[Zhongyingmei] My dad is Voldy

By the time Severus returned to Spinner's End, Anita had fallen asleep on the living room rug from waiting so long.Anita vaguely heard the sound of someone coming in. She didn't even open her eyes fully, so she stretched out her hands to the visitor, showed a cute smile, and said coquettishly, "Papa, I've been waiting for a long time."

But the familiar embrace did not come, nor did Anita hear any response from Severus, and the room fell into an eerie silence.

Anita sensed danger, she felt as if she was being targeted by a ferocious beast.

Could it be that Severus' enemy came in?Anita woke up instantly, and looked at the person with wide eyes.

It was none other than Severus standing in front of Anita.But at this moment, Severus made Anita feel extremely strange. Severus was covered with icy cold, and his face was distorted with pain and hatred.Severus pointed his wand at Anita, his eyes blank and emotionless.

At this moment, Anita really felt Severus' killing intent on her.Anita's pupils dilated slightly because of fear, and her body gradually began to tremble.As a person who grew up in a peaceful age, Anita once thought that the murderous intent was just described in martial arts novels, but after facing such a terrifying murderous intent, Anita suddenly realized that Severus was not just a demon. Master Medicine, he is also a Death Eater who is proficient in black magic, and he has killed people.

It was her that Severus wanted to kill now, and she didn't even have the strength to struggle.

Just when Anita thought she was doomed, Severus put down his wand and turned away.

Anita's eyes lit up, she grabbed Severus's robe, and begged softly in a trembling voice: "Papa?"

"Get out!" Severus growled, and went back to his room without looking back.

Anita was dragged to the ground, but she could only watch Severus's black robe draw a cold arc in the air, and gradually went away, seemingly never coming back.

Anita struggled to get up, but found that she had no strength in her body, and the clothes behind her were soaked.So she simply lay on the ground and burst into tears.Anita not only felt sad, but also felt wronged.She thought that if Lily was killed by Voldemort, Severus might take revenge on her and might hate her, after all, she was Voldemort's daughter.But she didn't expect that Severus wanted to kill her.Although Severus finally let her go for unknown reasons, the killing intent at that moment was real.

For Lily, Severus wanted to kill her?

Anita understood Lily's position in Severus's heart, so she tried her best to prevent Lily's death.But what Anita didn't expect was that besides Lily, did she have no place in Severus' heart?She thought she and Severus were already family, each other's only kin.Could it be that she is the only one who feels this feeling?Or to Severus, this father-daughter relationship was nothing compared to his feelings for Lily?

At this moment, Anita felt that she hated Lily.Why?Why did Lily occupy the most important position in Severus' heart even after death?Why did Severus love Lily more than her?Anita knew it came from her ugly jealousy, but she couldn't help it.

Moreover, it was Voldemort who killed Lily, not her. Even if it was her original sin to be Voldemort's daughter, it was not what she wanted, was it?If she could, she wished she was just Anita Snape.But all this is not something she can change at will.How could Severus, how could he kill her just because she was Voldemort's daughter?In addition to being Voldemort's daughter, she is also Severus' daughter, isn't she?

Anita was even more afraid, she was afraid that Severus would never forgive her, she was afraid of losing Severus.Anita knew what a stubborn man Severus was.Severus' dislike of Harry Potter lasted for the entire 7 novels. Even though Severus had always protected Harry because of Lily, he never liked Harry until his death.What about her?She didn't have a mother named Lily to keep her relationship with Severus.The only thing between her and Severus was Severus' responsibility to Prince and the father-daughter relationship he had cultivated in just over a year.What if Severus didn't want her anymore?

Before Anita was tired from crying and fell asleep, she still had a glimmer of hope in her heart. Severus only wanted to kill her because he was too emotionally unstable after losing Lily. When Severus calmed down, he wouldn't hate her so much. Her right?She still has a chance to make amends, right?

When Severus came back into the room, his wand hand was still trembling, and he almost, just a little bit, killed Anita, the one who would call him Papa with that sweet soft voice. little girl.

Severus knew he was in the wrong mood right now.Although reason tells him that Anita is just a little girl over one year old, and she is a daughter raised by her own hands, and has nothing to do with this matter, but he can't stop himself from hating Anita, because Anita is very likely to be Voldemort's daughter, the daughter of Lily's murderer.He couldn't go on being Anita's dad without a grievance.Whenever he saw Anita, all he could think of was Voldemort's pale, snake-like face, and Lily lying lifeless on the ground.

Severus was surprised when Dumbledore came to find him.As the leader of the Order of the Phoenix, Dumbledore should be busy celebrating Voldemort's disappearance tonight, and busily exterminating the leaderless Death Eaters. Why did he come to him?

"Professor Dumbledore, you promised Lily would be safe." Severus demanded.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault. I should have insisted on being the Potter's Secret Keeper."

"Peter Pedilou?"

"No, it was Sirius Black, James thought Sirius was absolutely trustworthy, but he betrayed James, Peter was killed by Sirius, Sirius blew up a street and killed 12 Muggles, Peter There were no bones left, only his finger was left at the scene."

