Follow along all the way, don't ask the ending

Look at your happiest reflection from your eyes

The tacit understanding in the palm of your hand is the guide for tomorrow

no matter what century

Embrace in heaven or wander in the wild

i love you i dare to go unknown to any fate

I love you and I'd give you the power to dictate the world's borders

Sometimes I really don't understand you, who really understands me

Often the closeness of two people is proved by hurting

——SHE "I Love You"

【evenly matched】

I told him that this Hercules was an immature drug from the very beginning, so my process of developing an antidote for relieving stiffness would be very long and fraught with uncertainty.I can't guarantee that I can relieve his stiffness, and I can't guarantee that he will cause other accidents.

He answered me firmly and quickly: "Heal me."

"You are the first experimental subject, and there will be all kinds of accidents in the process of my treatment. Aren't you afraid?"

He looked at me with cold eyes: "Cure me and let me continue to be a killer, or just kill me now."

"Even if you die accidentally, do you want to try?"

"Aren't you also trying? Knowing that once the disease is cured, you will be killed by me..." He lowered his head and took out a cigarette, which he held in his hand but did not light it. "But you still found it after traveling thousands of miles away. Me, do you think I will lose to you?"

I think the trust between us is being rebuilt bit by bit.

I started to treat him, adjusted countless medicines, and tried countless times for him. A miracle happened. His condition was getting better. After he became more comfortable, his attitude towards the attending doctor became more and more fierce. .

This man should always be that lonely and arrogant, he would rather die than linger on in humiliation.

Although he threatened me that he would kill me once he was cured.

I was not at all afraid to refute him:

"Killing traitors is a trivial matter, and it's not good to shake the morale of the army. Gin, in this regard, you understand the stakes better than I do. Are you afraid that there will be a few more Irish in the organization who are disappointed with the organization? What if they see the organization So cold-blooded, do they still dare to continue to work for the organization?"

Our bond is like a zipper, which cannot be torn apart.

【read】

A certain man surnamed Kurosawa recently developed a fever due to the influence of drugs, but fortunately he was fine.But I dare not let him run out, in case it causes other bad symptoms, it will be difficult to deal with.But I had to take it upon myself to take care of him (under the threat of Bo, Le, Ta) and keep him entertained.A certain man surnamed Kurosawa took my mobile phone and my research report in retaliation, and forbade me to do other things around him.

"Gin, I'm bored like this, at least let me find some books?"

Master Gin gave me a blank look and approved.

I trotted all the way to the house next door, the house on the east side, the first floor is the library, the last member of the organization who used this manor must love reading.I took a copy of The Little Prince and a copy of Love in the Time of Cholera.

Looking at it, I fell asleep beside his bed.

It's really tiring to study medicine these days.

When I woke up, I found myself lying on my book and taking a nap.When I woke up and saw him, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth. I only saw this smile very early, when he was still taking care of me in the United States. His relaxed smile is really poisonous.Inexplicable laugh?Definitely burned out the brain.I said, "Hey, what are you laughing at?"

"No."

I closed the book and prepared to prepare dessert for afternoon tea.

But when I took the snacks and went back to the room, why did this man look very unhappy again, and threw the book on the floor.

What a moody, unpredictable man.

【About White Day】

I'm looking forward to what kind of White Day gift he'll give me in return.Although the chocolate I gave him was a random one I bought, it at least killed the idea that this man was intent on bombing the football field.

Roses?Or cookies?still……

Well, when the day passed without any surprises, I knew that I had overestimated this man's emotional intelligence and flair.

I forgot, this person is Gin.

I was a little annoyed, so I ran to the bar on the first floor and ordered several spirited cocktails.

Includes Long Island Iced Tea with Fortified Alcohol.

I only took a few sips very modestly.But when I saw the look in his eyes when he came to me, I realized I had pissed him off.

But he didn't stop me.Why in this world are there guardians who just watch their wives...ah no...the guardians drink and don't care about them?

