"I've already remembered." Zhong Mu lowered his eyes as he stared at Zhuo Yumo, who was surprised. His face was full of pain and a touch of fear.

"Zhong Mu..."

Zhong Mu squeezed his lover's hand.

Rather than saying that he has amnesia, it is better to say that he has deliberately forgotten.

He was soft-tempered since he was a child, and his father abused him all the year round. He was not even allowed to go to school, and no one came to ask him. It seemed that as long as his father said something, others would take it as a golden rule and dare not refute it.The teenager secretly hated his father, thought about resisting, and even dreamed of abusing his father in turn, but never really tried.He managed to find a chance to escape from that house, and ran all the time, looking at the busy traffic outside, he was in a trance for a while,

Feeling lost, I don't know what to do with myself.Thinking of his dead mother and his brother who was sent away, he didn't even want to live on.

So when he saw the bridge, he crossed it like a ghost.

Thought about death, but hesitated.Staring at Jiang's face, he imagined more than once what it would be like to die, and how his mother would feel before he died, and he couldn't even cry.

If he hadn't met Zhuo Yumo that night, he might have died and become a floating corpse in the river. What's more, his father wouldn't pay any attention to it, just like those kittens and puppies who were tortured to death by his father. I didn't even want to take a second look at them, so I buried them casually in the backyard.

After being sent back by the police, what followed naturally was his father's increasingly merciless and violent beating and abuse.He thought of his brother on the bridge more than once, so free and unrestrained, smiling like stars falling into his eyes.And weak, he could only fall on the floor in pain and dizziness, listening to his father's roaring and cursing feebly.

He also wanted to be as free and unrestrained as that brother, wishing he could grow a pair of wings.

How can I get rid of my father?

How can I escape?

—Kill him.

He has seen it many times, the father holding a small paper knife, grinning grimly, feeding the blade inch by inch into the kitten's neck.He screamed in the dripping blood, and his father raised his bloody finger to silence him, happily asking him to take a good look at this wonderful "performance".

He also secretly imagined it many times.

He can also hold a blade like his father, slowly pretend to shave his father, and then slit his throat with a knife—after years of immersion in his father's violent games, he is already familiar with all the fragile parts of the human body, he Know where there is an artery, where blood will spurt when you cut it hard, and know how to use the least effort to drain a person's life as quickly as possible.

He has rehearsed it countless times in his head.Showing weakness first and pretending to faint, my father is the happiest and most relaxed at this moment, feeling comfortable and comfortable after venting, and will let go of all guards.He only wears a nightgown at home, and his ankles will be exposed. As long as he hides a blade in advance, he will first stab his ankle and then his eyes. After his father falls to the ground, things will be much easier later.

Imagining how to bring down his father has almost become a homework that teenagers must do every night before going to bed.

kill him.

The boy rolled in blood and was kicked on the forehead by his father. Before he could use the blade hidden in his shoe, he lost consciousness.

"When I wake up, I will be in the hospital, wrapped in gauze all over my body. I have forgotten everything about my father." Zhong Mu had to clench his teeth when he spoke, otherwise he was afraid that he would not be able to help crying come out.

Luo Ting was right. He was a coward. He hadn't had the courage to resist his father for so many years. When he was still able to go to school, he couldn't muster up the courage to tell the teacher about these things. He was found with bruises on his face or knees. , his first reaction was not to ask for help, but to lie and cover up out of fear. From then on, he would never wear short sleeves and shorts no matter in winter or summer.

He thought that his father's kindness would be exchanged for his obedience.

Not only is he cowardly, but he is also stupid.

After finally talking about his past, Zhong Mu lowered his head, not daring to look at Zhuo Yumo again.He is not a young master with a golden spoon in his mouth, nor is he a genius. From the beginning to the end, he is just a cowardly wretch.He didn't even—maybe didn't have the energy to protect Zhuo Yumo.

Zhong Mu almost hated himself.

In the next second, Zhuo Yumo hugged him forcefully.His lover buried her head in his neck, and he felt a little wet, as if Zhuo Yu was crying silently.Tears slid down his neck and into the collar, he noticed that Zhuo Yumo was shaking, and his slender fingers were grabbing his clothes, as if trying to endure something.

Zhong Mu was momentarily at a loss.In his heart, Zhuo Yumo is the freest and strongest person, no matter what difficulties and adversities he encounters, he can face them positively and tenaciously, and he will never run away crying like him.But he still hugged his lover reflexively, stroking his back clumsily to calm his emotions.

"You're not cowardly, you're really amazing." Zhuo Yumo hugged Zhong Mu's neck, his forehead still resting on his shoulder, sniffing his nose and said softly, "I didn't love the wrong person." He said, in the Zhong Mu kissed lightly on the neck, then raised his head to hold his lover's face, closed his wet eyes and kissed him proactively.

Even after all this, his beloved still maintains the kindness and sincerity of a child, still fears that he will hurt others and chooses to live in isolation, and still nervously but happily accepts the praise from the elders.

Zhuo Yumo once felt that although his life was not unfortunate, he was not particularly lucky either.Now he admits he was wrong.

