Empress, please respect yourself

Naturally, Xie Changan was not worried about Lan Jinyu's body.

Didn't she check the other person's body in the name of the emperor's wife?cough.

Speaking of physical examination, Xie Changan's heart skipped a beat.

It is still necessary to check regularly or something.

So Yan Xi was asked to convey Yi's decree and summon Lan Jinyu.

However, Yan Xi came back alone.

"Lan Jinyu dares to resist the order?"

Xie Changan couldn't believe it.

"No, ma'am, General Lan is not in the mansion at all." Yan Xi explained.

"Not in the mansion?" Xie Changan was taken aback.

"Yeah. It's said that General Lan went out to suppress the rebellion."

"Suppressing the rebellion?"

Xie Changan frowned.

Where did the rebellion come from?

In the past two years, everyone has been afraid of the Lan family army. Not to mention that foreigners dare not invade, even the country far away from the border is extremely peaceful.

Now that Lan Jinyu has returned to the capital, who would seek death to rebel like that?

"It is said that there is a rebel army in Xichuan, which has not been completely put down. It is a serious problem for the court. So General Lan took the initiative to ask Ying to put down the rebellion."

"..."

Xie Changan was speechless.

Xichuan is so far away from Gyeonggi, isn't it normal to have one or two small rebels?What's all the fuss about?

What else is there to say about the great trouble of the court.Don't be ridiculous, okay, if it is really a serious problem for the imperial court, the imperial court would have sent troops to suppress it with all the strength of the whole country.

Since they were allowed to rant and not be "completely calmed down", it must be that Xuanyuan Lie didn't take the "rebel army" seriously.

Grasp the big and let go of the small, the severity is different.This is also the way of the king.

After all, energy is limited.As with people, so with countries.You can't really be perfect in everything, you can only grasp the key points.

Those so-called small rebels obviously can't threaten the foundation of the country at all, that's why Xuanyuan Lie let them exist until today.

However, the smallest rebel is still a rebel.It's impossible if you can't take care of it normally, but now that Lan Jinyu volunteered, it's another matter.

"How many soldiers and horses did the emperor send her?"

Xie Changan asked.

Yan Xi shook his head: "It is said that the emperor did not send a single soldier, and General Lan brought back the Lan family army brought back from the battlefield, as well as the guards who have been raised by the general's mansion for many years."

Xie Changan laughed "puchi".

In order to escape the marriage, Lan Jinyu really went all out.

But this is also in line with Xuanyuan Lie's stingy appetite.

Xuanyuanlie is just a stingy fox, okay? Hearing that Lan Jinyu is willing to send out his own people to put down his rebellion, he must be gleeful.

This is a bargain for nothing!

However, this Lan Jinyu was really generous, and she was really a bold artist.

You know, she didn't bring many Lan family troops back from the frontier.

Armed with a heavy army, one step further may lead to an abyss.Therefore, knowing that she was jealous of the emperor, Lan Jinyu would never be so stupid as to make trouble for herself.

When she returned to Beijing, she was almost alone except for bringing some personal soldiers as agreed.

This certainly reassured the emperor, but it would be a disadvantage in a real war.After all, "two fists are no match for four legs".

As for the guards in the general's mansion, only Lan Jinyu knew how many brushes they had.

It can be seen that Lan Jinyu is willing to take the risk of defeating the big with the small, rather than marrying the princess.

Thinking of this, Xie Changan felt dark for no reason.

She coughed lightly: "It seems that Lan Jinyu doesn't like our Princess Zhaoyun."

"This... how do you see it?"

Yan Xi really didn't see it.

Didn't General Lan desperately fight for the emperor's rebellion?Doesn't this make him more loyal to the royal family?Why can't you look down on the princess?

Xie Changan was not angry this time.

Anyway, she already had a conclusion in her mind.

She is very confident in her deduction, and has never missed it for so many years.

To be honest, for so many years, except for the irreversible fate of marriage, there is nothing that is not in her calculation.

It can be said that everything was expected for her.

In fact, she knew even about the marriage.

Since she was a child, she was not in contact with ordinary teachers.If you can invite such a character to teach yourself how to control others, I'm afraid it's not simply training a daughter of a thousand gold, right?

It was also because of this that even when she had the deepest affection for Shen Aoxue, she couldn't fully devote herself to it.

Perhaps, what she couldn't let go of for a long time these years was not that Shen Aoxue died for herself, but that she felt ashamed in her heart - because she couldn't repay such feelings equally.

It's a secret that no one knows but herself: she's actually incapable of love.

It wasn't born, it just happened after she saw something.

In the home where her father had many wives and concubines, she saw too much.A group of women fought back and forth, dripping with blood.Everyone is fighting, fighting for the love of the father, fighting for the birth of a son, fighting for the intelligence of the son, and the beauty of the daughter...

