[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

If it is said that when Lu Han was young, Jiang Wanwan was the person he liked the most, then Qin Yun was undoubtedly the person he hated the most.

That's right, she was not called Qin Qiaoyan at that time, but Qin Yun. She had an ordinary name and an ordinary appearance. The only thing that was unusual was her savage and vulgar character than a boy.

Qin Yun was born in a happy family, her parents both work in public institutions, the family conditions are very good, she doesn't have to worry about food and clothing, her parents dote on her extremely, they almost have everything she wants, Qin Yun is not spoiled, once felt that she He is the happiest person in the world. He has a bold personality and a sense of loyalty. Because his appearance is not very outstanding, he cut his hair short to highlight his features. He laughs and fights with girls all day long. He is out of shape.

If you don't deliberately recall, Qin Qiaoyan will almost forget her past appearance, the one that Lu Han deeply remembers, and the one that she tries to forget is Qin Yun's real self.

Before meeting Lu Han, Qin Yun had never seen such a beautiful boy, with big watery eyes, white and tender face, and red lips, he was even more girl than a girl.

Because they live in the same building, both parents are very familiar with each other. Under the guidance of adults, although the other party is a little guy who is three years younger than her, Qin Yun still knows him, and curiously looks at him who is almost shorter than her. A boy with a head but skin whiter than hers, looked at him for a long time, and then asked, "Are you a boy or a girl?"

Forgive her blindness, I really can't see it.

"I'm a man!" Lu Han yelled angrily, staring into his jet-black eyes, his delicate little face blackened into a pan, and said every word.

People always ask the same question, because everyone will be angry. When meeting for the first time, Lu Han didn't have a good impression of Qin Yun.

The relationship between Qin Yun and Lu Han has become increasingly familiar, probably because she is three years older than him. With a generation gap, Lu Han can't get close to her, but Qin Yun likes to play with him very much, and carelessly plays with him Call him a brother, and play with him the game she played badly before.

She likes to play with him, like to be with him, and even likes to think of ways to make him angry, Qin Yun would laugh out loud every time he saw him pouting his face but acting annoyed that she couldn't do anything about it.

In his short ten years of life, Qin Yun, who was still inexperienced, didn't know that this was liking until... Jiang Wanwan appeared.

That gloomy and withdrawn girl with no father or mother suddenly appeared in her life just like that.

She hates Jiang Wanwan, hates it very much, that girl is not liked by others, her parents expressly stipulated that she keep a distance from her, and friends around her are also jealous of her, not only because of Jiang Wanwan's background, but also because of her Alcoholic father, her father is a lunatic. Once a girl went to Jiang Wanwan's house to play with her, but her father threw a wine bottle and drove her out. Although she didn't get hit, her face was scratched by glass shards from the bottle , shed a lot of blood, and was sent to the hospital on the spot.

From then on, Jiang Wanwan was a taboo, and Jiang Wanwan's family was even more taboo.

Of course, Qin Yun hated her not because of these one-sided reasons, but because of the intimate relationship between her and Lu Han.

Every time I saw the two of them walking together after school, even though Qin Yun didn't want to admit it, it was as if a hole had been cut in his heart, and it hurt so badly. She didn't know it when she was still young. It's called jealousy, and it's a terrible emotion that can devour and destroy everything.

She began to try every means to prevent them from being together. She is the king of children and the leader of the girls. Most of the time, they would agree with her whatever she said. She asked them not to approach boys, saying that they were monkeys with many scars on their bodies. Bacteria are contagious.

The boundary between boys and girls was set in this way, and gradually, it developed into a situation that was on fire, and intensified in a bad direction that even she didn't expect. Even Luhan, in order to pretend to be more realistic, she deliberately treated him Without pretense, he insulted him every day.

"Lu Han, you stick to Jiang Wanwan all day, are you ashamed?"

On the way back from school, it was rare that he didn't see Jiang Wanwan by his side. Qin Yun seized the opportunity and followed him step by step, laughing wantonly.

