I have already asked for leave to spend half a day with her, and my plan was also cancelled.
After a busy day with my brothers, I was so tired that I didn't dare to think about what happened last night. I thought it was just a momentary impulse. I was fascinated by ghosts. I haven't been in a relationship for a long time. The sequelae of being empty for too long, but this dream counts. What the hell is going on?
He is not in love, how can he have such a dream about his sister, his family really doesn't understand anything, he is still young!
Quan Zhilong grabbed his hair irritably, no wonder the person in the dream felt so familiar, the sound, the touch, even the breathing felt so familiar. . .
No, no, I can't think about it anymore, the hot feeling in my body has not subsided, and if I think about it, I will think of what happened in the dream just now, and he can't help but feel impulsive again.
I'm going crazy!
Quan Zhilong threw off the quilt and got out of bed, kicked open the door and rushed to the bathroom to take a cold shower to calm his frantic heart.
"Heh!" When passing by the living room, he was taken aback by the big black shadow sitting on the sofa, "Brother, why don't you just sit here and pretend to be a ghost!"
"Tsk!" Cui Shengxian didn't make a sound, he touched the cigarette on the table and took out one to light, the small flame flickered on and off.
Quan Zhilong shook his head, his appearance is obviously not suitable for being a bosom brother, he should take care of himself first!
Water drenched on his body, washing away the sticky feeling all over his body. Because of the amazing appearance of the big brother outside the door, he was diverted from some messy thoughts, and he still had some small murmurs in his heart, but compared to the worrying big brother, his own If it is not humane, you can let it go if you think about it in a dark and careful way.
"Take a bath again? Didn't you wash it once before going to bed? Hehehe..." Cui Shengxian laughed strangely, picked up a can of things on the table and threw it over.
In the dark, Quan Zhilong didn't look closely at what it was, took a sip and found that it was beer and didn't put it down. Instead, he gulped it down and listened for a while, took a drink lightly and said, "It's cool."
"Tsk! I know you are not a good baby." Cui TOP seemed to have drunk too much, took out another cigarette and lit it, then handed one to Quan Zhilong who was sitting next to him, "Don't you dare?" Dare to try?"
Quan Zhilong hesitated for two seconds to take the cigarette, lit it naturally and took two puffs out of habit, and exhaled a smoke ring.Originally, I made up my mind not to touch these before I became an adult, because once I crossed the line, it was easy to lose control.
But today's unconventional erotic dream really disrupted his pace, highlighted the dark cells in his body, an indescribable boredom and agitation, if he didn't numb his nerves, he felt that there was something wrong. Something can't be suppressed and break out of the ground, which makes him uneasy.
"Boy, you're quite proficient! Did you smoke it behind our backs?" Cui Shengxian raised the wine and touched Quan Zhilong, "Tsk, to celebrate our Zhilong growing up! Is this the first time? Did you witness an important moment? Became the first witness in GD's life?"
"Brother Shengxian!" Quan Zhilong roared angrily, not daring to wake up the other companions, this brother is really enough, and he still has the mood to make fun of himself, it seems that there is no big problem!
Really, he, who can count the number of girls he has slept with on one hand, is he embarrassed to laugh at him?Enough is enough!
(I don’t know if it will be locked! If I can’t write like this, then I can’t do anything. It’s been a long time since I wrote dirty! Haha, I can’t write below the neck! Did I write it? Did I write it? No! )
☆, that
"What's there to be shy about, man! It means you're an adult! You're a real man now, any man can dream this kind of dream, so don't worry about it!" Cui Shengxian, who didn't know what his younger brother was thinking at all, was a little complacent After all, he is the only one among the brothers who has a girlfriend, and he is the only one who can be called a real man. It's rare for him to be a little proud. He looks like a big brother!
But thinking of the night that made him change from a boy to a man, and thinking of the woman who was once obediently lying in his arms, I couldn't help feeling a little ache and a little bored in my heart!
"Brother did it too! Who was that woman in the dream? Do you remember? The first time?" Quan Zhilong half leaned on the sofa, flicked the cigarette ash in his hand, and took another sip of cold beer, The comfortable softness after releasing the tightness of his body made him not want to move.
"The first time? It seems to be Nuna, the neighbor in the community. She hasn't said much at ordinary times, and she doesn't quite remember her appearance! Why do you ask this? It's just a dream! Dreaming isn't just muddled and inaccurate, My buddy also dreamed about that with his cousin! Hehe,,, don’t take it seriously! But, did you really dream about your acquaintance? Who? Is it the artist or the backup dancer?”
"No, no one?" Quan Zhilong immediately raised his voice, "No one, I didn't see clearly, I was in a daze!"
"It's normal if you can't see clearly, it will be better when you have a girlfriend." Cui Shengxian didn't care too much about whether what Quan Zhilong said was true or not, he calmly comforted him with a few words and fell into his own thoughts .
Quan Zhilong let go of the burden in his heart, it really was an accident!He didn't quite remember when he had his first sexual dream in his previous life, but the person in the dream was really not the Jin Jiner he was in love with at the time, it seemed to be a woman he didn't know.
cough!As for the dream, he didn't even think about it. He said it was unconscious, yes, unconscious!
Quan Zhilong was doing mental construction for himself, but he forgot that dreams are not only unconscious chaos, but also a real reaction of the subconscious in his heart!
He subconsciously ignored this question, unwilling to think deeply, and did not dare to think deeply.
I can only comfort myself by saying that it was just an accident, and it's really my sister!It's his sister who loves her dearly and wants to take care of her. How could she have such nasty thoughts about her?Absolutely by accident.
He drank the remaining half can of beer in one gulp, felt unsatisfactory and reached for another can to open.
"Ah! Don't drink in such a hurry, can you do it?"
"Don't underestimate people, although I can't drink as much as you, but, well, it's not bad, okay..." The words were stumbling, and the drinking continued.Only then did Quan Zhilong realize that he was not the real man who had experienced the practice of drinking, but now he is still a young boy who has never drunk much, thinking that when he first started practicing drinking, He also pours almost one or two bottles.
He took a puff of his cigarette in depression, and even though he didn't turn on the light, he could still imagine the disdainful eyes of the big brother opposite.
"Tsk!" Cui Shengxian would inevitably laugh at his brother on weekdays, but today he is really not in the mood, so he imitated Quan Zhilong and opened a can of the rest of the wine after tsk-tsk.
In the quiet night, no one said anything, a sip of wine and a cigarette, silent and appropriate company.
Of course Quan Zhilong can see his current state, but because he knows too much, he doesn't know what to say. If he can't solve the problem, any consolation is just an alternative hypocrisy. What's more, unlike himself who likes to vent his emotions, this brother Even if he likes to be bored about everything, even if he asks, he may not be able to find out anything. Now he doesn't seem to want to chat.
Changing to a more comfortable position, he took out another cigarette and lit it, staring at its flame in a daze, unable to take a puff for a long time. In fact, he didn’t have much cravings for smoking, and sometimes he couldn’t smoke for a day when he was busy. One is rarely inhaled into the lungs, and I like this feeling more.
After the incident 11 years ago, everyone advised him to quit smoking, and friends and family around him also said over and over again that quitting smoking would help restore his image.
Image recovery?
He was really going to be annoyed!What did he do wrong?Is he guilty of smoking?Although it is not something worth advocating and showing off, there are thousands of people who smoke!How could it be an unforgivable sin to come to him?
There are many things wrong with him. He loves to play, is not cautious, childish and frivolous, and trusts others. . .
