[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

Shu Yu forgot how he fell in love with time, he was obviously weaker than a girl, his body was not good, and he was not as good-looking as Lu Han, no matter what he was, he couldn't find a bright spot.

But he was the only one who reached out to her when she was alone and helpless.

When she was a child, she was envied by girls because of her beauty; because her family doted on her, she was regarded as delicate; because of her arrogant and willful personality, she was respected by everyone.

Over time, she was naturally isolated, no one wanted to play with her, let alone dared to play with her, but so what?She is Shu Yu, the arrogant and invincible Shu Yu, how could she cry over such a trivial matter, how could it be possible?

In the midsummer sunshine, with the chirping of cicadas, Shu Yu hid alone in the shade of a tree, with her small face buried in her knees, the corners of her mouth stubbornly pursed, as she thought about it, tears fell down uncontrollably, like a broken The thread was broken and a large piece of clothes was soaked.

"Are you alone?" A clean and clear voice slowly sounded in my ears, with a questioning tone.

stranger.

Shu Yu's heart trembled, instead of raising her head, she buried her head even deeper. The gesture of refusing to communicate was due to her self-esteem. She would never allow anyone to see her tears, let alone a stranger.

A sigh came from the opposite side, followed by the sound of footsteps gradually going away.

have they gone?

Shu Yu took the opportunity to wipe tears on his clothes, raised his head secretly, but was caught off guard, and met a pair of warm and clean eyes, with a slight smile.

It was a little boy wearing a blue plaid shirt, with delicate features, fluffy black hair, slender body, skin as pale as snow, and a frail appearance, but his eyes were surprisingly bright, black and white, clear as water, making him People can't help but feel good about it.

"Who are you? Why haven't you left yet?" Shu Yu was taken aback, and looked at this unexpected visitor warily, with eyes full of hostility.

"My name is Time." The boy smiled lightly and introduced himself politely. Seeing the strange look on Shu Yu's face, he explained as usual: "It's the hour of time, the time of time."

"What a strange name." Shu Yu whispered.

"A lot of people say that." Shi Shi laughed and didn't care.

"Then, what does it have to do with me?" The hostility in Shu Yu's eyes was still there, and his tone was still not good.

"I want to be friends with you, I can do anything for you, treat you better than anyone else..." Shi Shi looked at her seriously, his eyes were light and silent, and his voice suddenly lowered, "As long as you Promise me on one condition."

Who are you?Think you are amazing?Who cares about you being my friend?

Normally, Shu Yu would hardly think about it, just sneered and threw these words on the other person's face, then turned and left arrogantly, but facing the time, Shu Yu found that she couldn't say it, maybe it was him who was gentle and gentle. A polite attitude; or his appearance is too deceptive; or she was really alone for too long and wanted to find someone to accompany her, so, like a ghost, for the first time in her life, she said something that didn't fit her personality: "What conditions?"

"As long as, after I die, don't forget me." Shi Shi smiled, quickly concealing the sadness that flashed across his eyes, with a relaxed and natural tone, "You don't need to think about me every day, just occasionally, just a little bit, remember How about my existence, is it very simple?"

Shu Yu looked at him suspiciously, with a strange expression on his face. As a young girl, she didn't have any clear concept of death. She just felt that this person was really strange and his words were also strange, but the condition was really not difficult, so she nodded.

"Thank you!" Shi Shi seemed to be relieved, and bent his eyes, showing Shu Yu's first sincere smile since seeing him, as bright and pure as moonlight.

Shu Yu was dazzled by his gleaming teeth, his heart was pounding, and his body had some strange reactions.

That was the first time she saw time, and she clearly remembered every word he said. Thinking about it now, their ending has been doomed since then.

Because many years later, she learned that the day they first met was also the day when Time was diagnosed by the doctor as dying.

And time, after that, neither crying nor fussing, made a willful decision for the first time, that is to find her who was excluded by everyone, on the condition of being friends, hope, she can remember him.

After Shu Yu knew the truth, she didn't blame him, because only she knew how awkward and childish her young man was under his calm and gentle appearance, and how scared he was, being abandoned by the whole world.

Everyone thought that she had seen the last side of time, but it was not the case. When she was in college, after many inquiries, she found out that the hospital where time was located. It was too late when she flew to the United States, and time passed away a few days ago. Not only that, As soon as she arrived, her parents cremated his body in the back, and the ashes had been brought back to the country.

When Shu Yu heard the news of his death, she was in a daze, and hadn't recovered from the shock. When she returned to the country, she found that it was time for the burial and the funeral had been completed. In the end, she didn't even see his ashes.

Fate made a big joke for them, the years are so cruel, but within three years, they are separated by yin and yang.

Shu Yu couldn't accept this reality. She didn't think about food and tea. She often went to visit his grave and said many things to him. She always felt that even if he died, her soul was still here. She tried every means to call him. Her behavior was close to a magic barrier. , making people around her worry unceasingly, relatives and friends tried to persuade her repeatedly, but it was of no avail.

But people will grow up eventually, time has stopped, her life is still going on, two years later, Shu Yu finished college and set foot in society, along the way, many boys fell in love with her beauty and confessed to her However, Shu Yu's heart was like stagnant water, without any waves, until she met Xiao Ziyi, the man who would become her husband in the future.

