[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

Fortunately, it is summer, so even after 06:30, the sky is not dark, but a little gloomy.

Carrying a heavy schoolbag, Suy stood silently on the bus platform, squeezed among the crowd, numbly watching the cars passing by rapidly, her eyes were pure black, unable to reflect any light.

It feels like going back to that day.

That day, an extremely ordinary day, was the day when Luhan's love affair was announced. At that time, she had just heard the news, and suddenly, the cold spread from her heart, and her whole body was pierced with cold.

It was winter then, and cold spots are normal, but it is still summer now, why is my body still so cold?

With wet eyes open, Suy kept rubbing her cold fingers, but this hand seemed to be numb from the cold, except for the rubbing of red marks, it didn't feel warm at all.

It seems that after knowing that Luhan has a girlfriend, she seems to have been in this state of cold limbs and weakness, her mind is empty, she doesn't want to do anything, and she can't do anything.

What is the point of her rebirth?

Su Yi's eyes were full of confusion. If she couldn't like Lu Han, couldn't pursue him, couldn't protect him, then what was the meaning of her rebirth here?

Mingming managed to get so close to him, Mingming finally didn't have to look at his face through the screen, Mingming was full of joy and calculated a lot of what-ifs...

But after all, it's just a spectacle.

If, hypothetically, if she died again and was reborn again, she might be able to go back to an earlier time, when Lu Han didn't have a girlfriend, then wouldn't she...

Stop it, think no more!

Sensing that the thoughts in his head were getting more and more dangerous, Suy took a deep breath, calmed down his beating heart, and closed his eyes tightly.

Trying to think of something else to divert her attention, Suy's brain was messed up and her headache was about to split. Holding her head, Han Yi's face appeared inadvertently, and her heart that had just been let go instantly lifted up again, and her brows frowned quietly.

Thinking of the few conversations I had with him today, I always felt that something seemed wrong.

Seeing Han Yi for the first time, Su Yi felt a little repulsion towards him in his heart, because that young man had a pair of eyes that could see through people's hearts. In front of him, it seemed that all the secrets had nowhere to hide.

Han Yi is a man with a deep city, good at scheming, and belongs to the type of pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger.

Su Yi hated dealing with this kind of person the most in his life. When talking to him, he had to be careful and careful with every sentence. He had to go through his mind several times to make sure there were no mistakes before he could spit it out, for fear of revealing something.

Besides, Han Yi seems to have doubts about her identity... Su Yi carefully thought about today's conversation, and suddenly found that what he said was full of intentional or unintentional temptation...

It's a pity that she was out of her mind at the time, and maybe she fell into a trap.

Su Yi frowned even tighter. You must know that Han Yi is not a good person. He has sinister intentions and a stomach full of black water. Maybe someday he will know the truth, and maybe he will push him to the laboratory for an autopsy .

After thinking about it, Suy was stunned. With a snort, she covered her stomach and laughed until tears came out.

Obviously he is not a good person, but he still has the face to say that other people have sinister intentions, which is really funny, so funny.

After all, from the moment she found out that Lu Han had a girlfriend, thousands of ways to break up appeared in her mind.

From this point of view, who is qualified to say who?

When I got home, it was already past seven o'clock. Mother Liu, who had been waiting for Su Yi for more than an hour, couldn't help but preached with a sullen face, "Look at what time it is now? Why did you come back? You come a little later I'm going to call your class teacher!"

"I went out with my friends for a while, nothing else." Suy waved his hand, and gave a random reason, regardless of whether Mother Liu believed it or not, and went straight into the house, "I said Mom, you will be late when I come back later." Eat it yourself, don't wait for me."

"How can this be done?" Liu's mother still had a blue apron on her body, she quickly added rice to the bowl, brought it to Su Yi, and said as a matter of course: "There is no reason for the whole family to eat first. You can only eat it!

This is the case with the old generation, who stubbornly believe that the family must eat dinner together, and no one can put down the chopsticks first, so that the family can be reunited and harmonious.

A family...?

"That's right." Suy smiled and picked up the chopsticks at hand without refuting.

"Really, seeing that you are so tired from studying, today I specially killed a chicken to replenish your body. I blame you for hanging out so late. Well, the chicken is cold!" Mother Liu came from the kitchen while scolding. A pot of chicken soup was brought out, and it was carefully brought out in front of Suy. The golden noodle soup was covered with oily flowers. It was not like Mother Liu said, it was already too cold to emit any heat. .

Su Yi stared blankly at the chicken soup, stretched out her hand to stir it with chopsticks, it was lifeless, unable to make any ripples, and after a long silence, she forced a smile, "Isn't it, it's rare that our house serves some meat, it would be nice if you come earlier gone."

If she could come earlier, even earlier, before anyone else appeared by his side, wouldn't she... have some hope?

"What happened to you kid today?"

No matter how dull she was, Mother Liu still noticed something was wrong with Su Yi. She frowned as she untied her apron, and looked at her suspiciously, "Why doesn't she seem to be energetic at all? Did something happen in school?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I failed the exam." Su Yi supported her head with her hands, poking the rice with her chopsticks absently, without the slightest appetite.

Originally, she didn't intend to tell Mother Liu about the exam. After all, if she passed the exam like that, it would be scolding if she said it, but now...

never mind.

Nothing matters.

With the thought of giving up on herself, Su Yi waited for Liu's mother's monstrous anger.

