[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

At the entrance of a slightly dark corridor, a woman in a pink padded jacket stood in front of a reddish-brown security door, rubbing her hands and exhaling.

It was the beginning of February, the coldest time of winter. Even though Zhang Momo was fully armed, with everything from felt hats, earmuffs, scarves to gloves, her little face was still flushed from the cold, but with a light breath, the white mist It instantly filled her eyes.

She stomped her feet vigorously, trying to restore a sense of sensation to her numb feet. The sound of her footsteps continued to be heard on the floor, which was very clear and unusual in the dull and quiet entrance.

Zhang Momo stared at the door in front of her, a raging flame danced in her eyes, tending to burn more and more.

hateful!Why can't she stand here when she has to be in such a heavy snow, and her breath will freeze?It's just too unreasonable!

Zhang Momo suffocated his anger, stretched out his hand and smashed the door.

"Suy! Get out of here, old lady!!!"

After knocking for more than ten minutes, from symbolic light knocking to violent thumping, Zhang Momo's patience was exhausted little by little, and she was so angry that she wanted to scold her mother that she almost couldn't help kicking the door a few times.

But even though she was working so hard, the cold red on her face gradually turned to flushing, and the door in front of her was still motionless like a hard rock, with no sign of opening.

"Damn it!" Zhang Momo leaned against the door panting, wiping the sweat off his forehead.

It's like this every time, and it takes a lot of effort to enter the door.

It’s almost the Chinese New Year, and my colleagues are all happily rushing back to their hometown with big bags and small bags, but she is squatting at the door of other people’s houses in the cold and weeping silently, but there is no way, who made her a manga editor, who made her Miss Su is a scourge, and once she stumbles, she will be hated forever. Back then, she shouldn't have been fooled by Su Yi's sweet and beautiful face, or deceived by her innocent smile.

She finally knew why her colleagues were sympathetic and hesitant to speak after learning that she had become Sui's editor.

Why is she, a newcomer, in charge of such a big-name cartoonist.

She also specially learned that although Su Yi is a big name, she is a newcomer. She has gained a large number of fans with her exquisite painting style and thought-provoking plots. She is not painting mainstream girls in the company. It is a thriller, suspense and horror, bloody and violent, and from time to time, a picture that is not suitable for children under the [-]-year-old ban catches the eye. It is simply a "clear stream" among many girls' manga.

The company almost took her comics off the shelves for this reason, but they couldn't resist the strong protests of many fans, so they had to put them back again, and now they have become a pillar of the company.

Stupid, she was ecstatic about this for a long time at the beginning, thinking that the organization had discovered that she was gold hidden under the stone, and planned to focus on cultivating it, but she did not expect the truth to be so cruel.

While Zhang Momo was still thinking about things, lamenting his sad fate.

Unexpectedly, the door behind her opened quietly. Without any preparation, she lost her support and slipped to the ground.

"It hurts!" She raised her head quickly, and Suy held the doorknob and looked down at her.

Her long black hair is messily draped over her shoulders, unkempt and sloppy, her face is as pale as snow, with almost no blood, and the deep dark circles under her eyelids are clearly noticeable, like a vampire in the middle ages, she stares at Zhang Momo without any concealment With disgust in his eyes, "Why are you here again?"

Zhang Momo's words of complaint were stuck in her throat, and she was so depressed that she wanted to vomit blood, sweet?pretty?How blind was her eyes back then to have such an illusion.

She watched Su Yi wearing a cotton pajamas printed with Doraemon patterns, which was too childish, and only a pair of slippers. She jumped onto the sofa in the middle of the living room, and quickly wrapped herself into a blanket Ball, lying lazily on the sofa, staring straight at the super large LCD TV screen hanging on the opposite wall.

Zhang Momo looked at the clutter in the room as expected, the kennel... No, no, this is already at the level of a garbage dump.

"...can't you just clean it up a bit?"

Clothes and pants scattered everywhere, the dust on the floor is black to the naked eye, there is a smell of corruption in the air, there are melon and fruit residues on the coffee table, cup noodle boxes have been piled up seven or eight times One, no need to guess whose masterpiece it is.

I always knew that Su Yi was lazy, but I never thought that she was so lazy that she turned a blind eye to her surroundings and could still eat potato chips and drink Coke calmly.

"It's too cold, I don't want to move." Suy didn't even lift her eyelids, and she didn't want to stretch her hands out of the warm blanket, so she leaned forward with great effort, bit her mouth on the bag of potato chips, and held it like a puppy. Picking up potato chips one by one, even so, her eyes never left the TV screen, and her black and white pupils only reflected the boy with soft brown hair and a pure and bright smile.

Zhang Momo knew that boy, after all, whether it was the living room or the bedroom, the white walls were covered with posters or photos of him, and even the bed had his body pillow.

Even without these, she can still see his news on TV, Weibo, and entertainment news. One of his Weibo is always forwarded and commented on, and he will be liked immediately if there is any small movement. Hot search, his fans are all over the country, countless.

His name is Luhan, this boy who is obviously already 26 years old, but he always wears a beautiful face of 18 years old, always smiles brightly like a child, and has captured the hearts of many girls.