All for their own glory and wealth.

Therefore, if her parents plotted her to marry the emperor made her sad, then what hurt her the most was not that they did such a thing, but that they punctured her fantasy.

In fact, deep down in her heart, she knew very early on that her parents treated her like that.

Everyone is doing it for their own benefit.

And she is valued only because she can bring them more benefits.

Parents love her for sure.I am afraid that there are very few parents in the world who do not love their children.

But if you want to say that this love really surpasses everything, it is not necessarily so.

Too many people have given up their feelings in the face of interests.

Family affection, love, and friendship all have a price, it just depends on whether you can afford it.

As long as the price is in place, all feelings can be parted, and any relatives can give up.

These are things she sees around her every day.

It was precisely because of seeing so much of these things that she gradually became incapable of love.

It's not that you can't love, but you can't love deeply.

She will like a person, will be close to a person, such as her mother.However, she has learned to put herself first.No matter what personnel matter, as long as it conflicts with her own interests, she will resolutely give up.

Therefore, when she later agreed to marry the emperor, everyone thought she was doing it for her mother, but only she knew it was not.She is for herself.

She knows very well that her parents' love for her stems from her value. If one day she has no value at all, her parents will definitely despise her.Even, if he offended the royal family, he might hate her.

Rather than being a young lady who is hated by parents, it is better to be a loveless but noble queen.At the very least, the latter is superior, while the former may not even have the protection of their parents, so survival may be a problem.

She didn't want to be a poor wretch who had to rely on others to survive.

Therefore, she had no choice but to enter the palace as a queen.

So, she didn't hate her parents for using this so-called "trick".Because even if they don't use this ruse, she will eventually give in.

In fact, she knows calculation better than anyone else.

When she calms down, she will make the best choice for herself.

However, her parents still chose to take that step after all: play tricks on their daughter.

Moreover, the most chilling tricks were used.

—to take advantage of her love for her mother, her mother, to play tricks.

Ha ha.

She wanted to pretend to be stupid, but she couldn't pretend anymore.

In fact, she has been playing dumb all these years.

Because she was afraid that she would be incapable of love.

She found that when everything became a matter of profit, and she could no longer love someone wholeheartedly, it was very empty.

You are the only one in your heart, do you think it is empty?

She is afraid of this emptiness.

Therefore, she has been trying to find a way to change.

Find a way to pretend.

She tried to immerse herself in family affection, love her relatives, and enjoy their love.She hypnotized herself over and over again: they love her, and she loves them too.

But everything was broken by her parents.

Her parents couldn't even wait for their daughter to calm down, but used extremely domineering methods to forcibly decide everything.

At this point, she entered the palace and Shen Aoxue died.

From the beginning to the end, her parents acted vigorously without any hesitation.Their daughter's happiness and feelings are nothing to them.

This time, Xie Changan's fantasy was completely broken, even if it was just a fantasy she made to deceive herself.

And after this time, her whole spirit collapsed.

For the coldness of family affection.

For the death of a loved one.

Looking around in a daze, she found that she had nothing.

In her heart, there is nothing but her.

She began to lose her memory intermittently, became drunk, and became crazy because she didn't know how to live.

Sometimes, she hates her parents.I feel that my parents are too cruel, and I can't even wait for her to clean up the mess.

In fact, with her intelligence, even if she really enters the palace, she will coax Shen Aoxue well before entering the palace.At the very least, Shen Aoxue will not be allowed to commit suicide.

She has this confidence.

Too bad the parents couldn't wait.

And the stupid Aoxue committed suicide just like that.

This is the most regrettable thing in her life, not one of them.

At the same time, it was also this matter that held back the last bit of her emotion, preventing her from falling into the coldness of only profit and calculation.

If there is no such thing, she will completely give up the matter of "love", whether it is the love of family affection, the love of love, or the love of friendship.

However, Shen Aoxue made her believe that besides calculating gains and losses, there is such a thing as "love" in this world.A person can give up his life for another person, which has surpassed the three views she usually comes into contact with.And this man died for her, which flattered her.

These things were entangled in her mind, and she couldn't figure it out, so she gradually stopped thinking about it, preferring to get drunk every day.

Gradually, it seems that the brain is really not working well, not only the memory is not good, but also the inference ability is not good.

So much so that she was still worried about whether Lan Jinyu would suddenly change her mind and decide to be a son-in-law with peace of mind this month.

In the past month, she has not moved, and neither has Lan Jinyu.

She didn't move because she was lazy.

At the same time, I was a little scared.

She was afraid of the feeling Lan Jinyu would give her.

It was an uncontrollable feeling.

Years of living experience have made her understand that some things can be touched, and some things cannot be touched; some people can touch, but some people cannot.And Lan Jinyu is definitely someone she can't get close to, otherwise she may lose her current comfortable life, and even lose control of her entire life.