Xiao Ziyi is the CEO of her company. He is cynical, handsome and unrestrained. He claims to have fallen in love with her at first sight. He does not shy away from other people's strange eyes, and pursues her fiercely. Shu Yu dislikes this type of man the most in his life. The love words she said were more beautiful than anyone else, but the things she did were more heartless than anyone else.

Xiao Ziyi saw that she was bored with him, and laughed it off, still stalking him, consistent from day to night, Shu Yu couldn't stand it anymore, with a stinky face, still looked bad at him, still hated him, but hated him even more The self who was slightly moved by the inadvertent romantic move.

Shu Yu panicked. It was the first time she was extremely panicked. She could clearly feel that the weight of time in her heart was getting lighter and lighter, and the number of times she remembered him was getting shorter and shorter.

On a rainy day, Shu Yu recklessly went to the cemetery, without an umbrella, drenched in heavy rain, kneeling in front of the tomb of time, looking at his photo on the tombstone, soft black hair, clean eyes, smiling upward The corners of the lips are as green and fragrant as white roses.

After many years, he is still young, he is still the quiet and introverted boy, he has not aged a bit.

"Time, time, time, time, time..."

In the heavy rain, Shu Yu was crying and crazily shouting his name, his eyes were red, his throat was trembling, and his voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

"Why don't you come back?"

"I'm here to see you, you know?"

"Please, come out, ghost, ghost, whatever, just let me see you one more time, just one more time..."

"Let me see you again, I don't want to forget, I don't want to forget!"

Shu Yu choked with sobs, lowered his head, his body was covered with mud, and he cried like a child, with uncontrollable sadness and despair.

But no matter how she shouted, how she cried, or how hysterical she was, what she saw was always a cold tombstone, no ghosts, no gods, no miracles, nothing.

After the rain, the rainbow rarely emerges, and the colorful halo is so beautiful that it is dazzling.

The days are like flowing water, rushing by, Shu Yu finally failed to resist Xiao Ziyi's fierce offensive, and agreed to date him, fall in love, get married, have children, everything happened naturally, he was very kind to her, and lived an ordinary and warm life , and her memory of time gradually faded uncontrollably, and the deep emotion that she once thought would last until death has long been submerged in the trivial details day after day, and it is difficult to make waves.

However, once she was free and occasionally remembered him, besides a touch of sadness, she was more likely to think about a problem that had troubled her for many years.

Time, do you really like her?

Everyone said that he was interested in her, Lu Han, Gao Suyao, the neighbors... Over time, even she thought so, and naively thought that as long as she confessed, he would accept it, but she was wrong, so wrong.

Everyone said that he liked her, but he didn't say so, even when she confessed, he refused so simply.

Does he really like her?If she likes it, she won't even give her a chance to say goodbye, without leaving a single word, and leave without any regrets, completely cutting off her delusions, with a terrifyingly cruel determination.

Therefore, he probably doesn't like her. He has always treated her no differently from others. It is because she is self-indulgent and naturally feels good about herself. She mistakenly believes that everyone will like her, which is why she has this illusion. After being rejected by him, she was full of complaints and cursing at him, but ignored his feelings.

How pitiful he is, how ridiculous he is.

Some years later, when Shu Yu was tidying up the room, her son mischievously pushed down the high school textbooks she had just tidied up and scattered them all over the floor.

Shu Yu was angry, but there was nothing she could do. She couldn't bear to scold her son for being too young, so she resigned herself to her fate, so she had to pack up again, picked up a book, and after reading the name on it, her eyelids moved slightly, and a trace of strangeness flashed across her heart. The hand that wrote the book trembled slightly.

time……

This is the book of time.

When the family moved out, the building was empty, but he didn't take many things with him, such as his textbooks, study materials, etc., he didn't want them all.

The new residents moved into his house, and a lot of waste products were cleared out. Shu Yu took the opportunity to pick up the things of time and kept them until now without paying attention.

Shu Yu was amused by her foolishness back then, and turned over the textbook of time. Over the years, she often dared not look at the things left by time. The feeling of suffocation in the heart is not good, but now, things are people No, she can finally face it calmly.

The clean and tidy page, the neat and correct handwriting, is quite the style of that person.

Shu Yu smiled, deeply nostalgic.

One book after another, page after page, Chinese, English, history, politics... She couldn't help but read it fascinated, even though there was no real content in the book, looking at these, the young man's voice and smile, bit by bit , it came to mind uncontrollably, with a dull pain in his chest.

The last book was mathematics, Shu Yu slowly turned to the last page, his eyes hurt instantly, and they widened in disbelief.

The yellowed old paper, black and fuzzy words, one stroke and one stroke, six small characters, serious and clean, with traces of time.

Time likes Kohane.

The author has something to say:

Because the matter of the book has been decided, this is the last chapter here. It ends with Shu Yu and Time, echoing Su Yi and Lu Han. It can only be said that everyone has his own destiny.

Speaking of the next book, there will be a Taobao link here tomorrow night. Don’t worry, just wait patiently. The relevant matters will be fully discussed tomorrow night.

Once again, the book will include two exclusive episodes, one by Han Yi and Lan Xi, and one by Baby Lu.

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