And for his own luck, he will work hard to let Zhong Mu get out of the painful shadow of the past, and work hard to make his future life truly happy and worry-free.

Zhong Mu finally recalled the past, both of them were still a little excited.They sat hand in hand in the living room for a long time before finally calming down a little.After a long time, they looked at each other and found that the eye sockets of each other were red. They both bowed their heads and smiled embarrassedly, then raised their hands and rubbed their eyes at the same time.

Besides memories, Zhong Mu also remembered everything that Luo Ting experienced in recent days.They all have a hunch, this should be a further manifestation of personality fusion.

"Your brother is still upstairs, do you want to go up and have a look?" Zhuo Yumo asked softly.

Zhong Mu shook his head.When he was young, he liked his elder brother very much, and liked to stay with him very much. Even though his elder brother became a little weird later, although he was afraid, he still liked to cling to him.If he went upstairs now and saw his brother, he might be reluctant to send him to a professional institution for treatment.

After he finished talking about his plan, Zhuo Yumo nodded, feeling sorry for the brothers.As if remembering something, he dragged Zhong Mu to Zhong Mu's room and showed him the book "The Little Prince".As soon as Zhong Mu opened the book, he saw the card inside.He had never met Zhong Li's mother, but he often heard it from his brother when he was a child. Now that he saw this card, he felt mixed emotions in his heart, and he felt sorry for his brother even more.

"After he settles down, let's visit him every week." Zhuo Yumo said.

"Don't you find it troublesome?" Zhong Mu was a little uneasy.

"He is your elder brother, so he is my elder brother. Why is it troublesome to take care of elder brother?" Zhuo Yumo looked at the card in Zhong Mu's hand, and his voice suddenly dropped, "You and I can support each other and move forward together. You can't leave him where he is, no one deserves that kind of crime."

Zhong Mu felt emotional when he heard this, and then hugged Zhuo Yumo and kissed him on the forehead.

Before leaving, they asked the nurses to take good care of Zhong Li, and they could call them directly if there was any situation, but they had to be notified immediately of any abnormal situation.

The next day they contacted a specialized institution, and the two drove Zhong Li there, and accompanied him gently and patiently to do various inspections and tests throughout the process.Zhong Li seemed a little afraid of such a battle, and was always clinging to Zhong Mu.At first Zhong Mu was worried that Zhuo Yumo would be jealous, but Zhuo Yumo just patted his arm and asked him to comfort Zhong Li and spend as much time with his brother as possible.

In the next month or so, apart from recording programs and visiting parents at home, the two of them would visit Zhong Li as long as they were free. Zhuo Yumo also encouraged Zhong Mu to get in touch with his elder brother more, hoping that the family relationship can be restored soon. heal him.

During this period, Luo Ting never appeared again, so Zhong Mu couldn't help but secretly speculate whether he would never appear again.

Because Luo Ting's mission has actually been completed - as the personality of "protecting Zhong Mu", Luo Ting has completed all his missions here.Now Zhong Mu has grown up, even if he recalls the past, he will not be overwhelmed by the horrible memory.

"Thinking about what?"

Zhong Mu's thoughts were interrupted by Zhuo Yumo beside him, he smiled, shook his head and said nothing.

With the broadcast of "Gold Medal Star Chef", the popularity of the two of them is getting higher and higher day by day. Now when you go to the supermarket to buy a dish, you will be surrounded by people. There are even daring paparazzi who followed them to the residence of Zhuo Yumo's parents. Three meals a day to squat unshakably.

This made Zhuo Yumo very annoyed.Zhong Mu could not see that his beloved Yumo was angry, and besides, the paparazzi had disturbed the lives of his father-in-law, mother-in-law and neighbors, so he took these paparazzi to the police station and contacted his lawyer until the court issued the paparazzi The ban, he just gave up.

But the troubles are not limited to these. Now every time they visit their elder brother, they have to work hard to change their costumes. Zhong Mu even bought a civilian car worth [-] yuan, hoping to be as low-key as possible and never let the paparazzi disturb Zhong Li's current treatment and life.

"Hey... did you bring the bread pudding we baked? Why don't I remember that I packed it?" Zhuo Yumo patted his forehead, "It's rare that a big brother ate the dessert that he said he liked..."

Seeing him like this, Zhong Mu pursed his lips and smiled: "Didn't I pretend to put it in the back seat? Yu Mo, you're only under 30 years old, how can this work?"

"Life has been too chaotic recently, my mind has become muddled." Zhuo Yumo pressed his eyes while complaining, "These paparazzi are really annoying."

"Is Mom and Dad okay now?"

"Well, it's much better now. Mom and Dad can go downstairs for a walk and walk the dog normally." Zhuo Yumo was talking, and he arrived at the hospital ahead.This place is relatively remote, and there are few people here. Their cars are usually parked in the yard, but today, for some reason, several cars suddenly appeared at the door.

Zhuo Yumo narrowed his eyes and took a closer look——

"Why are there reporters?"

As soon as he finished speaking, the reporter-like people at the door seemed to recognize that the car belonged to them, and rushed up immediately.

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