your time

"I happen to be short of a good wife who does laundry, cooks and raises the children. I wonder what Miss Zhong would like?"

Her voice was muffled because it was buried between his back, but it couldn't hide the seriousness in the joke.As soon as the words fell, Tan Luyu realized that she had said something. She bit her lip, feeling a sense of relief. She wanted to laugh but was a little nervous. I don't know if she was nervous. He understood her hint or was afraid that he would just take it as a joke. laugh it off.

The soup spoon that was stirring clockwise in the casserole suddenly touched the bottom, making a sudden "squeak" sound, and then Tan Luyu's arms wrapped around his waist tightened even more.

Zhong Yanxu's eyes drooped slightly, and he said nothing.She suddenly became nervous, and slightly loosened her interlocking left hand, but she didn't want to be tightly clamped by him before she pulled it out.

He frowned, put down the spoon in his hand, and turned off the gas valve, but his intertwined fingers did not relax at all.After Zhong Yanxu quickly dealt with the mess in front of him, he led her to the sofa in the living room.He exerted a little force in his hand, which made Tan Luyu's center of gravity unsteady, and she sat on the sofa.Zhong Yanxu clenched her hand tightly with both hands, knelt down on one knee, staring at her hand with his eyes, his mind was not at all like his, he was completely flustered.

Tan Luyu was disturbed by his silence. On the way he dragged her into the living room, her mind seemed to be exploding. She was blaming herself for impulsiveness. Did joking about such things offend him? It is because I want to refuse, and I am silent because I am embarrassed.It was as if a big hand tightened in her heart bit by bit, the little hope that did not want to see the light was lost bit by bit with the wrinkles between his brows, and she was about to be breathless.

"Luyu," he called her, with a rare solemnity in his voice, "you know, you can't joke about this kind of thing."

Tan Luyu opened her mouth, trying to draw out her hand to press down the deep mark between his brows, but he held it even tighter.She looked at the serious expression of the man in front of her, her heart sank heavily, and she was about to say something, but was interrupted by him even faster.

He held her hand harder and harder, as if he had put his whole life into the clasped hands, without any hesitation, without hesitation: "So, since you said it, I will take it seriously, and I can't go back on my word. "

The sinking self seemed to land safely in his arms in a few words. Tan Luyu was stunned for a moment, then fixedly looked into the man's eyes, and saw his nervousness, his anxiety, and more The cautious joy and certainty of her future came like a wave, and she kept approaching and drowning in it like a fascination.

Before he could say more, she couldn't stop nodding her head before she realized it, big tears poured out involuntarily from the corners of her eyes, the corners of her lips parted and raised, and the sourness and bitterness piled up repeatedly in her heart, and the negatives and negatives were as good as positive. sweet.

There is nothing more to say, Zhong Yanxu stepped forward, and embraced her who was crooked and crying in a mess, and his lips that were so excited that they were trembling lightly touched her forehead, overflowing with joy. Found a place to rest.

At this time, the dim yellow light in the kitchen was shining gently, and the steaming heat of a piece of braised fish in thick oil and red sauce in the center of the porcelain plate with milky and white patterns on the spotless counter top spread with the aroma until it cooled down.

In the bedroom, the floor-to-ceiling windows left a gap for ventilation. The milky white curtains were slowly blown by the breeze. The light moonlight passed through the gauze curtains, spread over the wooden floor, and scattered on the light-colored sheets. The messy black long hair, the man His slender fingers brushed carelessly across the hair, and from time to time, he picked up a strand and brought it to his lips for a light kiss.

Tan Luyu twisted her index finger to get off the bed sheet, her white teeth pressed tightly against her red lips, and she tried to press down her lips and hum softly.The man's generous palms gradually slid down the spine of her back, as if he had sensed her depression, he chuckled lightly, bowed his head to enclose her trembling lips, brushed the marks left by the front teeth with the tip of his tongue, and The tenderness is only for a moment, and the next second is a raging attack.The light and delicate sucking between the lips and tongue, the strength to swallow people into the throat is inexplicably reassuring, Tan Luyu let go of the wrinkled bed sheet that has been licked, and slid his arms across his naked chest; tighten up.This time it was more like a powerful catalyst. The light in his eyes was shining brightly, and his lips and teeth moved, leaving traces of mint flavor on the delicate and smooth skin. brilliance.

As the rain cleared and the clouds dispersed, Zhong Yanxu hugged the person in his arms, wiped off a thin layer of sweat from her forehead with his thumb, lowered his head and asked softly, "Are you hungry?"

Tan Luyu closed her eyes slightly, shook her head, and gently pushed him with her limp arms: "Stay away, I'm hot."