Half asleep and half drunk, he carried me back to the room.All I had left was the sensation of him holding me in his arms, my head resting on his shoulder, and I fell asleep.

Faintly, I heard him say a word to me, but I didn't catch it clearly, the words were very short, was it a confession?then what?

"What are you talking about?" I asked in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, I grabbed him and asked, "What did you say to me before going to bed last night?"

"You are dreaming."

Will he say some nasty love words while I'm in a daze?Then I really missed the drama of the century!

【Undercover】

I told how the Temple of Gin put undercover tactics in our organization.

Then I asked Gin to give instructions to the people in the medical department to cooperate with me. Now I need to organize blood samples from all the staff, and I want to find out who has been "cursed by Medusa".Although I am staying by his side now, I am definitely not a member of the organization anymore.In the past, everything related to drugs would not have been a matter of my words.People under the eaves had to bow their heads, obviously for the good of everyone, but it seemed like I was begging him.

Gin answered me: "Yes, but give me a copy of the list."

If I give him the list, then this list is not a drug list, but... an assassination list.

Of course I can't tell him this unknown undercover list.

He looked me in the eyes and said, "Sherry, do you think I won't be able to find out unless you give me the list?"

I covered my eyes: "The same method is no longer easy to use!"

He usually has no chance to play this kind of mind-reading technique face-to-face with his opponents at close range, and he has no chance to be watched by him from childhood to adulthood like me, and he can accurately grasp my complete set of behavior patterns. As a guinea pig for his practice.

"I can also try to judge your tone of voice. Let's try it now, starting with the instructors of our training camp——Cider? Ale? Madeira ?”

He held my chin and forced me to watch him answer.

"I...I'm going to study anti-interrogation courses..."

"Don't even think about it."

"Help me..."

Fortunately, Midori came to the rescue in time, and she passed by us with a cup of hot milk tea: "Gin, are you looking for an undercover agent or are you trying to take the opportunity to tease Sherry? Don't play, you don't have to worry about this matter, let me cooperate Sherry completes the screening of poisoned people."

Madeira said unconvincedly on the side: "So why am I even suspected? I have never had chest pain."

【Stockholm Theory】

Psychologists have put forward a hypothesis: people will unconsciously fall in love with someone who is stronger than themselves, in order to avoid fighting with him one day and hurting themselves.

So instead of torturing each other and hurting each other, let's love each other and protect each other.

"So, Gin, the two of us can't fight, I need you to protect me and the medicine, you need me to heal you, why should we hurt each other?"

He listened to me and replied, "Sherry, I've heard another theory that infants and toddlers form an attachment to the nearest strong adult in order to maximize the chances that the surrounding adults will at least allow him to survive..."

"What are you trying to prove with this Stockholm theory?"

"It proves that you have been attached to me more than ten years ago, so don't try to reverse the status of the family, the guardian will always be me." With a proud smile on the corner of his mouth, he lit his favorite cigarette, extremely arrogant .

So, I removed the painkiller from his medicine.

Seeing the arrogant and arrogant Gin in pain after taking the medicine without painkillers, I asked him triumphantly: "Gin, I was attached to your power more than ten years ago, but now you are attached to mine." Medicine, people need to see the situation clearly."

Of course, the proud Gin will never admit defeat, and every time he takes it down with his iron willpower.

I don't feel distressed at all. The pain he suffered was also experienced by Pierson and my sister.

But if he hadn't killed Amaru at that time, my real sister wouldn't have...

Once the painful side effects of the meds wore off, he would get his revenge on me right away, and he still prefers to do it right then and there—sometimes later.

But I can't understand that the technique is getting more and more unsuitable for children every time.

A few times he would endure the pain, pinch my chin and say, "Sherry, I will remember this grudge, let's just torture each other like this... I won't let you die too early!"

Torture each other?His condition is indeed recovering slowly, and I think we still have a long, long way to go.

Will torture each other forever...