[Onmyoji] There are fox sui sui

The demon fox was stunned for a moment, and the crazily growing evil thoughts in his heart caused him to strangle A'Xie's neck by accident, wrapping his hands around her vitals, and the pleasure like a dominator gave birth to dark thoughts that spread like weeds.

Add some strength!

kill her!

It's such a breeze.Yes, why is it that only his emotions are controlled by Ah Xuan, like a beggar begging for the mercy of the gods.

He should be the absolute leader, as always.

Crying, scolding, struggling!

Don't give him no response.

That's right, why didn't Ah Xuan resist?

Why haven't you struggled until now?

The fox suddenly woke up.

He looked intently at A-Xie, and found that her face was flushed, but her hands, which were not restrained by her momentary loss of control, were hanging down by her side.

Once the neck is under control, the survival instinct will make people involuntarily want to break the threat on the neck with their hands in order to have a chance of survival.

The demon fox wanted her to struggle, to make her angry, and to lose all manners.In fact, he couldn't bear to kill her at all, as long as he thought that she would be as cold as himself, Yaohu would feel palpitations.

But if the killing intent makes her no longer what she was before, that's okay.

Yaohu knows very well that even negative emotions such as hatred and anger are far better than no fluctuations.Even if she mentions him in the future, only the fear brought about by the suffocating experience remains.

At least not calmly.

Yaohu remembered that when they met for the second time, he also put his arms around A'Xie's neck, aimlessly thinking whether to strangle her with more force, but at that time he just regarded her as dust.

But what he didn't expect was that Ah Xuan pretended to give up resistance, causing him to be accidentally stabbed on the side of the neck, and while avoiding the fatal injury, he also broke Ah Xuan's wrist.

As a result, a blood contract was formed, which became the beginning of all fate.

Ah Xuan wanted to live so much, why didn't she resist?

But this time, she didn't.

The demon fox miscalculated again.

On her, he failed miserably.

Yaohu found that Ah Xuan was looking at him, and had no time to think about the meaning of his eyes, so he subconsciously relaxed.

As soon as the restraint on her neck was loosened, Ah Xuan's body fell limply, supporting the ground with one hand, and protecting her neck with the other.A big mouthful of air was poured into the lungs, the body was still in the stress response, the heart was beating like a drum, and there was only time to order to replenish the oxygen that had just been extremely scarce.

Yaohu saw the unstoppable fingerprints of Ah Xuan's hand at a glance. The bright red fingerprints were branded on her fair neck, giving off a cruel beauty.He didn't do it on purpose, even though he didn't intend to kill her, but in that moment of absence, he did.

The increased strength of the hand brings not only a simple sense of suffocation, but also the fear of dying.As long as there is a little more effort, the thoughts that were clamoring in my mind just now will become reality.

"Ahem..." Ah Xie calmed down a bit, trying to speak with a somewhat hoarse voice.

Yaohu curled her fingers slightly, didn't say anything, and didn't make any movements.All the tricks and traps suddenly became useless, and he would just stand here in a daze, neither running away nor approaching, just waiting for the final verdict.

He almost killed her just now.When this cognition appeared, Yaohu suddenly didn't have any mood swings.

It sucks, he ruined everything and there will be no turning back.

"I..." Ah Xuan slowly tried to speak, "When I came out of the enchantment of the Bana flower, I didn't immediately appear in hell."

Why bring this up all of a sudden?

The demon fox was a little dazed.

"I was drawn into another person's vision by something. I met a boy in it. He was a gentle child who was hurt and would rather disappear. I told him to live no matter what. , because only by going forward can we meet hope.”

"Am I being hypocritical? The person you can meet in the enchantment of the Bana flower is only a soul, and he has no future. But I still told him that." Ah Xuan raised her head, "But I thought about it later. It’s been a long time, maybe it’s not a coincidence that I met him, maybe there’s some kind of connection between us, that’s why I met him.”

"And there is only one person who has a close connection with me."

blood pact.

The word reached the tip of his tongue, but he didn't spit it out, but Yaohu knew that this was what Ah Ling was going to say.

Ah Xuan is a soul from another world. In this world, there is no shackles from her previous life, and everyone she knows in this world is still alive. Only the blood contract that connects life can make sense. It just so happens that Yaohu stepped into the enchantment with her.

The demon fox closed his eyes and said without beginning or end: "It's you..."

Ah Xuan said, "I am the one who broke into your illusion."

In fact, it wasn't just the blood contract, the boy's appearance made Ah Xuan feel a little familiar. She knew it when she saw the fox coming out of the barrier with a worried expression.

The boy has a beautiful face, especially a pair of peach blossom eyes, which are particularly eye-catching.In fact, Yaohu and his facial features are very similar, but there are differences caused by age and demeanor, which makes it difficult to associate the frivolous playboy with the silent boy.

Yaohu didn't know how to express his current mood clearly, the most unbearable past that had been buried for hundreds of years, Ah Xuan had already known about it.Still in the illusion, face to face with the silhouette of the past.

