poison

Widowmaker (confession)

"I'm always so sharp, I always look stupid," Amber smiled wryly, "Did you already know about me and Tezuka?" Amber moved her body and buried her face in Fuji's neck, no Just look at his expression. "Sorry, I seem to have messed things up again."

"What are you afraid of? Amber, you always refuse to believe that we will always love you, that's why you became what you are now." Without warning, Bu Er said what Amber had been hiding in her heart.

"Zhou Zhu, I can't help it. Tell me, how can I believe it? In this kind of abnormal relationship, don't you feel that you can't stand it and want to quit? You are so good that I am afraid. Ten years, 20 years or even 30 years, No, like Atobe, even if he becomes an old man with white hair, as long as he is willing, as long as you are willing, there will be a lot of young and beautiful women coming." Amber seemed to be telling someone else's story , These words kept turning in her mind, and she couldn't forget them at all.

She can't help but think about the future, the future after they leave her, they will have a good life, handsome rich men can live a good life at any time, and how good they are, She is so miserable.My heart is empty, and I can't fill it up. I keep seducing others, and they can't control themselves by rolling into bed with her to prove that I can actually be attractive. I use this method to prove that I am worth staying with them, and then Make things worse.

"I don't know how to make you believe that this kind of deformed relationship makes you unable to believe it. We don't blame you. Yes, this kind of relationship is unbearable. I thought about quitting." Fuji is very honest He admitted, "But it's not because I can't bear to share the torture you brought with others, but because I can't bear to see you hurt yourself because of us." He reached out and touched Amber's face, and the two of them leaned their heads together, Like a sweet little couple.

"Don't do this again, since there is a chance to do it again, Kohaku." Fuji looked at Kohaku seriously, his ice blue eyes opened, "Do what you want, do it according to your own mind, Tezuka also It’s better to be better than before, or anyone else, love the one you want to love, I will not force you to accept me, and I will prevent others from forcing you, you don’t need to make the future like that , love someone, trust each other with him, and grow old with him, I will bless you." Although I will sink into the mud forever and cannot be redeemed, I want you to be happy, true happiness.

"Zhou Zhu," Amber raised her head and looked at the extremely serious Fuji, with bitterness and determination in his eyes, "I like you all, if I don't like you, then no one can force me. So I hate myself like this, How can true love be divided into so many shares? I am not entitled to your love if I can’t treat it wholeheartedly. Sometimes I even think, if only you cheated, it would be fine, so that I can alleviate my sense of guilt. But the heart that loves you can't accept your betrayal, but I myself did such a thing that hurt you, contradictory and selfish, I became a woman that even I hate, the more I am like this, the more I feel that I am not worthy of you, and The more disturbed, the more I seek approval...the vicious cycle...I'm broken and there's no chance of doing it again."

What kind of cause is planted, what kind of fruit must be tasted, Fuer hugged Amber tightly into his arms, as if he wanted to embed her in his own flesh and blood, "Then let's fall together Amber, I will never let go of your hand, I swear." Holding her hand, he pressed a kiss on the back of his hand, like a medieval knight swearing to his monarch.

After she calmed down, Yixue regretted it. She shouldn't have come here with Yukimura. Before she found out the real identity of this person, she shook herself completely. Although she was not very old in her previous life, she at least went to college Oh, and after so many years in this world, he was actually told by the other party that he was the real Yukimura Seichi. Could the other party be a transmigrator who opened the golden finger?

She wanted to leave, but fortunately Murura was sitting at the door of the box, drinking tea in a leisurely and graceful manner, hum, what kind of pretending, if it hadn't been for crossing into Yukimura's body, who knows what kind of wretched otaku it is.

"What on earth do you want to do? If it's okay, I'm leaving, and I won't see you again in the future," Yixue said with disgust in her eyes, "Even if you have his body, you're not the Yukimura I love, a person like you, That’s why he deserves to deceive Luchuan Amber.” Yi Xue thought viciously, if he listened to his own words and went to Luchuan Amber, it would be a good show. Tom Sue vs. Mary Sue, I don’t know who is more skilled. Which one is better?

"Don't worry, Yi Xuesang, the people we are waiting for have not arrived yet, but it should be soon, why don't you drink some tea." Xing Cun chose a very quiet tea room, and the sound insulation effect in the cubicle is good. At this time, there was no one.

"Who are you waiting for?!" Yixue was a little anxious, "Who are you? Where is that Xingcun?"

"Although I think these things should be said when everyone is around, but since Yixuesang is so anxious, I will forcefully tell you some things first. Of course, I also hope that Yixuesang can explain some things for me. I am not very clear. It's something." Yukimura smiled gracefully, took a sip of tea, "I am indeed Yukimura Seiichi, the Yukimura Seiichi who loves amber."

"Parallel world, I've been reading a book like this recently," although it is impossible to gain control over the body, but since it exists in the same body, it must be able to influence each other. The emotion Yukimura wants to see is too strong, and the other one is in his Under the influence, I also began to read, "I should be able to understand it better if you say it this way. After all, you are also such an existence. You entered this world from another world, and I am the same as you, but I have always been Yukimura Seichi. That's all."

"Looking at it this way, the world I'm in should belong to the difference that I've always loved Amber and never liked Yixuesang," he kept thinking while he was trapped in his body and couldn't move. So, the two worlds that developed together had completely different results the moment Yixue appeared. "I also have Yixuesan in my world, but it's kind of annoying. Sorry, you can treat her as another person, just like in my opinion, I and Yukimura Seichi in this world are two different people."

"It's easy to find that Yixue-sang is doing the same thing as you, but her thoughts are deeper." She actually thought of using Misako, "Then we will be more normal," said Yukimura in this world What Seiichi did made Yukimura want to drag him out to kill his five senses.