But there are more dark things in this circle, and there are more people who do wrong, right?He would never quit smoking because of this incident, even if smoking made him fall so hard that he almost couldn't get up, he would not quit smoking because of it.
He absolutely didn't want to bow his head to those who framed him behind his back.Want to see him never recover from a fall?It is absolutely impossible, he is who he is, he will not change easily because of something, nor will he be easily knocked down by anyone.
Although for a while, as soon as he touched the cigarette, he would think of those gloomy months. Sometimes in the lonely night when he was alone, his hand shaking when lighting the cigarette was anger, injustice, and fear. . . .
Fortunately, An Ran survived, and he doesn't really like to reminisce about the past, after all, it's been a long, long time, but when he came back to smoke for the first time, he somehow remembered those right and wrong, in the not-too-distant future, Maybe it will do it again, this time it is a human being or a ghost, so we need to be more cautious and open our eyes to see clearly!
Be careful with what you enter. This is the first lesson after debut. Countless seniors have used various lessons to remind them of their first lesson. No matter how young he has been in the circle for more than ten years, will he not understand?
When going out for entertainment, he always stays a little sober, so he will make it so easy, but because it is a gathering among friends, or friends with good relationships, of course he will be a little less vigilant about the people they bring in. . .
"Zhilong? Zhilong? What are you thinking?" The long leg stretched out and kicked him.
"Ah? Brother, what did you say?" When I recovered, I didn't think about it any more. Forget it, let's talk about it then!It should be a few years anyway.
"What happened to the money today?"
"That! I heard Youguo said that Shengli may have urgent needs for money recently. You also know that kid has a lot of worries. I can't just give him a person to prevent him from thinking about other things." Quan Zhilong I yawned and took half a day off with great difficulty, but instead of taking a rest, I was even more tired, and I was so miserable.
Now let go of the burden of thinking, and relax the body, I really feel a little tired, go back to sleep?But what about this brother?Would it make him look too careless if he didn't care about it?
"that..."
"what?"
"that..."
"Ah! Brother, can you just tell me what's going on? Don't tell me I'm going back to sleep. We have a cosmetic poster to shoot tomorrow!"
"that..."
☆, break up
"Is that money from Youguo? Is she not in a hurry to use the money recently? Can we just hold it like this?" The brothers all know how much Quan Zhilong has, so naturally there is no need to think about where the money came from.
"Well, don't worry about this, I know it well, today I told the president, at the latest next month, we will give us a part of the share, and after deducting these, there should be some left..." Quan Zhi Long yawned again, rubbed his eyes and took another drag on his cigarette.
"Well, do you have any extra in your hand? Lend me some more." After a few pauses, he finally uttered his words. It was the first time he asked someone to borrow money, and it was still such a large amount, which made him a little bit speechless.
"MO? You don't have enough of these? What are you going to buy recently?" Quan Zhilong's eyes widened instantly. Although this brother can spend money in the future, he even said to buy a painting with a sky-high price that can't be seen. I just bought it, but at this age, he is still a good boy in his twenties. He even wears casual clothes, eats and uses casually, and has no need to buy high-priced artworks. He saves more money than him up.
Although the money distributed to them is not too much, it is not a small sum, is it not enough?What does this guy want?As a leader who wants to keep abreast of the dynamics of his team members, Quan Zhilong said that he didn't notice any big moves this brother has made recently. Could it be that he doesn't have enough control?Too slack?
Everyone has been free for so many years. Once again, he is not as nervous and strict as in his previous life, but he can't allow big mistakes!
"I want to buy a small apartment, and the money in hand is still short. If it's inconvenient for you, I can ask Yongpei and Dacheng to borrow some." Cui Shengxian was a little embarrassed, but it was better for He Youguo to ask, but it was a bit Being macho, he couldn't open his mouth, and since there were a lot of things going on at home recently, he didn't feel too embarrassed to bother her.
"MO? Buy an apartment?" Quan Zhilong couldn't help raising his voice three times, but immediately lowered his voice and said, "Brother, you are crazy, let me say yes first, you can buy a house, I have no objection, but you absolutely can't sleep out Yes. Brother, it’s already the limit for me to let you go out every now and then without telling Brother Nanguo, now it’s really not the time to go out to live..."
Quan Zhilong stood up and walked two steps a little irritatedly. He understood his brother's desire to reconcile and redeem, and he could give him as much convenience as possible, but it was too much to go out and live together.Although they are not well-known internationally, they are considered popular in China. Do you think they are small characters that no one can recognize when they walk on the road?
Believe it or not, it's a scandal?They can't stand this kind of storm now, the president will eat them.
Seunghyun broke up with that Nuna not long after debuting in the previous life, and there was no such thing as buying a house at all. It was two or three years after they bought houses and moved out of the dormitory one after another, and their meetings were mainly in Japan. In terms of development, we still spend more time sleeping together.
Why does such a family-loving child suddenly want to buy a house?He was as uninterested in these things as he was in the past. He thought that when he bought a house, he followed the trend and bought it after seeing that they all bought it.He doesn't do anything other than want to live together!Hey Yigu, I have a headache.
"Brother Shengxian, did Nuna say something? You and her have a good explanation, we have only debuted for a year, and it is impossible to agree to go out and live in the company!"
"Hey, who said I'm going to live together? I don't want to buy a house because you can make a lot of money by buying a house for Xiao Candy, buying a shop, etc..."
Before Cui Shengxian could finish speaking, Quan Zhilong interrupted him, "Brother! Ghosts believe, borrowing money to invest? You?"
"Cough!" Cui Shengxian coughed dryly again, and continued after a while of silence, "Okay, let me tell you the truth! I bought it for Nuna. You just need to know it. Just keep your mouth shut and don't mess around." explain."
If he could, he really didn't want to tell Quan Zhilong, who was not too tight-lipped about it, but let alone the money, he had to rely on him for many other things!He still has experience in buying a house or something, so I have to ask him for leave when I go out, and it’s good to tell him, so I can save a lot of lies.
"What can't be said about this, isn't it normal to give it to a girlfriend? It's not to give someone else's girlfriend." Quan Zhilong didn't care, it's just a house!Who hasn't sent it? Yes, the lowest breakup fee he had before was several times this!Who can waste time and effort to let you sleep for nothing!Of course, he didn't dare to say this in front of this brother, he would be beaten to death, it was love, and it was different from a playboy like him.
"Oh! A gift for breaking up." Cui Shengxian smiled wryly, "It's my favor, don't go out and talk nonsense, it will add burden to Nuna!"
"MO? Brother, you broke up? When did it happen? Are you sure?" As a bystander, Quan Zhilong felt that Brother Shengxian didn't necessarily love Nuna so much. After all, he was several years behind. He is the weaker one between the two of them. According to this brother's temperament, problems will arise after a long time. Ninety-nine percent of them will not make it to the end, and they will be separated sooner or later.
But the key is that they were interrupted in the best time, the time period when they were still in love, so this beauty was infinitely magnified, and those future relationships were more or less entangled with interests, which made it even more so. It's so precious.
"Last night, she asked me out and proposed to break up. I haven't agreed yet, and said that I would consider it." Cui Shengxian covered her face with her hands and rubbed her face twice, "Actually, I also know that she is getting more and more tired these days. The problem is getting bigger and bigger. Although I try my best to keep it, I still can't find a suitable method. We are getting more and more busy, and the time to connect with the phone is limited. When we are busy, we can't even reply to text messages. He didn't dare to take the initiative to contact me, for fear that the manager would find out and make trouble for me. It felt wrong to say something in a secretive way, and both of them felt a little embarrassed.
