[hp] warm as jade

In Rong Jiu's memory, the images evoked by Legilimency are all flying by like a horse watching flowers, as if the movie film has been fast forwarded by more than ten times.However, I don't know whether it's because of the different purpose or the different form. This time, in her trance, the evoked memories are too detailed, every minute and every second is so real, not even a hair is skipped.

That was when Rong Jiu was very young, in her elementary school.The sun was setting, and the little man was sitting on the edge of the playground, his shoulder-length short hair was blown to a mess, and his shadow was long on the ground.

She was holding a piece of red string in her hand, flipping her fingers deftly, as if she wanted to weave a bracelet, but it didn't look like a bracelet, but more like... a noose?

At this time, there was a sound of footsteps not far away.The preoccupied little girl didn't notice, and continued to concentrate on the movements of her hands.Suddenly, there was a pain in her head, and a clod of soil hit her head, and dust fell all over her body.She looked up blankly, as if she hadn't recovered yet.

"Look! That little monster is messing with her rope again!" A little boy with his hips on his hips shouted angrily.Behind him, several children of about the same age followed suit: "Oh oh oh! Monster!"

"I heard that the rope is scary. As soon as it touches you, the monster will come to catch you at night!" A girl said seriously, raising her finger and pointing at Rong Jiu, "Her mother was taken away by this."

"You talk nonsense!" Seemingly finally regaining consciousness, Xiao Rongjiu retorted loudly, "My mother is right by my side, and she didn't go anywhere!"

"Your mother is dead! You little liar!" The leading boy yelled, picking up another clod of earth and throwing it at her, "This monster can still lie, kill her!"

"I'm not lying!" Xiao Rongjiu dodged those clods in embarrassment, with tears in her eyes, holding back her tears, "Look, my mother is over there—"

Her finger pointed across the playground.It was overgrown with weeds and looked dark and eerie.There, a woman in a black robe stood there, who was very similar to Rong Jiu, with gentle and sad eyes, staring at her quietly.

But those children didn't seem to see it, and instead screamed louder: "Oh! The monster is a little liar!"

"I'm not lying!" Xiao Rongjiu couldn't help but shed tears after holding it for a long time, and burst into tears, while running to the woman, "Mom! Mom, they bullied me!"

He staggered there and wanted to jump on the woman, but he missed it and fell to the ground in embarrassment, with blood oozing from his hands and knees.She stared blankly at her hands, then at the woman in front of her who was clearly visible but couldn't be touched, and cried again.

"Oh...it's really touching." A cold voice sounded in front of Xiao Rongjiu.

Rong Jiu snapped back to his senses.She didn't know when she knelt down on the office floor, raised her head blankly, and saw the black-robed professor looking down at her, full of disdain and coldness.

Touching his cheek again, it was already moist.

How did it bring up such a memory?

That time, she vented all her grievances on her mother, and ran home crying.

Then, she never saw her mother's soul again.

According to Mr. Rong, her mother was afraid that she would be sad, and also blamed herself for causing such a mess to her daughter, so she had already gone to reincarnation.

When she grew up, she finally understood the price and pain of her soul staying in the mortal world, and understood the pain and struggle of her parents, but her mother would never come back.

Rong Jiu struggled to get up from the ground.Although the previous experience of being searched for memories also saw a lot of sad memories, they were all fleeting, and the next scene had already arrived before recollection.But this time, she seemed to be forced to go through the past again. The emotions at that time and the reluctance, sadness and self-blame that had been superimposed on it over the long years overlapped together, which made her feel exhausted.

"Your first attempt was very bad. I didn't feel your resistance at all." Snape sneered, "I thought Miss Rong would perform better, after all, you seem to be very contemptuous of this."

Rong Jiu wiped off his sweat, raised his head, and said in a serious tone, "Professor, please tell me, what should I do?"

"Close your eyes and clear your mind of emotions." Snape said simply, "Recall the feeling that I invaded you just now, and learn to resist it."

Rong Jiu closed her eyes obediently, and silently recited the Qingxin formula in her heart.

Seeing that the girl in front of him quickly calmed down, if it weren't for the tears still on her face and the clothes on her body were a little messy, it would be impossible to see that there was such a violent mood swing before, Snape showed a trace of satisfaction on his face, but It quickly disappeared without a trace.

"Now, pay attention," Snape said softly.

