A woman like Ode to Joy

"Did you sleep well last night?" Tan Zongming drove the co-pilot for her, and successfully received her resentful gaze, which amused him.

"Did you sleep well?" Still asking.

Fan Shengmei turned her head away and really didn't want to pay attention to him on this issue, which pot should not be turned on and which pot should be lifted, and every time she tossed about, she would have the cheek to ask her if she slept well.

Probably knowing that he won't get any answer, someone in the driver's seat was silently happy, and started the car in a happy mood.

"Okay, I won't ask, lest you, I'm sorry."

It's fine to talk about it, but if you have to make fun of it, Fan Shengmei is not happy.

"I can't compare to you Mr. Tan. Every time I say something, it doesn't count."

Tan Zongming raised his eyebrows, "Why don't I count what I say? I have always been honest..."

Before she finished speaking, the phone in Fan Shengmei's hand thumped, interrupting the conversation between the two.

Tan Zongming automatically silenced his voice and drove well, and he didn't intend to look at the screen of her mobile phone. He just heard the ringing for a while and then the sound disappeared, which made him look at her curiously.

"Why didn't you pick it up?" The screen was black, and she couldn't pick it up.

Fan Shengmei looked at the phone that was on again, and turned it off again, "Ah, it's okay, I'll call back later, don't worry."

Tan Zongming glanced at the screen of the phone that was on again, "I guess there is something urgent." As soon as his eyes turned to Fan Shengmei's obviously wrong expression, he stopped talking and didn't ask her to answer the phone.

"What's wrong? Why are you suddenly unhappy?"

Fan Shengmei hurriedly shook her head, "No." But she couldn't help but look at her expression in the rearview mirror to see if she was ugly.

Tan Zongming stopped the car at the red light and looked at her carefully, "Are you really unhappy?"

Fan Shengmei still denied it.

Tan Zongming didn't want to force her either, seeing her still denied it, although she felt a little regretful that she didn't want to talk to him, but she didn't want to force her to do anything.

"Okay, it's fine if you're not unhappy."

Tan Zongming smiled and put the file back on.

Fan Shengmei didn't make a sound as she watched the vehicles moving in an orderly manner outside the vehicle.Only she knew her anxiety in her heart, which made it impossible for her to put on a good look in front of him and force her to smile.

She had done enough and was just tired.Holding the phone, she was afraid that the other party would reveal her predicament and make her unable to explain and feel ashamed.

Not entangled in this point, Tan Zongming didn't want to suddenly cool down the atmosphere, so he found some topics to break the deadlock in front of him, and the two of you talked to each other, which can be regarded as covering this topic.

It can only be covered once, but it cannot be blocked the second time.

Just when the atmosphere finally became brighter, Fan Shengmei's mobile phone, which had been silent for a while, rang again.The same phone call, the same people who were interrupted.

This time, no one can easily save it.

She cut off the ringing of the phone as usual, but the atmosphere in the car suddenly became weird again.Fan Shengmei's slack mood suddenly turned bad again, and she didn't know how to talk to Tan Zongming, or, she didn't know if she could talk to Tan Zongming.

Her expression changed visibly, with a hint of solemnity and irritability.

Turning another corner, he arrived at the downstairs of Fan Shengmei's company. Tan Zongming looked at her expression, looked at the watch on his right wrist, and stopped at the intersection.Seeing that Fan Shengmei was about to go to the company, the car stopped and turned to look at him.

I don't want Tan Zongming to say, I'm waiting for you to see my expression, with thick eyebrows frowned.

"In another 10 minutes, it's time for you to go to work." He said.

When he said this, Fan Shengmei was a little at a loss, as if she knew what he was going to ask next, she squeezed the phone tightly.Originally, I thought that I would not have to face the sudden embarrassment between the two when I was about to arrive at the company, but now I was watching him silently, but I was not ready to confess at all.

Tan Zongming looked at her slightly nervous expression, leaned back, and wanted to ask directly, but felt that he was too eager to be so straightforward.He took her cold palm, stroked it, and looked at her quietly, "Is there nothing you want to tell me? Or do I need to give you some time?"

Her palm was nestled in his big warm palm, rubbing it gently, it was very gentle, but she couldn't say anything, she opened her mouth to his question, "I...give me some time, I, don't know yet How should I say it?" As he spoke, he pursed his lips and smiled, that smile looked a little bitter and helpless.

Silently withdrew his palm from his palm, looked down at his mobile phone, and repeated, "Let's talk about it later."

Looking at the empty palm, Tan Zongming looked at her attitude that was even described as negative, and didn't know what to do.Nodded, "Okay, let's go to work."

After he said this, Fan Shengmei breathed a sigh of relief, as if she had escaped a catastrophe.

