[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

Yan Ge... Who is it?

Just when Lu Han was pondering over the painting in his hand, suddenly there was a small snap, and the light turned on. Someone pressed the switch, and the dim and warm orange light instantly filled every corner of the room.

Lu Han's hair stood on end, he turned his head in horror, and suddenly found that Su Yi appeared behind him at some point, wearing a blue fluffy pajamas, wearing thick-soled cotton slippers, standing motionless at the door, staring at him with cold eyes , emotionally unclear, the freshly washed hair sticks to the neck wetly, the crystal water drops slide along the hair, slipping over the skin, sinking into the collar drop by drop, and blooming small flowers on the soft fleece material.

"You finished washing so soon?" Lu Han was a little embarrassed. After all, he took the liberty to enter someone else's room, and it was a girl's room. Although he didn't do anything shameful, he felt quite contemptuous of this kind of behavior in his heart, embarrassingly, Explained to Suy awkwardly: "I didn't enter your room on purpose, but uh, I couldn't hold back when I saw these paintings..."

Seeing the boy touching his nose in embarrassment, Suy couldn't hold back his face, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, and he said softly: "These paintings are so disgusting, what's so good about them?"

"Disgusting?" Lu Han frowned, looked at Su Yi, unable to understand, how could anyone say that about his paintings?

"Yeah, especially the one in your hand, it's the most disgusting." Su Yi smiled, her face pale, her gaze lightly swept over the drawing paper Luhan was holding, the delicate black lines loomed, unlike the rich and vivid watercolors, so There is only one painting in this room.

"Since you hate it, why draw it?" Lu Han wondered.

"..."

Su Yi remained silent, looking down at her toes, the fluffy cotton mop was printed with a Doraemon pattern, childish but cute, she was silent for a long time, then smiled, "Lu Han, you must know that most of the time, I It’s not what I like to draw.”

She lowered her eyebrows and said in a low tone, "I like very few things, but they are all too good. If I draw them, I will not be greedy. If God finds out, I will suffer retribution."

Then, there will be nothing.

She understood this truth a long time ago.

"Draw when you want to paint, do what you want to do, it's not like you who look forward and backward." What she said was nonsensical and illogical. Lu Han didn't understand, but he could hear the loneliness hidden in her words, and stepped forward a few times. Step by step, patted her on the head rudely on purpose, and comforted her with a smile: "You can draw so well even what you don't like, but what you like won't bother you. What's there to be afraid of?"

He never overcomplicated the problem, and took it for granted that Suy was afraid that he would not be able to draw something he liked, or that he would smash something he liked, so he became sentimental.

Su Yi laughed, looked at him with a flicker of eyes, chuckled, and nodded, "This is what you said, if you regret it in the future, I won't blame you."

Lu Han is puzzled, what does this have to do with him?But he didn't ask, but looked her up and down: "Does your stomach still hurt?"

He hesitated whether to go back first.

"It doesn't hurt anymore, you can go back first." Seeing his concerns, Suy let him go with a smile, walked to the window, and pulled aside the dusty curtains. His field of vision was pitch black, and the sky was completely dark. , "If you don't leave, I'm afraid the bus will be gone."

"Is it really okay for you to be alone?" Lu Han was still a little worried, "When will your mother come back?"

"Don't worry, it's coming soon." Suy looked at the young man with a smile, "She closed the stall very early recently, and the business has been good recently, and she sold out early every day."

"Then what about your father?" Lu Han was curious, as if he rarely heard her mention his father.

"Who knows, he's probably dead." Suy shrugged and spread his hands indifferently, "I've never seen him before."

Strange to say, when she first wore it, in order to grasp the basic information of the family, so as not to reveal her secrets, she sneaked into Liu's mother's room, rummaged through all her cabinets and drawers, and found many old photos. Grandparents, grandparents, three aunts, six wives, all kinds of relatives, but there is no photo of Mother Liu and the man. Because she has no memory, she can only judge whether it is Father Liu based on the man who is closest to Mother Liu in the photo. In the end, there is no one, no photo. Not to mention, there is not even a single picture of the man, which makes her feel frustrated. She guessed two possibilities, one is that Liu's father died for some reason, and Liu's mother was so sad that she sealed up all the memories about him Get up; one is that Liu's mother hates Liu's father extremely, and she doesn't want to see any information about him.

