Wen Yu talks about this life [Xiangmi colleagues]

Another version, the epilogue.

Since Runyu was at the end of the sky, she revealed her primordial spirit, and resurrected Bei Ning in the form of a dragon entrusting her life.

Beining descended on Xiedu.

——a place of purgatory on earth.

Beining was accidentally discovered by an evil priest, and the whole village was massacred.I watched helplessly the parents who raised me died tragically under the blade, and threw their corpses into the raging fire, and the wooden house that I had worked so hard for half my life was reduced to ashes.

She carries the memory of Runyu.

She hates.

But I don't know why I hate it.

If it wasn't for her infatuation and delusion, how could innocent people die because of her!

What she should hate is herself!

That's right.

She is just a stupid person who doesn't know the heights of the heavens and the earth, and wants to like some kind of emperor.

Bei Ning was taken to the Temple of Xiedu, where she was humiliated and tortured.

Watching companions die one after another, or disappear after becoming the king's overnight soft incense.

She prayed for the statue above the temple, which looked obscene||evil and devoid of power.

She forced herself, using it as a god, to beg.

No, later on, she really took it as a deity.

She can't find hope.

It is the only, faint light in the cracks of despair.

sometimes.

Evil is better than God.

Being late is not the so-called justice!

She doesn't believe in this anymore, she is almost dead, almost covered in sin, and she can't even wipe it clean.

When she was arranging incense in the temple, she heard that the king came to choose the bed servant again, and suddenly she had a plan.

She looked at the fox-like "god statue" and after a while, wiped the fruits clean and arranged them neatly.

It must be you, heard that, right?

Bei Ning was very excited, she dressed up meticulously.

She put herself on the king's cutting board, willing to be a fish.

When the king coveted, she angered him.

It’s like waiting for the tofu to be tender after finally ordering it. Just by looking at it, you can know how wonderful the taste is that it melts in your mouth. tasty.

Disappointing.

Really quite disappointing.

The king is angry.

put her to death.

The priest's fire can revive the "Idol" and hear her begging.

Without hesitation, she took out the deep-rooted memory of her deep love for Runyu, and exchanged it with the souls of her slaughtered parents, so that she could rest in peace and no longer wander.She used her lifespan in an attempt to get the innocent women in the temple to be treated equally.

What a ridiculous idea.

It spoke and laughed at her stupidity.

Needless to say, she also knew that she was pretty stupid and hopeless.

Self-inflicted evil, but blame the person whom he is obsessed with.

Not stupid, what is it?

Sure enough.

How could the evil image keep its word? Except for letting her continue to suffer torture and live, none of the things she begged came true.

She guarded the "god statue" day and night, took a bite out of a fruit, stepped on it twice, gave it to the dog to lick it, and put it back on the incense table.

Was discovered and beaten.

She is still stubborn.

She was tossed until her mind was twisted and deformed.Almost insane.

She has no heart, let alone the memory left by her lover. When she is walking on the edge of danger, her heart is empty behind her, and there is no possibility of being comforted and warmed.In this way, let it wander on a thin thread, let it break at any time, without fear or concern.

I don't know when.

Yue Yang also died.

In front of her, he was tortured||humiliated and died... No, no, he died because of her.

Yue Yang longed to live.

Very eager.

Even after suffering more than ten years of torture in the dark temple, she never gave up on living and escaped...

A good woman who still had kindness and hope in the world, just like that, died because of her.

not worth it.

She was dreaming, shouting desperately, making a fuss... It's not worth it.

For me, it's not worth it.

Even if that person named Runyu appeared in front of her, crying heartbreakingly, and doing all good things for her every day.

It is also impossible to kill that extremely heavy and miserable memory.

That is a shadow.

A shadow that can swallow even light.

Bei Ning knew that he was not an ordinary man.When he said his name was Runyu, for a moment, a chill came down his spine.

She has no memory, but occasionally she feels a sense of loneliness called lost when he looks like him.

Light and lonely.

It's like a thin wound pierced by a bamboo leaf, it hurts from time to time, and it extends to every inch of the skin.

Runyu.

A man who seemed to only bring her bad luck.

So is the hunch.

She wants to hide.

But she couldn't control herself, either she turned her head to look at the man named Runyu, or she was greedy for his soft voice talking in her ear.

She seemed to have never had such tenderness in her life.

