Hunter x Hunter: Feitan, I am your mother

The last day ended with me laughing like an idiot in bed.

Having never had time to take a good look at Feitan's residence, I finally had the time to observe it.

Hey, there's a basement over there.

The basement... I'd better not look at it!

half a minute later

"My damn curiosity!" I rubbed my forehead.

In fact, I don't quite understand me who is always sneaking around even though Feitan is not around.

Probably due to guilty conscience and nervousness, I felt that the hand pushing the door was heavy.

Usually I am not a very curious person, this must be the guidance of fate (sophistry)!

"squeak--"

There has been no one for a long time, and the dust that hit my face made me cough desperately.

"Cough cough cough!!"

I walked in depressed, and I was about to see the horrific corpse, and I breathed a sigh of relief. There was only a dusty bookshelf in the room, and there were no books.

"Strange." I brushed the ashes off the bookshelf, a little disappointed.

Why is there nothing?

I kicked the bookcase depressingly, turned and left, and at this moment, the phone rang.

"Hey?"

When I came back, the room was pitch black, Feitan hasn't come back yet... I turned on the light suspiciously, and then saw someone on the sofa with his back to me.

"..."

"Fei Tan?" I said, why do I feel that he is so stiff?

"..."

"Hey, aren't you angry that I came back late?" I hesitated.

"..."

I suddenly had a bad premonition in my heart, and I walked around the sofa quickly, and saw him with his head down holding a notebook in both hands.

When I stretched out my hand to detect his breath, I met a pair of golden eyes looking at me quietly.

First was anger, his eyes were so cold that the surrounding temperature dropped several levels, then he was angry, so fierce that he seemed to swallow me alive, and finally he became angry from embarrassment.

It turns out... a gaze can have so many emotions!

He closed the notebook with a "snap", Fei Tan met my bewildered face, and entered the room with a "hum".

After standing still for a while, I finally came back to my senses and realized the problem - the notebook.

Damn, what the hell is in that notebook!Judging from Feitan's previous behavior, it must be something that he didn't know before, and he would be angry with me, and then become angry from embarrassment, so 80% of it may be my notebook.

I don't have the impression of taking notes, so the old me took notes!Also, 90% of the time it's about Feitan and carrying Feitan.

Ah, I can't imagine myself writing something affectionate. If it's not affectionate, then the most likely thing is the content.

I suddenly remembered the sound of something falling to the ground before I left the basement, but unfortunately I left without looking back.

Confused about going into the room, I realized a more serious problem - where to sleep tonight! !

Yesterday, I was impulsive because my mind was not very clear, and Feitan was also very sleepy, so today...

I'm a little embarrassed to think about it~~o(〃'▽'〃)o

When I walked into the room, I found myself thinking too much orz

Someone naturally occupied the entire bed, judging from the remaining space, there was absolutely no intention of letting me sleep on it.

I broke out again because of my self (nasty) (dirty) thinking (love) (wanting) shame and anger!

"Fitan!"

Arrogantly walked to the bedside, I called out angrily.

"..." Familiar neglect.

Just when I was about to tear my throat open and spiel regardless of my image, I saw the notebook next to the pillow.

"..."

want to see.

Silently bowing my head and turning my back to Feitan, I reached out to the diary in an unknown state of mind.

During this period, my mind was blank, and when I woke up, I was already holding a notebook.

so excited! !

"Boom boom boom! Boom boom boom!" My heart beat again with high frequency, but this time I was extremely excited.

Looking at the cover carefully, I prepared to flip through the notebook with anxiety and excitement, at this moment...

"Are you sure you want to watch it?" Very soft words sounded from the side.

At the same time, a photo fell from the notebook.

I don't know what caused it, but Feitan seldom speaks and his voice is very soft, and he likes to torture, torture, read books and play games in the dark, etc. I always think that his childhood was devastated.

Now, I suddenly seem to understand something...

In the photo, it should be Feitan when he was very young, his soft blue hair was very beautiful in the sun, his narrow golden eyes looked at the camera angrily, and... he was wearing a beautiful long white dress.

"puff--"

I covered my mouth to stop myself from laughing out loud.

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! !

Ladies!It turned out to be women's clothing!And it's a skirt!Ha ha ha ha! !

So cute! !

Sensing that the surrounding air was getting colder, I looked down at Feitan's extremely cold and gloomy face, and said sincerely, "It's very cute."

murderous look--

Mom, I shouldn't be silenced! !

No wonder his face is so stinky today, but why didn't he burn this photo!

Looking at the stinking face in the photo, one can tell that Fei Tan did not do it voluntarily, after all, I have never heard of him having the habit of transvestite.

So which "capable person" can make Fei Tan wear a skirt?

Although Feitan was a child.

"Hey." I laughed dryly, thinking seriously about the possibility of being silenced,

When I was about to hand over the photo and notes sincerely, I saw the reverse side of the photo, and then I was stunned.

The girl with long blue hair had delicate eyebrows and bent over Feitan's neck with a bright smile, her pale golden eyes were full of complacency and malice.

This afternoon

"Hello." I connected the phone without looking at the number.

"Long time no see~" There was a familiar voice on the other end of the phone.

"We haven't seen each other yet." I said blackly, "What do you need from me?"

"Ah, why are you so indifferent." Hines said exaggeratedly.

"Why do you use a surprised tone, when have I been enthusiastic?" I asked in a flat tone.

"I haven't seen you for a few days, and my tongue has become more and more poisonous." Hynes sighed.

"It's been less than 24 hours since we last met."

"..." Hines was silent for a while, "Okay~ Never mind, I have something important to see you this time~"

"You should go back."

"Otherwise, he'll—die."

"Why do you say that?" I had a bad feeling in my heart.

"Come to the place where we 'first' met, well, I guess, it's called 'Tom Cruise's Wine House', right?" Hynes laughed, "I remember the wine there was delicious. "

"No way! Tell me to rush back there now!"

"I'll be waiting for you."

"Let's be honest, you don't belong in this world."

"I believe you know this too, or feel it faintly."

"My ability is time and space, so I can also see some interesting things, such as... the past and the future."

There is a line of delicate words in the blank space of the photo.

"The sun is beautiful".

"Sun" - refers to "risingsun".

It turned out that everything was doomed.

It turned out that I had already made a decision.

It wasn't until much later that I realized that what Hines said was not of this world was not as simple as I thought.

But at that time, I finally knew one thing, why I have no memory of the past,

Because the past—hasn't happened yet.

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