No, there is a terminally ill person in front of him.

"What about the manuscript? Last week you promised to send it to my email 'on time'. Why hasn't it arrived yet?"

One size counts for one size, and you must never forget the business, Zhang Momo bit the word "punctual" very hard, and said in a dark voice.

If Suy hadn't sent it after waiting for a long time, she wouldn't have come to the door in person.

The atmosphere seemed to freeze instantly.

Su Yi, who was still staring at the TV intently, somehow looked away silently, looked at the snowflakes constantly flying outside the window, and suddenly said with emotion: "The weather is really nice today."

"Did you treat the snow outside as dust?" Zhang Momo was expressionless, her palms began to itch, "You won't tell me that you haven't painted yet, will you?"

"...Why don't we wait until next week?" Su Yi suddenly looked like a deflated ball, and she looked at her pitifully, blinking her big eyes.

"That's what you said last week, last week, last week."

Zhang Momo's face was cold, and the anger that had been simmering in her heart could no longer be held back, and all of it spewed out: "You are always like this, constantly delaying drafts, constantly pushing back dates, are you worthy of your fans who are looking forward to it? Are you sorry for me who is busy all day long? Do you know that my colleagues have already gone home for the New Year? I am the only one left to clean up your mess. Do you know how sad and wronged I am? Don’t Just because you don't have a family doesn't mean that other people don't have family... people..."

Even if you get angry again, some words can't be said casually. Zhang Momo knows this truth well, so when she realizes what she said, she can't wait to slap herself a few times, "Well, I didn't mean that, I mean... "

"Don't worry." Suy waved her hand, interrupted her words forcefully, and assured her with an unquestionable attitude: "I will hand it in, next week, four words."

It's not that Zhang Momo doesn't believe her, because she can really do it. Although Su Yi likes to procrastinate and always refuses to hand it in if she can't hand it in willfully, she will definitely make up two words next week, and the quality is very high. Not too much.

Not being punctual but keeping her word is her consistent style. Fans are used to it, and she is also used to it.

But this meant that Suy would have to stay up all night. She had seen Suy rushing to draft, lying in front of the computer like a robot, restless, tireless, the bloodshot eyes were clearly visible, and the hand holding the pen The hand was running at high speed, and this state lasted for three days and three nights.

When Zhang Momo first met Su Yi, she saw the thick dark circles under her eyelids, like smoky makeup painted heavily on her fair and clean skin.

After getting along, the dark circles under the eyes not only did not disappear, but became more and more serious.

The man never cared about his body.

Zhang Momo has no doubts, with Su Yi's life of upside-down morning and evening, day and night, high-intensity rushing to draft, it is not surprising that one day he suddenly dies at home.

What's more, it dragged on for four episodes this time!Four episodes... You know it's not easy for an ordinary cartoonist to complete one episode a week, let alone four episodes, it's simply crazy.

She can't even get angry now.

Such an outrageous thing has never happened before, and it was only a word or two before, but now...

"It's just that Lu Han is in a relationship, why are you like this?" Zhang Momo sighed, her tone finally softened, and she said helplessly.

Yes, just a month ago, Lu Han suddenly posted the news of his relationship on Weibo.

The whole country was shocked, like a boulder was thrown into the calm water, the entertainment circle suddenly turned upside down, and the fans cried and howled, clamoring to commit suicide.

As for who the mysterious beautiful girl who must have saved the universe in her previous life was, Lu Han said that in order to protect her safety and privacy, she did not announce it to the public, only saying that she was an outsider.

"As for, very as for." Suy nodded her head vigorously, very serious and serious.

"And I didn't do much, I just watched TV and looked back on his good old days..." Su Yi's voice gradually became weaker under Zhang Momo's sharp gaze.

He coughed heavily, cleared his throat and said confidently: "Didn't you read Weibo? How many girls shouted to hang themselves because of this incident. A few days ago, a woman actually jumped off the building because of this. Do you think I have them?" Are you that stupid..."

But after she found out, she didn't make noise, didn't cry or laugh, and seriously watched all of Luhan's movies, TV shows, album MVs, and variety shows.

It's just that I didn't expect that there were too many videos about him, and a month passed before I knew it.

"Aren't you stupid? Then return my four-episode sketch!"

Seeing that Su Yi was silent, Zhang Momo paused and continued: "Look at what you are doing now! You don't do housework, you don't take out the garbage, you don't wash your clothes, and you don't clean up the house when it's so dirty. Ten days and a half months Don't go out, why are you doing it for a man you can never reach..."

The more Su Yi heard, the more something was wrong, and she raised her hand to retort: ​​"I was like this before Luhan announced his relationship."

"You still have the face to say it!" Zhang Momo glared at her, "You also know that your life is so decadent and depraved?"

Suy was unconvinced, "My salary is higher than yours."

Which is decadent and which is depraved?

Su Yi held her head up, and cast a distasteful, cold glance at Zhang Momo, a working class whose combined annual salary was not as much as her monthly salary.

Zhang Momo held her breath in her chest, her confidence suddenly weakened a lot, "Money does not represent the quality of life."