It was very similar to the first ray of morning light that shone into the room when she woke up in the morning, dispelling the chill retained in the night.

She is very strange.

At first, she clearly felt that this man named Runyu could send chills down her spine.Better than the coolness of all the villains in the temple.

But slowly, she was deeply involved in his every move, every frown and smile.

Over time.

Only then did she realize what kind of existence Runyu was in her heart.

Not like night, nor like light.

Neither cold nor warm to speak of.

but the month.

Bright and clean, cold, depressed and isolated in the world.

Nothing to do with her.

Bei Ning didn't know why he insisted on staying by her side.

In memory, it's just a name.

Who is he?

Bei Ning doesn't like to delve into the details, since he wants to stay, he can stay, with a woman named Kuang Lu, as long as there is no trouble, he can do whatever he wants.

She is an unarmed and weak woman, and she can't beat these two people.

So, stay if you want.

As long as he is alive, that bit of backbone is nothing.

This is what Yueyang often says, listening to it, she seems to really want to live.

Ordinary days are not long.

A god named Doumu Yuanjun.

Is it God?

When I came to her dream, I told her, "To cross the king is for mercy, and to cross oneself is for great compassion. You must cross, and you cannot cross yourself. Everything belongs to the destiny."

to be frank.

She doesn't understand.

Bei Ning wanted to ask Doumu Yuanjun a question.

Fighting Yuanjun said: "The resentment in your heart is your own calamity. It is destiny that you can't blame anyone. The calamity in love, the hatred in fate, the reason for this will come when the time comes, and you will understand."

"Why? You didn't come when I begged you?" Bei Ning said, "Is there any point in talking nonsense now? God and Buddha, if you are late, you are late. Don't attribute it to the so-called fate. I am not Three-year-old child, I know the difference between the rain in time and the sound of bamboo after the event. I will no longer listen to the so-called teachings of you gods and Buddhas. Go and do serious business. What are you doing with those messy concepts? People are dead, Come and tell me what destiny is. In the eyes of us mortals, God is our destiny. Since we have never been able to save people in distress from the very beginning, we should not go around teaching and promoting so-called mercy.”

Where is mercy?

Literally?

Bei Ning stayed up all night that night.

In the dream, I vented the emotions that have been accumulated for more than ten years. When I got up in the morning, my body was sore and my head hurt.

But she can feel it, since that Doumu Yuanjun came.

Runyu and Kuang Lu's behavior became more and more abnormal.

Be careful with her and take good care of her.

Bei Ning sometimes, inadvertently, will find that Runyu's eye sockets are slightly red.

Like crying.

Sometimes, I could hear Kuang Lu sighing behind me.

She was no longer in the mood to plant flowers.

It was very inexplicable to play her.

It seems that she is going to die!

She gave her life to that "Idol" ignorantly and stupidly, but it shouldn't be so fast.

ah.Really stupid.

Those who should be kept alive, live a little longer, and when their bones become stronger, they will trample on that priest's tomb and "god statue".

"How about going to the entrance of the village to read storytelling together today?"

Runyu said.

His appearance resembled the appearance that everyone in the temple feared.

Who on earth is it?

Bei Ning listened to the storyteller, and as she listened, a flower appeared in front of her eyes.

It was originally given to her by Runyu.

It's just that she doesn't want it, and it feels weird.

It's really strange.

It is obviously very strange, but why is there a feeling that the blood is connected and cannot be severed?

She always has a premonition.I only had a hunch when I saw Runyu.

She must be in danger of crying.

very scary.

Especially after Runyu kissed her that night.

Such concerns are growing.

Why did he kiss her?

To make her cry, right?

Bei Ning felt a little tired and wanted to tell them to leave quickly.

But she was afraid that Kuang Lu and Runyu would beat her together, so bear with it, she didn't want to be beaten again after escaping from the temple.

It hurt so much and it was so humiliating.

Unbearable to recall, unbearable to recall...

Bei Ning wrapped herself tightly in a dark corner and perched in fear.

But many times.

Runyu, who was by his side, looked like a ray of light.

It's so similar...

In the darkness of more than ten years, there was a ray of light that would make her cry.

Maybe it's because the sun has been dark for a long time that he is so dazzled that he wants to cry.

she thought so.

I can't tell what happened after that.

