[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

Han Yi and Su Yi didn't go far, and stopped on the path leading to the auditorium. It was still class time, and there were not many students. Only a few people passed by in a hurry, like him It's rare for them to stand up straight and still, not to mention Han Yi's handsome face, there are already many girls sneaking at him shyly, walking around, back and forth, just to see his face clearly, So the land where Suy was standing became even more eye-catching.

He noticed that as soon as Lu Han rushed out of the auditorium, he saw them at a glance before taking two steps.

Then, he froze and stopped.

Among the pink petals all over the sky, the figures of the two were indistinct. From his angle, they faintly overlapped to form a shadow, looking intimate.

They seemed to be talking about something, Lu Han squinted his eyes slightly, trying to see clearly, Su Yi was a little excited, facing Han Yi, hopping madly, with a rosy face, throwing a tantrum like a child; Han Yi was calm and smiling Keep silent, let Su Yi use his temper, silently tolerate and indulge, occasionally open his mouth, softly coaxing, just like flirting between lovers, warm and harmonious.

In a daze, Lu Han remembered the person Su Yi described to him as his favorite.

do i know him?

Ok.

From our class?

Ok.

how do you look

pretty good.

It really is Han Yi...

From this point of view, she succeeded, she succeeded in chasing Han Yi, the person she has always liked so much.

Lu Han looked at it, his eyes suddenly hurt.

Strange, he was at a loss, clutching his tight chest, and couldn't help taking a step back.

So sad.

why?

Obviously, he should be happy for her.

"Lu Han!" Someone behind him called him.

Lu Han turned his head and saw Gao Suyao running towards him quickly, his brow was sweaty and his expression was eager.

"Finally found you, what are you doing here, hurry up and go back to rehearse, mother, why did Teacher Xiaoli call me when she couldn't find you, and made me run over in the middle of class. "

Gao Suyao is so angry, why does everyone come to Lu Han whenever he has something to do?After finally getting through two self-study classes, I planned to sleep well to relieve the physical and mental fatigue of the recent obsession with studying, but I was immediately dismissed by a phone call. Are you angry? !

"Hey, what's the matter with you?" Seeing Luhan staring at a certain place in front of him without speaking, Gao Suyao wondered, and followed his gaze.

"Hey? Isn't that Xiaojie?" Gao Suyao rubbed his eyes, "The person talking to her is Han Yi? Since when did they walk together..."

He muttered in a low voice, his expression was normal when he saw Han Yi, he was not as hostile to this love rival as before, things have passed for so long, and they have been at the same table for so long, the relationship will not be so stiff.

Gao Suyao just wanted to say hello to them, but Lu Han quickly covered his mouth.

"What are you doing?" He was startled.

"It's wrong to destroy other people's marriage." Lu Han said seriously, with a very serious expression.

"What?" Gao Suyao was confused.

Luhan looked into the distance, his pupils were as deep as ink, his eyes passed through the crowds, trails, and bushes, and fell on Su Yi with precision, he took a deep look at her, and with the last look, struggling in confusion, his voice became hoarse and he muttered helplessly: "Then, it will be struck by lightning."

"..."

Although he couldn't keep up with his brain circuit at all, Gao Suyao sensed something wrong with his emotions, frowned and wanted to ask something, but Lu Han suddenly spoke again, in a very light tone, like talking about the weather.

"Old Gao, come play football with me."

"Now? You're not mistaken, do you know that the teacher is going crazy looking for you?" Gao Suyao stared, his eyes widened, trying to find a trace of joking on his face, but unfortunately there was none, his expression was rare and stern with distinction.

"Go or not?" He urged concisely.

"Okay." Thousands of words were reduced to these two words.

But when he arrived at the stadium, after playing with him for less than three games, Gao Suyao regretted it. Lu Han is not playing football, he is simply kicking people!Every ball is not kicked towards the goal, it is specially greeted to him,

"Are you crazy enough!?" In the end, Gao Suyao also became angry, and threw the ball to the ground. With a bang, the ball bounced far away. He didn't pick it up, but glared angrily at the boy who bowed his head and remained silent, baring his teeth Rubbing the swollen knee.