"But it can change the quality of life." Suy leaned forward, stretched out his head to bite the mouth of the Coke bottle vigorously, raised his head and gulped a big sip, and lazily walked around the living room. At this level, he invited a nanny. That's it.

"You will never get married like this!" Zhang Momo cursed angrily.

"I'm ready to die alone." Suy said it didn't matter at all.

"Even if the partner is Lu Han, you don't care?"

"I never make assumptions that the probability is zero."

Su Yi answered rationally and decisively. Although she couldn't help but pay attention to every bit of Luhan, and bought all his albums and peripherals like crazy, she never had any unrealistic fantasies about him, daydreaming It's better to separate from reality, after all, once you take it seriously, what you fall into is not love, but an abyss.

A little closer to his works, a little farther away from his life.

This is how she loves Luhan.

Su Yi looked at the handsome young man shining brightly on the TV, and his dark eyes were gradually covered with mist.

But why?Hearing the news that he was in love, even though he knew that such a day would come, his heart still throbbed involuntarily, and he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

The boy she had loved for so many years finally belonged to someone else.

"I really can't help you." Zhang Momo couldn't see Su Yi's gloomy appearance like a girl who had lost her love, so she groped in her bag for a while and took out a small piece of paper with a white background from Huang Wen.

"Hey, this is for you, I wanted to give it to you a month ago..."

Suy didn't even look at it, she was still staring at the TV with a sleepy expression, "I don't watch movies."

"Who told you it was a movie?" Zhang Momo was so angry that she poked the piece of paper directly on her face, "Open your fucking eyes and let me see clearly!"

"... Tickets for Lu Han's concert!?"

Fearing that she would be dazzled, Suy hurriedly reached out and snatched the ticket.

After entering the room for so long, Zhang Momo stretched out her hand under the blanket when she saw Su Yishe for the first time.

"Don't look at it, it's absolutely genuine. I've been grabbing it for a long time."

A month ago, in order to build a good relationship with Su Yi, after learning that she liked Lu Han, she excitedly stayed up all night to grab tickets online.

You must know that Lu Han’s tickets are hard to come by, especially when he strongly demands that all his tickets must be purchased under the real-name system in order to resist the unfair phenomenon of scalping tickets, which can be regarded as an explanation to the fans.

As a result, tickets for Luhan concerts are hard to come by now.

At that time, I was excited for a long time when I finally got her. When I closed my eyes, I saw the happy scene of Suy excitedly thanking her.

Unexpectedly, Luhan announced his relationship on the second day after he snatched it.

This is so unfortunate...

So much so that Zhang Momo hesitated to give the ticket to Su Yi.

But seeing that the concert time was getting closer and Su Yi's condition was getting worse, she still decided to give her the ticket.

Zhang Momo looked at Su Yi who was rarely in a trance, sighed, put the small bag on his shoulders again, and walked towards the door, "You don't need to hand in the manuscript next week, go and see his real person with your own eyes, die this heart, It can be regarded as farewell."

"I hope that the next time I see you, you will still be the same you."

Zhang Momo stood still at the door, and suddenly turned around and smiled at her, "Although you used to be willful, domineering, mean, and selfish, I really like you like that."

After speaking, he took the door.

"Farewell..." Suy put the ticket on the coffee table, and there was a loud 'bang'. She seemed to have lost her strength, and she spread her whole body on the coffee table, pressing her forehead heavily against the fragile piece of paper.

His pure black eyes fixed on the word 'Lu Han' on it, and fell silent.

"I've been doing this for a long time..."

She watched over and over again all the interview records and interview programs since his debut, and she didn't even let go of all the videos made by netizens about Luhan.

Watch him grow up step by step, from a young boy to a popular idol.

Such a solemn and long farewell is only because of one person.

After Zhang Momo left, Su Yi was the only one left in the empty hall, and Lu Han's clear and clean voice was still slowly echoing on the TV.

"I heard that you are in love, and many netizens still don't believe it. Is it true?" a reporter asked.

"It's true." Lu Han smiled a little shyly, even the gorgeous makeup couldn't stop the blush on his handsome face.

"Can you tell me what kind of person the other party is? Many netizens speculate that she must be a beautiful woman."

"In my heart, she is the most beautiful."

Lu Han smiled, his white and warm face looked even more jade-like under the flashlight, his eyes softened, revealing a mouthful of clean white teeth, and he bent his eyebrows towards the camera.

"It doesn't matter what she becomes."

That's enough, really enough.

The TV finally came to an end, and she finally finished watching all the videos about Lu Han verbatim.

Su Yi's head was groggy, and the sleepless nights for more than ten days had already exceeded her physical load, and Lu Han's face gradually became blurred in her sight.

With the last ounce of strength, she tried to make the corners of her mouth smile like his.

You must smile and bless him.

May her favorite boy grow old together with his favorite girl for a lifetime.

The light continued to disperse in her eyes, and her body could no longer support herself, and she fell from the sofa to the ground with a bang.

Suy's eyes were completely closed, with a smile on her lips, and she fell into a gentle darkness.

Goodbye, Luhan.

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