[Onmyoji] There are fox sui sui

The boy lowered his head and said softly as if talking to himself: "That's great."

If it was said that hearing him tell the bloody story about the white fox incoherently before, it made Ah Xuan a little creepy, but what he said now made Ah Xuan feel chills in his heart.

Empathy is a rule for people in a group. It allows people to taste the emotions of others, integrate into the group, and avoid becoming a loner.

In the story just now, whether it is on the side of the white fox or the side of humans, it is full of sad and bloody colors, and it is absolutely impossible to make a "really good" evaluation with a sense of joy.

But when Ah Xuan thought about his upside-down expression just now, she felt that maybe she was being overwhelmed.

Although at his age, it is not difficult to speak clearly, and his articulate speech does not seem to be mentally handicapped, but there may be something wrong in the communication process.

It is difficult for a child who is not good at expressing like this to convey what he wants to say completely and clearly, and it is easy to cause misunderstandings by others.Ambiguous answers get no points, and wrong keys don't open doors.

Ah Xuan asked him, "Why do you think it's good?"

The boy looked up, a little surprised.

No one would continue to ask him, and he seldom even started a conversation.He probably knew that what he had said before was terrible, and he thought that maybe Ah Xuan would also hate such a child.

There are so many eloquent people in the world, who would want to chat with someone who can't speak clearly?

People who don't say a word will always be ignored. If they keep their mouths shut for a long time, their mouths will be covered with moss.

He stumbled and opened his mouth, wanting to respond to other people's expectations for the first time.Although it was just an insignificant question to Ah Xuan.

"Because...because...it is very happy." There were so many things he wanted to say, but in the end, there was only such a simple sentence.

Ah Xuan was a little stunned, she didn't expect him to think so.

Although the boy still spoke vaguely, but seeing his anxious and annoyed look, and combining what she saw, she probably guessed what he wanted to say.

What he wanted to say was that when the little fox was caught, its mother tried several times and even risked its life to save it, while its father took revenge with blood for blood, so he felt that the little fox was very happy.

So he said, "That's great."

Different people can always see different things from one thing. Ah Xuan saw the cycle of hatred brought about by greed, and he saw the warmth of the mother fox and the white fox towards the little fox.

I just saw what I wanted to see.

"So you came here to bury it, right?" Ah Xuan asked.

The little fox that has lost its use value will not be treated well, most of it is thrown somewhere randomly, but now it is placed properly in front of the boy.

The boy nodded, then shook his head again.

"Because...it shouldn't die." He mustered up the courage to say the words that were buried deep in his heart.

Ah Chen didn't understand what he meant.

The little fox was innocent, and indeed did not deserve to die, but what the boy said seemed to mean more than that.

The boy quietly looked at Ah Xuan's expression. He was not good at expressing, but he was very good at observing words and expressions.

So he took a breath and clenched his hands.

"Damn...not it."

Hearing what he said, Ah Xuan asked logically, "Who is that?"

"……it's me."

what?

Ah Xuan was a little confused about his train of thought.

Whether it was the villagers who killed for their furs or the vengeful white fox, Ah Ling would not be surprised, but she never expected that he would feel that the person who should be killed was herself.

Seeing A'Xie's astonished expression, the boy let go of his clenched hand, thinking about retreating.

But soon, he forced himself to suppress the thought of retreating.He knew that it was stupid to confess his whole heart after being given a little kindness and patience, like a dog.

Even he thought he was crazy.

But he wanted to say.It's like a raging flood hitting the embankment day and night. Once there is a small hole, it will rush over and the embankment will be destroyed in an instant.

Words flowed easily from his mouth, "Because it is very happy, it is loved, cherished, and cared about, and someone wants it to live, and it has the value of living. But I don't."

"Sister, I'm in pain, but I can't scream, I can't struggle. I really want to pick up the stick and just give it a bang, like when they killed it, and it's over."

"But I can't, I don't want anyone to suffer as much as me. So sister, I can only die."

When he said this, his expression was calm and serious, and his black eyes were as calm as stagnant water, but Ah Xuan saw the turbulent waves in it.

The water surface was not so calm from the beginning, but the undercurrent surged after the white waves rolled.

It's just that huge waves can roar and sweep across the land, while undercurrents can only swallow individuals silently.

It will pull people into the bottom of the water, and the aquatic plants will entangle their hands and feet. The more they struggle, the harder it is to break free, not to mention that the entangled person does not want to struggle.So there will be no more splashes, and looking at the distant sky through the water, I can't speak a word from my throat blocked by moss.

Nothing to say.

Return to silence.

Ah Xuan suddenly felt powerless.It's like facing Asha who was abandoned by her family.

There was nothing she could do other than tell her "you're not wrong".A person who is in a group and enjoys power can never naturally empathize with people on the fringes of the group.

As the little prince said to the pilot who ignored his question, "But if the sheep eat the flowers, it will seem to him that all the stars go out at once! Doesn't it matter?"