Meeting has become a luxury, and the number of meetings in the past few months can be counted on one hand.The total time is less than twelve hours.When we meet, we can only hide in the corner secretly for fear of being discovered.Every time we meet, no matter if I am nervous and afraid of being discovered by the fans, she is also under great pressure. She always pays attention to the movement around her, very restless and worried, and I feel distressed when I see her flustered appearance. . . .
She cried and told me yesterday that she felt tired. She felt tired with this kind of life. What was even more tiring was that she didn't know how long this kind of love would last. She felt that she couldn't see the future.She said that in fact, as early as when I made my debut, she knew that there would be such a day sooner or later, and she was already prepared to break up, and she just wanted to give the two of us a chance and insisted on trying. , but she wanted to say sorry, she couldn't hold on anymore.
She said that she hoped that both of us would be fine, that I would go higher and higher, that the better I would go, she would always pay attention to me, and she would calm down and live every day seriously, and she also said that maybe it would not be long before she was gone I will go on a blind date, maybe not necessarily love, but I will choose a suitable man to marry and have a lovely child. When she grows up, I will show off to her and tell her that your even mother is also a very attractive woman. Superstars have been in love!
She cried and asked me to forgive and said she was sorry for me.That idiot, in fact, I should be the one who should say sorry. She said that she knew that there would be such a day. In fact, I knew it a long time ago. I knew it when I chose to debut for my dream. Everyone knows that it won't last long, and it won't last long. . . .
I'm a selfish ghost, I want everything, but I don't take Nuna's mood and position into consideration, it's too selfish, right?Selfishly wanting her to wait for me, knowing that five years or even ten years would not be possible. . .
In the future, huh,,, my future has dreams, food, and brothers, but I'm afraid I won't be able to have her. . . "
Probably because these words have been held back for too long, once he opened the chatter box, he couldn't hold it back, and talked a lot, with tears in his eyes, "Yesterday I said I would come back and think about it, but when she asked me out, I I just thought of the ending, and there's no point in dragging on reluctantly, I just really want to do something for her, so it's good to keep it in mind!
I have been with Nuna for so long, but in fact I have never done any manly things. Most of the expenses are paid by Nuna. I used to be a poor student with no conditions. I always promised what to do in the future, thinking about waiting for graduation If you earn a lot of money, you have to treat her well, but when you debut, with some income, it becomes difficult to even meet her, and you really haven't done anything for her.
When I came back yesterday, I kept thinking that even if we broke up, I still want to express my gratitude, and I also want to treat her better in the end. Count it as my wish and apology!I thought about buying expensive jewelry, but I didn't think it was appropriate. Is the gift from my ex-boyfriend sad or nostalgic?
No matter what, I hope she will do well. Then I thought you didn’t always say that conservative investment is buying real estate!I want to buy her a smaller house, as big as I can buy, and try my best!It can be regarded as leaving some protection for her.Do you think it will work?
She should accept it, right?If you don't accept it, I won't break up!I will definitely accept it, Nuna will not be so cruel, she is not willing to let me live with such guilt alone, right! "
Quan Zhilong patted Cui Shengxian, who was obviously a little drunk, and said with a sigh, "Buy it! I will accompany you to pick a house after work tomorrow, and then go to have a good time, get drunk, and let go of the past In your heart, forget it if you can!"
☆, out of order
"Mr. Liu, my children are not yet old enough to drink. Please forgive me. I will drink this cup first as a respect. When we get together again next year, I will definitely ask them to toast you!"
"You're welcome. I have opportunities in the future. I am very optimistic about these children! They have great potential. I hope they can speak for our company next year!"
"Thank you for seeing it, but the children in our family work very hard. You have also seen the finished poster this time..."
Quan Zhilong followed Jin Nanguo with juice and looked at him, and sighed in his heart, a small advertiser let Nanguo be so flattering, alas!They are still too weak.
At the beginning they also came here step by step. At that time, they didn't think there was anything wrong, but when they did it again, he still felt a little uncomfortable, tsk!It is said to let go of everything and start again, but there are still those distracting thoughts in my heart!Since you can't let go of that bit of self-esteem with brilliance and glory, let's speed up the pace and move forward!
"Brother Zhilong, Brother Shengxian is back, over there..." Shengli, who had been following closely behind him, touched him and whispered in his ear.
What's going on in the dormitory can't be hidden from this monkey spirit. He is a young lady and has a lively temper, and he can't bear to act coquettishly with his managers and brothers, so there are some things that are just right for him to come forward. Quan Zhilong was thinking about it Get him out quickly, so you can save yourself time, so you don't hide most things from him, let him help you, and save him from causing trouble everywhere when he has nothing to do. This guy can only rest assured that he is under his nose.
"I'll go over and have a look. You follow Brother Nanguo, you have a bit of eyesight..." Quan Zhilong whispered a few words, this is not the first time they have participated in this kind of occasion, the scene is not big, but it is the manufacturer after the cooperation is completed Invite them to a small gathering with the staff, there are no special big people to pay attention to, and Mr. Liu is almost drunk, so he, the captain, doesn't have to follow Smiley all the time, and leaving for a while is not considered negligent.
After walking two steps, he gestured to Yong Pei who had been secretly watching the movement here. Seeing him nodding his head and walking this way, he was completely relieved to look at the lovelorn elder brother.
Several days had passed since the two of them had their night chat that night. He asked his friends to look after the house early, but they were so busy that they never let him go out to meet.
It happened that there was no event tonight and there was only such a dinner party, so he helped to cover up and asked that Nuna to meet nearby. Look at this, is it clear?
He took a glass of juice and replaced the wine in this brother's hand, "It's still outside! Pay attention to the influence, but brother is still a few days away from becoming an adult! Nuna is gone?"
"En!" Cui Shengxian nodded and said in a low voice, "Thank you!"
"You're still so polite to my brother." Quan Zhilong punched him lightly, "Well, are you okay?"
"Hmm! It's not bad! I have prepared for so long, and it can be somewhat useful." Cui Shengxian moved the corner of his mouth, but his smile was a little stiff, "Although I still feel a little uncomfortable, a little hurt and a little depressed, I don't know Why, there is also a feeling of a big rock falling to the ground, as if I have finally waited for this day, and I feel a sense of relief. To be honest, I think it's not a thing to think so!"
Quan Zhilong smiled, patted him on the shoulder comfortingly but didn't make a sound, he can understand his mood, when he was young, he also had several emotionally exhausted relationships, tossing each other, torturing, noisy and noisy With few feelings, when the day when I finally have no choice, I really feel a sense of relief when the dust has settled. Even if there is still some pain and reluctance, it is better than wasting each other's youth and energy without seeing the future.
"Hehe,,, I thought that sending some valuable things would make me feel better, but it was useless at all, and I still felt very uncomfortable. I felt that I was really not like a man. I couldn't even protect the woman I liked. I was selfish and cowardly. Right!" Choi Seung Hyun felt that he was still that silly, introverted big boy, neither smart nor handsome, no different from himself more than a year ago, except for the warm and kind Nuna, no girl would like him so much, like him The him who often curls up in his own world in embarrassment.
But everyone felt that he had changed. Even his friends who were very optimistic about their couple in the past were saying that Nuna was not good enough for him. He could turn a blind eye and pretend not to know how much pressure she was feeling. Forcefully pull her by my side, expecting to continue to find a sense of security and warmth in her.
