[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

"This is……"

Su Yi was stunned, and just about to bend over to pick it up, but was caught by Lu Han, who took a step ahead and quickly put it into his pocket. He blushed and shook his head vigorously at her, stammering nervously, "No, nothing, nothing!"

Suy: "..." I really thought she was blind, Durex's three big golden characters were shining brightly, it's hard to pretend she didn't see them.

Seeing the boy's blushing face, she was so embarrassed that she wanted to find a hole to get in. Suy was funny, she didn't have the heart to expose him, and this thing knew who it was with her knees, she raised her eyebrows, and glanced at it indiscriminately Xiao Ziyi, who was gloating and watching the good show.

"This...it's just candy, that's right, it's the kind of soft candy that can be seen everywhere in the market, nothing special..." Lu Han was embarrassed, bit the bullet, and explained incoherently.

But I didn't want Suy to chuckle, looked at him with tenderness in his eyes, hugged him gently, put his head on his chest, rubbed his head affectionately, and said, "Well, I know."

Lu Han was startled, stopped moving, "Know what?"

"It's sugar, not condoms." Suy smiled.

Lu Han choked, and for a long time, he uttered dryly: "...just know."

After drinking and eating, everyone said goodbye and went home one by one. Those who drove drove, those who took the subway took the subway, and those who walked walked. Life returned to its original place.

"You really want to go back?"

After leaving the hotel, Gao Suyao looked at Lu Han and Su Yi worriedly, and confirmed again: "Aren't you afraid of being exposed?"

It would be fine if Lu Han was alone, at worst, he would walk around the streets and meet the world by chance, but it would be different with Su Yi, this is a grandiose girlfriend walking, Gao Suyao has already foreseen the name of Weibo Toutiao tomorrow.

"Don't worry, I brought sunglasses, a mask and a hat." Lu Han patted his chest, full of confidence, as a must-have item for a star, he never left his body.

"What do you think these can cover you?" Gao Suyao looked indifferent.

Luhan thought for a while, then smiled, "My girlfriend."

Gao Suyao: "..."

Lu Han is not joking, although he brought two sets of equipment, he and Su Yi each have a set, but it is mainly for Su Yi, he must not be able to hide anything, the popularity is too high, there is no way ╮(╯_╰) ╭

But Su Yi is different. With her head shrunk and a mask on, almost no one knows her. It's ridiculous to say that after so many days of looking for her on the Internet, I compared a few low-resolution photos back and forth, but still nothing. People found out Su Yi's real identity. After all, apart from him being a hindrance, she was also covered by the bureau chief. In addition, she had never disclosed her information on the Internet, so it was even more difficult to find her.

What's more, his and Su Yi's identities had nothing to do with each other before, and no one thought about her. Instead, they all started from the people around him.

"Why do you want to go back?"

Along the way, Suy supported the mirror frame, was blocked several times by pedestrians, and ran several times, feeling stuffy, looking at the glittering golden luminous body around him, finally couldn't help asking.

Do you want to have a digestive exercise after a meal?Her thin arms and legs can't afford to be hurt.

"I'm just looking for a chance to be alone with you. Lao Gao is really an eyesore." Lu Han was panting, sweating profusely, and was also exhausted. He flicked his sore wrist. .

"...Are you sure this is being alone?" Suy's mouth twitched. Compared with hundreds of light bulbs shining together, the light emitted by Gao Suyao is softer.

"At least for now." Lu Han wiped off the sweat from his forehead, smiled brightly, took her hand without any scruples, and walked generously among the crowd. The fans had just passed by and made a fuss, so they didn't bother them anymore, just a Take pictures vigorously.

"Tell me, what happened?" The boy tilted his head slightly and asked in a low voice.

"What?" Suy asked without knowing.

"Don't try to fool me, you're not quite right after you came back from the toilet, did Shu Yu tell you anything?" Lu Han snapped, although he was stubborn, he was sensitive to her emotional changes.

