Bright

Shen Yuanshu patted him like a child, and let An Xuan grab his clothes.No one spoke.In the darkness, only An Xuan sobbed softly and suppressed.

I don't know how long it took, Shen Yuanshu coaxed in a low voice: "It's cold on the ground, can you go to bed?" He couldn't help but hug An Xuan.

Although Shen Yuanshu was exceptionally tall, An Xuan was not short either.Probably due to being in the same posture for a long time, both of them were a little stiff when they got up.Shen Yuanshu didn't step on his feet firmly, he almost rolled onto the bed while holding An Xuan.

This time she was upside down, and An Xuan fell on Shen Yuanshu's body.His face fell on the side of Shen Yuanshu's neck, tears and breath also fell on it.The person below took a deep breath and muttered, "It's going to die..."

An Xuan finally recovered and tried to get up.But this time, Shen Yuanshu did not let go.

There was nothing under the bathrobe.His naked and trembling body was surrounded by Shen Yuanshu, and when his skin touched the fabric of Shen Yuanshu's clothes, tiny chicken skins popped up.

Something that couldn't be ignored pressed against his lower abdomen.

An Xuan panicked almost instantly.The flashback memory made him want to cry out, but his voice seemed to be hoarse.He struggled silently, tears streaming down his face.

At this moment, the world was spinning, and Shen Yuanshu pressed him on the bed.An Xuan desperately tried to push him away, but Shen Yuanshu lowered his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

The strength to push back suddenly diminished.An Xuan stared blankly at the darkness, and said hoarsely, "What are you doing?"

Shen Yuanshu hugged him, gently stroked his back, and said helplessly: "What can I do. Although I am not a good person, I am not as beastly as you think." He whispered: "Do you still have to tell me? Don't you all know it? Besides, who stretched out his arms to hold me just now and wouldn't let me go..."

An Xuan turned her head and closed her eyes.The pain was gone, shame and fear now tore at him.He didn't know what Shen Yuanshu was going to do, he only knew that he had no strength at all.

Will you do it all over again?he thought almost indifferently.So it was entirely my fault.It used to be too.Why can others break free and escape, but he can't?Why can other people be indifferent, but he can't?

It's all my own fault.

It's all wrong anyway.I've made a mistake once, so it's okay to make a mistake again.

Thinking of this, he stretched out his hand again and hugged Shen Yuanshu.

It's so warm.An Xuan in the void looked indifferently at An Xuan who was trembling under Shen Yuanshu.At least this time it will be warm.

Shen Yuanshu was obviously confused.He let An Xuan hold her, hesitantly said: "What are you thinking?"

An Xuan hugged him tighter, without saying a word.He could clearly hear the man on his body start to swallow.The sound made him tremble.The knife always fell, but why didn't the knife fall... He grabbed Shen Yuanshu's clothes tightly and screamed from the bottom of his heart.

Shen Yuanshu finally bent down to him again, with an unbearable voice: "What kind of test is this?" He rubbed the side of An Xuan's neck, and sighed, "What do you want? Hmm?"

An Xuan didn't speak.He didn't need to speak, Shen Yuanshu's hand was already on his waist.The man bowed his head and kissed his forehead, eyes, and finally kissed the tears in the corners of his eyes.

not like this.An Xuan thought.No need for this.It's okay to hurt, it always hurts anyway.

Shen Yuanshu's voice was hoarse: "Are you sure you really want it?"

An Xuan still didn't speak, more tears welled up.

Shen Yuanshu raised his hand to wipe away the line of tears, suddenly vented and rubbed against his neck a few times, then suddenly got up from An Xuan, rolled over and got out of bed.

The light in the room was on, and An Xuan saw him gulping water at the table in the glaring light.After filling a glass of water, Shen Yuanshu went straight into the bathroom without looking back.

The sound of water rang for a long time.In the end, the man returned to the bed with a cold body, and stared down at An Xuan.

An Xuan raised her hand to cover her face.

He heard Shen Yuanshu sigh, and after a while, the quilt fell on him.

