[Comprehensive] When you become a native Mary Sue

Dr. Takeuchi was not surprised. The patients he had received were not of any type.

Although due to distrust of strangers, most people will have varying degrees of concealment and hesitation during the first psychological consultation.But it's not uncommon for them to go straight to the point when they meet.

During the three and 10 minutes, except for the psychological test, Liuli was basically talking, and Dr. Takeuchi listened carefully and guided the topic through questions.

He's a great listener and a great facilitator who puts people at ease without even knowing it.

At first, Liuli just wanted to explain her mental state, but once her rationality opened a small hole, she could no longer control herself.

People are really strange animals. They have to bury what they dare not say to the closest people, but they can have no scruples in front of strangers.

Her nightmares, her panics, her anxieties, and the pressure that had entangled her more and more tightly for two whole months finally broke through the embankment of reason and vented vigorously.

Liuli's speech is very fast, the topic spans a lot, and the logic does not make sense. Sometimes she can't even express clearly, and she doesn't have her usual calmness and self-control at all.

Because of the first meeting, Dr. Takeuchi didn't get to the bottom of the trauma she experienced.But from her description of the nightmare, he could also guess.

"Can Ms. Matsune describe in detail the latest loss of control?"

"Half a month ago," she pondered for a while, recalling carefully: "My best friend Caixia and I went hiking. On the mountainside, she fell down the slope and passed out."

She folded her arms involuntarily, her whole body became very uneasy, and her eyes became dull.

"It's very, very cold all around, and the cold seems to be penetrating into my bones. I'm very scared, I don't know what to do, my hands are shaking all the time... I can't breathe, my throat seems to be blocked by something, and it hurts..."

"Relax, it's all over." Dr. Takeuchi handed her a cup of hot water and comforted her with a gentle voice: "May I know what you were thinking at that time?"

She took a small sip and calmed down: "I think it's all my fault. It's because I picked summer that I fell down. It would be nice if the person lying there was me..."

"I know it was an accident, but I can't forgive myself at all."

After 45 minutes, seeing Liuli's expression calm, Takahashi Ryoko became even more uneasy.

"Doctor, is Miss Liuli okay?" She was so anxious that tears were about to come out.

"This is Ms. Matsuuchi's privacy," Dr. Takeuchi told her kindly: "It's better to ask yourself."

Liuli had a coat on her arms and a hat in her hand. Although she didn't smile, she was a little more relaxed than before: "Let's go back and talk, it's nothing serious."

After making an appointment at the same time next week, she bid farewell and left.

Tokyo was still bustling in the evening, Liuli sat in the back seat, casually watching the bustling crowd at the intersection, the traffic lights turned red and then green, and the lush street trees cast long shadows under the street lights.The evening was dark and the moon was coming out.

"I have a tendency to be depressed." Her understatement scared Ryoko Takahashi to slam on the brakes, causing the vehicles behind to honk their horns angrily.

"The doctor said, as long as you stay in a good mood and keep taking the medicine, you will be fine for a year." She saw Takahashi's restless eyes through the central rearview mirror, and smiled to comfort her.

Takahashi hesitated for a long time but didn't say anything.

"Don't tell Mr. Takasugi yet." She looked in the rearview mirror, her tone was calm but unquestionable: "I will tell him personally."

"Okay...ok..." She nodded blankly.

The car was submerged in the traffic jam, Liuli held her chin and looked at the passing pedestrians, thinking of Dr. Takeuchi's appraisal result: moderate PTSD and comorbid depression.

"Hypervigilance, sensitivity, easily startled, nightmares of the traumatic event, and feelings of helplessness and anger are all obvious signs of traumatic stress disorder. These findings are also consistent with the results of the PTSD scale."

"So, when you see your best friend get hurt, you can't control the fear."

As for her over-reliance on Baoshu, Dr. Takeuchi told her not to worry too much: "After being traumatized, it is understandable to transfer emotions to close family members, especially the non-aggressive younger brother. After the mental state gradually improves, this This overdependence will also disappear.”

"Some people are not diagnosed with PTSD at the beginning after experiencing major trauma, and it is usually diagnosed when they return to the hospital three months later."

"8% of men and 20% of women will continue to develop PTSD, and about 30% of these individuals will show chronic symptoms that last throughout the rest of their lives. Listening to Ms. Matsuuchi's situation, it should be that mild PTSD continues to develop into moderate of."

"Although it is personal privacy, I still recommend that you tell your family about your illness."

I'm already so vulnerable, she laughed at herself as she looked at the face reflected in the car window.Obviously want to live very hard, but still pessimistic about the future.

Mild depression also has your share of the credit.She remembered another part of her soul and smiled slowly.

Being alive is already a very good thing, so I don't want to admit defeat.

Matsunai Ruri was lazy for the first time, and people who often came into contact with her found it incredible.

LME Arts Firm.

Nakazawa Office.

"Matsuuchi can also be lazy," Mr. Goto, director of the actor department, patted Director Nakazawa on the shoulder: "It's really rare."

