Bright

After experiencing a hysteria, An Xuan seemed to be awake again.Thinking of that night, he only felt that he was unreasonable and frighteningly crazy.It wasn't the first time he was facing the edge of death, but the last time was so far away that he had almost forgotten the fear and pain.

Now that which had prevented him from dying was reawakened.Death means that he will completely disappear from this world, pain will disappear, and happiness will disappear.Then he would never see Shen Yuanshu again, and Shen Yuanshu would lose him completely.

After sobriety, the fear of separation finally overcomes madness.The rest was deep guilt, because Shen Yuanshu was obviously frightened by him.

In those few days, Shen Yuanshu had been staring at An Xuan all the time.When An Xuan went out to dry the clothes, he had to follow her out vigilantly.Once you find that people are not in your sight, you will become very panicked.

But such panics were rare.Because An Xuan didn't want to take a step away from him.

They cling together like two conjoined twins.Shen Yuanshu even tied the two ends of a rope to his and An Xuan's hands while sleeping.

In fact, it is useless, and it is easy to solve it if you want to solve it.An Xuan also promised him that he would stop doing stupid things.But Shen Yuanshu seemed to have to do something to feel at ease.

An Xuan did not raise any objections.No matter what Shen Yuanshu did to him, he would have no objection.He is really guilty.

The original itinerary was to spend New Year's Day here and leave in mid-January.After all, for Shen Yuanshu, going back meant facing a mountain of work.Because of An Xuan's situation, he wanted to change the ticket.But once they return to China, the two will be separated again.

He was really worried.At least they can't separate now.

So he contacted domestic doctors and helped An Xuan find a psychiatrist here temporarily.It was a woman in her 50s who came here from China in the early years, so there was no language barrier.

Shen Yuanshu and An Xuan accepted the conversation respectively.The two each occupied half of the doctor's afternoon.It was not easy at first, An Xuan had an instinctive resistance to opening up her heart.In the past treatments, he was the most troublesome patient, and he would make seamless performances for doctors to avoid things that he didn't want to face.But this time the doctor was very patient and gentle.

She didn't make any judgments about An Xuan.The whole conversation process was like peeling an onion, and it was An Xuan herself who finally got the answer.He still had a lot of worries and entanglements, but the doctor just smiled in relief, and didn't give An Xuan any answer, nor did he prescribe any medicine.

When An Xuan came back from the bathroom, she found that the doctor had stopped Shen Yuanshu again.

Because the conversation between the two patients had already ended, this time it was just an explanation before leaving, so the door of the consulting room was not closed tightly.It was too quiet around, An Xuan could easily hear the conversation in the room.The doctor did not disclose An Xuan's specific condition to Shen Yuanshu, but only told him that An Xuan's condition was not as serious as expected.In fact, the worst had passed before they knew it.But Shen Yuanshu himself needs to pay more attention to his own situation.She then made an appointment with them for the next conversation.

Finally, when An Xuan and Shen Yuanshu were about to leave, she gave them an encouraging smile: "At least one thing is certain: being in love is very, very lucky."

A smile finally appeared on Shen Yuanshu's face.He thanked the doctor, put his arms around An Xuan, and left with him.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, and the streets and alleys are decorated with Christmas decorations.They walked across the street singing to the nearest mall.An Xuan was held by Shen Yuanshu's hand, guilt welled up again.

He got better because he poured out those bad emotions to Shen Yuanshu.It was actually the same when committing suicide, he knew very well how much harm it would cause Shen Yuanshu, but he did it anyway, without considering the consequences.

An Xuan hates herself like this.He regrets it.They could have had a great vacation.But he really couldn't control himself at that time.Despair was the emotion he was most familiar with and the most unbearable.When they accumulate to the extreme, he becomes another person.It's like being in a hood isolated from the world, and it's like dreaming a not so lucid dream.

He feels hopeless because he thinks he has given it all.But now it turns out not to be.Shen Yuanshu invested no less than himself, that person just didn't want to admit and face it.An Xuan was terrified, and Shen Yuanshu was also terrified, even more terrified than himself.

Realizing this, An Xuan's nose became sore again.As long as he thought of Shen Yuanshu's appearance on the beach that day, he would want to cry.Heart aches, aches and tenderness.No matter what happens in the future, he will never make Shen Yuanshu so sad again.Whatever he is asked to do.Because of that kind of sadness, even once is too much.