As long as she doesn't say leave, he can guarantee that she won't change her mind, it can be guaranteed.
But Nuna didn't want to wait anymore, how could he force her to stay in his own world?Besides, people's hearts can't be kept if they want to.
"Brother Shengxian, you can't think like this. In fact, no one is wrong, the only thing wrong is that we met at the wrong time." Quan Zhilong also sighed, "letting go is also a blessing! Nuna will be happy! "
"Yes! When she saw the house key just now, she was stunned for a long time, but in the end she accepted it with a smile, boasting that I would make money when I grew up, and said that it was my younger brother's gift to her!" Cui Shengxian breathed out Drank the juice in the glass, "She said that I will show off when I become a world superstar, and I said that I will go to bless her when she gets married. That's fine, that's fine, right!"
"Well, it's good, my brother is great, like a man." If it were him, he might not be able to do better. When he was still in love with each other, he smiled and hugged and blessed him. Letting go of his hands is not because he doesn't love, It's just for the other party's better and happier future. He might not be able to learn this kind of rational emotion anytime soon.
He didn't become a scumbag at the beginning, and became a playboy in the game life. When he was young, every serious relationship was full of dedication, madness and persistence without hesitation. Or the emotional deterioration is mixed with too many other things. . .In short, there is no good ending in a relationship, and it is all emotional pain. It was painful to leave as happy as it was at the beginning. Later, he simply stopped playing bullshit love. He couldn’t play it, and he couldn’t play it. It looks so strong and indifferent on the Internet, and it's not like writing a few love songs can forget everything like in the show. . . .
"What do you look like a man? I'm already a man! It's different from you guys." Cui Shengxian gave Quan Zhilong a contemptuous glance, then nodded towards Shengli, "Drink like that, it's almost over. Come on! Accompany me back to the dormitory for a drink or two? Your treat!"
"Accompany you for a drink, why should I treat you?" I gave him a treat just now?Don't think too beautifully!
"Ah! My brother is now a foreign debtor, and he has lost his love again. It's a double blow! What's wrong with asking you to treat me to dinner?"
"Not so not so, you are in debt, you are broken in love, your boss is fine! I will go to the bathroom first, come back and say hello and we will leave..." Quan Zhilong pushed open the door and walked out of the box. It's not that you don't understand, so you just get out of place?What's so great, when you mention it, you are superior to others.Now he is also in the row of being hit. I think they were in the same group at the beginning, laughing at Yong Pei and the others together. . .
Shaking his head and sighing that he is an obedient baby now, he does not flirt with girls, does not flirt with girls, and he has already left the singles and places in his previous life, okay?
While thinking wildly, he looked around for the location of the bathroom, but suddenly froze when he saw a certain figure. . . .
☆, ever
This person is too irresistible to talk about it!Quan Zhilong stood in place and looked at the few people who were getting closer and closer, but his eyes were fixed on someone walking in the middle.
I once heard CVIP say that there are several women hidden in every man's heart. One is the first crush who turned into a cinnabar mole in his heart, the other is the first woman who ecstasy with you and turns you from a boy into a man, and the other is the one who makes you a man. The woman you are most heartbroken and most reluctant to let go of hurts you the most is a confidante who makes you neither want to be far nor get close. . . . .
When he heard this, he only felt worthy of being a big country with a 5000-year-old culture. What he said really made sense, no matter how long he thought about it, he felt that it was really meaningful!
Facing this woman now, he thought of the passage he had heard before, and couldn't help but take a deep breath. There were so many women around him in his previous life, and there were really few who left him with a deep memory.
And this woman who walked slowly and recognized him immediately from a long distance away, even though he hadn't seen her for more than ten years, he still recognized her from the crowd at a glance, and he could call her by her name precisely because, The first one is always special and unforgettable!
Of course, it was also because her appearance hadn't changed at this time, exactly the same as when she was in love with him.
"Zhilong? Yo, busy man, our big star, why are you here?" It wasn't his former lover who spoke.
Quan Zhilong turned his head in surprise, looked carefully for a few seconds before he remembered that the person who spoke was his high school classmate, the two of them had been in the same class for three years and had been at the front and back desks for three years, and they had a very good relationship at one point, they were at his birthday party in their last life I know him. At that time, his debut was not going well, Jin Zhener had just left not long ago, his career and love were not going well, and he had never had much alcohol. He was a little dizzy after drinking two glasses. As Nuna, she came forward to take care of him. He, later on. . .
In short, he cried and vomited and was a novice on the road. Hey, he couldn't bear to look directly at it. It wasn't a good memory anyway, but he never forgot it.
"Chengwan! I'm going out to get together with my colleagues from the company, how about you?" Quan Zhilong looked at her from the corner of his eye, and some fragments of memories that were not clear rolled up in pieces, blurred and hazy, which made him feel a little confused for a moment. Trance.
"Last time I got a good result in the preliminary test, and I have a good meal." In Jin Chengwan's memory, this is still a classmate with whom he has a good relationship, and it is not because the cousin has not been in contact for more than ten years.Naturally, he hugged Quan Zhilong's neck very affectionately, just like when he was playing around, "You won't go to school if you become a big star, right? You haven't gone to class for a long time, and you won't contact us. Now look at you You can only watch TV on the Internet, you are too unnatural, you will not recognize anyone after you become famous, right? Last time I had a party on my birthday, I couldn’t find you, it was so sad."
"Well, we have been under strict supervision recently. We have replaced our mobile phone with a new one, and it is often in the hands of the manager. I haven't received your party text messages! I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I will give you a birthday present?" Quan Zhi Long was a little uncomfortable, but he didn't show it. After decades of messing around, the expression management is already in place, and his attitude towards Jin Chengwan is natural and intimate.
In his memory, although he hadn’t attended many classes in the first year of his debut, he had a good relationship with a few close classmates. He always cherished the friendship he had when he was a student. He still has a few high school classmates in their 30s connection.They had a good relationship with Cheng Wan before, if it wasn't for her, they wouldn't have come to such an embarrassing situation.
And this time when he came back from rebirth, he didn't put much energy in his studies, and he didn't go to school much, especially after his debut, he didn't go to class very much, so he hasn't seen him for more than a year. It took me a moment to realize who it was!
"It must be added! I want your group's signed album and poster, two of the same! I want to give my girlfriend and her best friend!" Jin Chengwan strangled Quan Zhilong's neck pretending to be angry, "This time I can't There was another mistake, did you hear? Do you know that last time I blew out all the bullshit, saying that I would definitely invite you, but you didn't even reply to the text message, how embarrassing am I?"
"I'm sorry! Cheng Wan, why don't we have dinner together next time, I'll be a guest, call your girlfriend and buddies, and help you get back your face?" Quan Zhilong smiled and begged for mercy, but in fact he didn't take it seriously since he came back. After class, those classmates and buddies who were familiar with him in the first year of high school also faded away a lot. There were only a few who had been playing well with him in his previous life, and those who were not unfamiliar kept in touch. He came late and left early, missed classes from time to time and didn't join clubs. He couldn't even pronounce the names of many students.
When changing the phone number, he naturally only gave it to those buddies from his previous life, so it's no wonder he couldn't get in touch.However, Jin Chengwan seems to have always had this familiar temperament, easy to make friends, and has many friends.It is estimated that only his temperament can come up to hug his neck after not seeing him for so long.
The enthusiastic and reckless person is not like ordinary people, and he is on par with his family's youngest!
