A woman like Ode to Joy

Qiu Yingying got off work early, and she felt that Fan Shengmei might still be asleep at this point, so she didn't call the door, but took the key to open it herself.I didn't want to push the door open, but I saw a handsome man with long legs crossed and bowed head sitting on the sofa in my house. He was wearing a white shirt and his hair was a little messy. Calm and elegant.

Seeing her coming in, he quickly looked up at her and stood up.

"Xiaoqiu, you're back." The attitude was calm and natural, and Qiu Yingying had the illusion that this was her family when she said she was back, without any sense of rigidity.

Qiu Yingying was surprised, "Tan, Mr. Tan..." Turning her head, she saw Fan Shengmei who was arranging her clothes and walking out of the room, and then turned her head to look at Tan Zongming, "Sister Fan, you and Mr. Tan are here, are you going out?"

Before Qiu Yingying came back, Fan Shengmei, who had just done something bad, looked unnatural for a moment, and subconsciously looked at the other person, not wanting that the other person's posture was naturally open, upright and upright, and smiled brazenly when she saw her look at her.

"Yes, we are going out for dinner, do you want to come together?" Fan Shengmei turned around and took out her bag and hurriedly closed the door of her room to cover up the scene of the crime.

Qiu Yingying shook her head, "No, Ying Qin and I have made an appointment to have dinner together tonight, but he hasn't left work yet." As she spoke, her eyes drifted to Tan Zongming's, with a gossip smile on her face, "Well, It's just that Tan always came here to pick up Sister Fan? I guessed it when Mr. Tan called me just now."

Fan Shengmei who heard the words frowned and looked at Tan Zongming, "You two, are you on the phone?" He didn't expect that he suddenly figured out why Tan Zongming knew about his resignation just now, and he even knew that he was at home.

The feelings are all said by this girl.

Qiu Yingying, who had no idea what happened, still nodded stupidly, "Yes."

And the other party also nodded frankly, as if it was completely reasonable.

Fan Shengmei never thought that these two people would be in touch. Seeing Tan Zongming's appearance, it seems that they are quite frequent.

Unexpectedly, the little earthworm unknowingly became the internal correspondent between the two of them, and the one who tipped off Tan Zongming, this Tan Zongming is really full of tricks, and it is hard to guard against.

Walked to Tan Zongming and took a look at him.

"Let's go."

Tan Zongming nodded and smiled at Qiu Yingying, and the silly girl also laughed cheerfully. He reached out and turned his palm over to Fan Shengmei, "Let's go."

Fan Shengmei looked at the familiar scene, glanced at the silly girl opposite, put her palms on top obediently, and interlocked her fingers in the next moment.

After going out, Qiu Yingying smiled and waved at the two, "Be careful on the road."

Fan Shengmei didn't dare to show anything when someone clasped her hands, she finally breathed a sigh of relief when she entered the elevator, but it seemed that she couldn't help herself whether to let go or not.

"You haven't eaten lunch and you are so hungry, and your stomach is not good. I asked Liu Ma to cook porridge. I will drive you to work in the evening. Now go to my house." Tan Zongming made a direct decision, leaving no room for rejection, and got out of the elevator to drag you. Holding her hand, he walked towards the gate of the community, where his car was parked.

Fan Shengmei said halfway, "Wait a minute, I can't go now."

Tan Zongming pulled her and didn't look back, "Why can't you go? Don't give reasons for breaking up, I don't accept it."

Fan Shengmei stopped until the man in front of her turned her head, and she said, "I have to buy birth control pills."

The annoyance disappeared in a flash, Tan Zongming looked at her silently, then turned his head to look at the pharmacy not far away, without stopping to say something.

Fan Shengmei watched his face quietly, and the hope that was still left in her heart was gradually annihilated with his silence.

Pulling the corners of his lips dryly, he took his hand out of his palm, "I can go by myself." Saying that, Fan Shengmei strode towards the other side without looking back.

Tan Zongming looked at the back of her going away a little bit, and was annoyed in his heart that he had planned it so quickly that he had forgotten it at that time.Seeing Fan Shengmei's expression, I know in my heart that she is probably very uncomfortable now.

However, both of them knew in their hearts that now was not the time to have a child, and the matter of having a child hadn't reached this stage at all for the two of them.

—————Boundary line—————

"Don't take it." Tan Zongming grabbed the medicine in her hand and threw it out of the window.

But when he just threw it away, Fan Shengmei drove the door down to pick it up, got into the car and said calmly with the medicine in her hand: "Mr. Tan, you are not suitable for doing things that you are not sure about. Don't joke with me."

Tan Zongming's face was as deep as water, with hidden anger, he stared at her closely, "sure or not sure, there are always exceptions to doing or not doing, don't think too much about everything."

"What can I do if I don't want to? Are you giving me hope?" It was the first time Fan Shengmei asked him so clearly, even a little persuasively.

"And then? Let me despair after giving you hope..."

From hope to despair, she has encountered it more than once.Life keeps slapping her in the face, telling her that there will always be a huge ambush in the flat front, and don't think too well about everything.This kind of thinking has been going on for so many years, and she has become used to thinking about the bad in advance, which is never good.

"Why despair? Some things are natural. Since it happened today, even though we know the timing is wrong, I will never escape or deny what should come. Since I decided to be with you, I decided to pursue you. Since that day, I have thought about these things, and thought about the countless problems we may encounter in the future. Maybe there will always be hurdles that are not so easy to overcome, but first of all, you can't deny me, let alone yourself..." Tan Zongming said slowly Come on, frowning, "It's not as serious as you think."

Does that mean she always makes a fuss out of a molehill?

Even if he said that, it was far from enough to soothe Fan Shengmei's uneasiness. On the contrary, she couldn't help retorting and questioning, "Perhaps, Mr. Tan's past was so smooth."

Hearing what she said, Tan Zongming lost the gloom he had before, and stared at the change in her expression, knowing that he had poked her pain point again, causing her to speak sarcastically.I understand better the current situation between the two of them.

"I'm such a person. I don't have self-confidence. I'm so volatile that people feel tired. I'm also tired. It seems that I really don't have a good personality." I looked down at the medicine in my hand.

Seeing this, Tan Zongming also glanced at the medicine in her hand, "You don't have to think too much, it's useless no matter how much you think, I won't change my mind, and I won't break up because of your confidence. Here Let me take some time, if you are worried, I will solve it."

I will solve it.

Looking at her carefully, Tan Zongming started the car and drove away from the Ode to Joy community.

Fan Shengmei looked out the window with an erratic expression, flipping the small piece of contraceptive pill in her hand.At the corner, she suddenly said, "It's fine in the future, but I can't have this child for the time being."

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