Shen Yuanshu helped him pull up the quilt: "If you don't want to go to the hospital, just sleep well."

An Xuan lowered her arms and turned over.He didn't know how to face Shen Yuanshu.

Shen Yuanshu's voice was hesitant: "Can you really do it by yourself?"

An Xuan hummed.

Shen Yuanshu got up: "Then I'm leaving, I need to call."

The door knocked lightly, and Shen Yuanshu left.

An Xuan opened her eyes and looked out of the dark window.There was still a bit of warmth left in his body, but that warmth was rapidly disappearing.He was ashamed and embarrassed of himself.But it doesn't matter anymore, if you leave tomorrow, everything will be over.

At the last moment before he sank into the darkness, he suddenly remembered - he didn't vomit this time.Maybe it's because I vomited cleanly before.

In the end, he heard a soft knock on the door, and then he didn't know anything.

A night without dreams.

In the early morning, An Xuan was awakened by the sound of breathing in the room.The light was still on, and Shen Yuanshu was fast asleep on the armchair opposite the bed.

An Xuan rubbed her eyes and looked at him in disbelief.Scenes from the previous night ran through my mind like a movie.An Xuan sat there for a while, then slowly woke up.

He got up and got dressed, sat down opposite Shen Yuanshu, and stared at the man.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yuanshu seemed to wake up suddenly.The four eyes met, and the man was in a daze for a moment.An Xuan watched him hurriedly touch his phone to check the time, and then heaved a sigh of relief.

"Didn't you have no show today?"

Shen Yuanshu put down his phone and stretched his waist: "Yes, I forgot..." Seeing An Xuan's expression, his eyes gradually cleared up, and he said calmly: "I was leaving. Thinking about it, I really don't trust you, so I told the front desk I asked for a spare card." He was silent for a while: "Sorry, I also know that this is not good..."

An Xuan shook her head: "Thank you."

"Feeling better?"

"It's much better. It's all right now." An Xuan explained flatly: "Maybe I drank too much. During this time...Eating is not in season."

Shen Yuanshu didn't expose him: "Are you leaving today?"

An Xuan got up and put some unfinished things into the box: "Yes. Take the bus at 05:30."

"Then I'll take it to you."

An Xuan didn't speak.He really didn't know what to say.

Shen Yuanshu smiled self-consciously: "It's okay, I just have time. See you in the hotel lobby after you pack up."

Shen Yuanshu left.An Xuan stopped what she was doing and sat down slowly.

This is simply ridiculous.He looks at the floor.It shouldn't be like this.He shouldn't have gone to that meal yesterday.Even less should he indulge himself in reaching out to Shen Yuanshu.Apart from owed favors and exposed weakness, there is no way to solve any problems by asking for help.No one can pull him up from the abyss, they will only be dragged into the abyss by him.

But that's all.He hoped that Zheng Dajiang would die.It doesn't matter if you can't die for a while, anyway, you probably won't see him again in the future.Normally, there will be no intersection between old artists and young actors who specialize in rolling in bad movies.

As for Shen Yuanshu, after leaving this crew, he and Shen Yuanshu didn't know each other.Colleagues for half a year, that's all.He knew what Shen Yuanshu was thinking.They're both grown-ups, and each other's clear-headed.If there is no result, Shen Yuanshu will give up soon.Such a person would not lack sex, not even love.

Shen Yuanshu is a good person.This thought made An Xuan feel guilty, but also a little warm.He thought, a good man deserves an equally good partner.

I stayed in the crew for nearly half a year, but after packing up, there are actually not many things.The room quickly returned to how it was when we first arrived.An Xuan stood at the door for a while, then gently closed the door.

It was still early, there was no one in the lobby, Shen Yuanshu was standing behind the tree at the door smoking a cigarette.Seeing An Xuan, he threw the cigarette on the ground and stomped it out.Then, somehow, he hesitated, picked up the cigarette butt, and threw it in the trash.

An Xuan dragged her luggage and walked towards him.

Dongxi in the dawn is not as quiet as other places.Stores that open early start getting busy early.On the street, you can occasionally see actors walking to the hotel for the next night show.