After a busy day with my brothers, I was so tired that I didn't dare to think about what happened last night. I thought it was just a momentary impulse. I was fascinated by ghosts. I haven't been in a relationship for a long time. The sequelae of being empty for too long, but this dream counts. What the hell is going on?
He is not in love, how can he have such a dream about his sister, his family really doesn't understand anything, he is still young!
Quan Zhilong grabbed his hair irritably, no wonder the person in the dream felt so familiar, the sound, the touch, even the breathing felt so familiar. . .
No, no, I can't think about it anymore, the hot feeling in my body has not subsided, and if I think about it, I will think of what happened in the dream just now, and he can't help but feel impulsive again.
I'm going crazy!
Quan Zhilong threw off the quilt and got out of bed, kicked open the door and rushed to the bathroom to take a cold shower to calm his frantic heart.
"Heh!" When passing by the living room, he was taken aback by the big black shadow sitting on the sofa, "Brother, why don't you just sit here and pretend to be a ghost!"
"Tsk!" Cui Shengxian didn't make a sound, he touched the cigarette on the table and took out one to light, the small flame flickered on and off.
Quan Zhilong shook his head, his appearance is obviously not suitable for being a bosom brother, he should take care of himself first!
Water drenched on his body, washing away the sticky feeling all over his body. Because of the amazing appearance of the big brother outside the door, he was diverted from some messy thoughts, and he still had some small murmurs in his heart, but compared to the worrying big brother, his own If it is not humane, you can let it go if you think about it in a dark and careful way.
"Take a bath again? Didn't you wash it once before going to bed? Hehehe..." Cui Shengxian laughed strangely, picked up a can of things on the table and threw it over.
In the dark, Quan Zhilong didn't look closely at what it was, took a sip and found that it was beer and didn't put it down. Instead, he gulped it down and listened for a while, took a drink lightly and said, "It's cool."
"Tsk! I know you are not a good baby." Cui TOP seemed to have drunk too much, took out another cigarette and lit it, then handed one to Quan Zhilong who was sitting next to him, "Don't you dare?" Dare to try?"
Quan Zhilong hesitated for two seconds to take the cigarette, lit it naturally and took two puffs out of habit, and exhaled a smoke ring.Originally, I made up my mind not to touch these before I became an adult, because once I crossed the line, it was easy to lose control.
But today's unconventional erotic dream really disrupted his pace, highlighted the dark cells in his body, an indescribable boredom and agitation, if he didn't numb his nerves, he felt that there was something wrong. Something can't be suppressed and break out of the ground, which makes him uneasy.
"Boy, you're quite proficient! Did you smoke it behind our backs?" Cui Shengxian raised the wine and touched Quan Zhilong, "Tsk, to celebrate our Zhilong growing up! Is this the first time? Did you witness an important moment? Became the first witness in GD's life?"
"Brother Shengxian!" Quan Zhilong roared angrily, not daring to wake up the other companions, this brother is really enough, and he still has the mood to make fun of himself, it seems that there is no big problem!
Really, he, who can count the number of girls he has slept with on one hand, is he embarrassed to laugh at him?Enough is enough!
(I don’t know if it will be locked! If I can’t write like this, then I can’t do anything. It’s been a long time since I wrote dirty! Haha, I can’t write below the neck! Did I write it? Did I write it? No! )
☆, that
"What's there to be shy about, man! It means you're an adult! You're a real man now, any man can dream this kind of dream, so don't worry about it!" Cui Shengxian, who didn't know what his younger brother was thinking at all, was a little complacent After all, he is the only one among the brothers who has a girlfriend, and he is the only one who can be called a real man. It's rare for him to be a little proud. He looks like a big brother!
But thinking of the night that made him change from a boy to a man, and thinking of the woman who was once obediently lying in his arms, I couldn't help feeling a little ache and a little bored in my heart!
"Brother did it too! Who was that woman in the dream? Do you remember? The first time?" Quan Zhilong half leaned on the sofa, flicked the cigarette ash in his hand, and took another sip of cold beer, The comfortable softness after releasing the tightness of his body made him not want to move.
"The first time? It seems to be Nuna, the neighbor in the community. She hasn't said much at ordinary times, and she doesn't quite remember her appearance! Why do you ask this? It's just a dream! Dreaming isn't just muddled and inaccurate, My buddy also dreamed about that with his cousin! Hehe,,, don’t take it seriously! But, did you really dream about your acquaintance? Who? Is it the artist or the backup dancer?”
"No, no one?" Quan Zhilong immediately raised his voice, "No one, I didn't see clearly, I was in a daze!"
"It's normal if you can't see clearly, it will be better when you have a girlfriend." Cui Shengxian didn't care too much about whether what Quan Zhilong said was true or not, he calmly comforted him with a few words and fell into his own thoughts .
Quan Zhilong let go of the burden in his heart, it really was an accident!He didn't quite remember when he had his first sexual dream in his previous life, but the person in the dream was really not the Jin Jiner he was in love with at the time, it seemed to be a woman he didn't know.
cough!As for the dream, he didn't even think about it. He said it was unconscious, yes, unconscious!
Quan Zhilong was doing mental construction for himself, but he forgot that dreams are not only unconscious chaos, but also a real reaction of the subconscious in his heart!
He subconsciously ignored this question, unwilling to think deeply, and did not dare to think deeply.
I can only comfort myself by saying that it was just an accident, and it's really my sister!It's his sister who loves her dearly and wants to take care of her. How could she have such nasty thoughts about her?Absolutely by accident.
He drank the remaining half can of beer in one gulp, felt unsatisfactory and reached for another can to open.
"Ah! Don't drink in such a hurry, can you do it?"
"Don't underestimate people, although I can't drink as much as you, but, well, it's not bad, okay..." The words were stumbling, and the drinking continued.Only then did Quan Zhilong realize that he was not the real man who had experienced the practice of drinking, but now he is still a young boy who has never drunk much, thinking that when he first started practicing drinking, He also pours almost one or two bottles.
He took a puff of his cigarette in depression, and even though he didn't turn on the light, he could still imagine the disdainful eyes of the big brother opposite.
"Tsk!" Cui Shengxian would inevitably laugh at his brother on weekdays, but today he is really not in the mood, so he imitated Quan Zhilong and opened a can of the rest of the wine after tsk-tsk.
In the quiet night, no one said anything, a sip of wine and a cigarette, silent and appropriate company.
Of course Quan Zhilong can see his current state, but because he knows too much, he doesn't know what to say. If he can't solve the problem, any consolation is just an alternative hypocrisy. What's more, unlike himself who likes to vent his emotions, this brother Even if he likes to be bored about everything, even if he asks, he may not be able to find out anything. Now he doesn't seem to want to chat.
Changing to a more comfortable position, he took out another cigarette and lit it, staring at its flame in a daze, unable to take a puff for a long time. In fact, he didn’t have much cravings for smoking, and sometimes he couldn’t smoke for a day when he was busy. One is rarely inhaled into the lungs, and I like this feeling more.
After the incident 11 years ago, everyone advised him to quit smoking, and friends and family around him also said over and over again that quitting smoking would help restore his image.
Image recovery?
He was really going to be annoyed!What did he do wrong?Is he guilty of smoking?Although it is not something worth advocating and showing off, there are thousands of people who smoke!How could it be an unforgivable sin to come to him?
There are many things wrong with him. He loves to play, is not cautious, childish and frivolous, and trusts others. . .
