A woman like Ode to Joy

Stopping a taxi on the way, Fan Shengmei only left Tan Zongming with a stubborn back.

When I got into the car, a person silently shed tears behind me. The driver who wanted to ask for the address couldn't help but shut up and didn't dare to speak, and drove the car away silently.

The grievance came too suddenly, and the tears that I had endured for a day finally fell unprepared, and erupted quietly in the back seat.Tears came one after another, and she kept sobbing and covered her mouth to keep silent, but it made people feel even more uncomfortable listening to this slight movement.

"Um... do you want a tissue?" The driver in the front seat hesitated for a moment and asked.

Quietly wiped the teardrops off her face with her arms, Fan Shengmei shook her head again and again, her crying hadn't stopped, she choked up and said, "No need." She gave an address and stared blankly at the night outside the car window, "Please drive slowly." point."

Leaning on the seat, she no longer cried so much, but occasionally shed a few teardrops, and occasionally felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and felt empty.

Countless thoughts flew through her mind, about her parents, brother and sister-in-law, about Tan Zongming, about how this relationship will continue in the future.Obviously can't think of an answer, but still insists on embarrassing himself, thinking about it non-stop, it seems that he can figure it out.

And the ending is always fruitless.

Looking out the window blankly, with red eyes, occasionally raising his hand to wipe away tears.

"Well, miss, is there a turn ahead?" The driver drove to a rough place to ask the exact location of the Ode to Joy community.

Fan Shengmei didn't pay attention to it at first, but when she looked closely, the Ode to Joy community would be in front of her eyes in a blink of an eye, and she was in such a poor state that she could see her abnormality at a glance when she went back.He asked the driver to pull over the car now, and she got off from here.

It was only after the car pulled over that she realized that she didn't have any money with her, and there was only a mobile phone in her bag.Fortunately, after thinking about it, I had some money in Alipay on my mobile phone, and asked the driver to open Alipay to pay, and finally got out of the car.

It takes about ten minutes to walk home from here, and there is still a distance. Fan Shengmei intends to blow some air to relieve the redness of her eyes.

Looking down at the toes, moving forward little by little, people on the road come and go, it’s still early in summer, nightlife hasn’t started yet, but there are young couples passing by from time to time, two or three couples pull me and hook you of.

From time to time, someone looked at Fan Shengmei, sized her up curiously, and then looked away.

Fan Shengmei didn't care about these things, she stepped on her high heels and walked slowly towards home.

Suddenly, the mobile phone in the bag vibrated and rang, and Fan Shengmei stopped and opened the bag.At first, he hesitated to answer, but when he saw the name above, he slid the answer button.

"Hey?"

"Sister Fan, Sister Fan, are you coming back today?"

The slightly joking words did not make Fan Shengmei feel relaxed, but she just tried to maintain her usual posture, "Go back, in about 10 minutes, I will be home."

"Ah, then you, then you can bring me a garbage bag from the small supermarket downstairs. There are no garbage bags at home."

Fan Shengmei quickly agreed, "Yes, I know, I will take it."

After explaining, Qiu Yingying didn't rush to hang up the phone, but instead asked about Fan Shengmei's situation at night.Before Fan Shengmei got off work, she said hello to the two little girls. She was afraid that Su Yinglei would torment her, so she complained a little.

Knowing that Qiu Yingying was worried about her, Fan Shengmei thought about the people at the banquet and what happened after the banquet, and said in a low voice: "Fortunately, it went well, and I didn't bother me much."

But there was a wry smile on her face, and the tears that had just subsided surged up again, and she hurriedly raised her head.

Qiu Yingying said a lot of worry on the phone, and said a lot of bad things about Su Yinglei, "I'm always tossing you, it's not good for anyone."

Fan Shengmei listened to her words silently, raised her head high, the unstoppable tears had already slipped out of the corners of her eyes.She walked forward and turned into a quiet street at the other corner.

Qiu Yingying on the other end was still talking, and she didn't realize Fan Shengmei's sudden silence.

"Then what, I, I'll hang it here first, and I'll buy garbage bags in a while."

"Oh, oh." Qiu Yingying replied on the phone, she didn't think too much, she hung up after saying something carefully.

I kept wiping the teardrops from the corners of my eyes with my hands, one after another, too many and too fast.She stood on the side of the road for nearly 10 minutes, and finally took pictures with her mobile phone again and again, only to feel that the redness and swelling of her eyes had subsided.After walking for nearly 10 minutes, I arrived at the gate of Ode to Joy, and went to the supermarket to buy garbage bags.

And the phone in the bag was always quiet.

After that day, she didn't answer Tan Zongming's call for two consecutive days, but just replied a message to him in a bland manner, saying to let her be quiet, and now she doesn't want to see each other for the time being.Tan Zongming agreed.

The two of them can only go on like this for the time being, at least in Fan Shengmei's opinion. The girls in 2202 asked why they hadn't dated in the past few days, and she only said that Tan Zongming was busy recently, so she hastily brushed off the topic.

She did not ask Andy to borrow the 5000 yuan in the end.Fan Shengmei didn't tell anyone that she resigned.She found the next one, the lobby manager of the hotel, and had an interview. She felt that she was quite handy, and the other party was quite satisfied with her.At Mia's place, Su Yinglei acted like she was chasing flies, asking the accountant to pay her salary in advance, last month's and this month's.

