[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

When time woke up, what he saw was a vast expanse of white, white ceiling, white walls, and white bedding. His consciousness was a little confused. If it wasn't for the familiar smell of disinfectant in the air, he really thought he was dead. Yes, in heaven.

The reality is the hospital.

Are you here again?He smiled miserably, closed his eyes, unwilling to accept this fact, the white and soft quilt was crumpled between his thin fingers, with faint creases.

He would rather, he was dead.

"Do you think you can escape reality by pretending to be asleep, and that I will forgive you?" A deep angry voice exploded in my ears, every word was suppressed.

Time didn't open his eyes, he smiled dryly, and said softly, "Brother Lu, I'm a patient, if you yell at me like this, if I can't stand it and get sick again, you will be responsible for the medical expenses."

"Don't talk about this with me!" Beside the bed, Luhan waved his hands impatiently, with an angry expression, but his eyes were full of worry as he looked at the time, "Why didn't you tell us earlier?"

Suy stood beside him, looking at the snow-white young man on the hospital bed, silent, his brows twitching suddenly, this man suddenly fainted on the street last night, right in front of them, it was really frightening , calling an ambulance, operating room, first aid, everything happened so quickly, people were caught off guard, when the parents arrived at Luhan's notice, it was at that time, from their mouths, Luhan Suyi was shocked to know , Time is weak, not caused by anemia at all, but congenital heart disease, congenital heart disease.

Or... Among the types of congenital heart disease, the most serious type is cyanosis. I heard that with this disease, even after undergoing countless operations, large and small, very few people live to adulthood.

"It's useless to tell you." Shi Shi raised his white face that was covered with the sheets, and smiled sadly: "Will I be cured if I tell you? Tell you, I can get rid of this body and run freely with you Can I tell you that I don’t have to come to the hospital all the time, and my parents don’t have to worry about my medical bills all the time, have I been dragged down so far?”

The boy who always behaved indifferently and showed others with a smile finally took off his strong mask. The transparent liquid kept dripping from the corners of his eyes, soaking the pillow towel. He smiled, and there was hopeless, lifeless silence in his empty pupils. .

"Tell you, can I like Xiaoyu..." He murmured in a low voice.

Impossible, nothing is impossible, nothing can change.

Su Yi was shocked, she had never seen such a time, desperate, longing, he had been tortured by illness for many years, no matter how calm he appeared on the surface, deep down, he had already been approached At a blind spot, he complained loudly, but there was nothing he could do.

"A person like me, why do you want to save me? Why don't you just let me die?" Time smiled, but tears kept rolling down, full of contradictions, as if he wanted to live but intended to die.

"Time." Lu Han kept silent and let him vent, until he finished speaking, then called his name softly, took a deep look at him, his eyes were clean and cold, "I always thought that you regarded us as brothers. "

Time froze.

"If you don't have it, at least I have it, so you have to be lucky, if you weren't still lying here, I would have rushed up and punched you a long time ago."

Leaving this sentence behind, Lu Han's face was gloomy, he turned around, the wind was blowing under his feet, touch!The door was slammed shut.

Su Yi sighed and shook her head. This man has a really bad temper. He followed him out as soon as he moved his footsteps. When the door was about to close, he thought of something and said to the time: "I just notified Shu Yu and told her everything. She's on her way."

After the words fell, ignoring the momentary stiff body, he closed the door behind him.

Out of the ward, Suy saw Lu Han sitting on a blue plastic chair by the hospital aisle as expected, with his head slightly lowered, the black and soft hair on his forehead covering his side face, so he couldn't see his expression, but the glow emanating from him Judging by the strong low pressure, I am really angry.

Sitting next to him was Time's mother, an ordinary-looking capable woman in a leather jacket, who looked to be in her 30s, with two deep dark circles under her eyelids, her face pale and haggard.

Su Yi quietly walked to the other side of Lu Han and sat down. Seeing her, Shi Mu smiled kindly as a greeting.

Before Time was sent to the operating room, they had already met and introduced each other. When Shi's mother knew that it was Lu Han and her who sent Time to the hospital, she thanked them for a long time and knew that they were both Time's Classmates, they looked at them very kindly, especially Luhan, she had seen him growing up since she was a child, so she naturally understood a little better than ordinary people. : "Xiao Lu, what's the matter, are you still angry with us? He didn't tell you because he didn't want you to worry. Be more considerate."

"I'm not angry with him." Lu Han lowered his eyelids, and unconsciously picked the plastic handrail with his fingers, his voice was low and sad, "I just can't see him belittle my life so much."

Death, what a heavy word, how can it be said so easily, how can it be given up so easily?

"It's no wonder he is, after all, that child has walked out of the gate of hell many times." Shi's mother sighed, not surprised, her eyes sadly looked at the closed door of the opposite ward, her eyes seemed to penetrate the door of the ward. Open the door, and saw the boy curled up on the hospital bed with thorns all over his body.

That's why she didn't dare to go in to see him after each operation. She was afraid of seeing his painful and helpless eyes, afraid of his desperate begging for her to give up the treatment, and most afraid of her being soft-hearted and agreeing to everything.

But how is that possible?He is her darling, even if he sells everything and loses everything, he is a treasure that must not be lost. How could he give up?

She gave him a vast name, but she couldn't give him a vast life, it was all her fault.

"Xiaolu, you have a good relationship with him, help auntie persuade him, agree to go to the United States for surgery." Shi's mother's eyes became moist, she covered her face, and prayed in a low voice: "Tell him, as long as his illness can be cured, mom Don't care about anything, as long as he's okay."

"I'll do my best." Lu Han took a deep breath and nodded solemnly.