But there are more dark things in this circle, and there are more people who do wrong, right?He would never quit smoking because of this incident, even if smoking made him fall so hard that he almost couldn't get up, he would not quit smoking because of it.
He absolutely didn't want to bow his head to those who framed him behind his back.Want to see him never recover from a fall?It is absolutely impossible, he is who he is, he will not change easily because of something, nor will he be easily knocked down by anyone.
Although for a while, as soon as he touched the cigarette, he would think of those gloomy months. Sometimes in the lonely night when he was alone, his hand shaking when lighting the cigarette was anger, injustice, and fear. . . .
Fortunately, An Ran survived, and he doesn't really like to reminisce about the past, after all, it's been a long, long time, but when he came back to smoke for the first time, he somehow remembered those right and wrong, in the not-too-distant future, Maybe it will do it again, this time it is a human being or a ghost, so we need to be more cautious and open our eyes to see clearly!
Be careful with what you enter. This is the first lesson after debut. Countless seniors have used various lessons to remind them of their first lesson. No matter how young he has been in the circle for more than ten years, will he not understand?
When going out for entertainment, he always stays a little sober, so he will make it so easy, but because it is a gathering among friends, or friends with good relationships, of course he will be a little less vigilant about the people they bring in. . .
"Zhilong? Zhilong? What are you thinking?" The long leg stretched out and kicked him.
"Ah? Brother, what did you say?" When I recovered, I didn't think about it any more. Forget it, let's talk about it then!It should be a few years anyway.
"What happened to the money today?"
"That! I heard Youguo said that Shengli may have urgent needs for money recently. You also know that kid has a lot of worries. I can't just give him a person to prevent him from thinking about other things." Quan Zhilong I yawned and took half a day off with great difficulty, but instead of taking a rest, I was even more tired, and I was so miserable.
Now let go of the burden of thinking, and relax the body, I really feel a little tired, go back to sleep?But what about this brother?Would it make him look too careless if he didn't care about it?
"that..."
"what?"
"that..."
"Ah! Brother, can you just tell me what's going on? Don't tell me I'm going back to sleep. We have a cosmetic poster to shoot tomorrow!"
"that..."
☆, break up
"Is that money from Youguo? Is she not in a hurry to use the money recently? Can we just hold it like this?" The brothers all know how much Quan Zhilong has, so naturally there is no need to think about where the money came from.
"Well, don't worry about this, I know it well, today I told the president, at the latest next month, we will give us a part of the share, and after deducting these, there should be some left..." Quan Zhi Long yawned again, rubbed his eyes and took another drag on his cigarette.
"Well, do you have any extra in your hand? Lend me some more." After a few pauses, he finally uttered his words. It was the first time he asked someone to borrow money, and it was still such a large amount, which made him a little bit speechless.
"MO? You don't have enough of these? What are you going to buy recently?" Quan Zhilong's eyes widened instantly. Although this brother can spend money in the future, he even said to buy a painting with a sky-high price that can't be seen. I just bought it, but at this age, he is still a good boy in his twenties. He even wears casual clothes, eats and uses casually, and has no need to buy high-priced artworks. He saves more money than him up.
Although the money distributed to them is not too much, it is not a small sum, is it not enough?What does this guy want?As a leader who wants to keep abreast of the dynamics of his team members, Quan Zhilong said that he didn't notice any big moves this brother has made recently. Could it be that he doesn't have enough control?Too slack?
Everyone has been free for so many years. Once again, he is not as nervous and strict as in his previous life, but he can't allow big mistakes!
"I want to buy a small apartment, and the money in hand is still short. If it's inconvenient for you, I can ask Yongpei and Dacheng to borrow some." Cui Shengxian was a little embarrassed, but it was better for He Youguo to ask, but it was a bit Being macho, he couldn't open his mouth, and since there were a lot of things going on at home recently, he didn't feel too embarrassed to bother her.
"MO? Buy an apartment?" Quan Zhilong couldn't help raising his voice three times, but immediately lowered his voice and said, "Brother, you are crazy, let me say yes first, you can buy a house, I have no objection, but you absolutely can't sleep out Yes. Brother, it’s already the limit for me to let you go out every now and then without telling Brother Nanguo, now it’s really not the time to go out to live..."
Quan Zhilong stood up and walked two steps a little irritatedly. He understood his brother's desire to reconcile and redeem, and he could give him as much convenience as possible, but it was too much to go out and live together.Although they are not well-known internationally, they are considered popular in China. Do you think they are small characters that no one can recognize when they walk on the road?
Believe it or not, it's a scandal?They can't stand this kind of storm now, the president will eat them.
Seunghyun broke up with that Nuna not long after debuting in the previous life, and there was no such thing as buying a house at all. It was two or three years after they bought houses and moved out of the dormitory one after another, and their meetings were mainly in Japan. In terms of development, we still spend more time sleeping together.
Why does such a family-loving child suddenly want to buy a house?He was as uninterested in these things as he was in the past. He thought that when he bought a house, he followed the trend and bought it after seeing that they all bought it.He doesn't do anything other than want to live together!Hey Yigu, I have a headache.
"Brother Shengxian, did Nuna say something? You and her have a good explanation, we have only debuted for a year, and it is impossible to agree to go out and live in the company!"
"Hey, who said I'm going to live together? I don't want to buy a house because you can make a lot of money by buying a house for Xiao Candy, buying a shop, etc..."
Before Cui Shengxian could finish speaking, Quan Zhilong interrupted him, "Brother! Ghosts believe, borrowing money to invest? You?"
"Cough!" Cui Shengxian coughed dryly again, and continued after a while of silence, "Okay, let me tell you the truth! I bought it for Nuna. You just need to know it. Just keep your mouth shut and don't mess around." explain."
If he could, he really didn't want to tell Quan Zhilong, who was not too tight-lipped about it, but let alone the money, he had to rely on him for many other things!He still has experience in buying a house or something, so I have to ask him for leave when I go out, and it’s good to tell him, so I can save a lot of lies.
"What can't be said about this, isn't it normal to give it to a girlfriend? It's not to give someone else's girlfriend." Quan Zhilong didn't care, it's just a house!Who hasn't sent it? Yes, the lowest breakup fee he had before was several times this!Who can waste time and effort to let you sleep for nothing!Of course, he didn't dare to say this in front of this brother, he would be beaten to death, it was love, and it was different from a playboy like him.
"Oh! A gift for breaking up." Cui Shengxian smiled wryly, "It's my favor, don't go out and talk nonsense, it will add burden to Nuna!"
"MO? Brother, you broke up? When did it happen? Are you sure?" As a bystander, Quan Zhilong felt that Brother Shengxian didn't necessarily love Nuna so much. After all, he was several years behind. He is the weaker one between the two of them. According to this brother's temperament, problems will arise after a long time. Ninety-nine percent of them will not make it to the end, and they will be separated sooner or later.
But the key is that they were interrupted in the best time, the time period when they were still in love, so this beauty was infinitely magnified, and those future relationships were more or less entangled with interests, which made it even more so. It's so precious.
"Last night, she asked me out and proposed to break up. I haven't agreed yet, and said that I would consider it." Cui Shengxian covered her face with her hands and rubbed her face twice, "Actually, I also know that she is getting more and more tired these days. The problem is getting bigger and bigger. Although I try my best to keep it, I still can't find a suitable method. We are getting more and more busy, and the time to connect with the phone is limited. When we are busy, we can't even reply to text messages. He didn't dare to take the initiative to contact me, for fear that the manager would find out and make trouble for me. It felt wrong to say something in a secretive way, and both of them felt a little embarrassed.