Bei Ning always felt like she was forgetting things and forgetting things.

Some things that should be remembered are gradually forgotten.

Later, it became more and more serious.

The reason is aware.

It's because the only thing she can remember is two words.

——Runyu.

It doesn't matter what her last name is or where she lives.

There is only one name, which has been dormant in the depths of memory for a long time.

Every day in a daze, Bei Ning didn't know what to do.

Her memory slowly forgot everything in the temple.

People without hatred become innocent.

I also love to laugh.

She was with Runyu all day long, talking and laughing.

Although she didn't remember what was said, she was very happy.

Happy like never before.

Even in the middle of the night, you have to bear the great sense of loss that comes after being happy.

Runyu takes good care of her, but she often forgets that she is always afraid and has to muster up the courage to pick up the broom to drive him away.

The time in the temple eventually wiped out all the beauty in her heart. Even after losing this memory, timidity and fear eroded her day and night.

No matter how hard Runyu tried, she couldn't heal the wound.

He can only use spiritual power to relieve her pain hidden in the dark.

Gradually, Bei Ning seemed to have returned to her original appearance.

Love to laugh, be eloquent, naughty and smart.

Seeing the people around her, she became happier and happier, and she no longer looked melancholy towards herself.

She could feel the weakness of her body more and more, for example, it was difficult to swallow porridge.Very tired.

I can't remember what I did a moment ago.

But that name is still clearly stuck in my mind.

Close your eyes, you can see - Runyu.

But what does he look like?

She thought about it for several days, but she didn't remember it.

Suddenly one day she saw a flower in the woods.

Let her feel that the appearance of this flower seems to be what Runyu likes.

Will you be able to see Runyu's appearance if you take it off?

In the woods, there are many such white flowers.

She couldn't finish picking them all, and it was raining heavily in the dark night.

She is stuck in the woods and can't find a way out.

The sound of rain falling in my ears, and the howling of wolves...

so dark.

She curled up under the tree, her eyes closed tightly in fear.

Ever since, a black temple, an evil statue, and hideous faces from tragic deaths kept appearing in her mind, and a lot of blood flowed under her feet, sticky and scorching hot to the soles of her feet.

A kind of great despair trapped her in it, and the overwhelming fear made her suffocate.

help me.

help me……

Runyu!

help me.

In my mind, the name of an unknown person kept zooming in.

"Ninger."

A sound pierced through the woods.

Bei Ning opened her eyes.

Runyu!

Without thinking about it, she threw herself into a warm embrace.

"I know." She said, "Runyu is you, and you are Runyu."

later.

She didn't know that kind of flower.

It's called epiphyllum.

Confused for a long time.

Suddenly one day.

wake up.She remembered everything.

Even the twists and turns of how to love Runyu were returned to her one by one.

This is called compassion.

Bei Ning knew that her time was approaching, so she didn't say anything to Runyu.

She just went to Yueyang's grave and sat quietly.

She knew that Runyu was not far behind.

She looked at the wooden tablet engraved with the word "Yueyang", her face was expressionless, her eyes were numb and empty.

"I want to live."

Yueyang endured desperately, wanting to live.

"As long as you are alive, you can have everything, but once you die, you will never see your relatives and friends again."

In the ears, the wind rustled.

relatives and friends.

Yueyang's obsession lies.

Bei Ning stared at Yue Yang's name, a faint smile suddenly overflowed from her eyes.

People live a life, why do you humble yourself so much for love.

There are things, once figured out.

It is no longer painful and difficult.

Also full of gratitude.

As a result, at the moment when the ashes disappeared, Bei Ning felt a sense of relief that she had never felt before.

When she saw the person she loved deeply, she shed tears for her.

that's enough.

She really loved, really enough.

Results will no longer matter.

The moment she ascended to the status of a goddess, an ethereal and long voice came from her ears.

"Make a wish to me."

It is the voice of the ethereal spirit deep in the soul.

"Make a wish to me. All powers that can transcend the six realms will fulfill your wish."

desire?

Bei Ning opened her eyes, and out of the corner of her eye, she could see the majestic Runyu holding a sword.

Both loved and loved, hated and hated too.

As a result... it doesn't matter anymore.

Bei Ning said her wish without thinking, "I'm homesick. Mom, Dad, and sister are still waiting for me."

"Have you made up your mind?"