"After all, I'm still a child," Director Nakazawa couldn't hide his pride in his words: "Always working so hard will make people worry."

Mr. Takasugi knocked on the door and came in with a smile on his face: "Mr. Takao is here."

Koichi Takao, who is close to a semi-retired state, doesn't come to the office often, but his position is still as stable as Mount Tai.To put it bluntly, in the entire firm, his status is no lower than that of Tsuruga Ren.

"Mr. Takao wants to know about Liuli's single." He was very happy, and he was very excited.

"Then I won't bother you." Director Goto waved his hand and prepared to leave, and reminded Mr. Takasugi: "I've even prepared the candidate for the MV of Matsuuchi's album."

"When it comes to filming the MV, it's all up to Mr. Goto's orders." He readily agreed.

Director Goto left contentedly, and Director Nakazawa and Mr. Takasugi hurried to Koichi Takao's personal lounge.

"Mr. Takao is going to stay in Hawaii for a month, why did you return to Japan so early?" Director Nakazawa greeted enthusiastically.

"Enough is enough, I'm back." Mr. Takao didn't say much, and changed the subject: "I learned about Matsunai's single, and the results are very good."

"Where is it?" Takasugi said modestly, "How can it compare to your achievements back then? Matsuuchi is still a child."

Hiroichi Takao became famous in the mid-80s. He is a talented singer-songwriter who became popular as soon as he debuted. He is known as the "soft and lyrical founder" of Japanese pop music and is a well-deserved evergreen tree in the Japanese music scene.Compared with this hall-level figure, Matsunai Liuli is indeed far behind.

"This song is really suitable for her, and Matsuuchi's performance is also very good," Takao Hiroshi has always praised her in vain: "Taking the idol route has wronged her."

"But..." Director Nakazawa wiped the sweat from his forehead: "The singer-songwriters launched by the firm in the past few years have not been very popular, and there is a lack of popular idol singers. President Taroda also agreed to the route set for her."

"Has Baotian met her in person?" Mr. Takao asked, "Do you know her voice?"

"I only met once," Mr. Takasugi replied quickly: "We met for 10 minutes, but President Takada knows all about Liuli."

"The president also values ​​her very much," Director Nakazawa added: "The slogan [LME's Last Idol Singer] was also proposed by the president himself."

"I read her training materials." He shook the stack of papers in his hand, "A very serious girl."

"LME has no shortage of hard-working trainees, but it lacks talented singers. Compared with the thriving actor department, the new generation of singer department is indeed inferior."

"What do you mean?" Director Nakazawa didn't even bother to wipe off his sweat.

He pushed away the chair and stood up: "Let her transform as soon as possible."

"However, she just debuted..." Mr. Takasugi felt a little regretful: "It will be less risky to transform after two years when the popularity has accumulated enough..."

"I'm going to talk to Baotian," he walked out with the stack of materials: "You guys go back first."

LME president's office, today's decoration is Chinese style.

Seeing Takada Raleigh sitting on the "Dragon Chair" wearing a dragon robe and the room full of resplendent gold and jade, Takao Hiroichi couldn't help but criticize him: "It's too exaggerated."

"You didn't want to stay in Hawaii for a week, why did you come back suddenly?" The two have known each other for 30 years and are very familiar with each other.

"I felt bored, so I came back. I just saw Songnei's new single and wanted to chat with you."

"That child," Takada Raleigh stroked his mustache, "will become the best idol singer."

"Her talent is so good, it is everyone's loss to be a fast-moving consumer product like an idol." Takao Hiroichi handed him the information in his hand: "She can definitely become the pillar of the singer department."

"I remember that you didn't care much about this kind of thing before," President Baotian joked, "Why did you change your gender now?"

"I feel old," he sighed, "I want to find something to do."

"Songnai Liuli's voice is very clean, clear and ethereal, very recognizable, with a wide range, natural and soft bass, and clear treble." He continued to comment: "You can try a variety of styles, the route to the singer development will surely succeed.”

"But," Takada Raleigh responded with a smile: "At present, she doesn't seem to be very interested in becoming a singer."

To be exact, Liuli is currently only interested in making money.

"So, this is just my suggestion." He leaned back in the chair: "I always feel like an ordinary idol who sells people and sings saliva songs. It's a pity that she has such a good voice."

"Perhaps, it's because I became an old man that I started to worry about the younger generation."

"Her voice is really nice, since you value her so much," President Takada nodded, "How about Matsuuchi Ruri's next album for you?"

"I've never been a singer's album producer before." Mr. Takao stroked his chin: "You are really bossy."

"Takao Tenwang, who has released so many albums, will not be stumped no matter what."

"I don't want to be old either, so let's try."

The author has something to say: The understanding of PTSD is limited to the data and a friend of mine, there must be bugs, please don't mind the cuties.

I checked for a few days and found that Japanese idols are all transformed into actors, such as opening and closing, they are usually contracted actors to be actors, and some are comedians, but I can’t imagine letting Liuli perform backflips and talk about cross talk

Let me make it up, anyway, it is Two-dimensional Japan, marching towards the diva!