[BTS] Winter is here

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A few days ago, Jungkook went to serve in the military.

BTS has been going all the way, survived the trough period, reached the peak, and then the members served in the military and played solo one after another. The group of teenagers at the beginning have gradually grown into great adults.

You Xia and Jungkook are still the same, they get tired of being together when they are free, and after so many years it is still like a period of passionate love, and the relationship is getting stronger day by day.

Probably because he is about to enlist in the army. Some time ago, Jungkook was always clamoring to make an announcement with You Xia, but You Xia worried that the fans of the two parties would always disagree. He wondered about this for a long time, and complained to me, Otherwise, just propose directly.

Later, You Xia went to him alone, and he didn't know what to say. The little guy didn't feel any more grievances, and obediently said not to enlist in the army. When I came back, I saw the ring on You Xia's hand, so I understood.

This child Youxia can always give people a sense of security, making them feel at ease to do whatever they want.

Recently, my family has been pressing very hard, especially after the end of the military service period, my mother will call every now and then to urge the marriage, and she will keep looking for a partner.I also knew in my heart that I still changed the topic lightly verbally.

It turns out that it has been so many years.

In fact, it's not that I haven't talked about a girlfriend, but when I dream back at midnight, my heart is always empty, and I know that it is not the love I want, and it seems to have ended hastily in the end.

Maybe it's because I'm not the boy I used to be.The youth, dreams, and enthusiasm that were once on the lips have gradually melted into the bones and will no longer be spoken out.At this time, Min Yoongi is more in line with the appearance of a decayed and mature adult.

Another day, I was in the studio writing a song. The PDs left work early, Namjoon also went on a date with his girlfriend, and I was the only one left in the whole company.

I sorted out the sudden inspiration, and before I knew it, it was late at night. I raised my hand to drink coffee, only to realize that there was nothing in the cup.

I suddenly felt very lonely.

I used to wonder if I was alone.This problem has troubled me since I wanted to take the road of music. I was depressed because of it, and I almost couldn't get through those unbearable nights because of it.

Sometimes I tell myself that I have friends and loved ones who care about me, that I have shoes called bulletproofs, and that I am certainly not alone.

But that kind of fragile sadness is still with me, from youth to adulthood, and maybe I will take it into the grave.

I thought I was alone, but I forgot that no one is an island, living alone in an imaginary house, and I can't even hug anyone when I wake up.

While I was staring at the empty coffee cup in a daze, Youxia knocked on the door and walked in.

It was three o'clock in the morning, and I was surprised to see her now, so I asked her why she was here.

She scratched her head embarrassingly, and said that she had just finished writing a song in the company and was going back to the dormitory. When she passed by the company, she saw that the lights here were still on. Then she suddenly remembered something, and asked me angrily, why I was still working so late , nor return her text messages.

This little fool stayed up all night obviously disobedient.

I didn't want to argue with her, so I obediently turned off the computer and prepared to take her to have a midnight snack.She kept talking, telling me to pay attention to my body.

"Brother, you are not young anymore, if you continue like this, your body will definitely break down! Then we will see how you find a wife~" Youxia drove the car and handed me a cup of lemon honey tea in the car.

I said helplessly: "Don't mention this, my mother asks me every day if I have a favorite girl, I'm going to be annoyed to death."

You Xia laughed, complaining that I was not attractive enough to attract good girls.

This dead girl, I'm afraid I have forgotten the spectacular scene when I was pursued by those girls.

But it's been a long time since the two of us have been out alone like today.Ever since she fell in love with Tian Jungkook, that kid was always jealous and said that she was closer to us brothers.Although Youxia didn't care about anything, I silently reduced the number of times the two of us went out to play in private.

For nothing else.I do have some guilt.

This girl is good to everyone, and she is dead-headed if she recognizes her. Even though she wholeheartedly treats me as a relative, I can't repay her with the same affection after all.

You see, even if I claim to be able to see clearly, there is one thing I should feel guilty about or be afraid of, but none of them can be avoided.

Fortunately, these two children have shallow minds, and I also abide by the boundaries, so far no one has seen it.

I took her to the military pot restaurant we used to eat at. At this time, even the boss was already drowsy, and the two of us sat peacefully in the lobby, enjoying the rare food late at night.

"Brother, don't be too tired. You must eat well and sleep well, otherwise you will have to work hard to take care of you when you are sick and go to the hospital!" You Xia said with her lips pouted. She always does this, and sometimes treats us like children. , she will take care of every bit of life.

I'm not hungry at all, and now I just want to spend more time with her, so I grabbed the food in the bowl and responded perfunctorily.

"Don't take the matter of falling in love too much, it's best to let this kind of thing take its course."

I look up at her.

"It doesn't matter if you can't find it," Youxia said after thinking for a while, her eyes were clean and pure, just like the one I saw many years ago, "We will always be with you."

That's it, that's fine.

I am ordinary and extraordinary, watching your life.