Empress, please respect yourself

So, who can she blame?

It was originally chosen.She chose her mother's life.

It's just that I didn't expect that another person's life would be lost because of this.

All along, Shen Aoxue was not a fierce woman.

She is like her name, Hongmei Aoxue, lofty and lofty.

But such a woman, after learning that she agreed to enter the palace, chose such a fierce way to protest.

—she took her own life.

When Xie Changan heard the news, his heartbeat almost stopped.

She never expected that the person she had promised to be with her for the rest of her life would go to hell alone like that.

She cries, she hurts, and she also wants to commit suicide and go with her.However, when she was discovered by her mother, she cried and pulled her feet, saying that she could not lose her.

What can she do in the face of a panicked, weeping and helpless mother?

This time, she still chose her mother.

She didn't die for Shen Aoxue, but lived for her mother.

Because, the dead cannot be resurrected.But the living people need her to protect them.

On that day, she was stunned like a puppet, with heavy make-up, and entered the palace with a ten-mile dowry.

She became the master of that palace and became the queen of the new emperor.

Also because of her marriage, the new emperor took back the military power from the queen mother and became the real emperor.And she, also honored by her husband and wife, became the only mistress who was really in charge of the harem.

However, she is no longer her.

From the day she entered the palace, she was no longer herself.

The kindness and grace that used to be as warm as the white moonlight is gone.

Yes, just indulgence and madness.

She took revenge.

First of all, she signed a contract with the emperor, asking him not to touch her body.

This is a treasonous crime of deceiving the emperor, and it should be executed according to the law.

However, she was so self-willed and directly raised it with the emperor.

Fortunately, it was right, and the emperor wanted to make the same request to her.

It turned out that the emperor also had a lover, who was the prime minister and a man.

When he heard the news, Xie Changan smiled.Laughed to tears.

She didn't expect that she and the emperor had such a fate.

In the spirit of sympathy and sympathy for each other, she didn't disclose this matter to the queen mother, nor did she make trouble, but concealed it with the emperor.

They reached a gentleman's agreement and became a nominal couple.

Even, they wrote and left the letter early, and both parties signed and pressed their fingerprints, and they will only make it public when needed in the future.

Of course, Xie Changan really doesn't know when it will be made public.

Because, that day must be the time when the empress reconciles, and it is also the time when at least one of the two parties discloses that they are of the same sex and love each other.Otherwise, there would be no public meaning.

Or maybe that day will never come.

But in any case, they are clear to each other: they are no longer husband and wife.

Or rather, never was.

Without the constraints of the marriage contract, Xie Chang'an became even more presumptuous.

In this palace, she was drunk and dreamed of death, indulging all her emotions.

The concubine in the palace, she slept all over.

This is a protest against the injustice of heaven and earth, it is also a protest against the parents and the queen mother, and it is also a protest against this political marriage.

She just wants to be ridiculous.

Just to indulge.

It is to let everyone who contributed to this matter understand: She, Xie Changan, likes women.

Of course, only the concubines who have really served her can understand: In fact, the queen never really wanted them.

When those women entered Kunning Palace, they just waited on her and pinched her shoulders and beat her back.

Other than that, nothing else.

Not to mention push down, not even a kiss.

Of course, no one dared to say these words.

Life and death in the harem are unpredictable, and no one can grasp the direction of the wind. One more word may lead to death, and even bring the downfall of the entire family.Therefore, no one dared to talk about the emperor and queen behind their backs.

Of course, once in a while there are a few brainless ones who mysteriously disappear.

Since then, everyone knows how to keep their mouths shut.

Yan Xi knows better than anyone else: the empress did not touch those women.

It's not that Xie Chang'an told her personally, it's just that Xie Chang'an has always trusted them and never shy away from them.

Of course, only the person involved can make it clear about the bed curtain.

The reason why Yan Xi dares to be so sure is because - every beautiful girl who has just entered the palace, after serving, the brocade is still white.

Yan Xi believes that no one in the world dares to blatantly green the emperor.

Therefore, the beautiful women entering the palace must be unopened buds.It stands to reason that if the queen really wanted these women, they would all lose their popularity.

However, no.

The brocade is as white as snow.

Later, as time went by, Yan Xi was even more sure that her queen was just playing tricks on those people.

The only thing that is different, perhaps is Concubine Zhao De.

Zhao Yubing has the same name as Shen Aoxue.

It also has the same temperament as Shen Aoxue.