Her work stopped and went throughout the morning, and she was often out of shape.Sometimes when I fill in the data and fill it in, I suddenly take a second look only to find that there are a lot of mistakes, and I feel bored and frustrated.Staring at the phone from time to time, sometimes for a long time...

Today's work can't go on at all. Fortunately, all the important reports were completed yesterday, so she didn't make any big mistakes. Otherwise, she would probably go crazy.

Mother Fan didn't call again when she was working in the morning, but Fan Shengmei knew that as long as she didn't pay for a day, Mother Fan's call would be indispensable.Fan's mother always asked her to find a way, whether it was an advance payment, a loan, or even a steal, money always came first before her and money.The phone calls were never greetings, but always about her brother and money.

At noon, as expected, I called again.Fan Shengmei lost her appetite watching the lunch, answered the phone and found a secluded place.

"Hello?" Yan Shi closed the door, and she held the phone to her ear.

"Xiaomei... You finally answered the phone. With your money, can you think of a way? Your brother and your sister-in-law are really helpless, you..."

"Okay, don't talk about it." The mother Fan Xuxu repeated the same words, Fan Shengmei interrupted coldly, took a deep breath to endure the sharp bitterness in her heart, "Is it money?"

"Yes, yes, five, 5000 yuan..."

With her head held high, Fan Shengmei looked at the empty corridor, connecting one floor to the next. Looking at it made people dizzy, as if they were going to suck people in, and gritted their teeth tightly, "I will borrow it, don't call."

Don't call again.

Leaning against the wall, she said in her heart over and over again, don't call again. Every time she said it, she felt a little more wronged in her heart. In this stuffy corridor, her nose couldn't help but feel sore. Nervous and embarrassed, with Tan Zongming at a loss to hide and cover up, tears were about to come out of his eyes.

Just tell yourself in your heart, don't cry, don't cry, now is not the time to cry.She held her head high and held back her tears, fearing that her eye makeup would make her colleagues see any flaws.

When the eye sockets were dry, he fanned his eyes with the palm of his hand, blinked and blinked, checked his mobile phone to see if his eyes were red, and then heaved a sigh of relief and left the safe corridor.

Back to the position, colleagues have already returned one after another.Tong Jing put the thermos on her table and asked her why she didn't eat just now, and was in a hurry.

Fan Shengmei smiled and said that a friend called him urgently.

Tong Jing curled her lips, "Why do you have to fight while eating? It delays people's eating time."

Fan Shengmei pursed her lips and didn't answer, and she didn't want to answer. She quietly looked back at the computer desktop, but her mind was spinning rapidly, about the 5000 yuan.She still doesn't know how to solve it, but she is really worried.

Her monthly salary is more than 1 yuan, and the 2 yuan owed by Andy has not been repaid, and she has to help wipe her ass here.She has no worries about her debts now. To be honest, if she is asked to borrow, is there any other place besides Andy's?

Fan Shengmei smiled wryly.

Once or twice, I am afraid that Andy's first reaction when receiving her call is to ask her if Fan Shengmei needs to borrow money. There is nothing else but money, and I really miss Andy. Other effects only.

Opening your mouth like this is borrowing money. To be honest, it really made Fan Shengmei feel ashamed of herself. Who would want her friends to open and close their mouths every day to let you borrow money and ask for money.

Most importantly, Andy is also Tan Zongming's good friend...

At this time, Fan Shengmei felt that her fear and worry was a joke in front of them.It's only 5000 yuan, and it's not enough for Andy to buy a wallet. Tan Zongming treats her to a meal, but she seems to be approaching the cliff of life. This 5000 yuan can make her lose all dignity and worry.

This is what life clearly told her, the most intuitive gap between her and Tan Zongming.It's not as simple as the clouds in the sky, but a whole world away.

In his world, her panic was probably the most boring and simple one.Everything is just money, let alone a small amount of 5000 yuan, which is the price for Tan Zongming to open a bottle of red wine, so she never tells Tan Zongming about her family situation.She was afraid that he wouldn't understand, and she was also afraid that he would understand. She didn't want him to save her, and she knew that it would be easy for him to reach out, but she just didn't want Tan Zongming to know all this and do everything. This is her in front of him. Pretending to be the last bit of dignity left, the last bit of pretending to be beautiful, she also hopes that everything will be as if it never happened. He doesn't know, maybe it's just on the surface, but it is enough for her.

After clicking on the report that was a mess in the morning, Fan Shengmei rearranged and filled in the data, but her heart was already settled.

The only person who can borrow money now is Andy.

After calming down the irritability in my heart, I fixedly stared at the screen and rubbed my temples.

I just hope she doesn't reveal it to Tan Zongming.