Of course I choose to forgive her [Comprehensive]

[1]

Are you kidding me?

You showed a terrified look, and wanted to pull your hand back from Liu Sheng's, but he refused to let go, and directly stretched out his hand to fix your fragile chin.

"You won't even forget me, will you?"

Liu Sheng said to you.

"I really do not know……"

You explained to him, tears rolling down in big drops.

Looking at your pale and beautiful face with such a conflicted and panicked expression, Liu Sheng was obviously very sad and frustrated, he pushed you to the edge of the table, your back bumped there unexpectedly, and your bones were bruised It hurts.

wrong……

Your gaze slowly moves down, and you come to the place where he is holding your fingers. The bones and joints of the fingers are clearly defined, wrapped in a thin layer of skin, it seems that the light blue blood vessels flowing under the flesh can be seen clearly.His collarbone hidden under the collar is looming, showing a strange paleness and sexy, but it will not easily remind you of adjectives like weak, but there is a kind of slyness in it.

this person.

Not Yagyu Hiroshi.

"King Ni, put her down."

An indifferent voice came from the door of the classroom, and you watched Liu Sheng at the door of the classroom slowly approaching you.

Two... Yagyu Hiroshi?

You suddenly become overwhelmed.

[2]

You used to have a boyfriend from the second year of high school until you graduated from university, Nioh Masaharu, a student of the high school attached to Lihai University, who was one year older than you.

The first time I met him was due to the prank between him and his best partner Yagyu Hiroshi who liked to dress up as each other.

Because of the request of senior Nakamura Shinya from the basketball club, you had to agree to accompany him to a fellowship with off-campus students. The name was to show the fellows of this fellowship the most beautiful girl in Kanagawa, but in fact it was It was he who agreed to the other party's request, no matter what, he had to bring a few children to support the scene.

Originally, with your personality, you don’t really like to participate in such a sorority, but Nakamura is also one of the few friends you can chat with, and he cries that "you should get a girlfriend before graduation anyway", You had to go to this fellowship with him and the female manager of the basketball department.

When you arrived at the sorority, you just walked into the room, and you felt the eyes of others focused on you.

Most of the people who join the sorority are holding the mentality of wanting to date boyfriends/girlfriends. You can feel the curious or admiring eyes of many boys on you, and you just feel a little embarrassed. Fortunately, sitting with you The boy with purple hair and glasses on the opposite side suddenly said, "Since everyone is here, I think it's time for us to introduce ourselves."

A simple sentence will take away everyone's attention and easily eliminate your embarrassment.

You raised your head and gave him a grateful look. He is completely different from the noisy boys in the sorority. He has a handsome and heroic appearance, wearing oval glasses with thin frames, neatly combed purple hair, a tall and straight body, and slender fingers Always put it on the table neatly, with a gentleman's style.

"My name is Nioh Masaharu, and I'm a third-year student in the High School Affiliated to Lihai University. Mmm... My usual hobbies are probably pranks, and I'm also very interested in shooting games like video game arcades."

The man named [Nio Masaharu] introduces himself in a serious manner, and his strange appearance and oral habit attract your attention.

You don't know that the person sitting in front of you at this moment is actually Hiroshi Yagyu who will be more thoughtful in the future. This time, he deliberately used the name of his partner because he didn't want to cause trouble for himself.

"I'm Risa Sugamoto from Kaicho High School. I like making bento at home, and I like matching makeup and clothes..."

You have a baby voice like a child, and Liu Sheng couldn’t help laughing at your childish and coquettish voice, and your very girlish hobbies and performances also made him pay more attention to you, and soon someone recognized you as the one who usually appeared in magazines Models and girls are excitedly asking you about Ryota Kise.

model...

Liu Sheng stared at you intently, the light-colored patterned pleated skirt, the platinum clavicle chain shining in the neck, the delicate face that makes the heart beat faster, a rare standard beauty.

Gradually, the atmosphere in the room became lively. Nakamura Shinya was chatting happily with a long-haired girl from the school next door, while you were holding a drink, maintaining a decent smile, and always coming to strike up a conversation. Your group of boys, although distressed, politely declined one by one.

"Hello."

Liu Sheng came to your side and greeted you softly.

You were startled by him when you were in a trance, and the quilt in your hand slipped out of your hand and fell on the skirt disobediently. The skirt itself, which was already light in color, quickly turned a light orange color. Wipe your hands, but Liu Sheng was a step ahead of you. He took out the handkerchief in his pocket and cleaned up the mess on your skirt for you, "I'm sorry, I scared you."

"It's nothing." You shook your head, "It's just that I was distracted and didn't hear it."