But Ah Xuan is a special case. She was a person in the crowd in her two lives, but now she can be regarded as a marginal person between the two worlds.So she has a little bit of understanding of their mood.

All the more I don't know what to say.

Just like what Yaohu said, Ah Xie sometimes cares too much about other people's thoughts, even if she knows that Ah Xia is dead, and the boy in front of her is just an insignificant character in an illusion constructed based on someone's memory, she still treats him Treat them with the attitude of a living and sane human being.

Under such calm eyes, all hypocrisy, affectation, and gorgeous rhetoric have become scrap iron.

"Maybe it sounds boring to you, but you have to live, because only by living can you have a future and change. If you die, you really have nothing." Ah Chen tried to smile, " If you died yesterday, you wouldn't have met me, would you?"

"Sister, do you want to live?" the boy asked.

"Yes."

"What if it's hard work?"

"That's hard work."

"What if it takes a long time?"

"Then wait."

The boy stopped talking, and he looked at Ah Xuan quietly for a long time.

He suddenly smiled, "Sister, you are beautiful."

This is the same as every sentence he said before, the words are clear, the tone is serious, and they are all true from the heart.

In his opinion, Ah Xuan was the most beautiful person he had ever seen.It is more beautiful than butterflies, flowers, spring water, and the sun.

It was only then that Ah Xuan realized that when he laughed, his brows and eyes were curved, and there seemed to be stars in his eyes, and the tails of his eyes were slightly raised, like a pair of peach blossom eyes.

It felt a little familiar.

Before Ah Xuan could continue to say anything, she saw a black dot falling from the sky, and it was in front of her in an instant.

It is a vigorous and powerful "return".

At the same time that Ah Xuan saw it clearly, the words that fell like thunder fell on her body lightly like a feather.

But the boy acted as if he hadn't noticed it. Before Ah Xuan could move, a strong suction came from the word "return", pulling her out of this world in the blink of an eye.

When Ah Xuan opened her eyes, what she saw was the hazy sky, the endless sea of ​​flowers on the other side and the rushing river with countless howling and roaring evil spirits.

This is the entrance to the underworld, and everything she experienced just now happened in the empty torii gate behind her.

"You can break through the illusion of Bianhua by yourself. As a human being, you are very good."

Ah Xuan looked at the "person" who made the sound. His eyes were covered by cloth strips, he was holding a huge writing brush, and his posture was indifferent and majestic.

Presumably he was the one who pulled her out of the illusion that she had strayed into just now.

He said: "My name is Judge, and I was sent by Lord Yan Mo to pick you up."

Ah Xuan had already expected ghost messengers to come. After all, they walked in through the front door of the house without being noticed.

"This illusion is very delicate. If it keeps functioning normally, it will be difficult for me to see through it."

The other shore flower, the flower blooms but does not see the leaves, and the leaves do not bloom.Just like this hallucination at the entrance of hell, it is hard for someone not to be confused by letting the newly dead soul see the life that has passed away.

At that time, although Ah Xuan subconsciously found many things wrong, she never became suspicious until what she said unintentionally got the answer from Gu Qingzhao's mouth.

The illusion thought that Ah Xuan had already begun to doubt, so he used Gu Qingzhao's mouth to dispel Ah Xuan's suspicion, and it was this step that made Ah Xuan see through it.

Gu Qingzhao would not say such things.This is the biggest flaw in this lie constructed from the truth.

Judge: "In any case, you broke through the illusion, the process is not important."

Ah Xuan: "I really want to see Lord Yan Mo, but I still have two companions who are still in the illusion. Can I ask Lord Judge to sell you for help?"

The judge nodded and was about to raise his pen when he saw a spatial fluctuation coming from the torii gate behind Ah Xuan.

A figure appeared out of thin air, it was the demon fox.

At this time, the demon fox had changed back to human form and was dressed neatly, but Ah Xuan found that his expression was more condensed than ever, and he was very unhappy.

The illusion will generate beautiful dreams based on memory and desires. I don't know what happened to the demon fox, and his face smells like this.

He took back the greeting he planned to say, and pretended to be nonchalant.Although Ah Xie was a little curious, it wasn't enough to poke someone's head without winking.

On the other hand, when Yaohu saw Ah Xie, he gave her a strange look in his eyes, then looked away without saying a word.

The judge looked at the atmosphere between the two who should be companions, and realized that he was a little confused about the current humans and monsters.

The author has something to say: gratifying, congratulations, it’s been so long since the chapter on Huangquan started, it’s really important to Huangquan WW

Immediately this chapter will end, enter the final chapter~

At present, it is estimated that there are still about 30 chapters to be completed (maybe more), try to finish writing before the New Year~

Because this article was published last year, the outline has already been set, and this year’s plots such as Onikirimoto Raimitsu are completely unexpected (it’s really too slow to write,) although I have tried Add it in, but they won't have any sense of existence ORZ

The final boss of this article is still Kuro Seimei WW, Kagura, Hakuzo, Young Seimei, Enma and other settings are all private settings, which are very different from the official ones, including the settings of the final chapter are completely different from the game Different, please pat~