There was an odd courage in the thought.I will protect him in the future, An Xuan thought nonchalantly, no one can hurt him anymore, neither can I.

They bought a lot of things for the festival in the mall.Finally, An Xuan stopped in front of a shelf selling condoms.He is not very familiar with these, and the packaging is all in foreign languages.Finally, Shen Yuanshu came over with a hesitant voice: "Forget it?"

An Xuan picked up a box: "Keep it...Maybe I'll use it sometime."

Shen Yuanshu was quiet for a moment, raised his hand and took the box away from his hand: "That one is too small, I can't wear it. This kind is better..."

An Xuan put down her hand: "You choose."

Shen Yuanshu really picked it up: "Mango, strawberry, orange... Which do you like?"

An Xuan wondered: "Why are there so many tricks..."

Shen Yuanshu finally recovered a little bit of his usual escape.He kissed An Xuan's ear, and said with a smile, "You will know when the time comes." He picked and picked, and finally took several boxes of lubricants.

He hugged An Xuan habitually, and when he was about to check out, his cell phone rang.The caller was Xuanfa Lili from the team, her voice was a little flustered: "Brother Shen, who are you and... Are you in Honolulu?"

Shen Yuanshu frowned: "Yes, what's the matter? His name is An Xuan, not someone else."

Lili ignored it, and said nervously: "Be careful when you go out, you can't ignore it just because you are not in the country. Today, a tourist sent a photo of you surfing on the sea...There are also many Chinese people over there..."

Shen Yuanshu interrupted: "The surfing was photographed?"

Lily said: "Yes, surfing. She also said that you were with a good-looking boy. It seems that she doesn't recognize An Xuan. I don't know if she has taken any other photos. The only photos she sent out are you..."

Shen Yuanshu said lightly: "Okay, I got it. Don't worry about it. It's nothing, I'll hang up..."

Lily said anxiously: "Hey, don't hang up! There is also "All Star Adventure", they are going to release the second season. You fell ill and quit the first season. Brother Wei said that considering the contract, you have to participate in the next season." Phase one..."

Shen Yuanshu said indifferently: "Let him come and talk to me when the time comes."

Lily was a little devastated: "Brother, when will you come back? Recently, there are a lot of jobs from the business side... You have to make another movie before the contract expires. The scripts are piled up, and people are waiting for an answer... "

Shen Yuanshu frowned and said, "Why are you here to tell me this?"

Lily was speechless.

Shen Yuanshu's expression turned cold: "Let Lao Wei talk to me about something. I'm busy here. Goodbye."

An Xuan wanted to back away from his arms.Unexpectedly, Shen Yuanshu would not let go of the person in his arms: "Don't worry. She just likes to make a fuss. There is no possibility that anything will happen before the end of the contract, and the new company is already in contact. I will sign over there as soon as this end is over, and someone will do the public relations. of."

An Xuan shook her head: "I'm not worried."

Catch the last boat back home, it was already late.Shen Yuanshu did nothing in the end.He seemed to have a deeper desire for cuddling now than for going to bed.

And that's what An Xuan has always needed.

After a long and peaceful night, An Xuan was awakened by the doorbell.Shen Yuanshu also woke up, kissed An Xuan habitually, and then slowly got up to open the door.

They live in a remote place, so early in the morning, they are probably housekeepers or deliverymen.

An Xuan lay quietly on the bed, waiting for Shen Yuanshu to come back.

Voices were heard from outside, but they could not be heard clearly.The voices got louder and louder, and finally turned into a quarrel.An Xuan suddenly woke up.He quickly put on his clothes and ran outside, only to see a strange woman raising her hand high at Shen Yuanshu.

That loud slap hit An Xuan's heart hard.

Before the next slap fell, he tore Shen Yuanshu away with a force that he could not have imagined.

The woman's slap was empty, she frowned at Shen Yuanshu and said, "Have you changed men?"

Shen Yuanshu sarcastically said: "Yes, it's changed. I'm not like you, I will hang myself on a tree for the rest of my life."

The woman brushed her hair gracefully, and sat down calmly on the sofa, as if she wasn't the one who hit someone just now.She said to An Xuan calmly: "I think you'd better avoid it."

An Xuan pursed her lips, looked at her gorgeous face, which was [-] to [-]% similar to Shen Yuanshu's facial features, and finally said nothing.

He looked at Shen Yuanshu.Shen Yuanshu avoided his eyes: "This is my mother. Mom, this is An Xuan."