"Isn't it bothering you to be approached by boys often?" Liu Sheng asked.

"...Well, it's a little nerve-wracking, but didn't Nioh-san himself just run away from the girls?"

"Oh, is it?" As if he didn't care, Liu Sheng put some distance between you, you noticed that his handkerchief had been soaked by the drink juice, and the original beige dark lines were highlighted, so you hurriedly talked to him Said: "I'm sorry I stained your handkerchief, I will buy a new one and return it to you."

Liu Sheng looked at your slightly frowning brows because of anxiety, and felt a little inconceivable.

Obviously he caused trouble for you.

Your eyes are beautiful, lovely brown eyes with rum chocolate smudged, and you have cute little dimples on both sides of your cheeks when you smile slightly.

What a lovely girl, Yagyu sighed again.

With the idea that he might tell you what his real name is next time we meet, Yagyu agreed to your proposal.

[3]

A few days later, you came to Rikkai University Affiliated Junior High School with the handkerchief that Tetsuya Kuroko bought for you from a store in Tokyo. You couldn’t stop looking around while walking on the campus. Entering the event building, I saw the purple-haired boy with his shoulders slung in front of him, who seemed a little weak.

"Senior Nioh!"

You called out his name in surprise, and Nioh Masaharu, who was entrusted by his friend Yagyu to patrol the classroom, was taken aback, even his shoulders trembled unconsciously.

He is wondering if his skills in pretending to be others have deteriorated more and more during this time, even a silly little girl like you can see through it.

"Huh?" King Ni turned around and looked at you who was taking out a handkerchief from your bag and handing it to him. You have beautiful eyebrows and eyes, and your long hair that was wet with sweat from running was messy on your shoulders, and a few strands of hair were still sticky. On the cheek side, the corners of the curved mouth smiled sweetly, and a pair of attractive eyes were clear and innocent.

"I don't seem to know you." After a slight pause, Nioh searched in his mind many times again, "Hmm~ do we know each other?"

You were frightened by Nioh's bewildered eyes, "Hey, Senior Nioh, we didn't meet at the last fellowship meeting."

"That's right." A hoarse laugh sounded, a little sly, a little cute, completely opposite to his mature and stable appearance, he suddenly raised his eyebrows and looked at you, "How is your algebra? ?”

"It's okay, it's okay, I can barely pass."

"Can you memorize your home phone number?"

King Ren asked, with clear eyes, you nodded, and slowly said a series of numbers from your mouth, he read it thoughtfully, then patted your head, "Well, very good, very good, pooh ~"

In front of him, you are still too simple, simple temptation, casual dialogue, he can easily discover all your secrets.

That night, while you were making dinner, the phone at home rang unwillingly, and you hurried over to answer it.

"Hi, I'm Sugamoto."

"I'm looking for you."

On the other end of the phone, there is a trace of nasal resonance in the low hoarse voice, and a slightly abrupt language habit. You quickly know who he is, and suddenly understand the real intention of his question, asking you whether you are good at mathematics. .

"Good evening, Nioh-senpai," you squeezed the receiver tightly, "I'm looking for you, what's the matter..."

"Ah, nothing. I just want to ask you if you want to come out at night. I'll wait for you by the sea." The rustling sound of his voice on the receiver seems to make your heart beat faster, you see I don't know Nioh's expression on the phone.

"Senior Nioh, you can't be..."

"Yes, I want to go on a date with you. Puff, do you want to come out? I'll wait for you on the coast of Kamakura."

The phone hung up without waiting for your response, and you quickly put on your shoes and ran out in a daze. After about ten minutes, you came to the seaside under the darkness of night. Bai Sha, you slowly walk towards the boy sitting by the seawall. He is wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, his body is thinner under the wide shirt, and his collarbone is exposed from the open collar. Braids hang over the shoulders.

Sensing your footsteps, Nioh turned his head, "I didn't expect anything, Sugamoto."

His facial features are also completely different from before. His long and narrow eyes are like a vicious fox hiding something on his mind. His silver-blue eyes exude a dangerous aura. His complexion is pale and sickly, so white that it seems to be able to see through the bones. color skin.

"King Ni, senior?"

Caught off guard, you widen your eyes.

"Well, it's me." He looked at the churning sea and smiled mischievously: "I'm disappointed, aren't you? It seems a little uglier than before."

"No." You blurted out, as if trying to find a suitable adjective in your brain, "It's better to say that the current appearance is more in line with my understanding of Nioh-senpai."

King Ni turned around resolutely, and took your hand, your body was startled and trembling a little.

At the moment at the seaside, apart from the sound of waves crashing against the rocks, only the sound of your breathing and that of King Nioh is left.