This kind of loss of control is definitely different from the loss of control after drunkenness.

No matter how drunk she is, she is still the queen, the most honorable woman in the world, because her foundation has always been stable.However, if she really loses control of her entire life, she doesn't know what will happen.

She was afraid of the feeling of being out of control.

Therefore, she did not summon Lan Jinyu for a whole month.

As for how she felt about Lan Jinyu, she didn't bother to think about it.

This laziness has been lazy for a month.

But in the past month, she hasn't heard any rumors about Lan Jinyu hanging around Fengyue, so she's a little uneasy.

Especially after watching "The Female Concubine", I am even more worried about gains and losses: Does Lan Jinyu want to be a concubine now?

But now, she can be sure: Lan Jinyu is definitely running away from marriage.

Hanging around in romantic places to ruin one's reputation, this kind of low-end method can't even deceive oneself, how can one deceive the emperor.Thinking about it, she changed her method again.

This method is a little more high-end, that is to fight all over the world, and it is not stable.

By doing this, the princess and the queen mother can understand: she is a person who licks blood with a knife, and she doesn't know when she will die outside, so she is not suitable to be a husband.It will not give the princess a stable future.

On the other hand, it is also the suspicion of the emperor.Let the emperor understand that she is just a sword of the royal family, which can pacify the world for the royal family, but it is only limited to this.In the frontier, she is the general who guards the border; when she returns to the capital, she is the general who fights the rebellion for the emperor.Even, she did not hesitate to dispatch the Lan family army to prove to the emperor that no matter what army it is, it is the emperor's army.

Things have reached this point, I believe the emperor and queen mother will reconsider.

If Lan Jinyu persisted, the emperor should compromise.

After all, if this continues, the country will only lose a unparalleled general and an invincible team.

The end is set.

Now let's see how long they see each other.

With cares in his heart, Xie Changan stopped thinking about it, and lived his life with peace of mind.

This time, she didn't get drunk anymore, and she didn't summon those concubines to "serve".

Instead, she began to teach the imperial physician, trying to follow the imperial physician's instructions to eat, rest, and regulate her body.

"Empress, what's wrong with you? Suddenly figured it out?"

Yan Xi is very happy.

Over the years, although she couldn't say it clearly, she could always see it in her eyes - the empress is trying to die.Be your own body, and also be your own spirit. If this goes on, I'm afraid the whole person will be useless.

Now that Xie Changan is willing to take the initiative to recuperate his body, Yan Xi is naturally happy.She felt that she saw the hope of life again.

Xie Changan gouged her out.

Yan Xi quickly silenced.

However, the joy on his face could not be concealed.

Ji Yu was speechless, but when he was busy, there was joy in the corners of his eyes and brows.

Xie Changan looked beyond the sky and sighed: "It's time to wake up."

This seems to be an answer to Yan Xi's words, and it seems to be said to himself.

The cold comes and the summer goes, and the stars move. Too many days and nights have passed in this cloud and cloud.

These days are so lively, but she is intoxicated by her, and will never return.

"Yan Xi, am I old?"

Even though he saw himself unparalleled in the mirror with his own eyes, he was still worried about asking others.

Yan Xi laughed "puchi": "Your Majesty is only 24 this year, how can you be considered old?"

Xie Changan smiled faintly, noncommittal.

24 is not really old.

However, the heart has been extremely vicissitudes.

It is not an exaggeration to say that she seems to have died once in the past two years.

Now he is awake again, but with the transparency of being a human again.

"Yan Xi, send an order to go out. From tomorrow on, the concubines will be excused." Xie Changan took a deep breath of fresh air and ordered.

"Please excuse me?" Yan Xi stared at her big eyes, a little in disbelief.

Doesn't the empress like concubines to pay her respects the most?And I especially enjoy the feeling of leaning against the red and nestling in the green.Why is it suddenly exempted?

Judging by the queen's face, it doesn't seem like she is joking.

Only then did he stammer and reply: "Yes."

Xie Chang'an smiled slightly, as if to explain, but also as to announce: "The past two years have ruined my body so badly, I need to take care of my body."

I don't bother to bother about the harem.

As for Yan Xi's natural "rudeness", Xie Chang'an has long been used to it.She also deliberately let it go, trying not to restrain it.

After all, she keeps Yan Xi by her side, because what she likes is the innocence (stupid) and true (cute) of the other party.This is her joy.

It would be no fun if every servant around him was like Ji Yu.

However, Ji Yu is better than Ji Yu.

When it comes to things, Ji Yu is still reliable.

Because of Ji Yu's presence, even though Xie Chang'an has been half-drunk and half-awake these years, the Kunning Palace is always in order, not only is there no chaos, but also gradually establishes the majesty of the Central Palace.

Therefore, this time Xie Changan wanted to take good care of his body, and didn't bother to worry about everything, so naturally he left it to Ji Yu again.