"It's nothing, I just feel that they have changed too much, and I'm a little emotional..." Su Yi smiled and shook her head, her expression a little lonely.

"People will always grow up." Lu Han smiled lightly, noncommittal.

"Are you too?" Suy tilted his head and asked him with a smile, with a relaxed chatting tone, but serious eyes that cannot be ignored, "If you don't find me, or if I die, what will you do?"

Lu Han was silent, a little confusion appeared in his eyes, after a long while, he smiled wryly and sighed, "Maybe, like Shu Yu, I will find a girl who I love and also loves me, she may be like you, or not, but I will Love her more than you love yourself, protect her, and won't repeat your mistakes."

She asked seriously, and he answered equally seriously, very realistic, very helpless, but the most genuine.

Su Yi listened quietly, her brows and eyes were calm, she was not angry, she smiled flatly, with a bit of relief, "You have indeed grown up."

In the past, teenagers would not even think about this issue. They had a lot of love words, and they would love you forever and never change their hearts. Because they have no experience, there will be no pressure.

"Hey, I'm older than you, okay? Don't get me wrong." Lu Han pursed his lips, folded his hands behind his head, looked at the clear sky with his clear eyes, and sighed softly.

"Suy, I won't lie to you. In fact, for a long time in the past, I didn't find you because I liked you so much."

For the first time, he called her name solemnly, but the words he said were so cruel.

However, in such a long time that even he can forget who he is, the old youthfulness gradually fades away, and he keeps coming into contact with new people and things.

As for Xiaojie, the one he loved the most and the one who loved him the most, under the erosion of time, even his appearance became blurred unknowingly. Admittedly, those emotions that I once thought were deeply rooted in my bones and would never be forgotten in my life are being faded little by little under the flow of time.

Lu Han has rationally thought about it, if Su Yi leaves in other ways, or betrays, or breaks up peacefully, or some other very realistic reasons, the worst result is nothing more than one, just like with Wanwan, sad Sad for a while, and then forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

But Suy was not. She left him in the cruelest and most decisive way. The flames filled the sky, the scalding temperature, the people's screams of fear, and the bright red that finally froze in his pupils were all midnight. In the dream, his last impression of Xiaojie.

Then, the responsibility was formed like this, so heavy, so deep, so, even if time flies, when his thoughts of her are only an image, when his love for her is only a concept, he still thinks about her. She must be found, must be found, whatever the cost.

She gave him life, and he owed her a miracle.

"So, I still feel guilty..."

Suy lowered her eyes and her voice was a little low. Although she understood his feelings and was mentally prepared, it still hurt to hear him say it himself.

"And now, do you really like me?"

Hearing this, Lu Han raised his delicate eyebrows, looked at her amusedly, his eyes were bright and clear, and teased, "What do you think?"

His girlfriend has been announced, Xiaozui has kissed him, and even the house and bed have been carefully and properly prepared. Apart from not eating and wiping it clean, he can't think of any other better way to express his love.

"I'm not you, how do I know?" Suy was not annoyed, squinted her mouth, kicked the stones under her feet away, exhaled the suffocation in her chest, and clapped her hands in relief, "Forget it, it doesn't really matter much."

"Huh?" Lu Han was puzzled.

"I said, it's okay." Suy smiled brightly, looked at him seriously, and said word by word: "I don't care if you are with me because of guilt or other reasons, it doesn't matter, even if you don't like it now I will always like me in the future, since I can make you like me when Liu Xiaojie was, I will definitely make you like me now!"

She straightened her back and said confidently.

It doesn't matter how long it takes, as long as we adapt to each other and tolerate each other, we will always find the rhythm of each other's lives, and then, the natural happiness, as long as we are still together.

Lu Han froze for a moment, stared at her, then smiled suddenly, his eyes loving and gentle, sighed, "You, you."

She, whose appearance has completely changed, is the one among them who has not changed the most. She is still living in her memory, flamboyant and willful. It seems that at this moment, nothing has changed except time.