"Sirius," Severus said through gritted teeth, "I will definitely kill him."

"Severus, Sirius has entered Azkaban, and he will get the punishment he deserves."

"Then wish him a good time with the dementors," Severus cursed.

"Professor Dumbledore, why are you here tonight? Could it be that the Order of the Phoenix is ​​so short of manpower that it needs you to arrest me, a Death Eater?"

"No, Severus. You're a spy for the Order of the Phoenix, and you're not guilty even in court at the Ministry of Magic."

"Lily is dead, all of this is my sin."

"No, it's Voldemort's fault."

"Is Voldemort really dead?"

"I don't know. Severus, I don't know." Dumbledore looked uncertain. "All I can say is that Voldemort is gone. We can only hope that he is really dead."

Severus was silent. Since Dumbledore said that, it means that Voldemort is very likely not dead.

"Severus, I'm here today to hire you as the potions professor at Hogwarts."

"Teaching potions to a group of little trolls who can fry pots at every turn? No, I refuse." Pharmacy is an exquisite technology, and Severus felt that he would never tolerate a group of idiots ruining potions.

"Severus, we need to be a little more patient with the children."

"I don't think I'm fit to be a professor."

"Severus, I want you to be head of Slytherin."

"Head of Slytherin? Me? A half-breed?" Severus thought Dumbledore must be crazy.

"Severus, this is my request to you as the headmaster of Hogwarts. At a time like this, Slytherin needs a headmaster who can support the house. It is impossible for Slytherin to accept a person who is not Dean of Slytherin, I don't trust other wizards of Slytherin, you are the most suitable. Severus, I don't want Hogwarts to have only 3 houses after Voldemort disappears. I I hope that the little wizards of Slytherin can be protected in Hogwarts, no matter what their parents stand for. The war of adults should not involve children, right?" Dumbledore looked at Sif sincerely with his wise eyes Les.

Severus fell silent, knowing he couldn't refuse the request.Every wizard has a deep affection for their house, and Severus has the same for Slytherin.Even though he was bullied in Slytherin as a half-blood wizard during his school days, Slytherin also protected him and taught him how to become stronger.And now that Voldemort has disappeared, most of the parents of Slytherin wizards are facing trial, and the entire wizarding world is full of prejudice and hatred for Slytherin, he can't just watch Slytherin fall apart.

"I agree, but I'm not a damn Potions professor, I'm applying to be a Defense Against the Dark Arts professor."

"You can apply, but I reserve the right to refuse." Dumbledore blinked mischievously.

After talking with Dumbledore, Severus walked out of the bedroom and found Anita lying on the ground asleep, her face was covered with tears, obviously she was tired from crying and fell asleep.Severus sighed, he knew he'd scared this Anita just now, she was so young and didn't know anything.But Severus found that his feelings for Anita were extremely complicated. He couldn't love her as a father like before, let alone hate Anita completely as the daughter of an enemy.Maybe it's best for them to be apart for a while, otherwise, he was afraid that he might lose control of his disgust and hatred and hurt the child.It happened that, as the head of Slytherin, he needed to stay in Hogwarts, and Hogwarts was not a suitable place for a child as young as Anita.

Severus bent down and hugged Anita, Anita seemed to be sleeping restlessly, she was woken up suddenly, and found herself being hugged by Severus, her eyes widened in surprise, her tear-stained little face With a big smile on his face, "Papa?"

Severus said to Anita with a cold face, "I'll take you to Malfoy Manor."

"No, Papa!" Anita seemed to realize something, the smile on her face receded inch by inch, and tears welled up from her red eyes from crying, "No, Papa, please. You hate me, but please don't leave me. (No, Dad, please. You can hate me, but please don't leave me.)"

Hate?Severus was a little surprised by Anita's sensitivity, and even more surprised that Anita knew the word Hate.The little girl is obviously not old enough to know the word "hate". Did he teach Anita?For a moment, Severus thought darkly, it's good, isn't it, Voldemort killed his Lily, so why should Voldemort's daughter grow up happily?She should also taste the taste of hate, shouldn't she?And the next moment Severus couldn't help but spurn his despicable self, how could it be?Anita was a child raised by him, how could he have the heart to teach her the meaning of hate?So he still hurt Anita, he made a child as young as Anita feel the feeling of being hated by his father, which is too cruel.

Severus thought of his father, Tobias Snape, the man who had drunkenly beat him and his mother as children.It was Tobia who taught him the true meaning of the word "hate" when he was young. He swore that he would never become like his father. What is the difference between him and Tobia now?

So it should be separated, he is no longer suitable to be Anita's father.Narcissa liked Anita very much, and Anita would be fine with the Malfoys.

"No, Anita, I don't hate you, it's just that I can't take care of you." Severus didn't want to give Anita the impression that he was hated by his father.

"Please, Papa. I'll be very good," Anita begged.

"Anita, I'm going to Hogwarts, it's not a place for a kid like you."

"What about summer and winter vacations? You'll pick me up right?" Anita begged.

Severus didn't answer, just walked into the fireplace.