"What happened to you?"

Luhan didn't make a sound, just shook his head, said sorry softly, trotted around him, "I'll go pick up the ball."

"Is it related to Xiaojie?"

Gao Suyao looked at the thin back of the young man, and opened his mouth abruptly. He thought about it over and over again. This person seemed to be not quite right after seeing Su Yi and Han Yi chatting intimately.

Lu Han froze.

Sure enough!Gao Suyao had a strange expression, and asked tentatively, "Because she and Han Yi are stuck together?"

"You don't really like Xiaojie, do you?"

Gao Suyao scrambled and threw questions one by one to the suddenly stiff young man in the same way. When he asked the question, he felt incredible. Although he always knew that Su Yi liked Lu Han, he actually didn't have much hope for them. Lu Han Han's obsession with Jiang Wanwan is too deep, it has almost become a habit that has been deeply rooted in his bones. Even if he blows up his relationship for more than ten years, it is not so easy to be easily replaced by others. However, Lu Han's current reaction clearly tells He doesn't seem to be like this.

"Impossible!" Lu Han turned around abruptly, denying fiercely, and the determination was so obvious in his clear eyes, which made Gao Suyao startled.

"It's impossible for me to like her, how can I like her?" Lu Han hugged his head in pain, his face was terribly pale, his slender body bowed slightly, his black hair was soaked in sweat, scattered all over his face, from From Gao Suyao's angle, he could only see his lips opening and closing, his voice squeezed out from his throat, extremely hoarse.

"Why, can't you like it?" Gao Suyao was dumbfounded, and said slowly, he had never seen Luhan like this before.

"Because you will be hated, you will definitely be hated." Lu Han murmured repeatedly, shaking his head frantically, denying himself, denying everything, and some sporadic fragments of memory came back to his mind again.

There is such a woman, he loves her deeply, likes her with all his heart and soul, but she treats her as a burden and throws it away without nostalgia. People hate it, so what's the use?

This is love, love until the end, beyond recognition, Wanwan is like this, Xiaojie will be like this too.

So, he treated her well as an elder brother, cared for her with all his care, and gave her everything he could. Wouldn't this not burden her?And whether, won't it make her feel heavy?Then, you won't leave him.

Luhan pulled his hair hard, growled in pain, struggled with eyes full, and his heart throbbed.

So, you can't like it.

Absolutely, absolutely, you can't like it.

Gao Suyao looked at him, his heart was shaken. As a brother who grew up wearing a pair of trousers, Lu Han could realize many things with just a few words. He never thought that Jiang Wanwan's blow to him was not just superficial. Breaking up and falling in love, it is an attack on his emotional outlook. He no longer believes in love, and dare not like others. Even Xiaojie, Xiaojie who gets along day and night, even if he falls in love with him unconsciously, he will subconsciously deny it. Leave yourself, or even the other side, the slightest leeway.

"Besides, she already has someone she likes." Lu Han lowered his head and whispered, his hair covered his eyes, his fingers were tightened, but his arms were hanging limply by his side.

How could he bear to destroy her happiness.

Gao Suyao had a headache at first on how to persuade him. This emotional injury is the most difficult to solve. The only way to deal with it is to rely on the person involved to get over it. What others say is useless, but he suddenly said such a sentence lightly. Gao Suyao almost failed on the spot. His face twitched violently, and he looked at him very speechlessly, "You don't think she likes Han Yi, do you?"

"Isn't it?" Lu Han's expression was gloomy, and he curled his lips unwillingly, "She told me herself." Can this be false?

...Why is the version I heard different from yours?Gao Suyao vomited blood, to what extent did the ears have to be recited to have such a misunderstanding?

Gao Suyao sighed, walked to Lu Han's side suddenly, bent down to pick up the ball that he hadn't picked up all this time, raised his arm, and under his dazed eyes, slammed it heavily on his shoulder.

