[hp] warm as jade

Rong Jiu tried very hard to avoid thinking about this person - Lily Evans.

Now the professor only allowed her to be by his side out of soft-heartedness or other reasons, even if there were some small behaviors that crossed the line, he would not say much.

Because he doesn't care.

Lily's death also seemed to have taken away all his vitality. He didn't care about his own life, his emotions, what people around him thought of him, what he was doing, and of course he didn't care. , How did others treat him.He is alive, but he is also dead.

The cruel thing is, she has no right to care about it at all.

What is even more cruel is that the professor is actually the shadow of Lily.Whenever she thought of the professor, she couldn't help thinking of him, being constantly reminded: You thought you were unique, but that was only what you thought.In the eyes of the professor, you are no different from other students, at most you are a little more presumptuous and weird, but that's all.

No one can catch a dead man.The professor is, and so is she.

She stared at her fingers in a daze, completely unaware that there were all kinds of delicacies in front of her, until Draco gave her a kick under the table before she came back to her senses.

"Thinking about what?" he asked.

Rong Jiu raised his head, and there was a little water in his eyes.But in a blink of an eye, it disappeared, as fast as if it was just his illusion.

"It's okay, I just thought of something else." She said calmly, took a pot of pumpkin juice, and turned a blind eye to other food.

Draco showed a look of disgust: "After all these years, your taste is still so strange."

"To each other." Rong Jiu replied.

It's hard to eat anything when you have something on your mind, so that pot of pumpkin juice became Rong Jiu's entire dinner.Soon, the food was removed, and Dumbledore stood up and began his routine speech.

Rong Jiu rested his chin absently and continued to be in a daze.

There is no way to force people's hearts, and there is no reason to say it. It doesn't mean that if you work hard, there will be results.What's more, the professor is terribly persistent.He insisted on cleaning it up and making it useful for more than twenty years; he likes things related to black magic, so most of the books in his living room are these, and the other half is potions, which he is good at; he is obsessed with power, so Personal life sucks...

He likes Lily. Now that her son is 15 years old, he still has not wavered, even if he does something he doesn't like and gets along with people he doesn't like every day.

He insists on what he likes, what should he do?

Although I also want to persevere, but thinking about it this way, I am really tired.

Rong Jiu sighed lightly.

Forget it, who told me to like him.

She pushed those depressing thoughts down for a moment, pulling her attention away from her self-pity.What turned out to be a girlish, thin, sweet voice that sounded in my ears: "...Because some changes have achieved good results, and some changes will be found to be decision-making mistakes when they are in place... ..."

"It's a big mess, who is this?" Rong Jiu asked in horror, trembling.At this moment, she hoped that she would still be immersed in her own small world, and it would be best to die of grief in it, so that she would not have to be tormented by such a terrible sound on her eardrums.

"Professor Umbridge." Pansy replied softly with blank eyes, "New Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher."

"I really hate her voice," Draco said in a ghostly voice, "no matter how much she has done me for coming to Hogwarts, it won't stop me from hating her voice-compared to, even Trelawney has a cuter voice than her."

Rong Jiu covered her ears in pain.

Fortunately, soon, her speech came to an end.After Dumbledore simply added two more sentences, he announced the dismissal of all teachers and students in the school.

Draco suddenly regained his energy, stood up, fiddled with the badge on his chest, and called out loudly: "First-year freshman—this way please!"

"Oh yes, we are still this unlucky prefect." Rong Jiu muttered.

"See you later." Pansy greeted them, and returned to the dormitory with Blaise and Theodore.The unlucky Rong Jiu also had to cheer up and greeted: "Freshman, please follow us."

Rong Jiu and Draco led the quiet freshmen through the noisy crowd, out of the auditorium, and went underground.

"Those who can enter Slytherin should have at least a basic understanding of this place, so I won't introduce much." Draco said lazily, "You just need to remember that Slytherin is an honor."

He took these little ghost heads to a wet stone wall in the basement, where a stone door was hidden, which was the entrance to the Slytherin common room.

"Pure breed." Rong Jiu said the password.But it was such a simple action that made her feel a little dazed.

Every year, Slytherin's first password is always purebred, which is unmatched by other houses - people in this house are far stronger and more persistent than outsiders imagine.No matter how others look at them, they still stick to their original insistence.

We're... really Slytherins through and through.

Thinking about it, Rong Jiu led the children into the lounge, and after speaking a few words, let them go back to her dormitory.

"I said, what's wrong with you?" Draco leaned back on the sofa and asked, "Since tonight, you've been out of your mind."

Rong Jiu sat opposite him, looked at him, and smiled helplessly: "If I say that nothing happened, would you believe it?"

"Xin, you have been under my nose all day, and you suddenly became depressed. You must be thinking wildly." Draco said bluntly, "What are you thinking about all day long? The professor has been soaked by you until you still think about it." What do you want?"

"But he doesn't like me." It seems that it is not difficult to say this sentence.

"If he doesn't like you, can he indulge you like that?" Draco rolled her eyes, "Don't think I don't know how you treat the professor during the holidays, Dobby often goes to help!"

"But...that's different." Rong Jiu said sullenly, "I can always see... um, traces of other people on him."

"Others?" Draco sat up from the sofa. "Are you serious? Do you think the professor has a relationship history?"

Even though Rong Jiu was in a terrible mood at the moment, she still couldn't help laughing.

"Emotions don't necessarily go both ways." Rong Jiu explained.

"So what, you are by his side now." Draco leaned out half of his body, and poked her on the head resentfully, "You bought him all—"

"Shut up!" Rong Jiu screamed and slapped his hands away, "Don't mention this!"

Draco sneered.

"It's not the same as liking." Rong Jiu glared at him bitterly, "I feel like I'm no different from any cat or dog he cares about."

"What did you just say? You saw traces of other people in him?" Draco frowned at her, "Did you forget something?"

Rong Jiu looked at him in confusion.

"Did you notice what the Professor looks like today?" Draco said. "He's washed his hair and he's not wearing the same one he's been wearing. You picked it out for him when you went shopping with Mum, didn't you?" Aren't these all the marks you left on him?"

"Ah..." Rong Jiu opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

"Are you suffering from long-lost love syndrome?" Draco said disgustedly, "I stayed with him every day during the holidays, and we suddenly separated, so I started thinking wildly?"

Is that so?

But what you think is right?The professor allowed her to intervene in his life only because he didn't care about those things.When it came to black magic at that time, she still remembered the professor's sudden anger.

"Your EQ is really terribly low." Draco shook his head, "Do you have to care so much? Is it enough that he treats you special? Even if it's like you said, it's because he doesn't care about these things that he let you go." You intervene, you try to change someone to do these, what is waiting for that person is definitely the professor's poisonous curse and diabolism."

"And maybe it's a special time now?" He continued, "The Dark Lord is back, and you're still a student at his academy, so even if he has any feelings, he can't express them? Xinsi will accompany you every day to fall in love, isn't it good to read the book and recite the mantra?"

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Don't ask me why it's so watery... I can't find my way orz