Over the years, he has met many women, elegant and gentle, cute and naive, all kinds of strange types, all of them are as beautiful and delicate as dolls, in that circle, the most indispensable thing is beautiful women.

Naturally, there are quite a few girls chasing him, but compared to Suy, what's worse, I can't explain the feeling of ambiguity, and coupled with the company's rigid regulations, it's more comfortable to be single.

Until meeting her again, she was named Yan Ge at that time.

Unfamiliar face, brand-new appearance, lonely and cold figure, took her to the bookstore, chatted with her, tone, movement, demeanor, long-lost familiarity, evoked the mellow fragrance that had been dusty in the memory for a long time.

He smiled, with a relaxed expression, and closed his eyes, sinking into gentle darkness.

Why do you like her?have no idea.

How much do you like it?Still don't know.

The answers to these questions, after many years, are still unknown to him.

***

"Aren't we going back?"

Seeing that there were more and more people watching, and their eyes were so hot that they seemed to want to burn the person around him to death, Suy rubbed his arms uncomfortably, shaking off goose bumps all over his body.

Luhan didn't answer, but smiled and said nothing, without the slightest awareness of being a public figure, he held her hand stubbornly and walked all the way, leading her to turn left and right in the street, passing through several long and narrow streets. In the alley, we came to a beautiful and exquisite pink and white building.

"Is this a kindergarten?"

Suy came to the iron gate, looked inside, and was slightly stunned. Swings, seesaws, slides... all kinds of children's toys emerged in an endless stream, with bright colors, as colorful and gorgeous as a fairy tale kingdom.

There are many children shuttle freely in it, playing and playing, with cheerful smiling faces, their small bodies are straight, and they look extremely proud.

"You brought me here to do..."

The question Suy blurted out was automatically silenced when she saw a middle-aged woman who was also standing by the iron gate not far away from her.

She stared blankly at the woman, her voice stuck in her throat, not going up or down.

Gray old cloth shirt, half-white hair, old eyebrows and eyes, the woman's body is a bit rickety, she looks old, but her face is gentle and kind, quietly staring at a lively and cute little boy in the garden, the corners of her mouth are unconsciously stained smile.

Suy's body froze, her eyes were fixed on her without blinking, her heart was beating extremely fast.

"Didn't you say you wanted to meet Auntie, she would come here to pick up Xiaohao every day... that's her son with Uncle Wang, that's why I brought you here."

Lu Han followed her line of sight and looked over, his eyes flickered, and he explained softly, his expression was a bit complicated.

Mother Liu found them and turned her head, there was no way, any place Lu Han went would definitely cause commotion.

mom……

Suy was so excited that she forgot her identity for a moment, opened her mouth, and wanted to call out the familiar title that had lingered on her tongue.

But what his eyes touched was a pair of bone-chilling eyes, without warmth, full of hostility and hatred.

She was stunned, startled, and looked carefully, and found that Liu's mother was not looking at her, but someone beside her.

people around me?

Su Yi turned her head in a daze, looked at Lu Han, and found that he had already bowed his head, his brown hair was hanging down softly, with a dull color, covering most of his face, his eyebrows and eyes could not be seen clearly, and his mood was low and lost.

The kindergarten bell rang, and the children rushed out, jumping excitedly into the arms of their parents, with childish voices ringing in their ears.

After Mother Liu received her son, she didn't look at Lu Han and the others again, like avoiding the plague, her eyes were guarded, she carefully protected Xiao Hao and walked past them, and soon disappeared.

"...What's going on here?" Su Yi looked at Luhan and asked with difficulty: "My mother... she treats you..."

"I'm sorry." Lu Han said, with a difficult voice, smiled bitterly and touched his nose, a little embarrassed, "If you didn't come with me, you should have a better reunion."

Liu's mother will never forgive him. He obviously knows it, and he obviously understands it best.