To be honest, let alone Xie Chang'an, even Yan Xi felt that Zhao Yubing's facial features were somewhat similar to the dead Shen Aoxue's.

Shen Aoxue is dead and cannot be pursued.

However, Zhao Yubing is a living person around him.

Therefore, Xie Chang'an did not hesitate at all, and directly pursued Zhao Yubing.

However, Zhao Yubing just didn't like the queen.

To be precise, it is not "dislike", because other concubines who "serve the bed" may not really "like" the queen.But whether they like it or not, they obey.

But Zhao Yubing was different.She is free and her arrogance is full of ice and snow, but she refuses to give in, and has been refusing to come to Kunning Palace to serve her to the death.

However, the more she is like this, the more Xie Changan likes her.

Because, back then, Shen Aoxue had such a temper!

This time it really happened.

Thus, a tug-of-war began between the two sides.

You chase me to hide, you come and go, after several years, there is no result.

And Xie Chang'an gradually found out: it turned out that Zhao Yubing had someone in his heart, a man.This man's name is Lan Jinyu.

Lan Jinyu...

These three words have since become Xie Changan's thorn in the flesh.

However, because Lan Jinyu was far away in the frontier, she was always out of reach.

And Lan Jinyu's ability is also destined to guard the frontier for many years and become a general of the town.

Such a person, even if the thorn in the flesh is a thorn in the flesh, it is not easy to pull it out.

Not to mention Xie Changan, even Xuanyuanlie might not dare to pull it out.

And to be honest, it may not be possible to pull it out.

If the other party is forced to rebel, it's really hard to say whether the country can stand still.

Of course, Xie Changan didn't think about unplugging Lan Jinyu every day.

She is very busy, busy with indulgence.

I indulge in singing and dancing every day, and I don't even know what Xixi is. How can I remember Lan Jinyu every day.

Even Zhao Yubing, she doesn't often remember it.

The only thing she remembered was Shen Aoxue.

Even, with her indulgence, she spent less and less time awake, and even thought about Shen Aoxue less and less.

It's just that she is too lonely.And apart from the memories of Shen Aoxue, nothing can fill her loneliness.

For so many years, after she knew her parents' true thoughts and love mixed with impurities, she gradually looked down on Xie's family affection.

Even though she would still guard Xie's family, it would be as cold as iron.

There is only protection, no warmth.

And when she was growing up, she was destined to have no friendship.

Then, the only thing she can pay tribute to is love.

Shen Aoxue is the only symbol.

And Shen Aoxue's death for her is enough to show Shen Aoxue's deep love for her.

Perhaps Shen Aoxue is the only person in this world who truly loves her more than life?

Xie Chang'an thought of this, and he missed Shen Aoxue even more.

However, Shen Aoxue was already gone.

There is only Zhao Yubing.

Therefore, a certain queen who couldn't find the genuine version and could only find the pirated version would have a strong possessive desire for Zhao Yubing from time to time.

Unfortunately, Zhao Yubing refused to follow suit.

Although Xie Changan "slept" all over the concubines in the harem, he never forced anyone.

Zhao Yubing really didn't want to, so she didn't force it.

Just keep being courteous.

For example, if the emperor rewarded any rare tribute, she would pass it on to Zhao Yubing and the like.

Although it is useless to know.

Being unable to get what she wants for a long time makes her sometimes think of a person like "Lan Jinyu", and wants to fix him severely so that she can breathe a sigh of relief.

No, it was a coincidence in all aspects that Lan Jinyu really came back.So Xie Changan was ready to play tricks on the other party.

Unexpectedly, Xie Changan withdrew at the very beginning.

Yan Xi couldn't believe it.

However, after thinking about what Lan Jinyu did just now, she couldn't help but nod her head, "Yes, it's rare that General Lan would rather be injured for the sake of his mother."

Xie Chang'an was taken aback, and squinted at Yan Xi, fearing that this girl would see through his thoughts.

Seeing that there was nothing unusual on the other party's face, he was relieved.

To cover up, she curled her lips: "What's so rare about this? Ben Gong is the empress, if he doesn't follow up by himself, how dare he hurt Ben Gong? Hmph."

She was just pretending.

But when I really said it, I still felt a little sad: Well, yes.To put it bluntly, it was only because she was a queen.Where are you really protecting yourself?Hmph, if I wasn't the queen, I'm afraid I would have been shocked to death many times.Yes, it is like that.

Thinking of this, my heart feels a little empty.