Rong Jiu's eyes opened, two pairs of black eyes met together, one pair was indifferent, the other pair was calm, it looked like a pair.

Snape raised his wand again.

"Oh? Andrea? Why are you here at this time?" Rong Jiu looked at the owl in front of him, a little curious, but quickly became serious, "Is something wrong?"

Andrea pecked at her finger and let her remove the letter from its claws.

It was Narcissa's handwriting, and the whole family was so flamboyant.Rong Jiu smiled and opened the envelope.

"...May all be well. Besides, during the meal this morning, Lucius' Dark Mark responded, and that person is becoming stronger. Before, he had..."

Can not look!Rong Jiu's heart suddenly exploded with a strong force, as if someone shouted in her heart, that is a secret!

Rong Jiu panted and raised her head.

"Ah, some progress." Snape said, but soon showed sarcasm, "It seems that Miss Rong really has some secrets that she doesn't want me to know, and she tried to resist, but - it didn't work."

As if he understood the doubt in Rong Jiu's eyes, he snorted: "I only need to read the beginning, and I can copy the whole thing from memory."

Rong Jiu's complexion turned pale.

"There's progress, but it's not enough." Snape was visibly happier seeing her panic, "Let's try again."

In the dark classroom, only faint light comes in through the cracks in the windows.A girl sat there with her knees folded, her head buried in her arms, motionless, as if she had been petrified.

After a while, she raised her head and looked out of the window with a sad expression.

"Do you really like...?"

"like……"

"No!" Rong Jiu screamed.She was panting heavily, panic on her face.They returned to the office calmly in Rong Jiu's memory again.

This time, Rong Jiu didn't dare to raise his head, and didn't dare to look at the expression on the man's face.

"It seems that proper stimulation will help Miss Rong's progress." Snape showed a smile of unknown meaning, "It seems that in your heart, this is more... unseen than what Malfoy once wrote?"

"That's privacy." Rong Jiu said sullenly.

Snape sneered: "Ah, yes, privacy. But not to me, unless you get better at it."

Seeing the flames in the eyes of the little witch in front of him once again, Snape smiled with satisfaction: "Then let's try again?"

The familiar feeling of being spied on the soul struck again.But I don't know if it was because of her high fighting spirit and agitated emotions just now, this time the resistance came much weaker.Memories unfolded before their eyes.

Rong Jiu was wearing a long nightdress, sitting on the window frame, with her feet crossed, kicking the air there once and for all, while looking at the sky, carefully studying the direction of the stars.

Suddenly, the door was slammed open, making Rong Jiu unsteady in fright, and almost fell down.After finally steadying myself, the man said carelessly, "Hey, what are you twisting by the window?"

"I'm thinking which curse can be used to deal with you." Rong Jiu replied through gritted teeth.Needless to say, in this manor, there was only one person with such insolence, and that was Draco.

Draco waved his hand, looking indifferent: "Don't talk about this, have you finished the paper assigned by the professor?"

"Which article are you talking about?" Rong Jiu waved his magic wand, and a dozen rolls of parchment suddenly flew up from the desk by the window, and landed firmly in front of him, "Find it yourself."

I thought it was homework from a different subject, but it turned out that it was all related to Potions. Draco couldn't help but feel sympathetic: "The professor gave you so many extra things?"

"It's not bad." Rong Jiu shrugged, "If the Academy Cup wasn't for Slytherin, how much do you think it would be?"

"The professor really dotes on you." Draco sneered while looking for the volume he wanted, "I also want to be treated like this, tsk, too little homework is really annoying."

Rong Jiu rolled his eyes at him and ignored him.

After getting what he wanted, Draco didn't leave immediately, but sat down on Rong Jiu's bed: "What are you doing there?"

"Look at the stars." Rong Jiu scratched her hair and became irritable.She remembered the godly words that Xu Fu told her, so she tried to find the star corresponding to the person who "died because of her".However, so far, I still have no clue, and I can't help but regret not being able to learn related skills with my father.

"What's so interesting about that." Draco said disdainfully, looking around.After being quiet for a while, he suddenly asked, "What's on you?"

"What?" Rong Jiu was a little confused by the question, lowered her head, and glanced at her body.Nothing but wands and charms.

"That's right there, bulging together." Draco raised his hand and pointed at her.Rong Jiu looked along his fingers, but there was still nothing.What's more, her charms and wand were all in her lap, and Draco's finger was clearly pointing at it...