"Ah."

"All the previous sacrifices will be turned into ashes, don't you regret it?"

"not regret."

Love is voluntary, and there is no regret afterwards.

She never changed.

However, it is time to end this grief-stricken infatuation.

A ray of light pierced through the body.

Everything will end.

When Bei Ning got up and walked in front of Runyu, she smiled from the bottom of her heart, "Long time no see, Runyu."

"Ning'er?" Runyu frowned.

"I'm leaving."

got windy.

Her long hair was rolled up, floating in the air, and her smile was like a flower after the rain, delicate||tender and clean.

"Where are you going?" Runyu asked softly.

"Go back to where I should be." She said, "Runyu, don't feel guilty about me. Everything I did here was voluntary. I just want you to be happy."

Runyu remained silent.

He looked at her.

So close, but so far away.

"Since Ning'er is determined... Runyu will wait for you here."

I have experienced countless lives and deaths, and seen countless twists and turns.

It suddenly dawned on me.

As long as you are alive, you can restrain anything.

Including locking lovers in elaborate cages.

This is a kind of fulfillment.

Bei Ning smiled brightly, then stretched out her hand suddenly, and smoothed his frowning brow with her fingertips, "Is it still not enough for you to let go? Runyu, come on, live every day happily. Love yourself well. "

The corner of Runyu's mouth raised, "Okay. Listen to Ning'er."

At last.

In the forest where she met Runyu for the first time, Bei Ning gradually turned gray.

"Runyu, I'm very happy, I loved you once."

In front of Runyu's eyes, a piece of Chinese clothing fell to the ground empty.

Runyu picked up the Chinese dress, her eyes were red.

"Runyu, I love you."

The first person who said he loved him was like a spring of silence, forever submerged in the depths of the mountains and forests.

moment.

Runyu smiled and shed a tear.

Sad and gorgeous.

"I love you."

Lemon.

She couldn't hear it.

Never hear it again.

The Void Spirit transcends the six realms, even if it accepts the dragon to reincarnate, it is a breeze to choose a way back.

From then on, among the six realms.

No more North Lemons.

It has also become a rumor about Void Spirit.

nowadays.

On the TV, the drama "Xiangmi" is still playing.

Runyu left a deep impression on many people.

Gradually.

People around her, and on the Internet, there is no longer any name about Runyu.

Some things are destined to be thrown into the deep pool of time.

"Xiao Ning, hurry up, your brother-in-law has brought a very handsome executive to wait for us in the cafe."

The bedroom door was knocked loudly.

The person on the bed got out of bed in a daze, and opened the door, "What are you doing, sister? I was so tired from working overtime yesterday."

"Be patient, my sister, your brother-in-law is going to introduce you to a particularly high-quality man, pack up quickly, okay?"

Bei Ning's sister pushed her into the bathroom, urging her to wash up quickly.

Bei Ning put on the dress chosen by her sister, a pair of feminine high heels, and walked out of the community yawning, listless the whole time.

"Later, you have to endure no matter how sleepy you are, don't yawn and lose your image, you know? Oh, did you hear that? Can you take a blind date seriously? You are almost 30, not married yet, and your parents are dying of anxiety Now, can you listen to me carefully, Bei Ning, Wen Bei Ning... Hey."

Bei Ning collapsed in the back seat, sleeping so hard that she didn't hear anything outside her.

When she woke up, she had just arrived at her destination.

Go back to the cage and sleep for five or six minutes, full of energy.

Bei Ning stretched her waist and got out of the car, "I'll wait for you here, I'm too embarrassed to go in alone."

"Okay, I'll stop first."

"OK."

Bei Ning was bored waiting, looked around and found that the pavilion in the backyard of the cafe was quite beautiful.

Perfect for selfies.

Bei Ning looked at her watch, and it was 5 minutes before the agreed time, so she walked towards the pavilion.

Close look.

"Ningting?"

Bei Ning felt that she was destined, so she picked up her phone and started taking selfies.

Scissorhands, a timeless classic.

I took more than ten shots, and the scene is a bit monotonous.

Bei Ning looked around and found that behind the pavilion was the classic Hongqiao Bridge like Bieyuan.

very beautiful.

There is also a feeling of coldness and aloofness.

Holding the phone, Bei Ning approached Hongqiao step by step.