Adhering to the longing for a beautiful love, Su Yi firmly believes that it is the former, and sincerely hopes that Liu's father will not suddenly cheat one day. After all, asking her to call a strange man's father, to be honest, there are still many misunderstandings. .

"I'm sorry, I don't know." Lu Han apologized guiltily, cursing himself for being slow, as soon as he entered the door, he felt something was wrong, looking around, there were almost no traces of male life, even in front of the sink, there were only two toothbrush cups , but he still mistakenly thought that his father was on a business trip, and several of his buddies were like this, and it was common for his father to come back every three or two years.

As for the person living in a single-parent family, so far, he has only met one, that girl, who lives in a house that is worse, smaller and darker than this one, and has an alcoholic father who beats and scolds her, I live in trembling every day, shrinking timidly and squatting at the door of my house, preferring to be outside in the cold wind rather than going in.

Thinking of that one, Lu Han felt a pain in his heart, his expression softened a bit, he looked away, forced a smile and said: "Then I'll go back first, you should pay more attention to yourself."

"Oh, good." Suy gave him a strange look, sensitively noticing his sudden low mood, not knowing why, but still nodded obediently.

She walks him to the door.

"See you tomorrow." Luhan bent over to change his shoes, fastened the laces, wiped off the dust from his trouser legs, stood up, smiled at her, and waved goodbye.

"Well, bye." Suy also smiled, standing at the door, not moving, watching his figure sink into the darkness little by little, until he was completely out of sight, then looked back and closed the door.

The moment the door was closed, she finally couldn't hold on anymore, slipped and fell to the ground, clutching her belly in pain, biting her lower lip, and sweating frequently.

It's so stupid, Su Yi thought, but her eyes were tender. She just went to take a bath, and she didn't have an operation to remove the uterus. How could it not hurt?

Chinese New Year is approaching, there are many people on the street, no matter how good the business is, with so many accessories, how can they be sold out in a short while, and Liu's mother sees that the business is booming, so there is no reason not to do it, the return date will only be late rather than early.

Alas, so stupid, so stupid, Suy shook her head and complained about the boy's elm head, while secretly exerting her strength, leaning on the wall to move with difficulty, and walked towards the room. What she needs most now is a soft bed and warm bedding .

After finally arriving at the room, the floor was unexpectedly clean. The drawing papers that were scattered all over the floor were picked up one by one by the young man, carefully folded, and placed neatly on the desk.

It's all rubbish with broken paintings. It's necessary to take it so seriously. Originally, she planned to throw it away.

Suy complained that there were three kinds of paintings in this room, one was ready to be delivered, and was placed on the table by her precious; The other is that the paintings are rotten and she feels it is a pity to throw them away, so she sticks them on the wall and admires them when she is narcissistic.

She moved to the table with small steps and looked at the paintings that Lu Han had sorted out. The first one was the sketch, the girl without eyes, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, with a sarcasm on her face, vaguely, she looked like she was laughing at all beings , but the fact is that he is blind and childish.

Yan Ge.

Su Yi read silently, his expression was silent, his gaze became extremely cold for an instant, he reached out, picked up the painting, and tore it fiercely, the crack spread continuously from the girl's eyebrows, and finally, it was split into two.

She lowered her eyes, crumpled into a mess, threw it into the trash can, turned off the light, went to bed, covered her head with a quilt, in the darkness, quietly, without any movement.

***

Although Suy didn't fall asleep until midnight, she did have a good night's rest. The next day, her stomach didn't hurt anymore. It was supposed to be painful on the first day of coming to the aunt, and she basically didn't feel anything in the next few days, but Suy didn't feel any pain. I couldn't feel refreshed, so I asked why.

"I really don't know who my dad is, how old he is, what his phone number is, and what he does! Can't you please let me go?"

