[Onmyoji] There are fox sui sui

Seeing that Abe Seimei suddenly sat back in the car and remained silent, the little fox remembered the relationship between the mother and child and shut up.

The relationship between Abe Seimei and Ge Ye is complicated but not complicated, and simple is not simple.

Even Seimei Abe himself couldn't tell why.

How to evaluate the relationship between them?

close?

Ge Ye conceived and gave birth to him in Shiyue, and she was extremely gentle and considerate to him. It can be said that she has done everything a mother can do.

But she was the one who left him and his father alone.

Sparse?

A woman who abandoned her youngest child so coldly, no matter how much he cried, never looked back, she should indeed be resented by her child.

But she was also the one who held him in her arms every night and hummed an unknown lullaby to lull him to sleep.

Abe Seimei has a very good memory. He remembers every detail of childhood that many children can't remember.

For example, how Ge Ye left.

He still remembered that someone started the rumor that his mother was a fox demon.

In fact, at the beginning, everyone was just puzzled by this beauty who looked like a petty official with an official position but a low status. After a long time, they found that Ge Ye was gentle and generous, and handled things appropriately. He would try his best to help anyone in trouble. Yes wonderful woman.

No one would dislike a beautiful woman for no reason, and it would be even more difficult to feel disgusted if she behaved well.

Slowly, everyone forgot their suspicions about Ge Ye and accepted her sincerely. Everyone praised Abe Masaki for being so lucky to have such a virtuous wife.

It was Abe Seimei's birth that ignited everyone's suspicion.

At first, someone secretly came up with an idea, and then the voice of doubt was like sparks entering the forest, and there was a prairie fire in an instant.

It is difficult to gain the trust of others, but it is very easy to destroy it.

"The origin is unknown, maybe..."

"He is so beautiful, how could he fall in love with the boy from the Abe family?"

"It's not too early to be profitable."

"Look at the child she gave birth to, with white hair and blue eyes, how could this be human?!"

When Abe Seimei was able to remember things gradually, his ears were full of whispers like this.

He was thrown stones by other children, leaving an inconspicuous scar on his forehead; no one wanted to be his playmate, and the other children were told by their parents to stay away from the fox demon.

But Seimei Abe doesn't feel alone.

He also has a mother.

His mother would make delicious sweets for him, cut clothes for him, blow the pain away from his injured forehead, read poems for him, and weave grasshoppers for him...

He didn't understand why those people called his mother a "fox demon", when she was clearly the best mother in the world.

They must be slander.

However, they didn't treat him well anyway, and he didn't want them either. His mother was his mother, and he only wanted his mother.

The little child is stingy and remembers his grudge.

There is also something that Abe Seimei doesn't understand.

When his mother took him by the hand to go to the market, the surrounding adults all showed fear and disgust in their eyes. Even the usually vicious butcher could hardly hold a knife, which made Abe Seimei secretly laugh.

But even though the people around him obviously avoided Ge Ye, Ge Ye still smiled indifferently, and slowly led Abe Seimei away, ignoring the obvious malice.

People around insulted her, slandered her, belittled her, and hated her, but she walked through the crowd without changing her face.

Even holding Abe Seimei's hand was extremely steady.

The child looked up at his mother, and got a soft smile. Only at this time, Abe Seimei could vaguely feel that his mother was different from them, but he couldn't tell what the difference was.

This kind of life continues until a certain day.

That day Ge Ye coaxed Abe Qingming to sleep as usual, but Qingming couldn't fall asleep, but closed her eyes and pretended to sleep because she wanted her mother to rest early.

After the young boy's breathing gradually stabilized and Ge Ye straightened the quilt for him, he got up to leave.

For some reason, Qingming felt flustered for no reason this time.

It was as if, after mother left, she would never come back again.

He didn't believe this premonition from the bottom of his heart, but it was really difficult to fall asleep, so he got up and wanted to find his mother, proving that the fluster came for no reason.

But what he found was Ge Ye who put down the young woman's bun and was wearing the clothes she wore when she came here for the first time, standing at the door like an unmarried girl.

"Mother……?"

The clear and crisp voice of the child made Ge Ye turn around, but he didn't come over to hug him like usual and ask him "Why don't you sleep" in a helpless tone.

She just looked at her child quietly, without saying a word.

The cold moon is like frost, making the woman under the moon look less real.

Seeing Ge Ye's appearance, Abe Seimei's heart became even more flustered.

Anxiety is like a tide, hitting the child's fragile psychological defense wave after wave, and there is a small voice in the bottom of my heart talking about the guess that Abe Seimei doesn't want to think about——

Mother didn't want him to wake up now.

But why?

How much he wanted to ask his mother aloud, he knew that as long as he asked, Ge Ye would definitely answer him.

Just like the countless unconstrained questions he asked Ge Ye in the past, the mother can always answer them in detail for the child.

But he dared not.

He vaguely felt that if he opened his mouth to ask, those things he didn't understand in the past would become clear, but the fog covering the truth lifted, what would be left?

