[BTS] Winter is here

"SoIseetheOcean..." Last night, I chatted with Brother Yoongi until very late, Youxia frowned and turned off the alarm clock, muttering "1, 2, 3" silently before getting out of bed with difficulty.

Ye Xing next to him didn't know when he came back last night, and he was not woken up by such a loud alarm, so he slept soundly hugging the quilt.

You Xia parted her hair that fell to her face, and quietly got out of bed.

After washing, Youxia caught a glimpse of milk and bread on the table, and there was a small note next to it, which was handwritten knowingly: "My maknae and Jin Yangyang's breakfast must be eaten by my maknae! ╯^╰"

Seeing that there was only a glass of milk left, Youxia probably thought of Kelin's angry face and impatient way of picking up the milk and leaving. She lowered her head and smiled, picked up the milk and bread and went out.

Youxia has always been good at studying, and was admitted to one of the top schools in Korea. She hesitated when choosing a major, and finally gave up musicology.She likes to read, so she chose foreign literature.

At that time, she didn't understand why she subconsciously gave up studying music, and now she is still puzzled, she just feels that she has left some retreat, but she doesn't know what it is to escape.

Fortunately, this major is what she likes. Although the courses are very tiring, she can still persevere.

After finishing the morning class, she walked towards Dahei Company.Boringly swiping through ins, she saw Ke Lin posting a picture of going out to play yesterday, Ke Lin carefully uploaded the picture, pasted a circle of love on her head, and the tag was #最好的金太阳#.You Xia liked her and forwarded her content.

"I hit it." A deep voice suddenly came from behind, and Youxia was startled, turning her head in panic.

"Brother Yunqi?" Youxia finally saw who was coming, and heaved a sigh of relief, "I'm scared to death!"

Min Yoongi raised his eyebrows and said, "Obviously you don't watch the way."

You Xia glared at him: "You know I'm timid!"

She is really timid, and she likes to think wildly and scare herself.Youxia has only watched two horror movies since she was a child, but she can clearly remember that in the first horror movie, there was a man full of abscesses due to a genetic mutation. That character was once the scariest character in Youxia's childhood at night. nightmare.

"Okay, okay," Min Yoongi held her head with one hand, and supported her shoulder with the other to push her back, "Go to the studio first."

Min Yoongi's studio still hasn't changed much, the small place is filled with various equipment, but the black sofa is suddenly missing a piece, exposing the inner core inside.

You Xia touched his nose guiltily, and asked him, "Where's Tao?"

"At home." Min Yoongi slumped on the chair as soon as he entered the door, and replied without raising his head.

"Yeah, then you still let me come?"

"I'll let you say honorifics, stinky girl," Min Yoongi directly took the bag in You Xia's hand, "I haven't seen you for a long time, and I almost forgot what you look like."

"Oh... you miss me as much as you miss me, you put it so implicitly." Youxia said complacently.

Min Yoongi opened the bag, and there were a lot of large and small packages inside, "Ja Jiang Noodles?"

"Yes, the one near our school is said to be delicious."

It is rare for Youxia to go back to school, but she has a special affection for the snacks in the university city there. She took the bag and took out the things one by one, "I also cut some fruits, and there is sister Zhiyi making them here. biscuits, and the lemon tea I made..."

"Enough is enough, we are pigs, how can we eat so many things?"

"Brothers eat together, if you are in a hurry, you can make some extra time," Youxia retorted, "Brother, you only think of eating when you are hungry, and you often put some snacks in the studio so you don't get stomach problems do you know?"

"Ahhh..." Min Tang replied weakly, his skin was fair, and the dark circles under his eyes were particularly conspicuous after staying up all night. At this time, he looked very tired, and he was eating noodles with fried sauce with his head down.

"Did you stay up late again?" Youxia poured him a cup of lemon tea.

"Yeah." Min Yoongi drank it all in one gulp, then frowned, "It's sour."

Youxia rolled her eyes: "Of course lemon tea is sour, it's good for your health, drink more."

"I know, I know." Min Yoongi waved his hand casually.

You Xia blinked, and suddenly leaned over to him: "I've finished a new song, do you want to listen to it? I'll be the first one for you!"

Min Yoongi glanced at her: "Is it really okay for me to listen to it? Is it the song you wrote for the new album?" The songs in the new album should always emphasize secrecy, after all, the outflow of music sources is very important for singers hit.

"If it matters for you to listen to, then there will be no audience for this song," Youxia opened the USB flash drive with ease, "It's rare for me to be inspired to write it, come and listen to it."

"Okay." Min Yoongi nodded, propping his head with his hands.