Nine years ago, after Xiaojie's death, Liu's mother couldn't accept the reality. She insisted that he killed her daughter and hated him to the extreme.

At that time, the young man just stared at her silently with those beautiful empty eyes, his heart throbbed, he couldn't breathe, he never defended, let alone refuted, because what she said was the truth, and no matter how much he regretted it, he couldn't change the truth.

In the future, even if he intends to take care of Liu's mother, whenever he takes a step closer to her, the kind-hearted old woman will be anxious, go crazy, and throw all the objects that can be smashed at him, screaming for him to leave.

"What are you sorry for, what is there to be sorry for? Are you stupid!"

Even if he didn't say it, Su Yi didn't know the reason, tears welled up in her eyes, hugged his thin body, and cried bitterly, not knowing whether it was because of her guilt towards Liu's mother, or because of his grievance.

It's all her fault, it's her, it's her who caused Mother Liu to lose her daughter, and what caused Lu Han to regret for life.

She thought that she was the most miserable one. Not only did she die once in agony, but when she woke up, everything changed and nothing changed.

She complained, spurned, foolishly clinging to the yellowed memories, but ignored the magic of time, her naivety was frighteningly childish.

"Hey, don't cry, don't cry, I'm fine, I'm fine!" Lu Han hugged her, panicked, and patted her back frantically.

The young man's face turned red, and he noticed several strange glances coming towards him, and he was speechless. If this continues, others will think that he is bullying his girlfriend, and tomorrow's news will definitely explode. He is an upright and shining image of a good man T_T

Wanting to think this way, he sighed, smiled, showed full patience, gently wiped the tears on her face with his fine white knuckles, and repeated in a coaxing tone, "Really, it's okay, everything is fine." It's over, it's all over."

The most difficult time has long passed.

On the way back, Lu Han hesitated for a moment, and asked Su Yi: "Will you tell Auntie about you?"

"No." Su Yi was silent for a moment, then slowly but firmly shook her head, her voice hoarse, "I'm not dead, but Liu Xiaojie is indeed dead."

And her daughter is only Liu Xiaojie.

"Let's visit her again when we have time." Lu Han knew what she was thinking, and suggested with a smile.

"Yeah." Suy also smiled, nodded slightly, and looked firm.

As long as Mother Liu is doing well, it doesn't matter what she is.

The author has something to say:

It seems to be a lot late... Sorry, I tried my best, half of this chapter is not finished, and it will be published at that time. As for the time, I am not sure about the time, so don't wait, the feeling of expecting surprises will be even greater Good (^ω^).

The second update is over. The length of this chapter is beyond imagination. In the future, there will be no agreement on the update time, nor will the number of updated chapters be determined. It will be as much as possible every week. Hope to understand. (^_^)

I really hope that all the comments are interpretations of the plot. I have carefully read every comment of yours. Good and bad. , and then went further into the plot, like a little angel said that their fit is not enough, in fact, I have always been aware of it, so I added a ten-year episode as a buffer, but it seems that the effect is not obvious, and then write more in this chapter It's a lot, and it's an explanation for their feelings and future.

So your comments are very likely to affect the direction of the plot! (?ω?) hiahiahia Of course, some people think that the heroine has changed. Well, I read two comments, one said that the heroine is quiet, and the other said that the heroine is happy. I think the heroine is actually okay Yes, I have always written according to her in my mind. She has different moods according to the changes in the plot. If you think it changes, I can’t help it (smile)

Of course, one hundred readers have one hundred Hamlets, so if you have any opinions, I will seriously consider the rationality~

As for the meat, in fact, I did not cater to the needs of the readers. I myself, ahem, would like to try it. Of course, it will not be particularly explicit. It may be more... compare... you read You know, it's almost there anyway.

Not much to say, I really love you guys, thank you.

Stay tuned.

Han Yi, Lanxi, and Shu Yu will each have an episode when the time comes.

I will try my best to finish this article completely.