Hunter x Hunter: Feitan, I am your mother

The fire was spreading, and Hisoka was just playing poker like that, the smile on his face was strange and evil under the bright and dark light of the fire.

"Sorry, thought you'd have some funnier reactions?"

"I'm really sorry I didn't let you see it." I spread my hands indifferently, "I'm going to withdraw, you can do whatever you want."

"Want to leave?" Hisoka curled his lips, "It's not that easy."

I really want to scold my mother, where did I provoke this bastard, who wants to kill me when he gets the chance?

The brigade did this, it just made me feel cold, I was hiding, hiding under the shelter of darkness, so I could not think about moral issues, I thought I would be very angry and scared, but I was very calm, like this Being cold, apart from the brigade, it's more of a dislike for not caring about myself.

This world has no sense of substituting for me at all, just like the NPC in the game, it's just Feitan——

Sure enough, I am not a positive, sunny and cheerful time traveler, just like I told Pacono from the very beginning, I am a pessimist.

I can't be optimistic, my mood is so-called heavy now.

my knife!

There is no knife, what a shame.

So when Hisoka flew cards at me, I just silently turned sideways to avoid them.

If he flies again, I will hide again.

He flies, I hide, he flies, I hide...

After this, Hisoka became angry, "Why don't you resist?"

"I didn't bring a knife."

Obviously, apart from sword skills, I need strength but not strength, and agility but not agility. I only have a little knowledge of fighting skills. Although I am better than ordinary people, I am weak in front of those who have the ability to read.

That's right, although I also have thoughts, but they are completely auxiliary, unless it is a long-term battle, it is not needed in a short life-and-death struggle.

"..." Hisoka petrified, he obviously also thought of this question.

After standing silently for a long time, he moved his steps, "Then let you go first..."

Hey, what a disappointment you are! !

Seeing Hisoka leave with shaky steps, I silently walked to the wall and took down the knife hanging on the wall.

remember what i said

It's a collector's party...well, a funeral.

I was looking around just now, but I was not looking at the escape route, but looking for any collections that I could borrow. I think, now no one cares whether I borrow it or steal it openly, right?

After all, it's not my usual knife, so I'm going back to the car to bring my own knife.

I said I didn't bring a knife, but I just didn't bring it to the banquet.

Such an obvious sharp blade is very troublesome to bring in.

Well, I actually saw that Kuroro was going in with me, it was too shocking and I forgot...

I really am a transformation system.

Glancing at the figures fighting in the distance, I turned and left.

……

The corridor was already empty, there must have been some masters holding back the brigade's pace.

Well, isn't it dangerous for me to be alone?

Said Cao Cao, Cao Cao.

I looked at the five people who jumped out in front of me, and I felt speechless in my heart, not knowing what to say.

The group of people in front of me are obviously very qualified, unlike in the novel, they always talk nonsense and rush towards me as soon as they appear.

They have qualities, which means that I am going to be in danger.

Not only do I have to be on guard against the front, but I also need to secretly guard against their evil hands behind the scenes. This is when we really need to fight against the water.

Due to my lack of opponents and the number of battles, although I said that my strength has returned to its original level, it is a fatal thing for me who has no memory.

Dodge the hidden weapons that are flying sideways, and at the same time hold the opponent's knife. Maybe each of them is not as skilled as me, but the five of them attack with a sharp and careful rhythm. What I pursue is fast fighting, because physical strength has always been the weakness of people who pursue speed, not to mention that I am stronger than ordinary people for various reasons.

As time goes by, my weakness in physical strength will gradually be revealed, and fatal mistakes will be exposed. They want to delay until that time and finish me off with one blow.

My physical strength is poor, but because of reading, even if there is no distraction control, the recovery speed will be much faster than normal people. After discovering this, they will increase their efforts. At high speed, this is also equivalent to chicken ribs.

There is always a chance for the ability of the trait department. Why did I get the ability to heal, but choose a sharp knife?

I really envy Fei Tan's kind of back-and-forth person.

The smell of blood gradually filled the air, the other party was hurt, and so was I.

These guys are very ruthless, in order to prevent me from recovering, I picked a place to attack.

The back was hacked by some bastard, and the scattered wounds on the body scattered the pain, so that he would not be unconscious.

The opponent's cold and dead eyes also fluctuated because of the upcoming victory.

This time, he was much calmer than the last time he was on the verge of death.

……

"Do you want to die like this?" A clear young girl's voice suddenly sounded in her ears. Her voice was very clean, soft and indifferent, but there was no sense of disobedience.

It's like whispering in my ear.

For a moment I really thought I was with someone, but that was obviously impossible.

do i want to die

At that moment just now, I did have the thought of death, but I felt faintly unwilling in my heart. Why do I want to die?

"Pain is eternal."

"Hey, I get annoyed with it sometimes too."

That voice was as familiar as the voice that told me not to leave at the beginning, but it was a little different. The voice at the beginning seemed to be paranoid about some thoughts, but this voice had a clear consciousness.

I wanted to ask something, but I couldn't say it. When I returned to reality, there were only dead bodies around me.

Their expressions were filled with surprise, as if they had seen something far beyond their expectations.

Again.

what just happened?

The pain in my body pulled me back to reality, my thinking was a little confused, and I staggered towards a certain place.

The surroundings are very quiet, only my heavy breathing and messy footsteps.

Suddenly hurried footsteps and lazy voices sounded behind him.

"Hey, Feitan, what are you in such a hurry for?"

... "Fetan?"

When I turned around, I met his hastily and tightly constricted pupils.

He paused, then walked quickly to me.

I know that I must be more embarrassed than when I was on Meteor Street, but there is no hatred in his eyes, he shouldn't, he shouldn't have those fragile emotions.

Because of the excessive blood loss, I was a little dizzy, I simply hugged him according to the feeling of weakness, and complained in a weak voice, "You are really slow."

"... right?"

"Fitan."

I smiled and put my head on his shoulder, interrupting what he was about to say.

"Ah."

"I'm a little sleepy..."

Boundless darkness hit me, and when I opened my eyes again, everything would be different.

The author has something to say: I had a general understanding of the pessimists before. It was just a hazy idea that the heroine was set as such a person. The Lord does fit.

Schopenhauer, a well-known pessimist, he believes that one should hang one's will high, keep it from touching anything, maintain the greatest indifference to everything in the heart, and no longer have any desires.

Ansuna does not think that she belongs to this world, and she is indifferent to everything around her, and does not want to go deep. Everything is as perishable as a bubble, and the domination of the will can only lead to nothingness and pain in the end. idiosyncratic.

There is also a difference. Schopenhauer believes that the soul is succumbed to desire, but because Ansuna doesn't care, she doesn't have the desire to kill, destroy, and obtain.

Of course, I mean the current Ansuna, not the forever Ansuna, →I didn’t say anything.