The continuation of Hua Qiangu TV series wants to say who lovesickness looks like

The night was cool, and the few stars in the sky were accompanied by a waning moon, emitting a bleak light.Qin Yu curled herself up, leaned her back against the corner of the bed, buried her head deeply between her knees, no matter what she thought, the deep part of her memory was always blank, and if she thought too much, she felt dizzy for a while, as if Something is preventing her from continuing to recall.

Bai Zihua is as sure as she said, she believes in him, but she can't regard herself as Hua Qiangu, because seeing is different from remembering, in her world, she is Qinyu, Kunlun Xu's Qinyu, not Flower Thousand Bone from the Palace of Heartlessness!Such thoughts became insignificant in Bai Zihua's expectant eyes. She couldn't ignore his longing eyes. He must miss his wife very much, right?What he wants is the complete Hua Qiangu, the Hua Qiangu who has the same memory as him, but she can't give him, she can't remember, so how sad and disappointed should he be?

On the other hand, she was also a little bit lucky, glad that she was that lucky woman Hua Qiangu, he was always her own, from beginning to end she only had herself in her heart, she got all his love, so she blamed herself even more, How could she forget him?

Thinking of this, Qin Yu fell into an extreme conflict. She wanted to be Hua Qiangu herself, but she couldn't really become Hua Qiangu.So she closed herself off, she didn't dare to say a word to him, and she didn't dare to look at his expectant eyes again.Day and night, he hid at the head of the bed, not daring to go out, and refused him to come in.

Bai Zihua knocks on her door every day, but she still refuses to respond to him. Everything seems to be back to the starting point. He knows that she just can't accept it for a while, and he can give her time to think it through. He can wait forever Looking at her, but still feel distressed, if he didn't see that she was fine when he watched her, he almost wanted to break in the door.It doesn't matter if she can't remember, whether she is Xiaogu or Qinyu, as long as she is well, he doesn't care.

After three days like this, Bai Zihua's heart became more and more anxious. Her body was already weak and she was seriously injured. How could she bear it without eating or drinking for three days and three nights.Thinking that she still had knots in her heart, he was not preparing peach blossom soup, but simply boiled a bowl of porridge, two side dishes, and a pot of scented tea, and prepared to deliver it to her room.

Walking to the door, Bai Zihua knocked on the door lightly, there was no response as expected, sighed, pushed the door open and walked in, the light in the room was a little dim, the plain bed curtain fluttered in the wind, making the empty room It looks cooler.Putting the plate on the side of the bed, Bai Zihua leaned over to pull her, still curled up, as if he hadn't moved in three days, his hands touched her shoulders, and the already thin shoulders became thinner.

Helping her to sit by the bed, he picked up the porridge as if to feed her, still coaxing softly, "Eat something."

Qin Yu kept her head down, and obediently ate the food he fed, without looking at him or making a sound.

A bowl of clear porridge was fed in, but the feeling of distress became more and more intense, Bai Zihua couldn't help but said, "If you can't remember it, don't force it."

After hearing these words, Qin Yu felt even more sad, because she had let him down after all.

Seeing that she was still silent, Bai Zihua sighed and stroked her hair, "Have a good rest, don't think about it."

"Don't you want to see your wife?" The soft voice was barely audible, if it wasn't for Bai Zihua's excellent hearing, he wouldn't have heard it at all.

The big hand caressed her cheeks, gently lifted her small face, and looked at her small face, which was not big at all, and looked more and more pitiful because of its thinness. Tears rolled down from the big eyes, and the sadness, love, and affection in her heart It just turned into one sentence, "As long as you are good, everyone is good."

"But……"

"No but." Gently looking at the little girl in front of him, he just wanted her to stay by his side, lowered his head and wanted to kiss away the tears at the corners of his eyes, but worried about scaring her, he gently wiped them away for her. Teardrops, there seemed to be a hint of pleading in the cold voice, "Don't hide from me."

Qin Yu looked up at him, his words made her feel distressed, he shouldn't be like this, "I want to find brother Lin Yuan and Bai Ze."

Bai Zihua's breath was stagnant, and he grabbed her shoulders fiercely, "You want to leave?"

"Let go, let go." He almost crushed her bones, Qin Yu uttered.

Sensing his gaffe, Bai Zihua let go of his hand. He couldn't believe it. Ever since she left Changxin and fell injured, he had never stopped worrying. Now he almost became a demon. He wanted to see if she was okay. Dare not touch her again, "Are you okay?"

"I, I don't want to leave, I just want to get back my memory." Qin Yu panted heavily, trying to ignore the pain in her shoulder, she didn't want to hurt this man anymore.

"When you get well, I'll take you there." Retracting his hands, Bai Zihua stood up, he couldn't stay any longer, he would hurt her.

The next few days the two of them lived in silence, Qin Yu kept silent every day, and Bai Zihua didn't touch her unless necessary.

Days passed by bit by bit, Qin Yu's injury has healed, but the scar on her back is still ugly, Qin Yu knows it exists, but she can't see it herself.Like a memory, she knew it, but she couldn't remember it.

That night, Bai Zihua sat alone in the yard, drinking alone facing the moon.There was a soft sound at the barrier, and a paper crane landed beside his hand. When he unfolded it, it was written by Sheng Xiaomo: Bai Ze is in Shuzhong.