Relying on memory, the illusion of Bianhua will weave the deepest desire of the soul, and leave the wandering souls at the gate of hell.He originally thought that he would see Ah Xuan in the illusion because of some intentions that he didn't realize, so he was in a gloomy mood for a while.

In a certain corner of his heart, he actually longed for Ah Xuan to treat his past self like that.

He actually wished so much that he could meet her and be redeemed hundreds of years in the morning before everything happened.

Even build a false illusion for this!

Therefore, when Ah Chen said that it was not a fabrication of an illusion, but real, Yaohu didn't feel cheated, but heaved a sigh of relief.

she is real.Everything that happens in the illusion is reality.

Not his wishful thinking.

Ah Xuan said: "He is a human being, and you are a fox demon, but he mentioned to me that there was a vengeful white fox at that time. It was born, right?"

The demon fox lowered its eyes and said, "It's dying, and I'm dying too. So it wants to devour me, but I didn't expect that it would be me who woke up."

One is a fox demon longing for revenge and obsessed with deep obsession, and the other is a weak and thin human being with a will to die. Fate is always so unexpected, and the weak human being is turned into a monster and survived comically.

Ah Xuan shook her head, "There are not so many coincidences. All monsters are born with obsessions that are difficult to resolve. He devoured it, which shows that his obsession is deeper and firmer than it."

The demon fox opened half-closed eyes, and said sarcastically: "The hatred of seizing a son, the hatred of killing a wife, can turn a rather spiritual beast into a spiritual monster, but it can't compare to a coward who is eager to die? "

"If he wanted to die, then there would be no you." Ah Xuan was silent for a while, looked at Yaohu, and said slowly, "And you, in fact, have always been very clear."

The white fox has a strong hatred for human beings. It is like a ghost in hell. As long as it can get what it wants, even if it gives everything, it will firmly grasp the hanging spider silk.

In order to escape the fate of dying and to survive, it will do whatever it takes.

But in the process of generation, it lost.

So it was devoured, and the demon fox was born.

If the boy really wanted to die, how could he win the white fox with a strong will to survive?

The existence of Yaohu itself means that he desires to live more than anyone else.

He said, "Sister, I'm in pain, but I can't scream, I can't struggle. I really want to pick up the stick and just give it a bang, just like when they killed it, and it's over."

He said: "But I can't, I don't want anyone to suffer as much as me. So sister, I can only die."

These were truths, truths disguised by lies that he himself did not realize.

People who have not interacted with others for a long time will naturally lose the ability to express their feelings. It is normal for them to fail to express their meaning. It is normal for them to stumble and stagger. After a long time, they may even forget how to "speak".

Speaking is to express your inner thoughts so that others can understand what you mean.

But people are creatures who are good at lying, and it is much easier to learn to lie than to speak.People who are good at talking can use lies to cover up their true feelings and not be easily seen through by others, but sometimes the lies are repeated so much that they can even deceive themselves.

Perhaps, only by lying to yourself can you fool everyone.

In fact, what he really wanted to say was, "I want to cry out the pain, I want to break free, I want someone to listen to my complaints, and I want to let those who hurt me know how much pain I have."

Also, "I want to live, save me."

He is begging for help.

Die generously.

The fox's eyes froze for a moment, the boy's lies had deceived the villagers, his parents, the demon fox, and even himself, but he couldn't fool the fox.The demon fox was born because of this, because the boy desires to live more than anyone else, longs to escape, longs to see a wider world, and longs to meet someone who will save him.

In fact, he had always been by Yaohu's side before, but since the moment Yaohu killed the first person and obediently dug out the woman's heart, he disappeared.

Since then, the demon fox has become more and more unrestrained, despising life, and living a life of drinking now and now, not getting close to anyone, and not letting anyone get close to him.Until Ah Xuan didn't dare to take a step to meet the original owner of the body, Yaohu moved a little closer to her and gave her a light push.

The boy is back.

Because he was already dead, he never spoke, just silently looked at the demon fox and the world.

Looking at this world that he once gave him a painful kiss, he once yearned for infinitely.

Why are you lying?

why don't you speak?

Yaohu saw him from behind Ah Xuan, but he was still silent, forever silent.

In fact, the demon fox knows the answer.

It must be because of the cries and prayers at that time that were not answered.

When he was overturned to the ground by the person with the deepest blood relationship, the adult kicked the boy's soft belly hard, and when his back hit the wall and couldn't escape, the snot and tears flowed cleanly, leaving only When crying out in pain, black and white eyes looked at the woman not far away with a gentle expression who talked enthusiastically with the villagers, and when she never gave a single look...

He will never ask for help again.

And after everything is over, the woman will carry him to the bed, gently wipe off the stains on his face with a coarse cloth, and say in a soft voice that once sang the songs that the noble ladies of Heian capital liked:

"I love you. I am the only one who loves you in this world. See how deeply he hurts you."

