[Comprehensive] Fruits of Love and Sin

Ever since he came back from the hospital, Tsunayoshi Sawada noticed that his girlfriend Akira was doing it more and more often and for longer periods of time.

Just like now, she obviously sank sideways into the sofa, holding the handheld computer and playing strategy games as usual.

His vision was blank and empty.

The eyes that couldn't find the focal length at all and kept cruising looked a little anxious.

But I don't understand where this anxiety comes from.

no--

Already unlocked?

Hasn't the wedding been postponed?

Why, why do you still have to put on such a distressing posture?

A beauty with childlike innocent pupils, with her head slightly lowered and her brows slightly furrowed, is indeed beautiful, especially when this quiet beauty is full of a precarious sense of crisis——

It's like cherry blossoms swaying and blooming on the branches, and they will fall into the mud at some point.

The soul that supported this beautiful body to go on, and the principles that were stubbornly insisted on and maintained, have gradually disappeared.

She doesn't know what to do next

——I don’t even understand the meaning of my own existence.

The eldest lady, who maintained a gentle and distant attitude with everyone, did not hesitate to hold on to the only ray of light in her life when she encountered that dazzling warm color.

For her, this is not only the continuation of the relationship, but also the torment of repeated interrogation of inner pain.

Suddenly the shoulders were heavy.

Lin Sheng opened her eyes in a daze, and she looked back.

"...Mr. Gang?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi thoughtfully put on the coat for her.

When the slender and even-ranked fingers rested on the abrupt shoulder blades of the lover, he paused unconsciously, and subconsciously slowed down.

[I didn't realize she was so thin before]

Sawada Tsunayoshi was a little lost in thought, but soon, he regained consciousness.

Gently ask your girlfriend, "Didn't you go out with your friends today? Always staying at home makes me feel very guilty."

"Obviously before chasing after Senior Sister, Senior Sister has always been a very good photographer, and even a layman like me thinks that the things she shoots have a very good appeal—"

He paused, and continued in a fluent and sincere tone.

"It's like a story like the first cherry blossoms. No matter how sad and tactful, you may even cry unconsciously because of it, it is always full of an artist's unique rendering power, so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off..."

"But during this time."

He seemed a little embarrassed to speak.

"...I always feel that the heart-pounding essence is gone from Ah Sheng's photos."

[He always calls me senior, I'm so easy, I'm afraid of the real "senior"]

[......]

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Lin Sheng pinched his fingers on the hem.

Her eyes began to drift, as if muttering to herself, "Is it...?"

Why is this?

The shooting technique that seems to have suddenly degenerated overnight has been severely criticized by the instructor of the academy——

There is no soul, it is just as good-looking as an empty shelf, completely commercial.

Ah... now, she can only shoot this kind of thing.

"me……"

Bean-sized teardrops hit the solid wood floor

Lin Sheng's pale face carried a blank and empty expression, as if she didn't know why she was sad.

"I don't know why I still exist in this world..."

"Always put a burden on others, always be ignored, always be admired like a beautiful vase, always so fragile that I hate myself..."

[Actually, this line is really embarrassing]

[......]

[It always makes me feel like I’m going to drive in the next chapter, and then I can redeem him]

[......]

Mr. Cat finally couldn't bear it anymore.

[Our Dapujiang system is not allowed to drive, we are all good boys who abide by the law]

This time it was Lin Sheng's turn to get stuck.

She paused for a while, but didn't hold back.

[You are like this, you are going to be beaten in our place, do you know that? ]

To put it bluntly, the author actually wrote 18x like chewing wax.

Ann, this little face will still be saved for her.

"I really..."

"I'm so bad..."

Lin Sheng still looks so beautiful, but now no one is willing to appreciate the sadness of beauty.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was stabbed in the heart by the flickering tears.

He kept replaying what he had experienced in these days in his mind;

Because of the heavy pressure from his career, he travels frequently, often stays out at night, and is often summoned by a phone call while still dating his girlfriend...

It was simply poorly done.

Sawada Tsunayoshi almost wanted to pull himself out and beat him up.

He took a deep breath, hugged his girlfriend's shoulders suddenly, and hugged his girlfriend, who was still crying helplessly like a child, in his arms, as if considering his tone, for fear that the person in his arms would be a little angry because of a little He was frightened by the heavier tone.

He said, "No."

"No." He repeated again with certainty.

"Speaking of which, I'm also responsible... It's been so long, and I haven't been able to give Ah Sheng a sense of security, and I can't even detect your emotional changes in the first place..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled wryly.

"I was spoiled by my seniors for no reason. I thought that whatever I did, I would understand, and I thought that I would forgive me. There are many things that I just need to say a word, and I still don't want to talk to you." Explain, and sometimes even forget to notify you when you are on a business trip, and keep you waiting..."

"It is precisely because my senior sister tolerated me for no reason that the current situation has come to such a bad state..." He sighed and said, "I am also responsible for these things."

"..."

Why is he always so gentle?

Why is he always bright like the sun?

Lin Sheng even felt a little reconciled.

When she was young, she watched her childhood sweetheart Taichi Igarashi grow unrestrained, like a tree gradually twitching in the field.Now, she still wants to see Tsunayoshi Sawada being gentle and tolerant, as warm as sunshine.

Why does everyone live a brighter life than her?

Why is she the only one who is mercilessly burned by the sun?

Gradually, the eldest lady also felt at a loss.

She was even a little aggrieved——

You obviously did nothing wrong, why did it end like this?

Is it really...

Is birth a so-called original sin?

Not reconciled

So unwilling

really not reconciled

She couldn't help but want to get closer.

It doesn't matter if you get burned—is it because you love him?

right?

She was not sure, but at least at this moment, Lin Sheng was willing to die for the other party.

Even so, you will never regret it.

He is different—

He is her sun.

He is her unique light.

It sounds ridiculous and nasty, but it happens to be the true feelings of the young lady.

In the end, she just raised her head and said, "Mr. Gang...we will be together forever, right?"

Such a begging tone seemed to be broken at any moment.

Sawada Tsunayoshi couldn't help sighing again.

In the end, he just rubbed the top of Lin Sheng's hair: "Don't think too much about it."

It's almost like coaxing a child.

But it made my girlfriend feel at ease.

She smiled shyly at him, burning like a flower blooming in the dark.

The author has something to say:

The senior here is a stalk in Magical Girl Madoka.

Ah... Fuck Cupid, world peace.

And I really don't know how to write about meat.

Once I was fooled into boarding a boat by my friends, but after I finished writing, my friends all said——

How can you do this in this situation?We have to follow in the footsteps of the leaders, do you know about the fight against pornography and illegal activities?

Hmm... I think you can imagine my level of stew.