Bright

Sometimes An Xuan wonders why people long for love.Probably in some lonely moments, you can have a reason to get companionship.He never felt that Shen Yuanshu and himself had reached the level of so-called love.But there is a person who is willing to drive a few hours across two cities in a hurry after work to pick her up from get off work, and An Xuan still feels warm about this.

The car was passing through the secluded streets, An Xuan thought of Shen Yuanshu's fully armed appearance before, and worried: "Is it safe for you to come out like this?"

Shen Yuanshu said affectionately: "It's a joke to get rid of its shell. To be honest, in order to see you, I'm not afraid of mountains of swords and seas of fire."

He spoke such nasty love words almost open his mouth.An Xuan now understands why some people believe every word of their lover.Even for a person who is used to alienation like himself, it is inevitable that he will feel a little embarrassed—knowing that it is all deceitful nonsense, his expression will subconsciously soften: "Where are you taking me?"

"Go home." Shen Yuanshu looked at An Xuan's expression, and smiled triumphantly: "I'll show you a hand."

When the car drove to a certain block, Shen Yuanshu took out the mask and handed it to An Xuan, and put on the mask and hat himself.An Xuan didn't say anything, he understood Shen Yuanshu's caution.

Shen Yuanshu's house in Shenjiang was a high-rise by the riverside. Outside the living room floor-to-ceiling windows, there was a bay of river water and half of the city's bustling evening scene.Living here is also a bit messy, but compared to Yanjing, it is much cleaner.Shen Yuanshu carried the flour delivered by express delivery at the door into the kitchen, changed his clothes, washed his hands, rolled up his sleeves, and looked like he was about to do a big job.

An Xuan watched him skillfully mix the dough and asked curiously, "Do you want to make dumplings?"

Shen Yuanshu glared at him: "Did you not watch my variety show?"

An Xuan thought of the "Taste of Kyushu" he recorded a while ago.In the show, Shen Yuanshu dressed plainly, walked through the streets with a camera, and introduced many famous local snacks in Shenjiang.In the end, he also made pan-fried buns on the spot.That episode of the show helped him gain a lot of fans at the beginning, and a handsome guy who can cook can always arouse the favor of others.But then some people began to say that the shops recommended by Shen Yuanshu were found by the program team, and the fried rice was also made by others, but they just used camera cuts and post-editing to create an illusion that he was good at cooking.In the later period, fans and blacks cited their own evidence, and finally someone archaeologically found an interview video of Shen Yuanshu many years ago. In the video, Shen Yuanshu said that he doesn't know how to cook, but only serves noodles and porridge.Immediately, some fans jumped out to retort that it was not possible before, but it does not mean that it is not the case now.All in all, another battle.

Seeing Shen Yuanshu's skillful movements, An Xuan smiled slightly: "I saw it. So you still know how to cook."

Shen Yuanshu grinned and said: "No. I've learned it now, practiced for three days, and broke more than a dozen pots..."

An Xuan washed her hands, went to help him, and asked puzzledly, "Then... what route are you doing now?"

Shen Yuanshu said indifferently: "Now there are not enough sexy gentlemen, and Gu's warm man has started to be added to the character design." He shrugged: "It's just work, whatever you want." flour.An Xuan stood behind him for a while, and found that Shen Yuanshu's apron was open, so she naturally stretched out her hand to help him tie the apron strap.

Unexpectedly, Shen Yuanshu twisted and said suddenly: "Don't you feel that something is missing?"

An Xuan was confused: "What?"

Shen Yuanshu turned his head, his eyes were burning: "At this time, you should hug me from behind."

An Xuan looked at him.

Shen Yuanshu looked at him for a moment, then turned around: "It's okay if you don't hug me, just kidding."

An Xuan walked over and hugged him.

In summer, the air conditioner is turned on in the house, and the temperature is actually not too high.Both of them were wearing very thin clothes, and for a while there was an illusion of skin-to-skin contact.An Xuan hugged him quietly, feeling comfortable and warm.Unexpectedly, after only being quiet for a moment, Shen Yuanshu took An Xuan's hand and reached into his T-shirt: "Touch? You practice hard, you don't even look at it..."

An Xuan is still not very good at dealing with this form of acting like a baby.Shen Yuanshu's desire for intimacy is obvious, and An Xuan understands what he is looking forward to.So when the hand was taken down, An Xuan was not surprised at all.He wanted to pull his hand away, but Shen Yuanshu's hand kept holding him, and the other hand was holding An Xuan's free wrist.With his back turned to An Xuan, he moaned, "Baby, help me..."

An Xuan looked at the thick short hair on the back of his head, and found it inconceivable.Shen Yuanshu turned his back to him, no matter his posture or language, he was arrogant. His behavior was forceful, but An Xuan felt a kind of inexplicable humbleness and fragility.

He could pull his hand away, of course, but he also seemed to be able to manipulate the man's desires.

An Xuan didn't know whether Shen Yuanshu did it on purpose or not—he handed the hilt of the sword to An Xuan again.

An Xuan thought she would be disgusted, but in fact he just felt strange.There is also a little strange excitement in the strangeness.He lightly kissed the back of Shen Yuanshu's neck, unsure: "Is that so?"

Shen Yuanshu snorted, as if in pain, and then laughed: "Have you never been on a plane before?"

