be gentle [comprehensive]

[The girl I love, I exist because of you, I am loved by you, please allow me to love me more than you, love you deeply, and guard your life's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. — the person you love. 】

He is Kurolo Luxilu, but not him.

From the time he could remember, it seemed that he had existed as Kurolo Lucilu, the head of the Phantom Brigade.

However, it is different.

Just as there are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand people, he is just one of those thousand Hamlets.

He was created by relying on the Kuroro in her eyes. She saw the Kuroro in the anime, she came into contact with the Kuroro in the fan fiction, and she liked the Kuroro of the Phantom Troupe... Then, he was created in her love, by her cognition and love, and based on the things she came into contact with related to Kurorolushiru as a template, he was created.

Therefore, he said that he was Kurolo Luxilu, but not him.

He exists for the one who created him, the one who loves him.

Although that person created Kuroro, she didn't know his existence.Sometimes, Kuroro would also think, what kind of expression would she show if she knew of his existence?

Once again, Kuroro walked out of the chapter after the plot of the fan fiction she created, and Kuroro who had just walked out met a red-haired man.

"Akashi Seijuro." Kuroro glanced at him and passed Akashi, they didn't say a word in tacit understanding.

In this space where Kuroro exists, he is not independent. The space he lives in is based on her love as a template.Just like Akashi Seijuro who just passed by him, he is not in the same anime as him, but they live in the same space.

How big is this space?Kuroro did not explore, the capacity of the space is dominated by her consciousness, where the people she likes live together, everyone is born because of her love, and each of them Has her own story that she doesn't want to share with others.

She likes to write stories very much, and unknowingly she has embarked on the road of a fan author. Her writing style is not very good, but she rewrites every story seriously. She is easily lost due to lack of readers, and she also likes the new and hates the old. Hers is very strong.

In the stories she wrote, Kuroro has encountered different kinds of her, kind, violent, BT, cute...even male and female, some of these people are the protagonists in her stories, some are her The passer-by A in the story, for Kuroro, they are all her, and they are just a part of her.

Occasionally, Kuroro is also a little distressed. After she fell in love with someone else, she hasn't written a story about him for a long time. He can only read over and over again the stories that belong to him that she wrote with poor writing in the past, thinking of her. doing what?

Kuroro, like other people living in her consciousness space, is living peacefully with each other. They may all think that they will survive like this until one day they exist because of her love, and because of her Forgotten and passed away peacefully.

However, it doesn't seem to work?

Looking at the sky that was about to collapse like an unhappy face, with his hands on his chest, sensing her sad mood, and feeling that she was about to collapse, they chose another path tacitly.

"If she is in another world and can't get happiness, then put her with us." The person who spoke was Aizen Soyousuke, a dangerous man with special abilities.

However, the people present did not have any objection to Aizen Soyousuke's words, and their aspirations were the same as his.

If the world she lives in doesn't bring her happiness.Take her to them, then, for no one will love her more than they do.

They had little communication and began to get together to study things like traveling through time and space.Compared with the simple time travel in her novels, their research is more complicated. After all, the place where they live is her consciousness space. Even if she tries to create a new two-dimensional world for them, they have to worry about it. How can I travel to her side intact without hurting her.

As her spiritual world gradually collapsed, their research had to speed up, so each of them worked hard, and in the end, he still came to her.

Before seeing her, Kuroro thought about what she was like again?

Kuroro has seen different kinds of her in her articles, beautiful-looking, ordinary and unremarkable, inferior, confident... He used the information she inadvertently disclosed to piece together her appearance bit by bit , Outlined everything about her little by little.

But when Kuroro really crossed the space, stood in her room, and saw her through the window, Kuroro smiled.

"It's the first time we met, I'm Kurolo Luxilu, I exist for you, my girl." He said.

Then, Kuroro realized that he was crying when he saw his girl's tears falling from the corner of his eyes. He stepped forward, stretched out his hand to give her a hug, and held her tightly in his arms.

My girl, thank you for being there.

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What is it like to love someone?

Just watching from a distance, as long as he lives for a long time is enough?

Or desperately in love, like moths to a flame, burning love vigorously?

I don't know, really.

Didn't tell me, what to do if you love someone?

After falling in love with you, I learned a lot.

I've learned not to say goodbye to you, but good night and sweet dreams.

I learned what a real tenderness is.

I learned how different real love is from fantasy.

I learned what a difference having you by my side makes.

……

Why do I like you?There are so many reasons.

Just liking someone, just falling in love with someone.

I will be jealous, I will smile, what I insist on, what I keep, can only be shown to the person I love, and I will only deeply love the feelings of the person I love, and give it to you without reservation .

I'm selfish, I can't hide behind me silently, what should I do if I cry secretly and watch you laugh?

You are responsible for my jealousy, if I didn't fall in love with you, if you didn't teach me love, how would I know what it's like to be jealous?

You have to be responsible for my waywardness, if you didn't say that even if you spoiled me, you would still love me very much, then I wouldn't learn how to be wayward like I am now.

So, after leaving me for so long, do you miss me?

You, will you come back?

After waiting for you for so long, I am very tired, what should I do?

The author has something to say: Happy Dragon Boat Festival~

☆, things in mind