poison

hopeless future

It was already late when Long Ya returned home. After separating from Amber, he and Atobe played another round of tennis. His young body seemed to have endless energy to vent. A few steps up the fence, before he could stabilize, a tennis ball flew towards him, brushed his ear, and flew towards him, with a gust of wind, the dark green hair swayed, his body turned sideways, and almost hit him. He also fell down together, and finally landed smoothly with years of experience in climbing over walls. Another tennis ball flew towards his face. He tilted his head, and the rapidly spinning tennis ball was embedded into the wall abruptly.

"Hey, do you want to kill me, little one? Is this how you welcome your brother back home?" Long Ya clicked her tongue and poked the tennis ball with her finger. If the force is drawn to the face, it will probably be disfigured.

"You broke your promise again." Ryoma stood under the tree in the yard, the western moonlight cast a heavy shadow, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Yeah, I can only say sorry to you," Long Ya walked out from the wall with her hands in her trouser pockets, "no matter which world, I still can't let go of Amber." With an unscrupulous smile, Hu Po The dark eyes were solemn, as if the deepest storm was being bred.

"Really? Even if she's about to go crazy because of us, won't you let go?" Ryoma gripped the tennis ball in his palm tightly, and the tennis ball was deformed under the tremendous grip. He slowly walked out from the shade of the tree, The four eyes met, and his eyes were full of hatred, towards himself, towards Long Ya, towards everyone who wanted to drive her crazy.

Echizen Ryoma fell asleep next to Kohaku's bed, who had to be hospitalized for depression, after a year of marriage, after he and Kohaku's son were born. He woke up in this strange place. He was still Echizen Ryoma, but She and them were not the people he knew.

He could only control this body for a short time, but at first he didn't want to fight for the ownership of the body at all. He locked himself in this body, fearing that if he controlled the body, he would do irreparable things.He felt like he was going crazy, worried about Amber, worried about his baby, but no matter what he thought, there was no way to go back.After being crazy for a while, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, curled up in a corner of his body, and slowly fell silent.

Until he found that the amber he was familiar with appeared here, the feeling of ecstasy brought him back to life, and the strong mental power made him easily regain control of his body, wanting to find She, wanted to hug her and kiss her, that was his favorite Amber, his wife, the mother of his children.

However, he soon discovered that something was wrong. Besides Kohaku, King Ni had also arrived.This is the Amber he is familiar with, but not the Amber after marrying him. There is already a problem with the space, so it seems acceptable for people at different times to appear in this weird space.

Then he hesitated, he thought of the emaciated and fragile Amber lying on the hospital bed, he didn't dare to blink his eyes when he looked at her, like a slender and dilapidated flower, as long as he blinks, it will completely wither.

Because of their selfishness, they refused to let go of Amber even after they knew something was wrong, so they let her sink deeper and deeper in this deformed love. He thought that having a child after marriage would make her get better slowly , but postpartum depression made her get over it all at once.At that time, he held her hand that was so thin that it seemed that it would break if he tried hard, and wept. He thought, if he could do it all over again, he would rather struggle forever in the abyss of not getting what he wanted, and also wanted her to be happy.

So instead of telling her, he found another culprit.

Long Ya was awakened by him. At first, he just tried to call, but he didn't respond when he mentioned Amber, making him think that he was the only one who came here, and was about to hang up the phone, when there was a loud noise, it was a mobile phone There was a sound when it fell, and then the person over there turned into the Long Ya he was familiar with.

He thinks that Amber and they will get to that point, and Long Ya, who has been bewitching him all this time, must be responsible. When he was ignorant of love for the first time, he ruined his chance to interact with Amber like a normal man and woman. This resulted in an irreversible situation.This time, no one can hurt her again.

When Long Ya heard what Ryoma said on the phone, Hu Po had to be sent to a psychiatric hospital after giving birth to a child, and his heart was greatly shaken.If Ryoma didn't lie, then the time he was at was ten months after he came here. He woke up after getting drunk at Ryoma and Kohaku's wedding. At that time, the child in Kohaku's belly It has been two months, and in just ten months, Hu Po has become like that, but for Long Ya, it was just a moment of closing and opening her eyes.

"Since the gods really gave us a chance to start again, let Amber find the happiness she wants, let go, brother, don't hurt her again this time." Just pretend not to know her, and let her start again happy life.

Long Ya agreed, because of the crying pleading of his proud younger brother, because of the hopeless future he described, he was really ready to let go, just take a look, he told himself, just take a look at Amber, and then go Wandering around the world, never see her again.

As a result, it was just a glance, and he couldn't leave anymore.

"I'm sorry, little one." Looking at her younger brother's expressionless face, Long Ya shrugged, "I haven't seen the future you mentioned, so I want to fight again, I'm very greedy, I hope Amber can be happy , and I hope her happiness is given by me. Since there is a chance to do it again, why do you only think of letting go, instead of fighting for the possible future where everyone is happy?"

"Oh, you can say such selfish words because you haven't seen Hu Po lying on the hospital bed. You have always been like this. You always only think about yourself, and you can do whatever you want for what you want!" The silent Ryoma suddenly Outburst, he grabbed Long Ya's collar and pressed him against the wall, "Do you know how painful I am? The child is still so young, and the sound of crying is very small. Amber lay lifeless, refusing to eat. Things don’t talk, they are barely maintained by infusions, and they will die at any time.” Longma roared and his voice was choked, and the man who was invincible on the tennis court was shaking from crying, “I won’t allow it, I won’t allow it to happen again. The future happens!"