The so-called love is nothing more than a simple thing that one party gives and the other receives.

There is no need to get feedback, no need to know whether the other party is willing to accept, and no need to expect any substantive action from the giver.Even if you are entangled in love like a chain, there is no room for breathing.

Love is so empty and boring, even painful, you can only get used to it.

This is the love that the boy receives, and it is also the love that the demon fox gives.

Because it was given to them by another person who gave him life and was connected by flesh and blood, so they believed deeply and could not get rid of it.

Distorted emotions are like tarsal maggots, which have long engraved selfishness and fear deep into the blood and into the soul. Even if the flesh and blood of the whole body are cut off, and the bones are scraped to remove the poison, they cannot completely get rid of it.

Even after many, many years, the child who has forgotten that memory and is completely different from the past will still carry out all this unconsciously, which is desperate and frightening.

Just like what Yaohu did to Ah Xuan just now.

Yaohu suddenly smiled, "Since you already know everything, what do you want to do now? See my jokes? Pity me? Or do you want me to repent for it?"

Ah Xuan took a deep breath, "I just want to tell you that I probably like you. How about you?"

Yaohu felt that he was hallucinating, and he couldn't help asking: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Ah Xuan said, "Do you still want to hear me say it again?"

"No..." Yaohu was incredulous, "How dare you...? I don't have anything..."

"Why not?"

Yaohu really didn't know how to answer her well.

He almost killed her just now, and he has done a lot of evil, treating human life like nothing, except for his face, he can see that the inside is rotten.

Ah, he is still a monster, the sworn enemy of Onmyoji.

If Yaohu wants to come by himself, he can find a thousand different reasons to stay away from himself.

However, Ah Xuan was not frightened at all, and she didn't feel anything strange.

"Will you kill someone in front of me?" Ah Xuan asked.

The demon fox hesitated and shook his head.He knew that she didn't like to kill innocent people indiscriminately, so he would definitely not go against her wishes and do things that were hated.

"Will you hurt the person I love?" Ah Xuan continued to ask.

of course not.

Yaohu didn't move this time, and the answer was self-evident.

"You..." Yaohu suddenly remembered something, "When I grabbed you just now, why didn't you resist?"

At that time, he really wanted to kill Ah Xuan.

"You're not going to kill me, I think so."

"why?"

"intuition?"

How dare she say it.

Yaohu twitched the corners of her mouth, but didn't let herself laugh.

It is true that he would not kill her, but how did Ah Xuan know?

Looking at the girl's bright eyes, Yaohu sighed inwardly.The girl he fell in love with was a completely different existence from him.

When she was still in her mother's womb, she was expected to be born. Since she came to this world, she was surrounded by countless kindness and love.Growing up in such an enviably beautiful life, the right love is so common to her, but it is just as easy as air.

She receives love, enjoys love, perceives love, and is constantly generating love, giving love, and pursuing love.

True love can be looped, not the twisted fake that he has.

Compared with Ah Xuan, he is timid and restless, eager and afraid, so he can only waver.

But even though he knew it was wrong, he couldn't help but want to back off.

The indelible emotions that flowed in his blood, even though they were reborn, were still corroding his heart to this day, making him unable to resist running away.

The demon fox can't extricate herself while spurning herself.

However, the girl in front of me is so desirable.

She is warm and soft, she is what he loves and what his heart desires, and she is the light that he can't help but raise his eyes to look at while shivering in the darkness.

How can you be worthy of her?

At any other time, Yaohu would automatically leave the stage, but she said that she liked him, and she was waiting for his reply.

How can you give up?

The girl who is close at hand, who can be hugged as long as she stretches out her arms.

Yaohu frowned and remained silent for a long time before slowly reaching Ah Xuan's ear and uttering a few soft syllables.

Ah Xuan opened her eyes wide, as if she didn't understand what he was saying.

The demon fox took her hand, and wrote a few words with his fingers on the shallow scar.

The slightly cool fingertips landed on the warm palm, making people tremble uncontrollably, and the traces scratched on the scar seemed to cover the scar.

When Yaohu finished speaking, Ah Xie felt it.

Compared with the blood bond that strongly connects the blood of both parties, this feeling is gentler, but it also connects them more closely.

This is a contract from the depths of the soul, the soul does not disperse, the contract does not end.

Ah Xuan opened her mouth and repeated the few syllables that Yaohu said just now.

He gave it to her, and she embraced it, responded.

contract reached.

Ah Xuan looked down at the empty palm, her fingers curled up.

What she holds in her palm is the real name of Demon Fox.

Abandoning all pretense and lies, he gave her the most precious thing he had.

"You can't regret it anymore." Yaohu put his forehead against hers and smiled softly.

What a fool, he is the one who can't regret having handed over his real name.

They were too close, Ah Xuan could only look at those golden eyes like the moon, and the bright moon was full of her reflection.

Breathing slowly entangled together, Ah Xuan leaned slightly, her lips felt warm and cool.

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