"..." Zhong Yanxu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, at this moment he felt as if he was thrown away after being used up.Pushed by her, she didn't back down, just picked up the remote control of the air conditioner and lowered the temperature, and coaxed her in a harmonious voice, "Sleep after eating, okay?"

After being paralyzed in his arms for a while, she finally regained her strength. She raised her eyelashes, looked at the person in front of her inch by inch, and hooked her index finger over his slightly long curly hair: "Hair, it's grown." She said. I didn't know what to think of, buried my head in the man's arms, and laughed.

Zhong Yanxu stared helplessly at the back of her shaking head: "I've been too busy recently and didn't have time to cut it." After that, he tried to dig out the head from his arms, "Don't laugh, I think you are still very energetic, otherwise we will come again once?"

Hearing this, Tan Luyu instantly raised her head to hold back her laughter, pinched the zipper with her thumb and index finger in front of her mouth, and closed her mouth as if to stop laughing at him.Zhong Yanxu's natural self-written hair was a little longer, making him look lazy.But this person has a cold face most of the time, unless he is facing her, he relaxes a little. The curly hair that makes him look like he has just woken up all the time naturally does not make him feel good. It is difficult to take care of, so it is often cut short.Tan Luyu laughed at him because he didn’t take care of his hair for a while after returning from Zhong Yanxu High School. After he transferred to the new school, he was misunderstood by the class teacher for sleeping in class. woe.

"How did you answer him at that time?" Tan Luyu asked with blinking eyes, pretending to be innocent, "It's your high school head teacher."

"You don't know?" Zhong Yanxu looked at her with a smile that was not a smile, and felt that he was really too soft-hearted just now, and he couldn't do anything when he heard her crying.

"I forgot," Tan Luyu frowned, and poked his abs with his index finger, "Let's talk, let's talk."

Putting her rebellious hand into his palm, Zhong Yanxu looked at her, helplessly and tenderly: "How old was she at that time, a boy in the second year of middle school, what can I say if I was wronged? Didn't sleep, not only did I not sleep, I also saw you When I was writing on the blackboard in class, my underwear was exposed, purple with flowers, very gay." The male head teacher in the younger grade blushed and had a thick neck when he choked, and never asked him to go to the office since then.

"Did you really see it?"

"Of course not. The boys in our class saw it when they went to the bathroom."

"Pfft!" Tan Luyu shook her shoulders with a smile, "Why are you so bad!"

Zhong Yanxu sighed softly: "Do you now know how good I was to you back then?"

When she was young, she had never seen his bad temper, and the existence of a boy who was obedient to her seemed to be a matter of course, so the later conflicts seemed so unbearable to her.

She was really spoiled by him.

"Do you remember the day we broke up?" Suddenly, she said softly.

"...I said that we didn't break up, and I don't admit it." Zhong Yanxu exerted a slight force on his arm, and tightly held him in his arms.

Tan Luyu reached out and brushed away a strand of hair that fell from the corner of his eyes, and said with a slight smile, "Then do you remember that day?"

"..." Zhong Yanxu said nothing, and buried his head into her shoulder and neck.How could it be possible to forget, like a nightmare of fear extending to infinity, deeply rooted in the bottom of my heart, for six years, I have never woken up.

She slid her fingertips in front of his naked chest, secretly sketched along the ribs, and finally stopped at the fifth intercostal space of the left chest. The nerve endings under the skin of her fingertips connected to the beating of his heart, a rhythmic and powerful agitation.

I don't know how many times it was the first pointless quarrel, and they finally fell into a long period of cold war. Tan Luyu has become a little sensitive and suspicious since her parents divorced without warning, and the long distance between different places is even more invisible. The emotional distance between the two has deepened, and it can no longer end with a bickering and a hug like before.

And on that day, Tan Luyu made a decision on her own. On the day Zhong Yanxu returned with the group, she took the train to City B and traveled all the way to the city where he was.

The cold war of several months seemed to end the moment Zhong Yanxu saw her, but the tight hug and lingering kiss seemed to no longer fill the void in her heart, just like a sudden lifetime The darkest of times, the period of time when no matter what bad things happen, there is no reason to make a fuss about it.I can’t remember who took the initiative first. In Zhong Yanxu’s small rental house, the best and worst first time between them was like a ding-dong dance, a song from the bad land. flowers.

Before going to bed, he held her exhausted in his arms and said, "Luyu, shall we get married?"

Tan Luyu closed her eyes tightly, breathing peacefully.

He seemed to feel something that night, and opened his eyes when he was half asleep.Like a scene in a dream, Tan Luyu was fully dressed, sitting in the moonlight by the window with a ponytail, holding a half-burned tobacco between her fingertips.

She turned her head and looked straight into his eyes.

"Ash, let's break up."

The voice was cold, not at all like the remaining warmth in the quilt beside him.

The cold that can freeze the lungs.

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