He doesn't want to change his life now.

Just like usual, mother is by his side, isn't it good?

He tried hard to see Ge Ye's expression clearly at this moment, in the watery moonlight, the shadow of the bamboo and cypress in the yard fell on Ge Ye's body, making her look dim.

Why don't you move?Why don't you talk?Why is nothing happening?

The uneasiness in his heart was finally suppressed by his natural dependence, and Abe Seimei urgently needed to throw himself into his mother's arms, smashing the phantom in front of him with real touch, proving that all his ideas were nothing but nothingness.

Before Abe Seimei moved, Ge Ye finally had a reaction. As usual, she walked towards Abe Seimei slowly, and finally stood in front of him one step away, but only stopped at that step distance. Inch.

Such a short distance is enough for Abe Seimei to see Ge Ye's expression clearly, it is as indifferent as when she walked through the abuse of everyone.

Abe Seimei has never felt that the distance between him and his mother is so far, one step away, but it seems to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.

"Mother……"

The childish voice is mixed with obvious tremors, which is the call of the baby bird to the parent bird.

Abe Seimei stretched out his hand, trying to grab Ge Ye's clothes, but Ge Ye just sighed softly: "Seimei, you shouldn't have gotten up."

The child's outstretched hand froze in mid-air.

Ge Ye's voice is not as clear and soft as the bubbling mountain spring that the general public likes, but with a little hoarseness, like a feather sweeping from the tip of the heart, which is what Abe Seimei thinks is the best the sound of.

And now, his favorite voice was speaking words he didn't want to hear.

"Qingming, what they said is not wrong."

"I'm a fox demon."

"I came here because of fate, but now the fate of that day is over, and I have to leave."

"I'm going back to the world of demons."

Ge Ye's speech was not fast, but he enunciated clearly, and Abe Seimei could hear every word clearly.

But the child's mind was in chaos. He clearly knew every word, so why couldn't he understand it when they were combined together?

What is mother saying?

By the way, it's a demon.

Abe Seimei knows what a demon is.

When Ge Ye was busy with affairs and didn't have time to accompany him, Abe Seimei would always be sane and not disturb his mother, just huddled in a corner, listening to the storyteller on the other side of the wall surrounded by children telling stories from afar.

In all the stories, the one with the most appearance and the most hideous appearance is the demon.

Monsters are evil, cruel, and cold-blooded. They burn, kill, loot, and massacre cities. Wherever monsters pass, blood flows like rivers, and they do this neither for gold, silver, jewels, nor power and beauty.

Just because happy.

How can there be beings who take pleasure in hurting others?

The young child couldn't imagine what a ferocious monster it was. In his world, the yellow dog next door that yelled when he saw him was scary enough. He just bit his finger and decided to hate monsters from then on.

But now, his favorite mother told him that she was the monster he hated the most.

This is really the biggest joke in the world, how is it possible?

Abe Seimei's thoughts were like a mess, but subconsciously, he repeatedly said firmly: "A mother is a mother..."

Hearing Abe Seimei's words, the expressionless Ge Ye suddenly smiled: "Really? Even if I'm a monster?"

Abe Seimei wanted to be sure, but when he looked up, he saw Ge Ye's eyes.

In Abe Seimei's memory, his mother's eyes were extremely beautiful, like the empty lake surface after the rain, especially with wisps of mist.

But the eyes that came into view now are as blue as a vast expanse of clear sky, with brilliance flowing like glass, and the pupils of the eyes have become erect shapes, with the sharpness of blades.

These are not mother's eyes.

This thought first appeared in Abe Seimei's mind. He only felt as if he was being scrutinized by a beast. Strong anxiety prevailed in the chaos. His body acted before his brain, and he took half a step back.

As soon as the distance was widened, he regained some sanity and realized what he had just done.

Why would you withdraw?That is obviously the mother.

There is another voice screaming in my heart——

that is not.

He raised his head anxiously, the fear and uneasiness in his eyes almost overflowed, Ge Ye still smiled as if he didn't notice it.

"Look, this is your choice."

Abe Seimei heard what Ge Ye said.

Abe Seimei wanted to refute, but he didn't know how to refute, but he realized more and more clearly that he was about to lose his mother.

Realizing this, the pleading look in his eyes became stronger, and tears rolled in his eyes.

Ge Ye suddenly bent down, leaned into Abe Seimei's ear, and said as if whispering, "If one day you regret it, you can write to Tai Senlin to find me."

This is also the last sentence Ge Ye said to that young Abe Seimei.

As soon as he finished speaking, Ge Ye turned and left mercilessly. Abe Seimei grabbed the hand hanging in the air, but his hand was empty, and he still failed to grab the corner of the clothes in the end.

He wanted to rush up, but found that his body could not move. The fox demon's eyes had magical powers, and he had cast a spell before he knew it.

Abe Seimei had been holding back tears welling up in his eyes, and the steps forward of the fox demon crushed the child's sobs, until the gentle closing sound of the door cut off everything.