Fan Shengmei smiled inwardly, if she knew this, she should have brought it up earlier.

"You have always been excellent. When Tang Qiu left, I thought you were the one to take this position. Let's have lunch together, as a farewell. Although I have not been your boss for a long time, you have helped me a lot. I... ..."

"That's not necessary. I've already made an appointment for dinner at noon. Thank you so much Director Su." Fan Shengmei interrupted Su Yinglei's politeness and directly refused.

Su Yinglei raised her eyebrows and nodded again and again, "Okay, since I've resigned, Mr. Tan will definitely have to comfort you, so I won't disturb your date."

When Tan Zongming was mentioned, Fan Shengmei smiled faintly, and her heart was calmer than before.

"I went out to clean up." After saying this, Fan Shengmei nodded and turned away from Su Yinglei's office.

When he arrived at his office area, he just sat down, and several young girls gathered around him one after another. Many of them looked reluctant to part with mournful faces.

"Why that expression?" Fan Shengmei laughed out loud looking at the faces with different expressions.

Dong Jing, the little girl who often hangs out with Fan Shengmei, looks unhappy. Although this girl is a bit hypocritical, she is not bad-hearted. After all, she drank porridge with Fan Shengmei so many times, and she was very reluctant to part with it.

"You really have to go, Sister Fan."

The others nodded and looked at her again and again, with this meaning in their eyes.

These little girls are not very old, and they have not experienced a few gatherings and breakups in the workplace. Fan Shengmei usually takes care of them and is naturally reluctant to part with them.

"Okay, don't look like you are reluctant to say goodbye, work hard, go, go, come around during working hours, what should you do. You are a human being, know the law and break the law?"

Fan Shengmei urged them to go back to work, but there was a touch of warmth in their hearts. Even though no one would remember who they were after knowing, they were undoubtedly moved at this moment.

"Go."

The girls looked at each other and listened to Fan Shengmei's urging again, but in the end they still reluctantly returned to their respective positions.

Fan Shengmei tidied up the personal belongings on the table, and it was almost time to hand over, so she left after tidying up.

In fact, there is nothing to hand over. These days, she has been almost emptied, and she is doing things that can be done by some basic employees. There is no technical content. As long as you throw these things to the other party, you are a human resource. will be handled.

Putting the things into the box, Fan Shengmei greeted everyone, and finally walked out of the office door graciously, smiling and waving at the reluctant eyes of the girls.

"I'm leaving." He waved his right hand.

Several little girls stretched out their hands and waved them with sullen expressions.

"Bye-Bye……"

—————Boundary line—————

Fan Shengmei will join a five-star hotel that accepts foreign investment tomorrow. Bilingualism is the basic requirement, and there are many requirements for reception work.Fan Shengmei is a senior HR and has worked in foreign companies all year round. Her English level is still good. Even if she is not as good as Andy, Qu Xiaoxiao can still easily defeat her.The salary is about [-]. This is the salary during the probationary period. After becoming a full-time employee, it will be about [-]. Some benefits and subsidies can be up to [-].

Of course, Fan Shengmei also knows that she is an HR. That is to say, the actual salary may not be [-], but at least [-] is appropriate, and there is room for promotion. She does not want to stay in one position forever.

As long as she doesn't meet another Su Yinglei this time, she doesn't believe that she can't make it with her own ability.

After going through Su Yinglei once, Fan Shengmei also had a competitive heart in her heart.She was too passive in the past, and when she thought about the struggle, she was powerless.

She was also tired and tired.

I stared blankly at the number of elevators decreasing step by step. At this point in time, it was not time for lunch, and everyone was still working. The elevator went all the way to the first floor without any hindrance.

She had never felt this kind of feeling except when she was working overtime.

At noon, instead of taking the subway, she called a taxi.Holding a box of things, she quietly glanced at the building of the company where she worked, seeing it shining in the sun, and the straight building seemed even more unattainable, she smiled speechlessly.

She really never thought that she would resign after only working in this place for such a short time. Originally, in her vision, she would do it for a long time, and she regarded it as the goal of struggle.

Smiling lightly, she put the suitcase on the back seat, and got on the co-pilot without any hesitation. Fan Shengmei let out a long sigh of relief.

So what, she's not coming back, she's going to start over and be better off.

Seeing the driver driving away from the familiar path little by little, Fan Shengmei glanced at the time on the watch.

At this time, the two little girls in the two families are not here, so she has to go back to tidy herself up, and then go out to buy a pair of low-heeled black work shoes. She will use them tomorrow, and she has to dry them in advance and prepare them for them.

The lobby manager has work clothes, and she has to take them back and wash them after wearing them for a day.

Fan Shengmei was thinking about everything about tomorrow's work, propped her head and leaned against the window, unconsciously these two days had formed an inertia, she deliberately didn't think about someone, the future, or the result, she had thought about it too many times. No results, that tangled feeling is really painful.

Don't think about what you can't think about.

The author has something to say:

Girls, don’t worry about me abandoning the pit, the pit product is still guaranteed, and the freshness of this article is still there, so I will finish writing it.

The conceptual framework has been completed, and every day is to code the details. Because I am too busy with work, I update every two or three days.If you are really in a hurry, go post it. I basically update a thousand words every day, and Jinjiang collects three thousand words every three days and posts it.Everything is the same.