"Qin Yun, are you annoying or not? It doesn't matter who I'm with?" Lu Han glanced at her impatiently, waved his hand like chasing flies, "Don't you hate boys the most? Biting me tightly, what a pity, I provoked someone..."

The little boy let out a long sigh, his delicate eyebrows were tightly frowned, and he shook his head depressedly, puzzled.

"I..." Qin Yun was blocked by him for a moment and couldn't speak. He just raised his head and said stubbornly: "I just hate you, and I can't bear you getting close to Jiang Wanwan. How about it, can't you?" ?”

Luhan didn't bother to talk to her, he looked at her as if he was insane, he glanced at her and then walked away quickly, as if staying with her for one second was torture.

At such a young age, he doesn't have any gentlemanly demeanor. His idea is very simple, he will hate anyone who hates him, and don't take advantage of anyone.

Qin Yun stood there, looking at his back, feeling sad for a while. How could she tell him that she provoked the relationship between men and women just to separate him and Jiang Wanwan, but the final result told her that no matter how incompatible the relationship between men and women is, he No matter how much she and Jiang Wanwan were squeezed out, she would never be able to separate the two of them.

Since she couldn't dismantle it, it didn't mean the adults couldn't dismantle it. Qin Yun thought hard day and night, and finally came up with another plan.

Together with her best friends, she wrote "Jiang Wanwan likes Luhan" with chalk on the downstairs wall of Jiang Wanwan's house overnight. They were all over the corridor, and anyone who came out would definitely see them.

Qin Yun let out a hearty laugh in his heart, thinking that this time Lu Han would still be stuck with Jiang Wanwan, and Jiang Wanwan would definitely stay away from him because he couldn't stand the humiliation.

However, afterwards, she never expected that the person who was driven away in the end was her.

She was bitten, and the deep tooth marks were embedded on the delicate skin of her arm. It was the first time she saw Luhan get angry, and it was also the first time she was so close to him, close enough to see him curl up Thick eyelashes, and his face flushed with anger.

Lu Han clung to her tightly and refused to let go, until the adult came and took a lot of effort to pull him away. His dark eyes flashed with a cold light, and he yelled at her angrily, "Qin Yun , I hate you, if you dare to bully Wanwan again, even if you are a woman, I will not be polite to you!"

Tears fell from Qin Yun's eyes, and he also lost his temper. He was so angry that he punched and kicked him, it hurt so much, really.

Since then, she has never seen Lu Han again, her parents moved with her due to work, her hair grew a lot, but she never cut it again.

How long can you last if you like someone?Qin Yun never thought about this issue, she thought that she was just interested in Lu Han on a whim, but this short moment took her two years, and she couldn't forget it.

She went to high school, went to a new school, and made new friends, but she always felt that something was missing, especially after hearing that Lu Han and Jiang Wanwan were together.It was a friend around her who told her that even if the old friend moved, the contact has not been broken.

They told her many things about Jiang Wanwan intermittently, saying that she has changed a lot, her personality has become much more cheerful and lively, she has also become gentle and sensible, and she seems to be a good match with Luhan.

The girls were chattering, their eyes gleaming with gossip, they blushed and told her quietly, "Do you know, one time when Xiao Yu and I came home from study at night, we saw Lu Han and Jiang Wanwan kissing in the corner behind the seventh unit building?" , Don’t be ashamed about that scene.”

After Qin Yun listened in silence, the depths of his eyes were dark, he reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth, and sneered, "He is only a junior high school student, so he did such a thing. When I was young, I thought he was a good student. See It can't come like this."

Qin Yun said dubiously, for the first time he knew what it was like to feel a person's heartache to the extreme.

Qin Yun decides to change, Jiang Wanwan can change from gloomy to cheerful, why can't she counterattack from ugly duckling to white swan?

The first step in the change is to change the name to something poetic and connotative. She searched the dictionary, and the name Qin Qiaoyan came into being; she learned to make up to make herself beautiful; I bought more than a dozen dresses in different styles and colors; she learned to cultivate her interests, and despite her parents’ obstruction, she suspended her studies and enrolled in painting and guzheng training classes to make herself more temperamental; she learned to disguise and soften her voice , Converging all the sharp edges and corners of temper, trying to make myself sweet.