An Xuan whispered: "No."

Shen Yuanshu coaxed: "Then... Treat it as your own... Try it?"

Some things don't really need to be taught.Finally, when Shen Yuanshu called out, An Xuan found herself panting uncontrollably.Something that had been silent for a long time was awakened.Shen Yuanshu calmed down for a moment, turned around, put him in his arms, bowed his head and kissed him.

An Xuan only felt that her feet were a little weak, and the air conditioner was too cold.In the end, he broke free from Shen Yuanshu's embrace with a whole body of flour, and ran to the bathroom to wash his hands.After leaving that person's side, the air seemed to suddenly cool down.The charm and excitement disappeared, and what remained in his hands was only the stickiness that could not be shaken off.

An Xuan retched a few times reflexively, and then began to wash her hands.After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yuanshu came over and turned off the faucet.He pulled the towel to help An Xuan wipe her hands, with no emotion on his face.

An Xuan was silent for a while, but still tried to explain: "It's my own fault..."

Shen Yuanshu shook his head: "It's okay."

An Xuan pulled her hand away, feeling sad: "Actually, I know..."

Shen Yuanshu interrupted him: "As I said, few people in this world are normal." He seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say: "Really, don't pay too much attention to this."

"But you care." An Xuan said directly: "You...you really want this. From the very beginning..." He looked directly at Shen Yuanshu: "And if you want to get these, it's actually very easy. You treat me very well Okay, but I still can't figure it out, why? I can't give you what you value most. "

Shen Yuanshu frowned: "Easy? You think it's easy for me to find someone to sleep with? What do you think of me?" He stared at An Xuan for a while, then suddenly turned and left.

There was ping-pong in the kitchen, An Xuan slowly sat on the sofa in the living room, and sighed softly.The burnt smell wafted over, An Xuan got up worriedly, and saw Shen Yuanshu pouring a pot of black things into the trash can at the kitchen door.

He said anxiously: "I will help you..."

Unexpectedly, Shen Yuanshu turned around and closed the kitchen door roughly in front of him.

It was only then that An Xuan remembered that Shen Yuanshu's temper had always been quite violent.He opened the window of the living room, trying to let out the smell, but unexpectedly a strong wind blew, and the door of a certain room creaked open.The things in the room were picked up by the wind and fell all over the floor.

An Xuan hurriedly closed the window of the living room, and ran over to tidy up.It was the curtain that swept the bottles and jars on the dressing table to the floor.An Xuan picked up those things one by one, and found that more than half of them were all kinds of cosmetics.Because of the career of an artist, it is common for boys to wear makeup.But five or six lipsticks with bright colors still seem a bit inconsistent.An Xuan unscrewed one of them and found that more than half of it had been used up.He had no intention of prying into Shen Yuanshu's privacy, he just put those things back on the dressing table neatly.

However, when he was packing other things on the ground, he was surprised to find that several of the clothes he picked up were all gorgeous skirts.

The skirt size is very large.The average girl can't wear such a large size.

He froze for a moment, then picked up the skirts and wanted to hang them back in the closet.Unexpectedly, when the closet was opened, half of the closet was filled with that kind of skirt.

A cold voice sounded behind him: "What are you doing?"

An Xuan turned her head and saw Shen Yuanshu's livid face.

The man strode in, snatched the skirt from An Xuan's hand, and shoved it back into the closet roughly.

An Xuan apologized: "I'm sorry...the wind blew things away, I just wanted to come in and help clean up."

Shen Yuanshu closed the cabinet door without looking back: "I burned my dinner. Go out and eat something else." This is driving someone away.

An Xuan didn't move: "I'm sorry."

Shen Yuanshu said impatiently: "You know how to say sorry every day. What's the use of apologizing? You don't owe me anything, it seems that it's all my fault..." He took a few deep breaths: "Forget it."

An Xuan looked at his back, and finally understood the source of the sense of contradiction that occasionally appeared on Shen Yuanshu's body.

Everyone has their own secrets that they don't want to reveal.Some cover it with silence, some with lies, some with masks.An Xuan thought, in fact, they are very sensitive to each other, but sometimes, they can't fully understand and communicate with each other just by feeling.

He stepped forward and whispered, "Can you show me?"

Shen Yuanshu pressed the door of the cabinet, and said in a cold voice, "A few clothes, what's so good about them?"

An Xuan thought for a while: "You know my secret, and I always want to know one of your secrets, so that's fair, right?"

Shen Yuanshu didn't speak.An Xuan walked to the dressing table, picked up a dark red lipstick, and applied it in front of the mirror.He thought of how Bai Qiuyun used to put on makeup, her mouth was slightly opened, and she applied it lightly and meticulously.Finally, facing the mirror, he took a sip slowly, and then showed a smile.

He saw Shen Yuanshu's shocked face in the mirror.

An Xuan turned around, leaned on the dressing table, and tilted her head slightly: "I think this color is very pretty. What do you think?"

Shen Yuanshu approached him hesitantly: "Don't you think..."

Without hesitation or shyness, An Xuan seemed to know what to do by nature.He raised his hand and stretched out his index finger, hooked the man's collar, pulled him closer, and then kissed his lips under Shen Yuanshu's unbelievable eyes.