Su Yi frowned as she listened to the side. The operation that Shi's mother mentioned, when she told them about the specific physical condition of time, she also briefly mentioned that the operation is not an ordinary operation, but a heart replacement operation.

When Time was just born, he was diagnosed with heart disease, complete transposition of the great arteries, his aorta and pulmonary artery were reversed, and he could not circulate normally. Although he had corrective surgery when he was only a few months old, But it can only alleviate the condition, not cure it.

Later, he underwent several surgeries, but all of them were palliative, not the root cause. Except for the major surgery when he was 12 years old, an artificial blood vessel was placed in his heart, and the effect was surprisingly good. It's just now. The results of regular reexamination show that his heart is failing day after day. Too many surgeries have made his already deformed heart even more riddled with holes. stop beating.

Now ordinary surgery can no longer be done, the heart has already exceeded the limit it can bear, and the only choice is to change the heart. Fortunately, when the parents learned that he had this disease, they actively inquired about the source of the heart, which was time-consuming and laborious. , I finally found a suitable one a year ago, but it was a Chinese American who died in a car accident and donated his heart to an American hospital.

When Time's parents heard about it, they were both worried and excited. Once undergoing heart replacement surgery, with Time's current physical condition, if it fails, they may not be able to get off the operating table, but if it succeeds, it will be once and for all.

They left this difficult problem to Shi Shi to choose by himself, but Shi Shi resolutely refused without even thinking about it, and only said three words: "I can't do it."

I didn't consider the success rate of the operation, and only cared about the most practical problems. I couldn't do it without money.

The heart of time is extremely painful. How can he not know what his parents are thinking. They just want to sell their house and go to the United States in exchange for the success rate of less than [-]%. If he fails, he will die and leave his parents behind. What should I do if I am alone and sleep on the street?He has dragged them down for most of their lives, how could they ruin the rest of their lives, and he would not be willing to kill him.

Then the illness dragged on and on until today, with Shu Yu as the trigger, it broke out completely.

There were intermittent footsteps ahead.

His train of thought was interrupted, Su Yi raised his eyes, it was Shu Yu.

The pretty girl who was stumbling was running towards them in a hurry, when she saw them with red rabbit-like eyes, she asked directly, "Where's him?"

Suy pointed to the ward.

With a snap, the door was opened and shut again.

"She is...Xiao Yu?" Shi's mother saw that the girl looked familiar, and thought for a long time before remembering, and sighed, "It's grown so big, I can't even recognize the pretty one."

"Looks like there's something going on!" Lu Han's eyes lit up, his eyes ignited with hope, "Time has always listened to Shu Yu's words the most, if she comes to persuade her, she will definitely be able to..."

Snapped!Before he finished speaking, the closed door was pushed open again, and it bounced vigorously against the wall, making a loud noise.

Everyone was startled, only to see Shu Yu striding out of the ward with a livid face, with a ferocious expression on his face.

Seeing her walking towards the bathroom aggressively, Lu Han shuddered and trembled, "She...what's the matter?"

"What else can I do..." Su Yi propped her chin up, and said coolly, "Just like you, I'll be pissed off."

Therefore, even if Ms. Shu stepped in, it still wouldn't work.

In fact, the situation in the ward was like this. When Shu Yu hurriedly opened the door and found that Time was lying on the hospital bed safe and sound, he was relieved and at the same time didn't know what to say. After all, she was just dumped yesterday. To be honest, it was a bit embarrassing, especially when Shi Shi saw her, she still acted calmly and calmly, as if everything yesterday had never happened.

She didn't know that the tension of time was actually no less than hers, it was just that he pretended it well.

The atmosphere was a little cold. Shu Yu had many questions. He wanted to ask him if it was because of his illness that he refused to accept her. He wanted to ask if he liked her. Most of all, he wanted to ask what was going on with his body. Suy She didn't explain too clearly on the phone, she heard half of it, only knew that it was serious, she was flustered for a while, changed her clothes in 5 minutes, and rushed over non-stop.

But with so many questions, the moment he saw him, he didn't dare to ask any of them. What if he really didn't like her?What if his illness is so serious that he can't be cured?

Thinking of the possibility of death for the person in front of him, Shu Yu was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

The time is not as complicated as she thought, looking at her, wanting to see her face clearly, glanced at her from the corner of the eye, and found something, with a strange look, couldn't help but whisper: "Xiaoyu..."

"Huh?" Shu Yu responded quickly, it had been a long time since he called her that, she was a little nervous.

"Your clothes... are worn backwards." Shi Shi had a hard time speaking.

"..."

The atmosphere was completely cold.

In the following days, everyone took turns to fight, persuading Time to operate, and Shu Yu even accompanied him day and night, but she didn't say anything, just quietly by his side, Time hardened her heart, and ignored her again. One of them was lying on the bed, the other was sitting on the chair beside the bed, and they could spend the whole afternoon in silence.

Su Yi couldn't figure out what time was doing. She loved her deeply but didn't accept it. Although she knew rationally that he was doing it for Shu Yu's good, she couldn't understand it emotionally.

If she is going to die, she must make Luhan fall in love with her, and don't forget it for a second.

Because, she knew that even if she died, he would be sad, probably not for too long, so in the end, it's not too much to be willful and want to live in his heart, right?

After all, she's about to die, she hasn't done anything, she hasn't started anything, so all her mistakes and selfishness can be forgiven, right?

Time passed in the end, but his mother cried, made noises and hanged herself. He packed his luggage quietly, didn't say goodbye to anyone, and got on the plane overnight.

Shu Yu frantically ran to his house, only to find that the building was already vacant, the house had been transferred, and the ownership did not belong to the Shi family.

That day was the Lantern Festival.

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