[Comprehensive] When you become a native Mary Sue

She has been stuck in the corner of this alley.

It could be hours, it could be days, it could be years.It's been a long time for a female ghost trying to remember the past with a blank mind.

In an alley of more than ten meters, only this place is exceptionally desolate.There is no light, no sound, and no life.It's not that I didn't try to go out, but I was firmly tied around the waist by an invisible rope.

And, "I'm not human anymore," she said to herself.Her translucent grayness made her aware of it.Raising his hand, he touched his face carefully: there were no protruding eyeballs, no collapsed nose bridge, and no broken skull.He lowered his head and glanced around, wearing a gray nightgown, there was no obvious trauma, and no blood stains.

The hair is black and straight, the face is flat, the bridge of the nose is not high, the lips are not too thick, and there are English "iloveyou" and Chinese characters "China" on the nightdress. She silently complained about her bad taste and the manufacturer's carelessness Love, is it really qualified to say I love you to the motherland in English?

To sum up, this female ghost is a Chinese ghost whose cause of death is unknown.

You ask her how she knows so much, she has amnesia, not illiterate.

Confined in this small space, curled up in a corner like a mushroom, recalling the cause of his death over and over again, but still find nothing.

What's even more frightening is that my body is getting lighter and more transparent.She clearly realized that she was going to disappear.

In the true sense, the soul flies away.

I don't want to die, she told herself over and over again, even if she becomes a ghost, she still wants to do her best and struggle to survive.

Whether it's a lonely ghost or an earth-bound spirit, let me live.

It was very cold around, and the coldness penetrated into the bone marrow, and she hugged herself tightly.I want to feel the temperature of the sun again, even if it's just for a moment.

There were more and more shadows settled in her heart, fear, anger, sadness, and pain relentlessly pressed down on her body layer by layer.The soul grows weary and overwhelmed.

I must have lost my mind before disappearing, she thought to herself.

The squatting mushroom was broken by the sound of footsteps from far to near, and her dilated pupils gradually focused. She raised her head and looked at the girl who was getting closer and closer.

The girl at the age of sixteen or seventeen exudes a fresh breath of life, and also has an unambiguous dignity and gentleness, as if she has come down from the picture of a beauty.Behind her, the sun scrambled into the corner.I couldn't see her face clearly against the light, but she was definitely a beauty.

Quiet like beautiful flowers shining in the water, actions like weak willows supporting the wind.

Life, what a living life.She couldn't help being envious and jealous.

She finally understood why many ghosts like to kill, because the light and temperature they can no longer get are the existences that human beings are accustomed to.Only when they come into contact with blood can they feel the warmth of life for a short time.

When the girl walked in front of her, before she had time to marvel at her beauty, she was dragged to another dimension by an unknown force after a whirlwind.

It was darker, darker, and deader here.

She turned into a luminous sphere, but only her side could be illuminated.The whole person became chaotic, drowsy, and then fell asleep unconsciously.Only the instinctive souls started chasing and devouring each other when they saw another of the same kind.Ultimately, two become one.The larger the sphere, the larger the space it can illuminate.

She woke up from the chaos, as if it was a moment, and it seemed that a lifetime had passed.She vaguely remembered that she had a brief conversation with the girl, at the moment when the two souls merged.

The two stood facing each other, obviously they didn't know each other, but they were as close as one person.

The beautiful girl smiled and bowed: "Hi, I'm Matsunai Ruri, please give me your advice."

She didn't understand Japanese etiquette, so she bowed at a loss. Before she could say anything, she was disturbed by her hug.Then, the smiling girl turned into endless light spots and merged into her body.

She remembered her name "Li Jing".

A memory suddenly appeared in my mind, which belonged to Matsuuchi Ruri's two lifetimes.

From the perspective of a bystander, she watched Matsunai Ruri's life.

Matsunai Ruri is a typical new era Yamato Nadeko, with a noble family background, beauty and talents, excellent temperament and talent, gentle and kind personality, and is the only choice for marrying a wife.

Her father is a top-notch lawyer in Tokyo and has a law firm in Shibuya, Tokyo, where land is very expensive.The mother is a young lady from the Ichiichi family, an old aristocratic family in Kyoto that flourished in the Kamakura period. In spite of the family's opposition, she married the poor and poor Matsuuchizawa, and gave birth to Liuli and her younger brother, Jiashu. They supported and loved each other for 20 years, and their affection remained unchanged.

According to the historical development track, Liuli will be the same as her mother. When she was a teenager, she accepted the compulsory courses for noble girls and learned to make friends at school. When she was old and the time was enough, she fell in love with the boy she liked. A luxurious and relaxed lady's life.

Unfortunately, at the age of 15, she encountered the biggest nightmare of her two lifetimes, a system called "Implementing the Will of the World".The uninvited system clearly and accurately described the second half of her life, which was more perfect and more luxurious than Liuli expected.

"You are the master of luck in this world, the person favored by the will of the world. There will be countless excellent men who will fall in love with you. They will crazily pursue your trail, eager to talk to you, date, fall in love, get married, at the age of 25 You will choose the best of them and your favorite to marry.

Your husband will be younger than you, but no one will care because you are the most precious.You shall be the noblest jewel of high society, as the Black Prince Ruby shines in the imperial crown.

