress, you must be clear that Li Ying is not Shen Aoxue at all. What has happened to her all these years? She came back What is the purpose? What she told you may not be the truth. What's more, even Shen Aoxue back then, you...may not have really loved her."
Xie Changan was silent for a while, and said: "I know about my affairs, don't worry."
Regardless of whether she would like to listen to what Yan Xi said, she still had to be grateful for this girl's loyalty to her.
And I am no longer the queen, but a fellow traveler who wanders the world with everyone.
Yan Xi couldn't say anything more, so she went to work in silence.
And Xie Changan also fell into silent meditation.
No one can give her an idea on this matter, because only she has experienced everything with Shen Aoxue, and only she really cares about Shen Aoxue.
Xie Changan sighed, closed his eyes and rested his mind.
This matter is really too brain-intensive.She would rather put aside things that take too much thought.
The days are so boring day by day.
On the contrary, Lan Jinyu had no objection, and took care of Xie Chang'an every day as in the past, but he would pay more attention to the method in order to prevent Liying from misunderstanding.
Li Ying has no scruples and treats Xie Chang'an like a lover.
Even, her possessive desire for Xie Changan was beyond words, and she didn't care to express it in the most obvious way.
Xie Chang'an still didn't express his choice.
In this way, from the outside, Xie Changan and Li Ying are a couple.
This situation made Lan Qing a little bit aggrieved for her master.
However, such things did not last long.
Because soon the pursuers will come.
The chasing soldiers didn't leave any room for them, and the attack was to kill them directly.
Even for Chen Yao, there is no exception.
Now everyone was furious.
Although they disobeyed the emperor, after all, they did not do anything truly harmful, not even treason, they just wanted to save their own lives.
However, neither Lan Jinyu's allegiance to the emperor, nor Xie Changan's "husband and wife" relationship with the emperor for many years, could not make that person on the Dragon Throne care about him.
He even refused to forgive Chen Yao, who had the name of his concubine but had no crimes.
"Are you sure the emperor said 'shoot to kill'?!"
Chen Yao asked a detained pursuer, unbelievable.
"That's right! We heard it clearly, it's 'shoot to kill'!"
The pursuer insisted.
Lan Qing kicked the man over and sighed.
Everyone also cast sympathetic glances at Chen Yao.
Anyway, Chen Yao is the most wronged.He was obviously a captured hostage, but now he was categorized as "shoot or kill"... Is it really the emperor who is ruthless?
Chen Yao was especially embarrassed.
Although she knew that the emperor had no feelings for her, being despised like this still made her a little embarrassed as a concubine.
Well, for the sake of reputation of benevolence, that scumbag pretended to be constrained by her safety and let Ji Yu leave the palace, so it was more or less face-saving for Chen Yao to step down.Now, it is completely embarrassing.
Fortunately, everyone understands.
Especially Xie Changan knows everything well.
So, she just smiled at Chen Yao: "It seems that you won't be able to go back to the palace either."
Really can't go back.
Even Chen Yao couldn't go back.
Since Xuanyuan Lie said clearly that "it doesn't matter if you kill him", he must have announced that Chen Yao had been killed by them.
It was like announcing that Xie Changan had disappeared and been killed.
Therefore, there can no longer be Chen Yao in that palace.
Regarding this point, Chen Yao could only smile wryly.
It is said that the heart of heaven is unpredictable, and it is true that accompanying a king is like accompanying a tiger.
However, she wanted to go back to the palace.
Because there is a person there, still waiting for her.
Xie Chang'an, who had already lived a transparent life, saw something in Chen Yao's eyes, and smiled: "Why, is there someone in the palace that you can't let go of?"
Chen Yao was shocked by the question.
She was not good at disguising, and it was her first love, so she was a little flustered after being exposed directly, and didn't know how to cover it up for a while.
"As for the imperial palace, I can't go back. If there is someone who really can't let go, they can only take it away."
Suddenly, Li Ying spoke.
Xie Changan really didn't know what to do.
She is a person who cherishes feelings, because she has never met many sincere people in her life.
If Shen Aoxue had appeared earlier, nothing would happen to Lan Jinyu.
Just because she risked her life back then, it was worth Xie Changan's cherishing life.
If Shen Aoxue never appeared again, then the encounter with Lan Jinyu would also be the only legend for the rest of Xie Changan's life.
However, now Shen Aoxue has been missing for several years and has returned, and she appeared not too early or too late after she fell in love with Lan Jinyu.
Xie Changan dared to swear to his own heart: as long as Shen Aoxue appeared a little earlier, even if it was a few months earlier, he would not hesitate to take him into his arms and exchange everything for the chance to be with her again.
But now, I already have Lan Jinyu.
An old love, a new love.
One has kindness, the other has love.
Shen Aoxue and Lan Jinyu, who should I choose?It is destined to be a question that Xie Changan cannot decide.
For problems that cannot be decided, Xie Chang'an's solution has always been very simple, that is, leave it alone for the time being!