The expression of Nioh in front of you seems to be a bit serious and serious. Under the pale moonlight, your eyes focus on his shoulders. The change of Nioh Masaharu's appearance makes you a little at a loss. Just when you are caught in some strange entanglement , There was a gentle touch on the lips suddenly, this kiss was more like a test, it only touched for a few seconds, and soon he left.

"Do you hate it?"

As Nioh asked, he looked at your drooping eyelashes, and the slender eyelashes fluttered uneasily.

He has only known you for a short day, and the real time spent together may not even be a few hours.

But Nioh is still very strange and inexplicably attracts you.

Is it his mischievous personality?Or is he always that confident and confident look?

You can't think clearly, but you don't want to think too much, you just know that the accelerating heartbeat at this moment is the best answer to Nioh's question.

Seeing that you didn't respond, Nioh leaned down again, closed his eyes, and kissed you purely and deeply.

After the date at the beach that day ended, within half a month, you agreed to Nioh’s request for a relationship, and during a date, you met the person who really helped you that day. His name was Yagyu Hiroshi, and he was Nioh’s tennis club Partners, usually the two of them like to pretend to be each other, bewitching opponents on the court.

"Congratulations." After hearing the story between you and Nioh, Yagyu didn't react too much, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

[3]

Nioh’s goal is the Department of Architecture at Waseda University. During his preparation for the entrance exam, you simply moved directly to live with him in the apartment he rented in Tokyo. Even the modeling work gradually decreased, and you were often in the nest. Prepare all kinds of dinners for him at home, and even seldom go to the gatherings of friends in middle school.

"Xiao Lisha, you seem to be very busy recently."

At school, you were stopped by Ryota Kise, although his tone was still the usual coquettish, he asked you aggrievedly.

"Sorry, actually I..."

You originally wanted to tell Kise Ryota that you already had a boyfriend.

But seeing Kise's golden eyes looking at you innocently, you suddenly hesitated.

Maybe the betrayal-like anger in his eyes is not your illusion.

You pretended to be calm and made up a random reason: "I live at home, my brother and they don't worry about me living in an apartment alone."

As if changing the subject, Kise suddenly changed into a relaxed tone, "Then don't leave me behind, well~ Xiaolisha, go out with me on weekends~"

His handsome appearance and lovely voice no longer attract you as deeply as before.

You shook your head silently, rejecting him on the grounds of preparing for the exam.

Kise waved his hand, as if to tell you that he was fine, until you gradually left, Kise looked at your back with an extremely unwilling expression.

When you got home that day, you watched TV for a while and then fell asleep. When you woke up in the middle of the night, you found that Nioh was still reading a book with his head down in front of the desk.

The more you get in touch with him, the more you will realize that Nioh is not such a frivolous and unstable person on the outside.

Although he likes to play pranks, he has a rare enthusiasm and talent in learning. He has to study until late every day before he is willing to rest. He even often borrows notes on various subjects from the honor student Yagyu. You slowly get out of bed, Look at his snow-white shirt sleeves rolled up loosely at the elbows, although he is thin.But relying on playing tennis all the year round, he still developed strong muscles.

The desk is full of test papers and other tutoring materials. Nioh looks at you and puts away the pen in his hand.

"Did it wake you up?"

"No." You showed a sad look, "I just think you study too hard, I'll help you make supper."

Ren Dynasty, you waved your hand, and you walked over obediently, and he put his arms around you, "Yeah~ I'm really hungry, puff."

"Then, I'll make milk porridge or wine glutinous rice balls for you..."

"No, I want to eat this." King Ni lowered his voice viciously, and quickly climbed his fingers to your shoulders, slowly slipped off the shoulder strap of the lace pajamas, and hung them along your slender arms on the elbow.

"What do you think, Lisha?"

He sticks to your ear, and caresses your long hair intentionally or unintentionally with his palm, as if it has been ironed and starts to heat up. Although you are a little at a loss, you don't dislike everything Nioh has done to you. It only takes a few seconds. Your snow-white shoulders and back are all exposed to his eyes.

Niwang turned over and hugged you.

Although this incident is not particularly uncommon among high school girls, you are the type who will suffer from pain. The next day, you made an appointment with Momoi and the others to go to the basketball court together. With a dead body, walking quite restrained, brows are always furrowed, Momoi quickly noticed your abnormality, and came over to hold your shoulders.

"What's the matter?" She asked you gently, but when she noticed the small bloodstains on your lips covered with lip gloss, her face suddenly changed, "Lisha, did you have sex with anyone?"