Wait, above?

Rong Jiu raised his head slowly, showing a smile.

Then, there were screams in Malfoy Manor, accompanied by spells flying around, it was really lively.

"The actual combat level is good." Snape commented.

Rong Jiu was shocked.When she came back to her senses, they were still in the dim office, and Snape was staring at her with a half-smile.

Thinking of the scene just now, Rong Jiu's face turned red with a "swipe".

"A very bad attempt." Snape commented, with a strange expression on his face, "Although there was a section in the middle, Miss Rong deliberately gave up resistance...but the effect was still very poor."

"The body will become more and more exhausted as the battle progresses, and so will the spirit. At the beginning, I gave up resistance and let the invasion go, and the effect becomes worse later on."

Rong Jiu looked at the sky, of course she knew where her memories were going.Because she has always been a good sister, when my brother has this wish of "wanting to have as much homework as possible", of course she has to convey it to the professor for him.

However, she still overestimated her own abilities, and she couldn't resist the embarrassing content behind...

"Miss Rong still has some characteristics of the Malfoy family after all." Snape sneered, "arrogant, self-righteous, isn't it? But Lucius at least has the strength to be arrogant, and you..." Eyes lightly After scanning Rong Jiu, it is self-evident who that "we" are.

Draco, who was chatting with his companions in the common room, sneezed suddenly.

"Draco, did you catch a cold?" Pansy asked with concern.

"Maybe." Draco moved towards the fireplace, "It's a bit cold."

An hour later, Rong Jiu was almost a useless person, slumped on the sofa.All kinds of memories were constantly being flipped through, good and bad, and she experienced almost all the intense emotions in her previous life in a short period of time.Although she had indeed made some progress, and even successfully resisted Snape's prying once, she was more exhausted, her brain was severely overdrawn, and she was throbbing with pain.

"One last time, Miss Rong." Snape waved his wand carelessly, pretending not to see Rong Jiu's disheartened face, "If you don't do well this time... I might think your theory is not solid enough, Need to write something to explain to me what you know about Occlumency and Legilimency."

Rong Jiu twitched his eyebrows.She didn't have much energy to analyze what Snape meant by this sentence. Anyway, if a dog can't spit out ivory, it must not be a good word.

Snape replied, "Very well, then. I'll count to three. One, two, three—"

"Legislasia!"

Late at night, the Slytherin common room.

"What's the matter with you?" It was Draco, who sat across from Rong Jiu, asked unceremoniously.

Rong Jiu's heart tightened, and his brain began to function crazily, trying to resist prying eyes from the outside world.But this time, I don't know whether it's because of her overdrawing too much, or because of this memory. Although there is a slight interruption in the picture, it still continues to operate irresistibly.

"Wait, that's what you're afraid of. You're afraid of this smiling professor."

"Joke, why am I afraid of him smiling? I'm not afraid of him raising his wand with a stern face! And he's not the kind of smile that settles accounts after laughing, he's really happy. I'm not afraid of him biting, maybe I Are you afraid that he won't bite?"

"What you are afraid of is this smiling professor. You are afraid that he is too kind to you, Jiu."

"I'm not a masochist, wouldn't I be happy when he hit me lightly one day? What's going on, you guys?"

"You...do you like the professor?"

The feeling of being spied on suddenly disappeared.The entire office was silent.

The author has something to say:

First of all, the matter of Legilimency has not been changed.

Then I will talk about my own thoughts, that is, if I find that someone I like has flipped through my diary, and this person is my teacher, my first reaction is to be angry, and then I will start to counsel after I calm down, and then try to give The person I like makes excuses, and this excuse is not for the person I like, but for myself. If the person I like is really the kind of person who randomly flips through my diary, I will be the one who is sad.

So I think first of all she is in a weak or even humble position, whether it is between the crush and the crush, or between the student and the professor, and she is still struggling with whether she likes the professor or not. crazy.So she will be cowardly, but she will not turn the page.After all, humble people are not qualified to care about, and the one who gives in will always be the one who is more attentive.

So this is a more reliable reaction I think-because everyone has a different idea, I am sorry to let you down her weakness.I really think it's unreasonable for her to be so hard just now.

But I will seriously consider whether she should be tougher.

Thank you for your comments!