poison

Confession of first love again

The two sat at the table by the window. After the boss brought a cup of black tea to Amber, he stopped urging Yukimura to leave with his eyes. Leave room for two young men.It has been almost 20 years since he opened the shop. Even if it is just a small dim sum shop, he has seen countless joys and sorrows. He is always very tolerant to these young people.

The two were also silent, not knowing what to say, Kohaku tilted his head to look at the flickering lights outside the glass window, Yukimura looked at Kohaku.Before we met, I always thought that it would be great if I could meet again and clarify those misunderstandings, but when she sat in front of her, she suddenly understood that there are some things, no matter how much they say, it doesn't matter.

"Ask me out this time, is there something wrong? Yukimura." Amber still broke the silence, picked up the cup and took a sip, still the familiar fragrant taste in memory.The same dim sum shop, the same black tea, and the same people, but in the end, there is still something different. .

"We haven't seen each other since the third year of junior high school, right? You, how are you doing?" The vulgar beginning, but apart from this, Yukimura didn't know where to start.The greenness between the eyebrows and eyes has faded, and the more beautiful face is a little charming, and has grown up, Hu Po.

"It's not bad, Yukimura must be doing well, right? I heard someone in the school mention that in the three-year national competition in high school, the Rikkai University Tennis Club has won three consecutive championships. Congratulations." All the main members have gone straight to high school, and the high school tennis clubs of other schools have lost a lot of combat power. In addition, many people have left the tennis club for various reasons. Li Haida finally completed the three consecutive high school championships.

"Thank you, does Amber still like to watch tennis games?" She has already called him Yukimura unfamiliarly, but he still can't change the name of her Amber.

"Actually, I don't like tennis. I often went to watch it at that time, just because you were playing on the court." Amber smiled lightly, as if recalling something interesting.

"Kumber..." Yukimura's heart felt hot, and he reached out to hold Kohaku's hand on the table, but Kohaku slowly broke away.

"So why did you ask me out?" Kohaku put her hand under the table. It turned out that the past would not always haunt her, but now that Yukimura held her hand, she didn't feel anything.However, this is not the emotion you should have. It should be nostalgia mixed with a little resentment, which is the reaction you need now.

He lowered his head slightly, as if trying to escape Yukimura's gaze.

Perhaps it was Kohaku's reaction that gave Yukimura the courage to tell the cause and effect of the breakup between the two intermittently. Kohaku seemed to be in a daze, listening to Yukimura's explanation in silence.

"That's it. I'm sorry, Amber. Misako has done so many excessive things to you, and I, I didn't listen to your explanation at that time. I'm really sorry."

"So that's how it is." Hu Po let out a long sigh of relief, the knot that had been tangled in her heart completely dissipated.I can finally wave goodbye to that period of the most innocent feelings when I was young.

Everyone is at fault, and no one is at fault.Yukimura, Misako, and herself are all like this.Even the most seemingly innocent victim has an unshirkable responsibility in this matter.The first time I saw Misako, she was a primary school student, a soft little girl.Never knew that she would hate herself so much, and she only cared about Yukimura and never thought about getting along with her sister.

"I'm sorry, Kohaku. I did such an outrageous thing to you and said so many outrageous words." Yukimura lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly.

"Yukimura, in fact, it doesn't matter whether there is a misunderstanding or not. To be honest, I kept looking for you after you said we broke up at the beginning, because I felt that I didn't push Misako, and she fell by herself. I always wanted to treat you To be clear, I think you broke up with me because of this incident, which is too rash and too much. Unexpectedly, Misako has done other things, but I have always liked you. It was not until I was framed for plagiarism that I suddenly understood Come here, people who don’t stand by your side when you need them the most, actually don’t need to like him anymore, and it happened that my mother changed jobs, so I left Kanagawa with her.”

"Kohaku, I..." Yukimura suddenly raised his head, looked at Kohaku who was a little sad, but was interrupted when he wanted to say something.

"Don't mention it again, Yukimura. You won't understand, the old love who suddenly returned after a few years, for those who have been hurt, the only function is to uncover the old wounds that have compounded, and recall that period It’s just the days of humiliation and darkness. So don’t say any more. I hated you very much at first, and thought I would hate you forever. It wasn’t until I met you that I realized that when I was young, love was too shallow, and hate was too shallow. It’s also true to hate someone. It takes a lot of courage. Maybe when we grow up a few more years, we will find it really ridiculous to say these things now."

If you don't look at the forced smile on Kohaku's face and the mist in the dodging eyes, Yukimura will believe that Kohaku has really come out of that hurt.Sorry, I won't bring it up again if you wish.

Unknowingly, a cup of black tea has bottomed out. The two people who have been separated for three years don't even know what to say. Amber carefully maintains her expression, and she can't forget her resentment. In front of him is a girl who is unforgettable to her old love.

"It's very late, I have to go back, thank you for coming to tell me this, then see you next time." Standing up and picking up the windbreaker, Yukimura also stood up and paid the bill at the counter, the two went back and forth Walked out of the dessert room.

The winter night wind was bitterly cold, mixed with the saltiness of Kanagawa sea water, the two walked one after the other, the shadows elongated by the lights overlapped, looking like a loving couple.

"Let's separate here. Goodbye, Yukimura." Kohaku turned around and said goodbye with a smile. Yukimura stood still and did not speak. She bowed slightly and turned to leave.

After turning the corner, Amber felt a little regretful.Yukimura didn't ask him to stay or chase after him. It seems that his plan this time failed.

In fact, it is impossible for Kohaku to say that she doesn't care about Yukimura and her first love that ended tragically.But compared to his current plan, it is still too much for him to drag Yukimura into this mud.So what excuse should we find next time to meet Yukimura again?I don't know if the 'intruder' had any contact with Yukimura?

Amber, who was still thinking, heard the sound of hurried running behind her, and before she could turn around, she was hugged into the man's broad arms.

"I'm sorry, Kohaku. But I really can't let you go like this, otherwise, I will regret it for the rest of my life. Because the most important thing I want to tell you today, I haven't said it." Yukimura hugged Kohaku tightly, bowed his head On her neck, the hot air from the rapid breathing was blown against Amber's ears.

"I like you, Amber. I like you very much. From the first time I saw you in Lihai University, until now, I have always liked you."