With Ji Yu around, she felt at ease and at ease.

She is relieved.

The entire harem is not at ease.

You know, these years, they have never served the emperor, they have always "served" the queen!With the queen's favor, there is everything.So everyone usually fights and fights, but it is also lively.

Now that Xie Changan suddenly pulled away and left, the crowd immediately became empty: What do you mean?So who are they going to please in the future? ?

Uh.

They suddenly found that they had nothing to do.

The emperor did not have to fight.

The queen ran away too.

It is impossible to give birth to a prince to fight and play.

So, what are they going to do next?

Everyone panicked.

Only Chen Yao watched calmly.

Her goal has always been clear: to eat and wait for a dead end job.

Now that her goal has been achieved, what is there to panic about?Anyway, as long as the country doesn't fall, she can always be a concubine who stretches out her clothes to eat and opens her mouth.

The only downside is loneliness.

Loneliness has been with me since the first day of graduate school.

She originally thought that after being admitted to graduate school, she would struggle in various high schools, but it turned out that was not the case at all.Except for major classes, there is basically no special research at ordinary times, which is no different from undergraduate studies.Moreover, because the students are more mature and the number of majors is less, the relationship between the students is not as deep as when they were undergraduates. Everyone is like a loose sand, living their own lives.

There are four people in the dormitory, two of them are busy dating and don't see anyone all day long, and one is busy with clubs and is also busy like a butterfly all day long.Chen Yao felt that she was just teasing herself.

In the first year of research, there are still various major classes, which is not bad, and students from the same college can still meet every day.

It's even more exaggerated in the second year of research. After the basic courses are over, everyone takes courses in their own research direction and follows their own tutors, which is even more invisible.And some went out to rent a house and live alone when they arrived in the second year of research.

Research three is even free-range. Everyone is busy with their own affairs, writing graduation thesis writing graduation thesis, taking public recruitment exams, looking for jobs, and falling in love...

Single dog Chen Yao, who is weak in every way, was bored all the way to graduation.

Therefore, after coming to this world, what she most wanted to get rid of was loneliness.

The city is full of fireworks, and the loneliness is endless.

Looking at the panic-stricken concubines, Chen Yao's heart suddenly moved.She thought something was done.

Come to think of it, the harem in the future must be very lively :)

Xie Chang'an didn't know about these concubines.Because she didn't want to know at all.

She is now only focusing on regulating all aspects of her functions.

She is a person who decides to do whatever she wants.

This time I tasted the benefits of a clear mind and wanted to live again, which is really a big adjustment.Sleeping on time, eating on time every day, eating a light diet, and exercising, combined with various decoctions prescribed by the imperial physicians, the curative effect is remarkable.

At least, she is no longer sleepless at night, and she is no longer empty-hearted, falling into despair and exhaustion from time to time.

The emperor has visited her several times, and he is very pleased with her current changes.

Although they are not a real couple, the queen represents the dignity of the royal family, so it is better to be normal.In the past, he was crazy and made a lot of messes, and he always had to cover up the aftermath.

"Queen, your complexion is better than last time. In my opinion, you will return to the state when you first entered the palace in a short time."

The emperor said sincerely.

Xie Chang'an smiled faintly: "The concubine was only twenty-eight years old when she first entered the palace, how can I go back? But the emperor is younger and handsome than when we first got married."

The commercial mutual blowing mode is turned on.

Xuanyuan Lie chuckled.

He didn't dare to take it.

He never won a war of words.

Therefore, after estimating the strength of the enemy's mouth, he decided to evade with a few words of greeting: "Okay, it's getting late, and I'll go back first. The queen also rested earlier, and now is the time for you to take care of your body. Put your body first, tell me what you need."

"Thank you, Your Majesty, for your permission."

Thank you Changan for bowing, thank you.

Xuanyuanlie's eyelids twitched, his intuition was bad.

Even the lips trembling when speaking: "So, what do the emperor and the empress want?"

"The concubine has been weak for many years, and the imperial doctor said that she needs to exercise more." Xie Changan blushed and said, "So I implore the emperor to give this concubine a tutor."

Well, it turned out that I wanted a tutor.

The emperor breathed a sigh of relief.

Why is it half a mouthful?

Because he intuited that everything about the queen would not be that simple.

"Then what kind of teaching master do you want?" He asked tentatively.

"The emperor is the most respected person in the world, and my concubines are honored to be the emperor's first wife, so they are naturally more noble. Ordinary martial artists are naturally not worthy of the pope's first wife. So..."

She cut water and cleared her pupils, with a hint of slyness and a smile: "Just Lan Jinyu."

The author has something to say: I heard that today is Lidong.

Babies should wear more, and be careful of catching a cold.

Also, thank you for being the overlord of the babies in the past two days~~ The turtle is as fast as me, a little surprised :)