She had already made this (temporary) decision in her heart, so she was no longer nervous, but calmed down and talked about old times with Shen Aoxue.
"Xue'er, how did you get here all these years?"
She held Li Ying's hand and helped her to rest on the bed.
Lan Jinyu wisely walked away.
And the shop waiter who was traveling with him was still standing there blankly.
Xie Chang'an and Li Ying were silent, looking at him.
Lan Jinyu pushed the door open again, raised her hand and lifted the waiter out of the store.
"..."
Xie Changan and Li Ying cleared their throats at the same time.
This is the beginning to describe the years of parting.
How Xie Changan has lived these years, Li Ying is very clear.
Therefore, the two mainly talked about the years of Liying.
In the room, the two sat talking to each other.
Outside the house, Lan Jinyu practiced his sword in a "shua, shua, shua".
The rustle of sword energy, like the night rain in Bashan, actually added a freehand atmosphere to the conversation atmosphere in the room.
However, for some reason, Xie Chang'an couldn't make up his mind.
Originally, after reuniting after a long absence, she should hold the other person's hand and listen carefully to her confession at this time, and seriously experience her ups and downs in these years.However, for some reason, she was a little restless.
He clearly knew what to do at this moment, but he couldn't help but worry about the person practicing sword outside the house.
The long sword pierced through the air, and the gusts of wind that it brought seemed to ring in her heart, every time, knocking on her heart, causing pain.
She should have felt sorry for Shen Aoxue who had worked so hard for many years, but for some reason, she felt even more fond of Lan Jinyu who was practicing sword in the courtyard.
Not angry, not angry, not entangled, is her unique sobriety.
And whether there is some kind of special thought hidden in this heartache, only she knows——
She felt sorry for the loss of Lan Jinyu, and for Lan Jinyu's non-competition.
Li Ying had a panoramic view of Xie Changan's eyes that glanced out of the window from time to time, but he didn't express anything, pretending not to notice, and just continued talking about his own affairs.
She didn't hide anything, all these years are legendary.
Gradually, Xie Changan listened more and more attentively, and the distressed look in his eyes became more and more obvious.
This heartache belongs to Li Ying alone.
In the yard, Lan Qing and Yan Xi had also come out, seeing the satisfaction in their eyebrows and eyes, I think they were very satisfied last night.
Yes, after experiencing this life and death, their relationship has been further improved.
Especially when they learned that everyone has become the emperor's enemy, they are about to face wandering around, or even be wanted, they have no scruples, thinking about the day to day, they simply pierce the layer of paper separating them.
As a result, the relationship between the two is changing day by day, and also day by day.
cough.
Last night was not the first time.
Since the two have a harmonious relationship, they naturally hope to see that other people are also in pairs, not to mention that their master is still a couple.
So, seeing Lan Jinyu practicing sword alone in the courtyard, both of them couldn't help but stepped forward to inquire.
Naturally, Lan Jinyu didn't say anything, but concentrated on practicing the sword in awe.
The two wanted to ask Xie Changan again.
Before entering the house, I heard Li Ying complaining from inside the house.
The two of them understood immediately.
Originally, they knew about Li Ying's existence, but they didn't expect her to come back suddenly.
Now that they're back, it's considered a reunion of old love, and it's not their turn to say anything.
However, both of them hoped that Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu would be together.
But it's not easy to say anything, so I can only silently prepare some soup to replenish my body, and obediently serve it to Li Ying.
——For a poor like-minded person, they still have basic sympathy.In particular, Yan Xi watched Xie Changan and Shen Aoxue fall in love all the way. Yan Xi watched the past events of the two of them, and even participated in delivering a secret letter or something.
Moreover, just because she saw Xie Changan and Shen Aoxue coming over, watched Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu's daily life together, and then contacted herself and Lan Qing, Yan Xi knew better than anyone: the loser in this battle of love must be Shen Aoxue.
Because, Xie Changan has never loved Shen Aoxue.
Yan Xi didn't understand it before, but now she understands it.
Especially with the comparison between Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu's getting along.
Obviously, Xie Changan was with Shen Aoxue back then, and never really loved at all.
It's just that after Shen Aoxue died for her, she had a feeling in her heart, and it was unforgettable for many years, and she even wanted to sublimate that relationship into her bones.
And when she met Lan Jinyu later, it was the spring when she really met love.
That is the instinct of love, it has nothing to do with any emotion, it is just a pure heartbeat, and it can make people see hope and beauty.
This is a game that Shen Aoxue must lose.
Therefore, Yan Xi still has sympathy for Shen Aoxue.
Although, in private, he also hoped that Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu would be together, because Xie Changan and Lan Jinyu were much happier together.
——Different from Lan Qing, Lan Qing is only loyal to Lan Jinyu, so that she is not friendly to Li Ying who suddenly appeared; while Yan Xi also hopes that Xie Changan chooses Lan Jinyu, but she also sympathizes with Li Ying, because Knowing that in this love, the loser must be Li Ying.