"Oh, that's it, give me more than that!" Mother Liu angrily picked up a big chicken leg from the chicken soup, and put it in Suy's bowl forcefully, "I eat so little every day, so skinny It's like a bamboo pole, those who don't know think I'm abusing you."

"..." This is completely different from what she expected.

Su Yi was stunned, blinked, blinked again, and found that Mother Liu didn't seem to change her face at all, so she couldn't help but carefully probed: "Well, I did very badly in the exam! Super, super, super bad! It's absolutely horrible!"

"Got it! Got it!" Mother Liu waved her hand impatiently, raised her eyebrows, and glared at her angrily: "Why, you still want me to whip you with a rubber band, so you're not satisfied?"

"It's not...it's just that your reaction was too calm, and I'm a little uncomfortable." Suy swallowed and said dryly.

"Well, usually if you fail in the exam, I might say a few more words about you, but this time, let's forget it. I think you feel uncomfortable in your heart, and you will be unhappy when you go home." Mother Liu sighed, her eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness. He was kind and loving, looking at Suy with distressed eyes.

"It's okay to fail the exam once or twice. Let's do better next time. The body is the most important thing." He said and put another piece of chicken in Suy's bowl.

Suy was stunned for a long time, then bent the corners of her lips, and hummed for a long time.

The heat of the rice filled her eyes, making her eyes sore.

It's just, Mom, you don't know how difficult mathematics is.

At night, Suy turned off the light early and went to bed. The pile of homework assigned by the teachers did not move a single word. She lay on the narrow wooden bed with her eyes wide open, looking at the ceiling above her head, without any sleepiness.

This must be retribution.

Suy slowly raised her arms to cover her eyes, thinking calmly.

Suddenly, I remembered the time when I was drawing comics. At that time, she hadn’t become Liu Xiaojie. She was unrestrained and carefree. She didn’t have to go to school, let alone homework. Her favorite thing was to stay at home, draw comics, watch Luhan, very Not going out for half a month is common.

I remember that the longest record for staying at home is two months and eleven days. If Zhang Momo couldn't take it anymore and dragged her out to the city center for a few laps, this record might last longer a little.

She is obviously in her 20s, but she lives as willful as a child, even she finds it inconceivable.

When did it start?She began to refuse to grow up, refuse... to contact this society.

But even though she hates interacting with others, it doesn't mean her interpersonal skills are poor, no, it should be pretty good.

From a long time ago, the ability to observe words and emotions was almost necessary for her survival. Smiling at people she knew and people she didn't know, in today's society, who doesn't reach out and don't smile?Even if you are capable, who will talk to you if you put on a face and pretend to be cold?

Of course, except for people who are very familiar, in front of acquaintances, such as Zhang Momo, Su Yi usually doesn't even bother to open the door for her, she plays petty temper without any scruples, flirts with big names, and shows her true nature. I still couldn't help teasing her that she didn't draw a single stroke. Every time I saw this little girl flushed with anxiety, and tears were about to fall, Suy couldn't help but laugh out loud, feeling a lot better.

This kind of girl who writes everything on her face is really rare in this society.

Perhaps it was because of this simple and straightforward character that Zhang Momo could tearfully accuse Su Yi without hesitation, saying that the ending she drew was really annoying.

That's right, Sue also admitted that most of her comics ended in tragedy.

She has three works, maybe because of the different nature of the works, it is different from the routines of those girl comics. In many of her works, life may be killed every minute. It is said that it is a horror comic, and the bloody violence in the process is taken for granted. , readers are also willing to hunt for novelties, watching with relish, guessing who will die tomorrow.

However, when it came to the ending, they were dumbfounded. How could the protagonist die?Immediately, he became unhappy, and there was a lot of scolding on the Internet, clamoring to send blades.

But this couldn't resist Su Yi's strong pressure, and he still went his own way and happily painted the tragic scene of the protagonist bleeding from the seven orifices.

The result is that Su Yi has three works in total, one with the male protagonist dead, one with the female protagonist dead, and one with both male and female protagonists dead.

I heard that the work is a mirror that reflects the author's heart, and Suy didn't refute it. Her childhood experience made her extremely paranoid about this world. Although she didn't hate it, she still didn't hold good intentions.

She can't interfere with this world, so it is reflected in the world of her writing. She has constructed a cruel world view, cruel relationship between characters, and the cruel ending seems not difficult to predict.

Su Yi will never forget that Zhang Momo finished reading her comics with snot and tears, and found her with red eyes the next day, choked up and said, "Why is the hero dead? He is so good, but he is still the protagonist, but he died. It’s so miserable, it’s so unfair!!”

It was rare for Suy not to laugh at her crying like a cat. Instead, she was silent for a long time before slowly saying, "In this world, good people don't necessarily get good rewards."

Although cruel, it is reality.

Since she injected souls into the characters in her works, the destination of those lives with distinctive personalities no longer belongs to her.

The most Suy can do is to only draw the evil retribution of the wicked and be a good person, but the ending of a good person is often beyond her control.

This was what she saw with her own eyes, but she was powerless.

Just like the current situation, it may really be that there are too many tragedies, and her life seems to be gradually turning into tragedy.

Years of searching for Luhan made her understand.

It is very difficult for Luhan to fall in love, once he falls in love, he will be infatuated.

Not surprisingly, he and his Wanwan will have a good relationship for a hundred years and grow old hand in hand.

And even though she broke through the line of life and death, traveled back to ten years ago, and faced him face to face, there was nothing less than an ending——

If you can't ask for it, you will be depressed for life.