In the office, Su Yi had a bitter face, facing the old hag's question, she couldn't answer a single word. Could it be such a coincidence that Lu Han casually asked her father yesterday, and today the torture to extract a confession came.

"Your father's column on the student information collection form has been blank since before. I know your parents are divorced, but this is not enough to be a reason for you not to fill it out. The school has been tightening up recently. The two columns of parents' information are required. Even if you don't know your father's details, you should at least fill in his name, right?"

The old witch frowned slightly, looked at the ordinary girl in front of her, and sighed in her heart, since she took over this student, she knew her life experience, and she couldn't help but feel more pity and care for her than other people, but this matter There is no delay, and there is no longer any delay.

"But I don't know what to do?" Suy scratched her head in embarrassment, "I've never met my dad, and my mom never mentioned it."

"Then ask your mother!" The old hag waved her hand, impatient, and played an ultimatum, "You only need to fill out the student information form tomorrow morning and hand it to me. Remember, father's name is required, and class will start soon Alright, you go back first."

"...Okay." Su Yi reluctantly agreed, very distressed, asking her to ask Mother Liu who her father is. She can say she doesn't know to the outside world, but it's too unreasonable inside. ?Which daughter would forget her father? It's okay if Liu Xiaojie really doesn't know, but if she knows...how can she be happy?

When she got home at night, she saw the light was on. Su Yi was surprised to find Mother Liu at home, with a small and busy figure walking around in the kitchen. She dropped her schoolbag and ran over, and saw Mother Liu on the cutting board with her back to her. Cutting the meat, he raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Oh? Mom, you came back so early today?"

"This business is so good, it's out of stock, why don't I come back earlier and cook for you." Mother Liu happily chopped the meat, her face was flushed, she lifted her apron to wipe her sweat, and the pot suddenly gurgled again. There was a grunt, and he quickly put down the kitchen knife, turned around and ran over to turn off the fire.

In the steaming heat, Liu's mother's bright voice came, full of joy, "New Year's is coming soon, I won't go to the stall for a few days, I will buy some clothes for you, and buy some good ones. Eat, I said you too, a girl, don’t dress like me all day long, children should look like children!"

Su Yi couldn't help laughing. Where did this go? Why did it go so far? Thinking of the old witch's order, he hesitated for a while before saying: "Well, Mom... I have something to ask you."

"What's the matter?" Mother Liu responded casually, and carefully stirred the chicken soup in the pot with a spoon. The fresh oil smeared, and the aroma filled the air. It must have been boiled for a long time, and the chicken nuggets faintly emerging in the clear soup will be tender again. Crisp and delicious.

Mother Liu took a spoonful of it with a spoon and tasted it carefully. The taste was moderate, neither salty nor bland. She licked her tongue in satisfaction, and the fine and dense crow's feet at the corners of her eyes stretched out. She raised her head and smiled at Su Yi: "You are blessed Yes, I bought this chicken in the morning, and it has been stewed since noon until now, it is fresh!"

"By the way, what do you want to ask, why don't you say anything?" Mother Liu put the lid on the pot, turned off the fire, and continued to go to the chopping board to cut vegetables, looking at her strangely while cutting.

"... Forget it, it's not a big deal." It's rare for Su Yi to see Liu's mother so happy, and she vented all the courage she mustered up. She couldn't bear to ask her about Liu's father, and didn't want to interrupt the warmth In a beautiful moment, no matter whether Liu's father is important or not to Liu's mother, he is a spoiler, no matter what, just keep the status quo.

Anyway, I just want a name, just pick one randomly, Father Liu never sees people alive or dead, who found out?

In the blink of an eye, Su Yi had already made a decision, staring at Mother Liu's gentle silhouette, slightly hooked the corners of her mouth, and smiled slightly.

It's just that in the future, she never imagined that her cheap father would come back one day, and it would sweep him in a way that no one expected.

Then, a little regretful, why didn't I ask clearly at that time?Why do you dare not speak out because of your identity?Maybe after knowing it, I was mentally prepared, maybe, it was true, just maybe.