Of course, sometimes life is not all about love, so even though Xie Changan's true love is Lan Jinyu, she still brings Li Ying with her.
The reason is simple: Li Ying is injured and has nowhere to go.
Lan Jinyu also supported this point.
Yan Xi and Chen Yao also felt it was reasonable.
He only thought about his master's Lan Qing, so he was embarrassed to object.
In front of the truly weak, everyone must take the initiative or passively give in a little bit.
What's more, everyone is a person in love, and they really feel sorry for what Shen Aoxue has done for Xie Changan.
Even, in order to avoid Liying's heart, Xie Changan deliberately kept a distance from Lan Jinyu, so as not to provoke Liying.
Naturally, Lan Jinyu also fully cooperated.She fully respects Xie Chang'an, and hopes that Li Ying can cooperate emotionally and recover from the injury as soon as possible.
In this way, Xie Changan and Li Ying became more like a couple along the way.
This made Yan Xi a little confused.She was afraid that her master would make a wrong choice and lose the possibility of happiness, so she couldn't help admonishing Xie Chang'an in private: "Empress, you must be clear that Li Ying is not Shen Aoxue at all. What has happened to her all these years? She came back What is the purpose? What she told you may not be the truth. What's more, even Shen Aoxue back then, you...may not have really loved her."
Xie Changan was silent for a while, and said: "I know about my affairs, don't worry."
Regardless of whether she would like to listen to what Yan Xi said, she still had to be grateful for this girl's loyalty to her.
And I am no longer the queen, but a fellow traveler who wanders the world with everyone.
Yan Xi couldn't say anything more, so she went to work in silence.
And Xie Changan also fell into silent meditation.
No one can give her an idea on this matter, because only she has experienced everything with Shen Aoxue, and only she really cares about Shen Aoxue.
Xie Changan sighed, closed his eyes and rested his mind.
This matter is really too brain-intensive.She would rather put aside things that take too much thought.
The days are so boring day by day.
On the contrary, Lan Jinyu had no objection, and took care of Xie Chang'an every day as in the past, but he would pay more attention to the method in order to prevent Liying from misunderstanding.
Li Ying has no scruples and treats Xie Chang'an like a lover.
Even, her possessive desire for Xie Changan was beyond words, and she didn't care to express it in the most obvious way.
Xie Chang'an still didn't express his choice.
In this way, from the outside, Xie Changan and Li Ying are a couple.
This situation made Lan Qing a little bit aggrieved for her master.
However, such things did not last long.
Because soon the pursuers will come.
The chasing soldiers didn't leave any room for them, and the attack was to kill them directly.
Even for Chen Yao, there is no exception.
Now everyone was furious.
Although they disobeyed the emperor, after all, they did not do anything truly harmful, not even treason, they just wanted to save their own lives.
However, neither Lan Jinyu's allegiance to the emperor, nor Xie Changan's "husband and wife" relationship with the emperor for many years, could not make that person on the Dragon Throne care about him.
He even refused to forgive Chen Yao, who had the name of his concubine but had no crimes.
"Are you sure the emperor said 'shoot to kill'?!"
Chen Yao asked a detained pursuer, unbelievable.
"That's right! We heard it clearly, it's 'shoot to kill'!"
The pursuer insisted.
Lan Qing kicked the man over and sighed.
Everyone also cast sympathetic glances at Chen Yao.
Anyway, Chen Yao is the most wronged.He was obviously a captured hostage, but now he was categorized as "shoot or kill"... Is it really the emperor who is ruthless?
Chen Yao was especially embarrassed.
Although she knew that the emperor had no feelings for her, being despised like this still made her a little embarrassed as a concubine.
Well, for the sake of reputation of benevolence, that scumbag pretended to be constrained by her safety and let Ji Yu leave the palace, so it was more or less face-saving for Chen Yao to step down.Now, it is completely embarrassing.
Fortunately, everyone understands.
Especially Xie Changan knows everything well.
So, she just smiled at Chen Yao: "It seems that you won't be able to go back to the palace either."
Really can't go back.
Even Chen Yao couldn't go back.
Since Xuanyuan Lie said clearly that "it doesn't matter if you kill him", he must have announced that Chen Yao had been killed by them.
It was like announcing that Xie Changan had disappeared and been killed.
Therefore, there can no longer be Chen Yao in that palace.
Regarding this point, Chen Yao could only smile wryly.
It is said that the heart of heaven is unpredictable, and it is true that accompanying a king is like accompanying a tiger.
However, she wanted to go back to the palace.
Because there is a person there, still waiting for her.
Xie Chang'an, who had already lived a transparent life, saw something in Chen Yao's eyes, and smiled: "Why, is there someone in the palace that you can't let go of?"
Chen Yao was shocked by the question.
She was not good at disguising, and it was her first love, so she was a little flustered after being exposed directly, and didn't know how to cover it up for a while.
"As for the imperial palace, I can't go back. If there is someone who really can't let go, they can only take it away."
Suddenly, Li Ying spoke.
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