Bright

The premiere was a great success, and the schedule for the next work is still very full.Shen Yuanshu reluctantly rested for two days, then left in a hurry with his assistant, leaving An Xuan alone at home to read the script.After coming out of Shi Yongnian's crew, the number of scripts in his hands has obviously increased.Su Jingyao screened out some unqualified ones, and the ones left for him still need to be watched for a while.

An Xuan quietly became a squatting at home.

The specialist asked him to wear a neck brace for three months.An Xuan felt that she would not be without a job for three months - Zhao Xiaohui was the first to disagree.But before there is a new film to be filmed, he decided to follow the doctor's advice honestly.

With nothing to do, he began to tidy up Shen Yuanshu's house.Shen Yuanshu lived in the house in Yanjing like a den, and An Xuan cleared out a lot of rubbish from it, including various packaging bags from several years ago.He put Shen Yuanshu's unopened courier boxes into the storage room by size and category, and sorted the unpacked items into their proper positions.

When tidying up a guest room that was never used, An Xuan climbed onto the bed to change the pillowcase. The silk pillowcase was so slippery that it fell down the gap against the wall.An Xuan couldn't reach in, so she had to move the bed away. Unexpectedly, some things fell to the ground in the gap against the wall.

While thinking that the housekeeping that Shen Yuanshu hired before was too sloppy in sanitation, he picked up the broom and swept out the handful of dusty debris.

Sweeping and sweeping, An Xuan's hand suddenly stopped.

It was a small pile of worn-out props.It includes broken hemp rope ends, neck rings, spiked whips, and broken pull beads... In short, it is different from ordinary sex toys, and it looks full of danger.There was even a spray bottle with the spout broken inside.An Xuan's heart sank.Even though they were obviously old, he could easily make out the dark color on those things—it was blood.

He picked up the collar.It was completely different from the soft and loose style that An Xuan chose, with fluff on the inside. It was very small and hard.An Xuan picked it up and tried wearing it around her neck.He felt constricted and suffocated.He himself has a thin neck, yet he still feels so uncomfortable.Then Shen Yuanshu would not suffocate when wearing this?

He held the whip, and felt a pain in his palm—it was actually bleeding from the stabbing.

An Xuan turned the spray bottle over and looked it up according to the foreign language label on it - it was a bottle of **.It also has a more familiar chemical name for An Xuan, a drug that a psychiatrist once prescribed to him for anxiety and depression.There is no doubt that this should have been a strictly regulated drug.

An Xuan pursed her lips and stared at the pile of things, feeling heartache and anger uncontrollably.Shen Yuanshu's tendency is obvious, and the boundaries of scale are also obvious.When An Xuan tried it with him, he could feel that his body was very sensitive - moderate stimulation could give him great satisfaction, and there was no need to use any drugs to enhance the pleasure - not to mention that those drugs were harmful in the first place.Too strong a feeling, no matter it was pain or something else, Shen Yuanshu couldn't bear it at all - the only time when he yelled out the safe word, the fear in his eyes far exceeded the enjoyment.Realizing this, An Xuan understood that he had to bear much more than he thought at first in this process.Compared with Shen Yuanshu, he is actually the server.

He must first ensure the safety of Shen Yuanshu, whether it is physical or psychological.This is his responsibility as a partner.No matter whether Shen Yuanshu's preference is ordinary or special, this principle is the most basic.

No matter who used this on Shen Yuanshu, that person obviously didn't care about his safety and health.

Thinking of this, An Xuan's nails involuntarily dug into her palm.

Finally, he calmed down for a while, and slowly calmed down.

This room was far more tidy and clean than the others, and had obviously been tidied up carefully.And judging by the degree of dust accumulation, no one has been here for a long time.There were not many things, just a few things, which were tattered in the crack of the bed, probably fell into it when Shen Yuanshu didn't know it.After that, the housekeeping work was not done carefully, and no one was found.

As for why it's broken... An Xuan's brows tightened.Maybe it was really turbulent at the time.He looked at the items carefully, the neck rings were clearly scratched and torn; the pull beads and bottle spouts had been violently broken.

An Xuan forced herself not to think about it.

All the rooms are a mess, only this one has been cleaned.Looking closely, there are some dents along the edges of the walls that have been covered up by paint - it's even been repainted here.That's probably... Shen Yuanshu didn't want some things to stay here.An Xuan rubbed her fingers over the edge of the bedside table, and touched a thick layer of dust.He remembered that he wanted to help Shen Yuanshu tidy up the house a long time ago, so he opened the door of each room and took a look, trying to make himself aware of it - this room was like this at that time.The desk calendar on the table is still from the year before last, and the corners of the sheets have not even changed their positions.

An Xuan recalled carefully, and found that she never saw Shen Yuanshu walk into this room.He obviously didn't care about the house in Yanjing either.In fact, there wasn't even a dress here.Shen Yuanshu's favorite things were all placed in Shen Jiang's house.

Even the peacock dress worn at the premiere was taken away by him this time, saying that he would drop by and send it back to the house over there.At that time, An Xuan thought he was going to use it in the next performance, so she didn't care.

Thinking about it now, he might just simply not want the things he likes to stay in this house.

When An Xuan was here with him, Shen Yuanshu basically let An Xuan stay in the master bedroom intentionally or unintentionally.An Xuan thought at first that he wanted to make out at any time, but later found out that he just likes to let An Xuan stay in that room.Shen Yuanshu himself had nothing to do at ordinary times, so he would also nest in the master bedroom.It was also the cleanest and most welcoming room in the whole house—there were always flowers in the vase as long as they were there.

These details that An Xuan hadn't noticed before gradually became clear.

Finally, An Xuan got up, swept the pile of junk into the trash can without hesitation, and closed the door behind her back.

There was always a part of Shen Yuanshu that was not completely open to him.An Xuan used to feel anxious about this matter, but he doesn't think so anymore.All he can do is to love this person well so that he will no longer be hurt because of those special things.

In the evening, he and Shen Yuanshu made a video call and did not mention these things.Shen Yuanshu didn't realize it, and kept talking about the concert.An Xuan asked about the dress, and Shen Yuanshu showed a distressed expression, saying that when the dress was changed for the premiere, a nipple was scratched on the back. Tang Mo asked a weaver to mend it for him, then cleaned it up and took it home up.An Xuan said that the next concert is not needed?Shen Yuanshu said no need, it hurts too much, so let's put it away.

He always cherishes the things he loves so much.An Xuan's heart was very soft, and she said that's fine, she can show off other outfits, there will be surprises every time.

Shen Yuanshu said that I thought so too.Then he began to show An Xuan another set of his costumes.Seeing that he was so energetic, An Xuan felt relieved.