In the end she succeeded, she managed to make herself look like a girl, even though she found sadly that all the directions she changed were vaguely pointing to a source—Jiang Wanwan, the appearance of his favorite person.

Although she knew that no matter how much she resembled Jiang Wanwan, Lu Han would not like her.

But after she changed and returned to school, this beautiful skin won her a lot of attention from the opposite sex. Qin Yun made her first boyfriend and gave her first kiss, which was far from what she had imagined. Nausea, even an urge to vomit.

why?

Qin Yun was puzzled, everyone seemed to enjoy the kiss when they kissed, why was it so uncomfortable?

Then she began to make her second and third boyfriends, and the results were similar. She could chat and eat with them normally, but when they kissed, it made her feel sick.

Gradually, Qin Yun understood something. She was always looking for a person's shadow in other people. When she picked a boyfriend, either his eyes or mouth resembled that person, and she pieced together the various facial features to find a complete personality. He, no matter how he spells it, is not his him.

until one day.

"Xiaoyun, have you heard that Luhan and Jiang Wanwan broke up!" Her old friend Xiaoyu said mysteriously on the phone, and now she is the only one who still calls her Xiaoyun.

But even her friends who have been friends for more than ten years don't know the biggest secret in her heart.

Qin Yun smiled, and beautiful flowers finally bloomed on her gorgeous face. She knew that her chance had come.

In the name of an art festival, getting close to him couldn't be easier.

A new name, a new identity, no matter what it is, it is impossible for him to remember himself, Qin Yun is very confident that she will get to know him again with a brand new look, not the savage girl Qin Yun he hates, but a gentle The intellectual beauty Qin Qiaoyan, she is confident that he will fall in love with her.

I just didn't expect that there was a variable.

"You can't go up. This is where everyone in the art festival rehearses, and no one else is allowed to enter." Qin Yun looked at the ordinary-looking girl in front of him, and his heart tightened involuntarily.

Liu Xiaojie, no matter how you look at it, she doesn't look like the type that Lu Han would like. Looking at her, it's like looking in a mirror, seeing the cowardly and timid self back then, what are you kidding?If such a rude and ordinary girl can be liked, then what is the purpose of all she has done all these years? !

"Who do you think you are, you can't get in if you say you can't get in?" The girl on the other side retorted, her eyes were cold.

"I don't have the qualifications, but I think there should be someone behind you." Qin Yun smiled slightly, seeing her face suddenly changing color, he felt a sense of relief in his heart.

How could it be possible for her to get close to Lu Han, Lu Han couldn't possibly like her, so it would be good for everyone to stop her thoughts earlier, Qin Yun comforted himself, directly denying Liu Xiaojie and indirectly denying his past self.

until……

"I'm sorry, I really like Xiaojie, I can't accept your intentions." In the rehearsal room, Lu Han sincerely apologized to her, with a guilty expression on his face, "As for the guitar player, I hope you can think about it."

The collapse of the world turned out to be just an instant.

Qin Yun's face became as pale as paper, and he looked at him incredulously. In the depths of his eyes, strong resentment finally burst out.

Why, why have I worked so hard to change for so many years, just to get closer to the type of girl you like, and then you say that you like the girl who is even more ordinary than the original me, and the personality is even more annoying Liu Xiaojie?

This is not fair!

Qin Yun tried his best to calm down the turbulent waves in his heart. Looking at the young man's beautiful face, he suddenly felt a strong urge to kiss him. He wanted to kiss him very much.

She used a little trick, stood on tiptoe, and kissed those dreaming lips as she wished.

For the first time, I didn't feel like vomiting.

For the first time, it was pushed away.

The second time, I heard his voice full of disgust

"Qin Qiaoyan, I have never hated a girl so much, you are the first."

History is always strikingly similar.

The author has something to say:

Every time I write about the second female lead, I have the feeling that Su Yi is not the heroine, this must not be my illusion (laughing and crying)

There are two separate chapters between the two, the first one is Qin Qiaoyan, and the second... you will know tomorrow (funny)