Your face turned red because of her blunt words, but you felt that there was no need to hide anything, especially since Momoi was still your best friend, you nodded and admitted it without any concealment.

"Well, because it's the first time, so...it hurts..."

"Well, girls are at a disadvantage in this matter..." Momoi's pink eyes sank, and her smile became playful, "But after the first time is over, it won't hurt in the future."

[4]

Your relationship with Nioh continued until you graduated from university. In the past few years, Nioh was even sent to Kyoto University as an exchange student as an excellent student. It seems that your relationship has suddenly entered a kind of gentle to weird development direction.

The distance between Kyoto and Tokyo is not far away, but Nioh is busy studying, and it is inconvenient for you to disturb him. Except that he will come back from Kyoto to see you every holiday, he is almost impossible to find at other times, and Nioh The long time of getting along let you know that he is a man who loves freedom very much and hates being restrained by others. He is erratic and unable to grasp. It is in this love that he gave you the deepest impression.

It’s not the same as Nioh Masaharu’s laid-back and almost capricious view of love. You are a person who longs to get married and have your own small family, but your affection and dependence on Nioh make you never tell him this wish. On the contrary, Nioh My good friend Yagyu seems to have sensed your state of mind, and often comes to persuade you, and tells you a lot about Nioh, I hope you will not be depressed by this.

Until that day was your birthday, when you came home after filming, you suddenly saw Nioh’s shoes in front of the shoe cabinet.

Has he... come back?

You are a little surprised, but more touched, Nioh is willing to come back from Kyoto, which is something you never imagined in your dreams.

With such a complicated mood, a smile quickly appeared on the corner of your mouth. As soon as you entered the living room, your eyes were lightly covered with a silk-like cloth, and Nioh's familiar voice sounded beside you. , "Pear yarn."

Listening to his deep voice, you are finally sure that this man is really Nioh.

His palm passed through your neck, then stroked your back, and finally with a little force, he hugged your slender body horizontally and walked towards the bedroom.

Deprived of vision, you are unavoidably at a loss. You just feel that King Nio’s fiery eyes seem to have been falling on you and never leave. His hands are pressing hard on your collarbone, and his voice is also full of interest, "You are so beautiful..."

"What's the matter with you...suddenly say something like this..." His hand was tightly squeezed by him, Nio's straightforward love words made you a little shy.

He bit your chin without any force, rubbed it lightly with the tip of his teeth, and then went all the way down the neck.

"...Does your stomach still hurt..." He asked you like this.

"It's okay, I've been drinking hot milk recently, it doesn't hurt that much."

"Oh, really?"

King Ni, who buried his head in your neck, sighed with emotion.

[5]

Less than a week after that day, King Ni called from Kyoto. His tone was hesitant to speak, but he firmly told you to break up.

You, who were still immersed in happiness on your birthday, never thought that Nioh’s breakup would come so unexpectedly. In a short period of time, you appeared in front of Momoi and Murasakihara, looking like a child who has just been taught a lesson by the head teacher low-spirited.

"You seem to be looking very bad..." Momoi reached out and stroked your forehead, then put it back on her own forehead, looking at you worriedly.

The delicious egg pudding on the table doesn't seem to be able to whet your appetite, and you don't even have the slightest appetite to eat.

"Not at all," Ziyuan tore open the package of pudding, swallowed it in one gulp, "Lisha, this is your favorite snack, eat it quickly."

Even when Murasakibara brought the pudding to you, I felt a disgusting feeling that I had never felt before.

Today is... April [-]th.

You frantically calculate in your head.

From your birthday until now, the menstrual period seems to have never come as if frozen.

In other words, before that day, Nioh will take good measures, and you will take your medicine on time under his reminder, but that day...

"nothing."

You comfort yourself in your heart.

Seeing this abnormal behavior of yours, Momoi came up with the answer in an instant without even thinking about it.

"Lisha, are you pregnant?"

"If it's true, marry me, Lisha, and I will take care of raising your little baby."

Momoi and Murasakihara spoke at the same time.

"I...I don't." You repeated several times uncertainly, "I'm just, suddenly very uncomfortable, I'm not pregnant, I don't even have a boyfriend, how could I..."

No one speaks anymore.

The two of them bowed their heads in a tacit understanding.

The surroundings suddenly became eerily quiet.

You noticed that Momoi's cell phone was displaying a call.

The author has something to say: the advantage of the second person is that it can be described objectively in the tone of 'you', everything is hidden in the details w

The details of the heroine’s pregnancy: Among all the people in Chapter 1, she was the only one who didn’t drink alcohol. In Chapter 17, she had a stomachache and recalled that she was covered in blood