You will have a son and a daughter, and they will inherit your beauty and talents, and your husband's wit and courage, and you will see them marry and have children, continuing your fairy tale as you continue your parents' fairy tale. "

After exhaustively describing her future, the system made a request to conclude a contract with her.Like the most cunning hunter and the most successful orator, it dispelled her doubts one by one, placed itself in the position of a supporter, and promised in the contract: the system will never harm the host, and everything will be done by the host. The interests of the host are given priority, and the host is guaranteed to die.The inexperienced Liuli signed the contract under the instigation.

The system created countless opportunities for her to get along with all kinds of outstanding teenagers, and provided her with various suggestions and methods to "raid" them.Although they were all one to two years younger than her, they had no doubts because of the prospects depicted by the system, not to mention that those teenagers were all amazing, talented, brilliant, and talented.

Her excellence, coupled with the opportunities created by the system, enabled her to appear in front of the boy with the most perfect posture every time.The young Muai is human nature.But the love in his youth came violently and caught off guard.

Which girl has not had such a dream?Being held in the palm of everyone's hands and cared for carefully, as if she was the center of the world, enjoying the unreserved love of teenagers, Matsuuchi Ruri spent most of her youth recklessly and unrestrainedly like this.

From the age of 15 to 25, with the help of the system, she won the love of many people, but it came at a price.Liuli went from enjoying it at the beginning to being unable to do what she wanted, and at the age of 23, she has begun to tire of this kind of pursuit.Her life has become a large-scale RPG game, and every day is a multi-faceted love, and her personal time is squeezed to the limit. In addition to facing the jealousy and hatred of other girls, the meticulous care of her admirers, and more and more guilt.

She has become more and more aware that this way of falling in love is wrong, but her gentle and kind Yamato Nadeshiko character is doomed to her being unable to refuse the kindness of others.It went on like this for another two years. The established future of getting married at the age of 25 was broken, because on the last day at the age of 25, she was hit by a car and died.There is no doubt that the mastermind behind the scenes is the woman who hates her to death, and the reason is nothing but love.

The moment she died, she realized that she had unknowingly become a puppet of the system.Everyone has become an NPC in the game, and the system plays everyone around.She doesn't know what her future looks like, but if there is no system, she will definitely not be in such a mess.

The system is not lying, she is indeed the favored person of the will of the world, and in the small world that appears as a derivative world, Matsunai Liuli is the real pillar of the world.The world law of this small world is not perfect. Once the pillar dies, the small world collapses, and the will of the world will no longer exist.So the will of the world directly reset the time of the small world to avoid the death of the pillar.Doing so makes the system take advantage of it.

The biggest reason why the system chose Matsunai Liuli as the host is because of her luck.Because the small world has just been in operation, most of the luck is concentrated on Matsunai Liuli, so the Marisu world is formed.After signing the contract with her, he changed from an invader who was rejected by the small world to an aboriginal.

At the same time, because the law is not perfect, there will be this kind of chaos where love is more important than everything else for more than ten years.The so-called excellent youth standard it chooses for Matsunai Ruri is not talent, appearance and temperament, the only standard is luck.

Luck is an indispensable existence in a world, from as small as an individual to as large as a dynasty, once the luck declines, it will be difficult to survive for a long time.The existence of this system is probably to steal the luck of outstanding people, replace the pillars of the world, devour the will of the world, and convert it into energy.

Before she was 25 years old, the system had already stolen a lot of luck, otherwise she would not have died so easily.

The time was reset, and the system did not leave. Liuli, who no longer trusted the system, wanted to get rid of it, but found that raising tigers was a problem.The agreement signed was not to hurt her but not to hurt her family.The system that masters part of the will of the world easily makes Matsunai's mother seriously ill and dying, and warns her.The system has gradually eroded the will of the world, and it began to force Liuli to follow its instructions to "raid" people with luck. She dared not imagine what would happen to people whose luck had been stolen.

The involuntary grief, the hatred for the system, the guilt for others, and the hatred for herself accumulated day by day. The gentle and kind Matsuuchi Ruri committed suicide, stabbing her heart with a knife, and she died cleanly.

The contract guaranteed that Matsunai Liuli would die. The system never thought that such a gentle and kind girl who was almost cowardly committed suicide so simply, but the small indigenous world had already saved her once. Bao, even the will of the world cannot protect her.

In order to fulfill the obligation, the system could only take her across space to survive, reluctant to part with the energy she had worked so hard to accumulate, so it took half of Liuli's soul power.In order to prevent the soul from escaping, I randomly grabbed a soul as nourishment when I crossed the space.That fertilizer is Li Jing.

After crossing the space, Matsunai Ruri has a new identity, but she has no sense of belonging.She wants to take revenge on the system, but she knows that she can't do it.

For unknown reasons, she deliberately forgot about this soul and left her in a corner to fend for herself.

But isn't the natural ally of the revenge system the more deplorable "nutrition"?

The two souls that were on the verge of collapse were eager to devour each other, but Matsunai Liuli, who did not have a strong will to survive, naturally lost to Li Jing.

More specifically, the souls of two people have merged, and the one that dominates is not Matsunai Ruri.

The author has something to say: Thank you for your support, please take care of me