"The rain at the curtain call?" After listening to the song, Min Yoongi muttered the title. "…I thought you'd let it go."

The big event in 2016 changed not only Kim Taehyung.

"...How could it be possible to let it go?" Youxia pursed her lips, speaking in a very soft voice, as if it would disappear into the air in the next moment, "This kind of thing always makes you realize that everything has changed when you thought you were about to forget it. ."

"Grief, it's never a period of time, it's built into your life and you can never get out of it."

"...It's good to write it out, you usually seldom vent your emotions." Min Yoongi looked deeply into Youxia's eyes and said seriously, "You are not the only one in this world, we will always be with you."

"There are some things we can't make decisions about. The power of people in this world is too small, so ah, we should learn to let go, right?"

Min Yoongi rubbed You Xia's head: "Come to my brother if you need anything, I can chat with you anytime."

You Xia felt his eyes a little sore, and blinked to hold back his emotions: "I know, so I'll let you listen to the song right away."

My brother, Yoongi who is not related by blood but who understands me best.

The two finished their meal in silence, and Min Yoongi was about to chase him away: "I still have to work. I told your brother last night that he will come over in a while."

He has always been rigorous about his work, and it seems that he intends to not give up until the end is perfect.

"Okay, okay, then you must rest later!" Youxia muttered worriedly, and as expected, he received a call from Kim Taehyung.

Youxia picked it up, with a familiar subwoofer next to his ear: "Hey Yigu, where is our little sun, you and Jimin brother are here to pick you up."

"I just came out of Brother Yoongi's studio, have you brought Tao here, I'll go back after I pick it up."

"What are you talking about, there is a super good sci-fi movie recently, I already bought the CD~"

"I'm not going, I still have work later..." Youxia tilted her head and refused.

Suddenly, someone hugged her from behind, and a familiar smell hit her face. "No."

"Brother?" Youxia turned around, and it really was Kim Taehyung.

"Brother Jimin~" You Xia smiled at Park Jimin, as a greeting.

"Why both of you like surprise attacks~"

"What?" Kim Taehyung smiled and rubbed Youxia's head, "Oh my god, why is our little sun so thin?"

"There's been a lot of travel lately." Youxia didn't care about arranging her hair, "I'll eat snacks like crazy during this time and get fat back."

"No no no," Kim Taehyung shook his head again and again, "I'm already skinny."

"No way! It's just a little bit more than skinny." Xia Bi made a little gesture, "Brother Jimin, you say yes!"

"We are beautiful no matter what~" Park Jimin smiled dotingly.

"Ah, don't get used to her, I'll take you to buy fried chicken!"

"No! I just finished eating with Brother Yoongi, let's go, let's go home with you." Xia Li immediately changed the subject, urging Kim Taehyung to leave.

In the end, I bought fried chicken and Coke. Kim Taehyung was holding a big bag of snacks, and was dragged by Park Jimin to take several selfies.

"Don't post photos of me on the Internet~" You Xia held the Coke in both hands, drinking it seriously.

"Why? Didn't you make it public?" Park Jimin said in surprise.

"Hmm...it's just that I didn't say it deliberately," Youxia tilted her head, "it doesn't fit the group's positioning publicly now."

"What doesn't fit," Kim Taehyung said angrily, "This girl just doesn't want anything to do with me!"

"It's too much Jin Heng!" You Xia retorted dissatisfiedly, "I love you more than my mother when I bring you food and drinks every day!"

"Humph!"

Seeing that Kim Taehyung turned his head away and did not continue arguing with her, Park Jimin smiled: "So when do you plan to make it public?"

"Next year? Anyway, let's wait for the combination to be more stable. If there is a rookie award, we will make it public." Youxia put his left hand on Kim Taehyung's arm and smiled flatteringly at him, "We won't be brothers and sisters just because we don't make it public."

"However, your combination has already grown a lot." Park Jimin bit the straw of Coke, "There are 6 people in the debut, I'm really envious."

This time the company's publicity was strong, and the title song was more catchy, so they performed very well and attracted a large number of fans.

"I hope it's not a flash in the pan," Youxia smiled, and turned on the projector, "Stop talking about it, let's watch a movie~"

The author has something to say: When writing this chapter, I deleted, deleted, and edited it many times, and incorporated a lot of my own ideas.Why the heroine? is identified as Taitai's younger sister, largely because I have a similar experience with Taitai, so I can fully empathize with him when he loses his voice in pain on stage.I carefully mentioned that period of the past, because it is a feeling I really want to express.I want to set up such a person, although it is sad, but it will always give Taitai (or me who was suffering in the past) sunshine and strength.