Meeting has become a luxury, and the number of meetings in the past few months can be counted on one hand.The total time is less than twelve hours.When we meet, we can only hide in the corner secretly for fear of being discovered.Every time we meet, no matter if I am nervous and afraid of being discovered by the fans, she is also under great pressure. She always pays attention to the movement around her, very restless and worried, and I feel distressed when I see her flustered appearance. . . .
She cried and told me yesterday that she felt tired. She felt tired with this kind of life. What was even more tiring was that she didn't know how long this kind of love would last. She felt that she couldn't see the future.She said that in fact, as early as when I made my debut, she knew that there would be such a day sooner or later, and she was already prepared to break up, and she just wanted to give the two of us a chance and insisted on trying. , but she wanted to say sorry, she couldn't hold on anymore.
She said that she hoped that both of us would be fine, that I would go higher and higher, that the better I would go, she would always pay attention to me, and she would calm down and live every day seriously, and she also said that maybe it would not be long before she was gone I will go on a blind date, maybe not necessarily love, but I will choose a suitable man to marry and have a lovely child. When she grows up, I will show off to her and tell her that your even mother is also a very attractive woman. Superstars have been in love!
She cried and asked me to forgive and said she was sorry for me.That idiot, in fact, I should be the one who should say sorry. She said that she knew that there would be such a day. In fact, I knew it a long time ago. I knew it when I chose to debut for my dream. Everyone knows that it won't last long, and it won't last long. . . .
I'm a selfish ghost, I want everything, but I don't take Nuna's mood and position into consideration, it's too selfish, right?Selfishly wanting her to wait for me, knowing that five years or even ten years would not be possible. . .
In the future, huh,,, my future has dreams, food, and brothers, but I'm afraid I won't be able to have her. . . "
Probably because these words have been held back for too long, once he opened the chatter box, he couldn't hold it back, and talked a lot, with tears in his eyes, "Yesterday I said I would come back and think about it, but when she asked me out, I I just thought of the ending, and there's no point in dragging on reluctantly, I just really want to do something for her, so it's good to keep it in mind!
I have been with Nuna for so long, but in fact I have never done any manly things. Most of the expenses are paid by Nuna. I used to be a poor student with no conditions. I always promised what to do in the future, thinking about waiting for graduation If you earn a lot of money, you have to treat her well, but when you debut, with some income, it becomes difficult to even meet her, and you really haven't done anything for her.
When I came back yesterday, I kept thinking that even if we broke up, I still want to express my gratitude, and I also want to treat her better in the end. Count it as my wish and apology!I thought about buying expensive jewelry, but I didn't think it was appropriate. Is the gift from my ex-boyfriend sad or nostalgic?
No matter what, I hope she will do well. Then I thought you didn’t always say that conservative investment is buying real estate!I want to buy her a smaller house, as big as I can buy, and try my best!It can be regarded as leaving some protection for her.Do you think it will work?
She should accept it, right?If you don't accept it, I won't break up!I will definitely accept it, Nuna will not be so cruel, she is not willing to let me live with such guilt alone, right! "
Quan Zhilong patted Cui Shengxian, who was obviously a little drunk, and said with a sigh, "Buy it! I will accompany you to pick a house after work tomorrow, and then go to have a good time, get drunk, and let go of the past In your heart, forget it if you can!"
☆, out of order
"Mr. Liu, my children are not yet old enough to drink. Please forgive me. I will drink this cup first as a respect. When we get together again next year, I will definitely ask them to toast you!"
"You're welcome. I have opportunities in the future. I am very optimistic about these children! They have great potential. I hope they can speak for our company next year!"
"Thank you for seeing it, but the children in our family work very hard. You have also seen the finished poster this time..."
Quan Zhilong followed Jin Nanguo with juice and looked at him, and sighed in his heart, a small advertiser let Nanguo be so flattering, alas!They are still too weak.
At the beginning they also came here step by step. At that time, they didn't think there was anything wrong, but when they did it again, he still felt a little uncomfortable, tsk!It is said to let go of everything and start again, but there are still those distracting thoughts in my heart!Since you can't let go of that bit of self-esteem with brilliance and glory, let's speed up the pace and move forward!
"Brother Zhilong, Brother Shengxian is back, over there..." Shengli, who had been following closely behind him, touched him and whispered in his ear.
What's going on in the dormitory can't be hidden from this monkey spirit. He is a young lady and has a lively temper, and he can't bear to act coquettishly with his managers and brothers, so there are some things that are just right for him to come forward. Quan Zhilong was thinking about it Get him out quickly, so you can save yourself time, so you don't hide most things from him, let him help you, and save him from causing trouble everywhere when he has nothing to do. This guy can only rest assured that he is under his nose.
"I'll go over and have a look. You follow Brother Nanguo, you have a bit of eyesight..." Quan Zhilong whispered a few words, this is not the first time they have participated in this kind of occasion, the scene is not big, but it is the manufacturer after the cooperation is completed Invite them to a small gathering with the staff, there are no special big people to pay attention to, and Mr. Liu is almost drunk, so he, the captain, doesn't have to follow Smiley all the time, and leaving for a while is not considered negligent.
After walking two steps, he gestured to Yong Pei who had been secretly watching the movement here. Seeing him nodding his head and walking this way, he was completely relieved to look at the lovelorn elder brother.
Several days had passed since the two of them had their night chat that night. He asked his friends to look after the house early, but they were so busy that they never let him go out to meet.
It happened that there was no event tonight and there was only such a dinner party, so he helped to cover up and asked that Nuna to meet nearby. Look at this, is it clear?
He took a glass of juice and replaced the wine in this brother's hand, "It's still outside! Pay attention to the influence, but brother is still a few days away from becoming an adult! Nuna is gone?"
"En!" Cui Shengxian nodded and said in a low voice, "Thank you!"
"You're still so polite to my brother." Quan Zhilong punched him lightly, "Well, are you okay?"
"Hmm! It's not bad! I have prepared for so long, and it can be somewhat useful." Cui Shengxian moved the corner of his mouth, but his smile was a little stiff, "Although I still feel a little uncomfortable, a little hurt and a little depressed, I don't know Why, there is also a feeling of a big rock falling to the ground, as if I have finally waited for this day, and I feel a sense of relief. To be honest, I think it's not a thing to think so!"
Quan Zhilong smiled, patted him on the shoulder comfortingly but didn't make a sound, he can understand his mood, when he was young, he also had several emotionally exhausted relationships, tossing each other, torturing, noisy and noisy With few feelings, when the day when I finally have no choice, I really feel a sense of relief when the dust has settled. Even if there is still some pain and reluctance, it is better than wasting each other's youth and energy without seeing the future.
"Hehe,,, I thought that sending some valuable things would make me feel better, but it was useless at all, and I still felt very uncomfortable. I felt that I was really not like a man. I couldn't even protect the woman I liked. I was selfish and cowardly. Right!" Choi Seung Hyun felt that he was still that silly, introverted big boy, neither smart nor handsome, no different from himself more than a year ago, except for the warm and kind Nuna, no girl would like him so much, like him The him who often curls up in his own world in embarrassment.
But everyone felt that he had changed. Even his friends who were very optimistic about their couple in the past were saying that Nuna was not good enough for him. He could turn a blind eye and pretend not to know how much pressure she was feeling. Forcefully pull her by my side, expecting to continue to find a sense of security and warmth in her.