However, Yan Xi smiled and explained: "Your Majesty, you have never learned martial arts, so it's not surprising that you think so. But the fact is not so simple. Although General Lan is concerned about Madam's identity, he dare not really hurt you, but the protection of the body is true." The moment of the shock was very fast, it can be said to be a close call. In such a short time, everyone chooses their own instincts. Therefore, at that moment, General Lan chose to save you and hurt himself, because he really regarded you more than himself. It's more important."

More important than yourself?

Xie Changan was stunned.

She also thought of Shen Aoxue who died for herself.

For no reason, I feel weird.

Of course, he still refused: "Come on, according to my opinion, that Lan Jinyu's martial arts is very good. Since he dared to take the real energy, it means that the real energy can't cause any harm to him."

"You are wrong." Yan Xi has a pure and unscrupulous temperament. Although Xie Chang'an's identity is always respectful, she doesn't care about arguing about the truth. The stronger the qi, the stronger the true qi, the greater the damage to yourself. Didn't you see? General Lan vomited blood, so he must have been seriously injured."

Hey?

"He is a great general in the world, so he will be seriously injured if he vomits a little blood?" Xie Chang'an was still stubborn.

My heart was inexplicably nervous.

At this time, the stiff mouth is more not really doubts, but because he wants to hear better words from Yan Xi's mouth.Well, I just want to hear her say that Lan Jinyu actually cares about her very much.

Although, this is a bit abnormal for her who has always thought highly of herself.

Yan Xi didn't find anything unusual about her empress.Anyway, my empress has always been so capricious.

Therefore, she patiently explained: "My lady, it is very harmful to be shocked by the backlash of true energy, especially if General Lan drags his own true energy back and suppresses it, the damage of this backlash is far beyond your imagination. You can see that there is only a little blood, but he must be seriously injured. It’s just that General Lan is a soldier, and he has been guarding the frontier for a long time, licking blood with the knife, so he can endure what ordinary people cannot bear.”

Hearing what Yan Xi said, Xie Chang'an felt even more nervous.

She suddenly realized that she actually cared about that person a little bit.

But, why would I care about such a stinky man?

Xie Changan couldn't figure it out.

Since she couldn't figure it out, she didn't want to.

The biggest impact of the sensual life in the past few years is that her brain is not enough, and she is too lazy to use it.Many things, if you can't think of them, you don't think about them, and if you can't figure them out, you don't think about them.Even, I don't want to be tired when I think about it.

It is because of this that she can sleep peacefully every day.

In fact, even so, she felt very tired every day.

If you really want to understand everything, I'm afraid it will be even more tiring.It's not certain whether I can hold on.

Seeing that Xie Chang'an didn't say anything, Yan Xi didn't say anything more, and obediently followed behind her queen, step by step, and returned to the palace.

When they got to the gate of the palace, the two of them remembered: they forgot to change into men's clothes!

The two looked at each other and smiled, and went to change their clothes.

Thinking of all kinds of women disguised as men in the brothel today, Yan Xi suddenly jumped: "Oh no!"

"What's wrong? I was taken aback."

Xie Changan rolled his eyes.

She has always taught her people not to be surprised.

If you have something to say, if you are surprised, you don't have style no matter what you look at at first glance, so how about embarrassing her?

Yan Xi was very embarrassed: "I'm sorry, ma'am, the servant girl forgot to untie the acupuncture points for that Lan Qing."

Well……

Xie Changan looked at the sky, thought for a while: "It's okay, Lan Jinyu will understand."

Yan Xi shook her head: "it's not clear. General Lan must be seriously injured at the moment, and it's not certain whether he can unlock Lan Qing's acupoints. Besides, didn't the servants hide Lan Qing? General Lan may not be able to find it. "

Well, okay.

Xie Changan looked at the sky, hesitated for a moment, and said: "Alright then, you go back and unlock her acupuncture points first."

Hmph, if it wasn't for Lan Jinyu's self-sacrifice to save her just now, she wouldn't care about that Lan Qing.Anyway, with Lan Jinyu around, sooner or later he will find it.

Yan Xi also thought about it, and then looked at the sky: "it's not too late, the servant girl is going. But I'm afraid it's not safe for the lady to be here alone, so I'll ask Ji Yu to escort me?"

When going out, be careful.

Although Xie Chang'an lived a miserable life, he still cherished his own life.Therefore, there is no objection: "That's fine."

After being hungry, Yan Xi sent out the cloud piercing signal.