An Xuan thought about the meal money, and asked Shen Yuanshu to transfer the money to him.Shen Yuanshu waved his hand indifferently: "You can invite me next time."

An Xuan whispered: "It's not very good."

Shen Yuanshu's eyes bent: "Based on this, you owe me two meals, which should be charged to the account first."

An Xuan stopped and looked back at him: "I...I am very grateful to you. You are a good person. But I may...can't give you what you want. "

Shen Yuanshu fell silent.After a while, he shrugged: "What is this, good guy card?"

An Xuan had nothing to say.

Shen Yuanshu took off his mask and squinted at him: "I'm really shocked."

An Xuan tried to say something, but Shen Yuanshu quickly interrupted him: "However, that's my business." He stretched out his hand to An Xuan: "Still a friend?"

An Xuan looked at his hand, and finally shook it: "Yes."

The car is coming.Shen Yuanshu took the initiative to help An Xuan carry the luggage up, then waved his hand and jumped out of the car.He didn't watch An Xuan leave at the station, but walked back after getting off the bus.

An Xuan turned her head and watched the figure gradually shrinking.Unexpectedly, while walking, Shen Yuanshu suddenly turned around and stopped.

The bus turned a corner, and the little shadow disappeared.

An Xuan looked at the tree shadows flying outside the window, and felt a little bit reluctant for the first time.In the future... probably won't be seen again.

The way back went well.Su Jingyao helped him buy a plane ticket from Yuhang to Yanjing, and it was rare that the flight was not delayed.Because the spring tea was on the market, he also bought a catty of new tea leaves on the way - he really didn't know what else to bring.

As the plane passed through the clouds, his heart slowly relaxed.It'll be fine, it's all over.He thought he could go home soon.I can catch up with Qingming Festival and go to visit the graves of my parents and Bai Qiuyun.It's okay to go a few days early so you don't run into relatives.But relatives may not necessarily go.After all, people are already dead, and the dead can't suck blood for them.

If you think about it carefully, you still need a dead word to settle everything.

The flight arrived on time, An Xuan was at the airport exit, and saw Xia Mengyang who was stretching his neck and looking around.

He waved his hand, and Xia Mengyang ran over like a gust of wind, and took his luggage.

After a year, Xia Mengyang seemed to gain weight again.But the way he looked at An Xuan was no longer as carefree as before, but with a little obvious inquiry: "How is the crew?"

An Xuan thought for a while: "It's okay. The filming is finally over."

Xia Mengyang drove the car, and suddenly said: "Sister Zhao said, you may have to run the team all the time. Nanyuan is too far away, it's inconvenient. I think you'd better move to the east of the city."

An Xuan glanced at him: "What exactly do you want to say?"

Xia Mengyang coughed: "Actually...it's been more than a year since my house was renovated, and I just moved in recently...the purchase is a bit big. You can move here and live with me, it's convenient for you to work."

An Xuan turned to look at him: "What did Yaoyao tell you?"

Xia Mengyang was discouraged and said: "You know, your mind reading skills are really scary sometimes." He said seriously: "But even if she doesn't say it, I still plan to do so. I live alone, and there is no living thing in my house." Not at all, I'm about to suffer from depression... You can think of it as our university dormitory. And the house is big." He cheered up: "Come here, we can play games together at night or something."

"The rent..."

"What kind of rent? If you want to settle the bill clearly, you can get half of the utility bill." Xia Mengyang glared at him: "Is there anything to consider about this matter... just nod... After a while Yao Yao Yao may also move here, her house is about to expire. This way it will be convenient for us to work and everything. Sister Zhao said that she will hold a welcome party for you and meet everyone... Don't worry, everyone in our company is happy. Very good. I just signed a little girl recently, wow she is super beautiful...you must go and see...every time I see her, my heart is pounding..."

An Xuan sighed, and said in a low voice, "Then... thank you."

Xia Mengyang patted his thigh: "Then it's settled, you can go back to my place tonight." As he spoke, he stepped on the gas pedal, and the car drove at lightning speed along the highway towards the city.