As long as she doesn't say leave, he can guarantee that she won't change her mind, it can be guaranteed.
But Nuna didn't want to wait anymore, how could he force her to stay in his own world?Besides, people's hearts can't be kept if they want to.
"Brother Shengxian, you can't think like this. In fact, no one is wrong, the only thing wrong is that we met at the wrong time." Quan Zhilong also sighed, "letting go is also a blessing! Nuna will be happy! "
"Yes! When she saw the house key just now, she was stunned for a long time, but in the end she accepted it with a smile, boasting that I would make money when I grew up, and said that it was my younger brother's gift to her!" Cui Shengxian breathed out Drank the juice in the glass, "She said that I will show off when I become a world superstar, and I said that I will go to bless her when she gets married. That's fine, that's fine, right!"
"Well, it's good, my brother is great, like a man." If it were him, he might not be able to do better. When he was still in love with each other, he smiled and hugged and blessed him. Letting go of his hands is not because he doesn't love, It's just for the other party's better and happier future. He might not be able to learn this kind of rational emotion anytime soon.
He didn't become a scumbag at the beginning, and became a playboy in the game life. When he was young, every serious relationship was full of dedication, madness and persistence without hesitation. Or the emotional deterioration is mixed with too many other things. . .In short, there is no good ending in a relationship, and it is all emotional pain. It was painful to leave as happy as it was at the beginning. Later, he simply stopped playing bullshit love. He couldn’t play it, and he couldn’t play it. It looks so strong and indifferent on the Internet, and it's not like writing a few love songs can forget everything like in the show. . . .
"What do you look like a man? I'm already a man! It's different from you guys." Cui Shengxian gave Quan Zhilong a contemptuous glance, then nodded towards Shengli, "Drink like that, it's almost over. Come on! Accompany me back to the dormitory for a drink or two? Your treat!"
"Accompany you for a drink, why should I treat you?" I gave him a treat just now?Don't think too beautifully!
"Ah! My brother is now a foreign debtor, and he has lost his love again. It's a double blow! What's wrong with asking you to treat me to dinner?"
"Not so not so, you are in debt, you are broken in love, your boss is fine! I will go to the bathroom first, come back and say hello and we will leave..." Quan Zhilong pushed open the door and walked out of the box. It's not that you don't understand, so you just get out of place?What's so great, when you mention it, you are superior to others.Now he is also in the row of being hit. I think they were in the same group at the beginning, laughing at Yong Pei and the others together. . .
Shaking his head and sighing that he is an obedient baby now, he does not flirt with girls, does not flirt with girls, and he has already left the singles and places in his previous life, okay?
While thinking wildly, he looked around for the location of the bathroom, but suddenly froze when he saw a certain figure. . . .
☆, ever
This person is too irresistible to talk about it!Quan Zhilong stood in place and looked at the few people who were getting closer and closer, but his eyes were fixed on someone walking in the middle.
I once heard CVIP say that there are several women hidden in every man's heart. One is the first crush who turned into a cinnabar mole in his heart, the other is the first woman who ecstasy with you and turns you from a boy into a man, and the other is the one who makes you a man. The woman you are most heartbroken and most reluctant to let go of hurts you the most is a confidante who makes you neither want to be far nor get close. . . . .
When he heard this, he only felt worthy of being a big country with a 5000-year-old culture. What he said really made sense, no matter how long he thought about it, he felt that it was really meaningful!
Facing this woman now, he thought of the passage he had heard before, and couldn't help but take a deep breath. There were so many women around him in his previous life, and there were really few who left him with a deep memory.
And this woman who walked slowly and recognized him immediately from a long distance away, even though he hadn't seen her for more than ten years, he still recognized her from the crowd at a glance, and he could call her by her name precisely because, The first one is always special and unforgettable!
Of course, it was also because her appearance hadn't changed at this time, exactly the same as when she was in love with him.
"Zhilong? Yo, busy man, our big star, why are you here?" It wasn't his former lover who spoke.
Quan Zhilong turned his head in surprise, looked carefully for a few seconds before he remembered that the person who spoke was his high school classmate, the two of them had been in the same class for three years and had been at the front and back desks for three years, and they had a very good relationship at one point, they were at his birthday party in their last life I know him. At that time, his debut was not going well, Jin Zhener had just left not long ago, his career and love were not going well, and he had never had much alcohol. He was a little dizzy after drinking two glasses. As Nuna, she came forward to take care of him. He, later on. . .
In short, he cried and vomited and was a novice on the road. Hey, he couldn't bear to look directly at it. It wasn't a good memory anyway, but he never forgot it.
"Chengwan! I'm going out to get together with my colleagues from the company, how about you?" Quan Zhilong looked at her from the corner of his eye, and some fragments of memories that were not clear rolled up in pieces, blurred and hazy, which made him feel a little confused for a moment. Trance.
"Last time I got a good result in the preliminary test, and I have a good meal." In Jin Chengwan's memory, this is still a classmate with whom he has a good relationship, and it is not because the cousin has not been in contact for more than ten years.Naturally, he hugged Quan Zhilong's neck very affectionately, just like when he was playing around, "You won't go to school if you become a big star, right? You haven't gone to class for a long time, and you won't contact us. Now look at you You can only watch TV on the Internet, you are too unnatural, you will not recognize anyone after you become famous, right? Last time I had a party on my birthday, I couldn’t find you, it was so sad."
"Well, we have been under strict supervision recently. We have replaced our mobile phone with a new one, and it is often in the hands of the manager. I haven't received your party text messages! I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I will give you a birthday present?" Quan Zhi Long was a little uncomfortable, but he didn't show it. After decades of messing around, the expression management is already in place, and his attitude towards Jin Chengwan is natural and intimate.
In his memory, although he hadn’t attended many classes in the first year of his debut, he had a good relationship with a few close classmates. He always cherished the friendship he had when he was a student. He still has a few high school classmates in their 30s connection.They had a good relationship with Cheng Wan before, if it wasn't for her, they wouldn't have come to such an embarrassing situation.
And this time when he came back from rebirth, he didn't put much energy in his studies, and he didn't go to school much, especially after his debut, he didn't go to class very much, so he hasn't seen him for more than a year. It took me a moment to realize who it was!
"It must be added! I want your group's signed album and poster, two of the same! I want to give my girlfriend and her best friend!" Jin Chengwan strangled Quan Zhilong's neck pretending to be angry, "This time I can't There was another mistake, did you hear? Do you know that last time I blew out all the bullshit, saying that I would definitely invite you, but you didn't even reply to the text message, how embarrassing am I?"
"I'm sorry! Cheng Wan, why don't we have dinner together next time, I'll be a guest, call your girlfriend and buddies, and help you get back your face?" Quan Zhilong smiled and begged for mercy, but in fact he didn't take it seriously since he came back. After class, those classmates and buddies who were familiar with him in the first year of high school also faded away a lot. There were only a few who had been playing well with him in his previous life, and those who were not unfamiliar kept in touch. He came late and left early, missed classes from time to time and didn't join clubs. He couldn't even pronounce the names of many students.
When changing the phone number, he naturally only gave it to those buddies from his previous life, so it's no wonder he couldn't get in touch.However, Jin Chengwan seems to have always had this familiar temperament, easy to make friends, and has many friends.It is estimated that only his temperament can come up to hug his neck after not seeing him for so long.
The enthusiastic and reckless person is not like ordinary people, and he is on par with his family's youngest!
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