With a cry of pain, Lu Han rubbed his shoulders and glared at him, "What are you doing?"

"I don't care what you think about Xiaojie, but I think Xiaojie is different from Wanwan. You should trust her more and give yourself more confidence. It's unfair to everyone." Gao Suyao assumed the attitude of a life mentor , be persuasive.

"As for Han Yi..."

Gao Suyao remembered how this man ridiculed, laughed and rolled his eyes when he was broken in love. He was filled with grief and indignation, and became ill-intentioned. Instead of expressing Su Yi's true intentions, he pointed at his nose, raised his thick eyebrows, and cursed: " Are you a fucking man, you don’t know how to chase her after she likes Han Yi? Or is it that you have been reduced to this point and have no future?”

"What you want, you have to fight for yourself. If you don't get it, that's fate."

Gao Suyao sighed while talking, feeling lost, thinking of Lan Xi, thinking of himself, I really don't understand, obviously Lu Han's situation is so much better than him, Xiao Jie has always liked him, there is nothing to worry about, only one step away, He can have happiness.

As for him, Lan Xi has never liked him, no matter how much she chases after him, she will never be able to catch up with him.

***

After separating from Gao Suyao, Lu Han didn't go back to the auditorium to rehearse in the end. He stopped and walked among the crowds, not knowing where he should go, but his eyes were always searching for something intentionally or unintentionally.

He went back to the place where he saw Han Yi and Su Yi, looking around, there were people coming and going, but they had long since disappeared.

Lu Han returned to the classroom along the road, and found that the door of the classroom was locked, he pushed it, but it didn't move at all, then he took out his mobile phone to check the time, at [-]:[-], he suddenly realized that school had already ended.

In the empty corridor, he was the only one standing there, Lu Han was at a loss, where should he find her now, and what should he say if he found her?

He didn't dare to see her, but wanted to see her very much. After a round of battle between heaven and man, he started to look for her again, just as he had promised her before, if he couldn't wait for her, he would go find her.

He went to the canteen, the cafeteria, the woods, the lake, and the playground. They were all the places they had been together before. The sky was getting dark and the road was a little unclear. He was discouraged and had to stop and turn back the same way.

I also know that it is impossible for her to go to these places without incident, she probably went home, and with whom, Han Yi... huh?

Luhan was thinking wildly, his clothes were soaked in cold sweat.

The quiet path, the round stones glowed with a cold light, the surrounding was so quiet that one could hear his heavy breathing, and all the complicated thoughts that he had suppressed with all his strength came out of his head.

Gao Suyao asked him to snatch it back, but did she manage to snatch it in time? Even if she snatched it back with brute force, would she be happy again?

Before he knew it, he had already reached the school gate, Luhan took a deep breath, shook off all the things in his mind, and quickened his pace, wanting to go home quickly, and then check to see if she was at home.

He raised his eyes inadvertently, saw something, his gaze was fixed, he was stunned, and his footsteps stopped suddenly.

Beside the iron gate, a thin and lonely girl was lazily leaning against the wall, with her hands folded behind her head, looking forward casually, in a long-awaited posture.

He suddenly opened his eyes wide and stared at her blankly, not daring to make a sound, for fear that it was an illusion.

Su Yi turned her eyes and found him. She blinked, raised her eyebrows and smiled in surprise, "Hey, you're early today. It's only before seven o'clock. Teacher Xiaoli is willing to let you go?"

Lu Han stared straight at her, his beautiful eyes didn't blink, and after opening them for a long time, a thin layer of mist appeared in his eyes. In the dense mist, the person in front of him was so unreal.

"No." He smiled softly, with gentle eyebrows and eyes, staring at her, with a hoarse voice, and said in a low voice: "I didn't go to rehearsal today."

So, I saw you.

So, I found out that I like you.

However, my heart has been beating so fast all this time, why didn't I notice it earlier?

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There will be no second update today, I tried my best, but I haven’t finished writing, Wednesday, Wednesday (laughing and crying)