Era across the ages.

It is snowing heavily.

A man dressed in simple and elegant clothes, with flowers hanging behind his shoulders and a silver crown on his head, was walking in the vast snow.

The heavy snow fell on the man's white hair and melted silently.

Once upon a time, it was said that we walked in the snow together.

As we walked, our hair turned white.

Now, his hair is really gray, but there is no one beside him.

Runyu walked to Hongqiao with her hands behind her back.

The weather-beaten eyes, filled with extremely deep emotions, quietly stared at the snow-covered pavilion.

He built this pavilion with his own hands in the forest where he met her for the first time and lost her completely.

He is waiting.

keep waiting.

Void Spirit disappeared, and everything that guarded him turned into nothingness.

The emperor who refuses to be too forgetful is getting old after all.

Heavy snow, non-stop.

In the snow, a lonely figure walked quietly on the Hongqiao, slowly approaching the pavilion stained silvery by the snow.

Simultaneously.

Bei Ning's heart suddenly surged with great sadness.

A tear fell out of the eye unexpectedly and landed on the Hongqiao.

Her smile froze.

it hurts.

Bei Ning clutched her heart, and left Hongqiao quickly, tripped over a stone, staggered a few steps, and quickly supported the wooden pillar of the pavilion.

Time and space are intertwined.

Runyu approached the pavilion, caressing the pillars of the pavilion.

For an instant.

Both she and he felt a trace of warmth across their fingertips.

Across the ages, they touched each other.

But I don't know it's each other!

For no reason, Bei Ning couldn't stop crying, her whole body trembling from sobbing.

"Xiao Ning, why did you come here...Xiao Ning, what's wrong with you?" My sister hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe her tears, and asked repeatedly, "What's wrong?"

Bei Ning clutched her heart in pain, "My heart hurts so much, I can't breathe."

"It can't be that you work overtime and stay up late every day, and you have a heart problem. I'll take you to the hospital..."

Beining was supported by her sister to leave the "Ningting".

The results of Bei Ning's examination showed that there was no problem with her heart and her body was in good health.

But the doctor saw that she kept crying for pain, so he asked her family members to go through the hospitalization procedures and stay in the hospital for observation.

The blind date also came to the hospital with her brother-in-law to see her, gave her a bouquet of flowers, and asked her about her condition with great concern.

During the few days in the hospital, the blind date cared for her.

He is thin and tall, with good looks.It can be seen from his every action that he is a gentleman and elegant person.

The family loves him.

"Do you still need it?" he asked.

Bei Ning handed him the cup, "No, thank you."

He raised his hand, looked down at the time on his wrist, "Be hungry, I'll buy you something to eat."

Before he left, he stroked her hair gently.

Treat it like a treasure and smile.

"Miss Wen, the medicine has been changed."

Bei Ning came to the hospital from "Ningting" and cried for a day and a night, which led to a sharp drop in blood pressure caused by emotional loss, and the blood sugar level was very low, requiring treatment.

She didn't need an infusion.

If you don't cry like that.

"How about I help Miss Wen find a disc and watch TV to relieve boredom?"

"Okay, thank you."

Bei Ning's mobile phone was confiscated by her sister, and she was bored for a few days.

The nurse quickly found a disc and put it in the cd in the closet.

"I don't want to get involved in things and wrongs..."

A gust of breeze hit Bei Ning's pale face from outside the window, disturbing the hair and cutting the emotions that had settled and buried deeply in the pupils.

"Is anyone else watching the show?" she asked.

The nurse said: "This is a TV series from seven or eight years ago. It must have been picked up by a child from some corner, and I just picked it up when I saw it."

Bei Ning looked at the blurred picture, frame by frame overlapping with the face deep in his memory.

The nurse clicked a random episode and left.

When my sister came, she sat beside her and happily talked about her marriage.

She said: "It's rare for a person to meet someone who loves himself. How nice it is to be loved. It's not hard, right? He's pretty good. Let's get along and see, okay?"

Bei Ning stared at the person in the blurry image and remained silent for a long time.

"Lingning, you are almost 30 years old..."

My sister's voice was interlaced with the voice from the TV, so it became weaker.

"My name is Runyu."

The breeze blew the fragrance of flowers, and the fallen leaves turned to dust.

He was in her past, forever...

Get old.

She is young in his future.

END